Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

He suddenly woke up from the nightmare, it was not yet dawn, and in the endless darkness, he could only hear his terrified panting.

He sat on the bed and forced himself to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep.

After turning on the light, he felt better.

He wanted to knock on his sister's door and let her comfort him, but he was afraid of being rejected by her sister.

He almost opened his eyes until dawn. After dawn, he immediately ran to the door of his sister's room, knocked on the door, and said, "Sister."

The sister didn't answer him, and after a while, the door was opened.

My sister yawned and said, "What happened?"

"I dreamed that my father asked me why I ran away." Meng Miandong said coquettishly, "I'm very scared, sister, can you hug me?"

The elder sister said indifferently: "Don't you often have this dream? Haven't you gotten used to it yet?"

"I..." Indeed, he often had this dream. At first, his sister comforted him, but after more times, he became impatient.

Just like what my sister said, he obviously often has this dream, why hasn't he gotten used to it yet?Why are you still trembling?Why is it still cold?Why am I still short of breath?

He is really a useless person.

Thinking of this, he apologized to his sister, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have disturbed you so early."

My sister glanced at him noncommittally, and closed the door again.

He stood at the door of his sister's room for a while before going to brush his teeth and wash his face.

When he put on his school uniform, carried his schoolbag, and walked out of the house, he unknowingly quickened his pace.

From a distance, he saw Wen Ran, and Wen Ran waved to him.

He suddenly became happy, and wanted to run to Wen Ran, but suddenly remembered that Wen Ran had told him to be careful of falling, so instead of running, he chose to walk quickly to Wen Ran.

"Good morning, Miandong." Wen Ran handed the paper bag to Meng Miandong, and said, "Curry bread, five yuan."

Meng Miandong took out five yuan from his pocket, gave it to Wen Ran, and then took the curry bread.

The curry bread smelled delicious, and he couldn't help but took a big bite in front of Wen Ran's face.

Pineapple buns, red bean bread and curry bread, Wen Ran prepares different breakfasts for him every day.

He no longer wants to guess why Wen Ran did this, he just wants to be able to eat the breakfast made by Wen Ran every day and hear Ran Dao say good morning.

After more than a month like this, except when the man didn't come, and when his sister was at home, he would go to Wen Ran's pastry shop to do his homework. He came home.

When he realized that he had already relied on Wen Ran, facing Wen Ran, he became uneasy.

Every time, as long as he starts to depend on someone, that person will definitely abandon him.

Sooner or later, Wen Ran would abandon him too, he had such thoughts in his heart, but he never thought that it would be his sister who abandoned him first.

That day, when he returned home after finishing the monthly exam, he rarely saw his sister cooking a table of dishes waiting for him.

Sitting on the chair, the older sister said with a pleasant face, "Miandong, wash your hands and eat."

"Yeah." Meng Miandong excitedly ran to the kitchen, carefully washed his hands with disinfectant hand sanitizer, and then sat down at the table.

He didn't dare to move his chopsticks first. After being urged by his sister, he picked up the chopsticks and took a piece of tamales to eat.

My sister asked him again: "Are you about to take the college entrance examination? What university and major are you planning to go to?"

He didn't have the slightest interest in his future, so he didn't think about which university or major to take.

Therefore, he replied: "I haven't made up my mind yet, sister, do you have any suggestions?"

My sister smiled and said, "Just the university and major that Miandong likes is fine. Of course, it's best if the job prospects are good."

He tilted his head and said, "I don't have a favorite university, nor a favorite major."

"Then you choose the one with the best employment prospects." After finishing speaking, the sister said, "Hurry up and eat, or the food will be cold."

After dinner, Meng Miandong went to wash the dishes. After washing the dishes, as soon as he walked out of the kitchen, he heard his sister say, "Come here."

He obediently walked in front of his sister, who took a deep breath and said, "Miandong, I've decided to go to France..."

Seeing that Meng Miandong was about to speak, she immediately said: "I never thought of taking you with me. I am going to study in France. I have already received the admission letter. After arriving in France, I will start my new life. Now, Miandong, you can start your new life too. I will leave this house to you, and I will leave 50 to you. If you have anything to do in the future, you can call me, and I will try my best to help Help, but I won't live with you anymore."

Meng Miandong didn't believe his ears at all. He opened his eyes wide and smiled flatteringly, "Sister, what did you just say? I didn't hear clearly."

The elder sister said cruelly: "Miandong, you are almost 17 years old, elder sister believes that you can live independently."

Tears flowed down Meng Miandong's eyes. He was about to be abandoned by his sister.

don't want……

I don't want to be abandoned...

He rushed to the kitchen suddenly, took out a kitchen knife, pressed it against his wrist, and threatened: "If you leave, I will commit suicide!"

My sister smiled bitterly: "Can you not drag me down? I am very tired and tired. I feel like a walking dead every day. If I don't start a new life, I will die earlier than you. I understand that you want someone Accompany me, but Miandong, I don't want to accompany you, your temperament of threatening others with yourself is too frightening."

Seeing that her sister was not soft-hearted, Meng Miandong really cut her own wrist, and the blood immediately flowed out.

"Tick, tick, tick..."

My sister calmly called 120, and after reporting the address, she put a bank card on the coffee table and said to Meng Miandong, "The password is your birthday, take care of yourself, goodbye."

Then, she walked out without hesitation.

She knew that she couldn't hesitate, if she hesitated, she would be tied up by Meng Miandong again.

Meng Miandong hurried to catch up, but only saw the exhaust of the taxi.

He went to his sister's room and took a look. Sure enough, some of her clothes were missing, so the rest was abandoned by her, just like him.

My sister had planned it long ago, and she promised him that she would not want him more than a month ago.

My sister is a big liar.

He knelt in front of his sister's wardrobe, glanced at his wrist, and cut it with a kitchen knife.

The blood that flowed out was eye-catching, as if it was mocking him.

He is a worthless person, let him die, there will be no pain after death.

He immediately slumped on the ground, his mind blank.

After an unknown amount of time, the appearance of Wen Ran suddenly appeared in his blank mind.

Smell it, smell it, smell it...

He immediately dropped the kitchen knife, rushed out of the house, and ran desperately towards the pastry shop.

There are still many customers in the pastry shop. He didn't think about whether he would scare the customers, so he opened the door and went in.

He looked around but didn't see Wen Ran, and he seemed to hear the exclamation of the guests.

He asked the guest closest to him: "Where is Wen Ran?"

The customer turned pale with fright, took a few steps back, and walked out of the pastry shop quickly.

He went to ask another guest, and the other guest did not answer.

In just one minute, all the customers of the pastry shop left.

He had no choice but to walk up to the clerk and ask, "Where is Wen Ran?"

The clerk—Guan Yao said with a trembling voice: "The store manager has gone to the supermarket and should be back soon."

"That's good." Meng Miandong sat down on the chair he usually sat on, and then rested his chin on his left hand with the cut wrist, and looked out the door.

The blood snaked down, soaked the lower half of his school uniform sleeve, and dripped from the elbow to the ground, forming a small blood-colored puddle.

Before long, he heard the sound of an ambulance, but he had no intention of going up.

Guan Yao stepped aside and called Wen Ran.

Five minutes later, Wen Ran appeared.

When he saw the blood-stained Meng Miandong, his heart almost stopped suddenly, and his face lost all color at the same time, paler than Meng Miandong.

He threw the plastic bag on the ground, ran up to Meng Miandong and said, "Follow me to the hospital."

Meng Miandong asked strangely: "Why do I need to go to the hospital? No one cares about my life or death."

"I care about your life and death, very concerned." Wen Ran went to get a towel and covered Meng Miandong's left wrist, "Follow me to the hospital immediately."

"You are very concerned about my life and death, so you will not abandon me?" Meng Miandong is very clear that what he is doing now is no different from what he did to his sister before. He is very despicable, and he is threatening Wen Ran .

The elder sister did not accept his threat and abandoned him without hesitation, and Wen Ran would definitely not accept his threat.

But he saw Wen Ran in front of him whose eyes were red with anxiety: "I will never abandon you in my life, Mian Dong, be good, follow me to the hospital."

"Okay, I'll go to the hospital with you." Meng Miandong was not sure about Wen Ran. Many people said they would not abandon him, but it turned out that they were all lies. Wen Ran's so-called "I will never abandon him in this life Abandoning you" must also be a lie.

But even if it's a lie, at least Wen Ran won't abandon him for the time being, right?

He stood up, smiled, followed Wen Ran out of the pastry shop.

Every step he takes leaves a bright red footprint, much like a scene from a horror movie.

He thought calmly, and vaguely heard the sound of an ambulance again.

The ambulance went to his house—his home alone. After he couldn't find anyone, he went back.

Wen Ran went to drive the car, let him sit in the passenger seat, and told him: "Press the towel tightly, so that less blood will flow out."

He smiled and said, "Is there any difference between less blood flowing out and more blood flowing out?"

"Miandong..." Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's hair and said, "Live, I will live with you."

"Live." Meng Miandong chewed on these three words, and said obediently, "I will live, but if you abandon me, I will die in front of you."

Patients with borderline personality disorder are most afraid of being alone and of being abandoned.

However, the patient finds it difficult to handle interpersonal relationships well, and has been constantly changing between extreme idealization and devaluation for a long time. When the other party meets his needs, he will think that the other party is his closest person; however, once the other party does not meet his expectations, He will attack, sarcasm, and belittle the other party.

As a result, patients are unable to form long-term relationships with others.

In the extreme emptiness, patients will resort to self-harm, drugs, alcohol, sex, crime, etc. to relieve loneliness.

Now Meng Miandong uses self-mutilation to relieve his loneliness, and at the same time threatens him with self-mutilation.

He was so distressed that he couldn't add more, and promised again: "I will never abandon you in my life."

Meng Miandong finally showed a smile: "Thank you, Wen Ran, you are the best for me."

Wen Ran started the car, the hospital is not far away, but it will be there in 10 minutes.

He went to the emergency room for Meng Miandong. Meng Miandong's wound was deep, but luckily no bones were injured.

After the doctor finished bandaging, he took Meng Miandong back.

He drove to Meng Miandong's house, but Meng Miandong refused to get out of the car, but begged: "From today on, can I live with you?"

Wen Ran was taken aback and asked, "Where's your sister?"

"My sister is going to France to start a new life, and my sister doesn't want me anymore..." Meng Miandong smiled hard, "Is it because I'm too disobedient?"

After Wen Ran thought about it, he figured out the ins and outs. The reason why Meng Miandong cut his wrist was obviously to threaten his sister, but her sister refused to accept his threat and left resolutely. Meng Miandong then turned to threaten him. up.

He secretly sighed, did not ask further questions, but looked at Meng Miandong and said, "If you promise me one condition, I will agree to live with you."

Meng Miandong's eyes sparkled and said, "What conditions?"

Wen Ran said seriously: "No more self-harm."

"I didn't do this on purpose, I just couldn't control myself, and Wen Ran..." Meng Miandong's eyes were red, "I'm a worthless person, if I don't do this, no one will be with me .”

Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong, pressed the back of Meng Miandong's head, and asked Meng Miandong to bury his face in his heart, and then said word by word: "You are a very important person to me. People of value, don't belittle yourself so much, just like I said before, I will be with you all my life. Believe in yourself more, and trust me more. "

Wen Ran's embrace is very warm, he is afraid that Wen Ran will regret it, and dare not ask why Wen Ran treats him so well.

After lying in Wen Ran's arms for a while, he rubbed his forehead against Wen Ran's heart again, and said: "Well, I promise you will not hurt yourself again."

Wen Ran nodded, and asked again: "Do you want to go home and organize some things to take away?"

"Okay." Meng Miandong stared at Wen Ran intently, "Can you go with me?"

Since Meng Miandong's school uniform was covered with dried blood clots, after entering Meng Miandong's house, Wen Ran suggested, "Take a bath before leaving."

Meng Miandong shook her head desperately and said, "I want to go to your house to wash."

Was it because he was afraid that he would leave while he was taking a shower?

Wen Ran didn't poke it: "Then go to my house to wash."

While arranging her necessities, Meng Miandong watched Wen Ran.

My sister doesn't want him anymore, Wen Ran is now his only life-saving straw, he must not lose it.

It took him 5 minutes to organize all the necessities, and then he walked up to Wen Ran and said obediently: "Let's go."

"Well, let's go." Wen Ran helped Meng Miandong carry the luggage, and opened the car door for Meng Miandong.

He found that Meng Miandong was very nervous all the time, and he didn't relax until he walked into his pastry shop and went upstairs.

The layout of the upstairs is two bedrooms and one living room. After he lifted the luggage to the side sleeper and put it down, he said to Meng Miandong who was following him closely: "Go take a bath."

"Okay, I'll go right away." Meng Miandong neatly took out towels, shower gel, bath balls, underwear and pajamas from the luggage, took another deep look at Wen Ran, and went to take a bath.

He washed it quickly, and it came out in less than 5 minutes.

Seeing that Wen Ran was still there, he instinctively touched his heart to calm it down.

Wen Ran didn't say anything, just went to the kitchen to boil milk, put the milk in a glass, and handed it to Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong took the milk and took a sip. The temperature of the milk was just right, making his whole body warm up.

Wen Ran watched Meng Miandong drink a whole glass of milk before taking the empty glass, putting it on the tea table, and said with a smile: "From now on, this is your home. Miandong, welcome home .”

Meng Miandong shed tears quickly, and wiped away the tears again: "I'm back."