Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

Hearing Meng Miandong's sweet words, Wen Ran couldn't help laughing and said, "You are reluctant to push me away, of course it's because you love me very much."

"Yes, I love you very much." Meng Miandong sniffed, "But you are stingy, and you won't do it again."

Wen Ran said helplessly: "It's not that I don't want to do it, I'm afraid of hurting you. You are the first night, so it's better not to do too much."

Meng Miandong complained: "Is it too much to do it again?"

Wen Ran smiled narrowly and said: "Mian Dong is lustful, I will be squeezed dry by you sooner or later."

Before falling in love with Wen Ran, because of Meng Miandong's outstanding appearance, there were many men and women who pursued him, some of whom were outstanding in every aspect, but no one could impress him. At that time, he had no interest in dating at all, let alone It's time to go to bed.

But after falling in love with Wen Ran, he felt that whether it was kissing, going to bed, or other intimate behaviors, his heart was shaken.

In fact, he is really lustful as Wen Ran said, but he has no choice but to smell the lust.

But he would not admit that he is lustful, so he snorted: "I am not lustful, cheapskate."

The miserly ghost Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's hair, and said softly: "Do it again next time, do it many times."

Only then did Meng Miandong smile and say, "Okay, I'll do it many, many times."

Wen Ran traced Meng Miandong's eyebrows with his fingertips, then kissed Meng Miandong's forehead and said, "I'll take you to take a bath."

"En." Meng Miandong took the initiative to hook Wen Ran's neck, allowing Wen Ran to carry him to the bathroom to take a bath.

Being washed by warm water and washed by Wen Ran himself, Meng Miandong closed his eyes comfortably, and rubbed the foam all over Wen Ran maliciously.

Wen Ran simply went into the bathtub, the bathtub was not big, it was too crowded for two grown men.

But Meng Miandong really likes the feeling of being squeezed together with Wen Ran.

He rested his forehead on Wen Ran's shoulder, and whispered: "During that time, I often dreamed that I was making out with you, but I didn't know what to do at the time, and the picture would become blurred in the end. Because of you It takes up most of my sleeping time, so I rarely dream about Zhong Jiayu again. Wen Ran..."

Immediately afterwards, he raised his head, stared at Wen Ran and said: "Even if you are not by my side, you still guard me."

Are you guarding Meng Miandong in the spring dream?

Wen Ran couldn't help laughing and said: "I will continue to protect you."

After taking a bath, Meng Miandong was a little sleepy after all, and fell asleep soundly as soon as Wen Ran carried her to the bed.

Wen Ran glanced at the condoms that were thrown in the trash can, and looked at Meng Miandong for a while, then reached out to turn off the light, and fell asleep.

He had a dream, it was a nightmare, in the nightmare, he dreamed that his Miandong jumped down from the roof again, like a bird with its wings broken off, finally lying in the brain and blood, I lost my breath.

He woke up suddenly, and was relieved to see Meng Miandong lying in his arms safe and sound.

He broke out in a cold sweat and wanted to take a bath, but just as he pulled out the arm that was pillowed by Meng Miandong on the back of his head, Meng Miandong had already woken up, looked at him with a pair of sleepy eyes and said, "What time is it?"

He looked at the time, and it was only [-]:[-] in the morning, so he said to Meng Miandong, "It's still early, go on to sleep."

"En." Meng Miandong nodded, turned over and fell asleep again.

He walked to the bathroom and took a shower. While taking a shower, he found that his body was shaking slightly because of fear.

Meng Miandong's death hollowed out his heart, and it was hard to fill it up bit by bit. Originally, he never dared to let himself think about it, but a few days ago, because he believed that he had no hope, he instead Think back over and over again.

Even though Meng Miandong is back by his side now, and he and Meng Miandong have slept together, he still feels scared.

After taking a shower, he returned to the bed and hugged Meng Miandong's waist, wrapping Meng Miandong in his arms, and his body calmed down.

He sniffed Meng Miandong's breath, and gently kissed Meng Miandong's body countless times before he fell asleep again in a daze.

When he woke up again, it was already full daylight, and Meng Miandong was still in his arms, snoring softly.

Not long after, Meng Miandong woke up. When he opened his eyes, his eyes immediately met Wen Ran's. He immediately recalled what happened yesterday, and couldn't help feeling shy, even the roots of his ears turned red. .

Wen Ran kissed the root of Meng Miandong's ear, then put the ear root in his mouth, and sucked it.

Meng Miandong's body immediately became scorching hot, and a sense of emptiness surged up, and her waist involuntarily rubbed against Wen Ran's waist and abdomen.

Wen Ran stretched out his hand and probed: "There is no swelling, how about doing it again?"

Meng Miandong didn't have the strength to refuse at all, so she replied obediently: "Okay."

Wen Ran began to have gentle foreplay, and did not enter until Meng Miandong felt no discomfort at all.

It was past ten o'clock in the morning after finishing this time.

Wen Ran carried Meng Miandong to take a bath again, and then made fishball noodle soup for brunch.

After finishing his fish ball noodle soup, he called Zhong Jiayu's parents and made an appointment.

Putting down the phone, he subconsciously became nervous: "Miandong, I have an appointment with Zhong Jiayu's parents at three o'clock on Monday afternoon."

Today is Wednesday, five days before Monday.

But after hearing what Ran said, Meng Miandong felt that five days was very short, and it was gone in a blink of an eye.

He didn't say anything, just nodded to show that he understood.

Five days passed before he was ready, and he had no time to make any preparations.

Zhong Jiayu's home is not in this city, and it takes two hours to get there by car.

Wen Ran came to drive, they set off after lunch, and arrived at 02:30 in the afternoon.

They sat in the car until [-]:[-] before getting out of the car.

Sensing Meng Miandong's fear, Wen Ran grabbed Meng Miandong's hand and said to Meng Miandong, "Don't be afraid, Miandong."

Meng Miandong held Wen Ran's hand back and said, "Well, I'm not afraid."

They walked for a while and arrived at the door of Zhong Jiayu's house.

Wen Ran is actually more afraid than Meng Miandong, what if Meng Miandong regards Zhong Jiayu's parents as Zhong Jiayu?What if Meng Miandong thinks that he and Zhong Jiayu are plotting something?

He ordered himself to be calm, took a deep breath, and then rang the doorbell of Zhong Jiayu's house.

The door was opened immediately, and it was Zhong Jiayu's father who opened the door. Zhong Jiayu's father was seven or eight points similar to Zhong Jiayu.

Wen Ran turned his head to look at Meng Miandong, Meng Miandong's face was obviously pale, but he didn't say anything.

He knew that Meng Miandong obviously regarded Zhong Jiayu's father as Zhong Jiayu.

He greeted Father Zhong: "Hello, Uncle."

Father Zhong stepped aside and said, "Please come in."

Meng Miandong instinctively took a step back, wanting to run away, but as soon as his eyes touched Wen Ran, he didn't have the strength to run away.

Wen Ran called Zhong Jiayu "uncle", so it was not Zhong Jiayu but Zhong's father who was in front of him.

It is true that Zhong Jiayu in front of him looks a bit older, but it is clearly Zhong Jiayu, how could it be Zhong's father?

He had already decided to believe in Wen Ran, so he kept saying silently in his heart: this is Zhong Jiayu's father, this is not Zhong Jiayu, this is not Zhong Jiayu...

However, as soon as he walked to the sofa and sat down, the person who brought the tea was Zhong Jiayu again.

After serving tea to everyone, the second Zhong Jiayu said to him, "Miandong, long time no see, how are you?"

"I..." He felt as if he had lost his ability to speak, and he didn't know how to speak at all.

Suddenly, he was hugged by Wen Ran and patted on the back by Wen Ran, and then he heard Wen Ran ask: "When did your son Zhong Jiayu pass away?"

Mother Zhong replied with red eyes: "It's been almost five months."

Wen Ran asked again: "Can you show us Zhong Jiayu's death certificate?"

Mother Zhong did not refuse, and went to get the death certificate, which clearly stated that Zhong Jiayu had passed away.

Meng Miandong looked at the death certificate, then at Zhong's father and Zhong's mother, and suddenly had a splitting headache.

He fell into Wen Ran's arms, with no blood on his face.

"Sorry." Wen Ran knew that Meng Miandong would definitely not want to stay here, so he bid farewell to Zhong's father and Zhong's mother.

He helped Meng Miandong out of Zhong Jiayu's house, and drove to the nearest hotel to get a room.

When he helped Meng Miandong into the room, he heard Meng Miandong say: "Wen Ran, I remembered, Zhong Jiayu died, and I went to Zhong Jiayu's funeral... I... I killed him... ..."

Yes, this period of memory was deliberately forgotten by him, and he didn't remember it until he saw Zhong Jiayu's death certificate.

His mind is filled with many images of the past, Zhong Jiayu is vivid in every image, but in reality, Zhong Jiayu has indeed passed away.

He has never liked to socialize with others. Zhong Jiayu is the only friend he can talk to. Facing the only one recommended place for graduate students, they decided to compete fairly. The final winner is him, but Zhong Jiayu is in the postgraduate entrance examination After failing, Zhong Jiayu faced a series of blows. Sometimes, Zhong Jiayu would confide in him, but never accused him.

As the distance between them widens, so does the connection between them.

By the time he graduated from graduate school, they had seldom contacted each other.

They are like two crossing lines, drifting away.

The day before Zhong Jiayu committed suicide, he received a call from Zhong Jiayu. Zhong Jiayu on the phone just chatted with him for a while without mentioning his own situation.

He understood Zhong Jiayu's troubles, but he didn't know that Zhong Jiayu had already decided to commit suicide at that time.

Zhong Jiayu's academic performance has been top notch since she was a child, and she was burdened with the hopes of the whole family, and was eventually crushed.

When he got the news of Zhong Jiayu's suicide, he almost collapsed.

When attending Zhong Jiayu's funeral, he was even considered by his classmates to be unshirkably responsible for Zhong Jiayu's death.

If he had given up the postgraduate recommendation quota to Zhong Jiayu, everything might have been different.

After returning, he gradually felt that Zhong Jiayu was not dead, that Zhong Jiayu was still alive, and even gradually distorted it, thinking that Zhong Jiayu wanted to kill him.

After all, he was actually avoiding Zhong Jiayu's death because he was too guilty.

He would feel better only if Zhong Jiayu was still alive.

But Zhong Jiayu died...

Now that he remembered everything, guilt took hold of him again.

It was he who killed Zhong Jiayu - his only friend.

He shed tears, hugged Wen Ranfang and cried loudly.

Wen Ran didn't say anything, just hugged him.

It wasn't until his voice became hoarse from crying that he heard Wen Ran say: "I went to Zhong Jiayu's house before, and heard his parents talk about you. You are Zhong Jiayu's only friend. Zhong Jiayu has never said a word about you in front of his parents. No, every time he mentioned it, he said that you are very powerful, and he admired you very much. Miandong, it was not you who killed him, you did nothing wrong, he has passed away, you should live well, live well than Everything is important, even for him, you should live well."

Meng Miandong's eyes were swollen from crying, he hugged Wen Ran back and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong before."

Wen Ran didn't mean to blame Meng Miandong at all, and said softly: "It's okay, I know you didn't do it on purpose, and you are also very tormented, you think Zhong Jiayu is going to harm you, but you see Zhong Jiayu every day, I have never had such an experience , I can only imagine, but I can’t imagine what you are suffering at all, so you don’t need to blame yourself, for me, the most important thing is that you have to live well.”

Meng Miandong swore: "I will live well."

"That's good, I will always be with you." Wen Ran stroked Meng Miandong's forehead and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Meng Miandong wrinkled her nose: "It still hurts."

"Then let's sleep for a while." Wen Ran carried Meng Miandong to the bed and lay down on the bed himself.

What he said just now was for Meng Miandong, and even more for himself.

To live well.

Both he and his hibernation must be alive and well.

Only by living can there be a future and hope.

Meng Miandong slept for about seven hours before waking up, because it was almost late at night, and they didn't drive home, they planned to sleep in the hotel overnight before going back.

Neither of them had dinner, and they were already hungry, so they ordered room service and ordered two steaks.

The steak was delivered by the waiter not long after, Wen Ran went to open the door, but he found that Meng Miandong's body was visibly tense when he saw the waiter.

Even though Meng Miandong had already recalled Zhong Jiayu's death, Meng Miandong still recognized the stranger as Zhong Jiayu.

Most of Fregeley's delusional syndromes have primary diseases, such as schizophrenia and depression, accompanied by organic causes, such as traumatic brain injury, febrile convulsions, and epilepsy. To treat Fregeley's delusional syndrome, the cause must be identified first , and Meng Miandong suffered from Fregely delusional syndrome because of depression caused by guilt, but fortunately there is no organic cause.

After the waiter left, Wen Ran immediately walked up to Meng Miandong and said, "He's not Zhong Jiayu."

"I know he is not Zhong Jiayu, but in my eyes he is Zhong Jiayu." Meng Miandong buried her face in Wen Ran's heart, and said in confusion, "Wen Ran, what should I do?"

"Mian Dong." Wen Ran called out before saying, "May I take you to the hospital?"

"Okay." Meng Miandong raised his head and said firmly, "I want to get better soon."

Wen Ran kissed Meng Miandong's forehead and said, "You will recover soon, don't worry."

After checking out the next day, Wen Ran did not drive home, but took Meng Miandong to the hospital to see a psychiatrist.

It was inevitable that the treatment of mental illness would be repeated, and it was not until the summer heat was about to dissipate that Meng Miandong truly recovered.

The author has something to say: the world will end in the next chapter~