Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

He was back alone again.

He is broken in love.

But it doesn't matter, he should have been alone.

Love was a luxury he had never expected, and now he had no need for it.

It was already late at night, so quiet that he could only hear his own breathing.

His body was extremely tired, but he couldn't sleep at all.

As long as he closes his eyes, he will think of Wen Ran.

It would be great if Wen Ran didn't deceive him...

It would be great if he didn't agree to see Zou Xinghe...

But there is nothing if, he has to live alone.

He has no job, but still has enough savings, but the savings will run out one day, so the best thing to do is to find another job and move out of here.

He bought this set of two bedrooms and one living room with his own money. After he moves out, he can rent out the house.

He couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he simply got up, opened his laptop, and searched for listings on it.

From one o'clock in the morning to six o'clock in the morning, he didn't find a suitable house, or it wasn't that there was no suitable house, but because he instinctively didn't want to leave Wen Ran, so he was extra picky, right?

Due to excessive use of his eyes, he had to lie down on the desk to rest temporarily.

The desk was cold and hard, but he fell asleep in a daze.

He had a dream, not a nightmare of being tortured and killed by Zhong Jiayu, but a dream of sex.

In the spring dream, he was naked, being pressed and kissed by Wen Ran, who was also naked, and the next scene was blurred.

He woke up suddenly, and saw that the time was 07:30 in the morning, and he had only slept for an hour and a half.

He pressed his temple, but his right hand suddenly became scorching hot, his mind was not fully awake yet, but his right hand had already recalled the temperature of Wen Ran.

At that time, he was actually impulsive, but he didn't hate it, but now he actually misses it a little.

He spread out the palm of his right hand, and then spread out the five fingers of his right hand.

In a strange accident, he stuck his right hand into his underwear.

He seldom comforts himself, and when he comforts himself, he never feels much pleasure, however, today is completely different.

He just rubbed it, and the hard-to-please thing in his right hand immediately responded to him.

Is it because he just had a dream about going to bed with Wen Ran, or because his right hand once vented for Wen Ran?

Maybe it's both?

He didn't have the energy to think about it any more, his mind was already concentrated on his lower body, and the pleasure he had never experienced before overturned his mind immediately.

After a while, he stretched out his hand, then went to the bathroom, and took off his pajamas, pajama pants, and underwear.

The exposed body is pale and weak, and the lower body is sticky and dirty.

While cleaning, he even regretted not doing it with Wen Ran once.

The pleasure not long ago has already made him unbearable, and going to bed with Wen Ran will surely bring more pleasure, right?

Why don't you just go and sleep with Wen Ran now?Don't care about why Wen Ran wanted to help Zhong Jiayu, don't care what Wen Ran's real purpose is?As long as Wen Ran can satisfy his body that desperately needs to taste the real passion/desire.

He was really mean.

Maybe he doesn't have to smell the fire, does he?

He has never experienced the feeling of kissing others, maybe as long as he has experienced it, Wen Ran will be no different.

Why don't you just go online and find a cowboy?

Cowherd's skills should be good, right?It should make him feel better, right?It should be more comfortable than kissing Wen Ran, right?

This idea grew wildly in his mind, and he sat down in front of the computer almost immediately, searching the Internet for a cowherd who could provide /door/service/service.

Browsing through the photos one by one, none of them caught the eye. They were either too thin or too fat, too ugly or too feminine... The cowherd in every photo was full of flaws, which made it impossible for him to imagine The picture of being crushed by the opponent.

——Is it because he has been using Wen Ran as a reference object to select the cowherd?

He closed the laptop with a snap and lay back on the bed.

He lay down until noon, but he didn't fall asleep. He just kept his eyes open, staring at the ceiling.

There has been no movement outside, Wen Ran should have given up attacking him, right?After all, he has been seen through.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, his stomach hurt violently, forcing him to break out in a cold sweat.

He didn't want to move at all, so he let his stomach hurt.

He didn't know how long it had been in pain, and he even felt a little bit of pleasure from the pain.

At this moment, there was a knock on his door.

He heard a voice from outside saying: "Miandong, can you eat something? I put it outside, you can come out and serve it yourself, don't worry, I didn't do anything."

——It's Wen Ran!

Don't go, Wen Ran!

He got up from the bed immediately, and because of the pain in his stomach, he hadn't eaten for another day, his body staggered suddenly, and then fell to the floor.

It hurts, but no stomach pain, let alone heart pain.

Wen Ran was his first love, the only person he wanted to have, but...

He got up from the ground and walked towards the door, but he didn't open the door, just looked outside through the cat's eyes.

Yes, Wen Ran was still standing outside with a slumped face, the situation didn't look much better than him.

He couldn't help feeling distressed, but under the control of his will, he didn't open the door and didn't make a sound.

Not long after, Wen Ran who was standing outside said: "He is really Zou Xinghe, not Zhong Jiayu, Miandong, please believe me."

Of course he didn't believe it, in his eyes, the so-called Zou Xinghe that Wen Ran said yesterday was obviously pretended by Zhong Jiayu.

Wen Ran heard Meng Miandong's footsteps, and knew that there was only one door between him and Meng Miandong, but he also knew that this door was surrounded by mountains and seas.

He warned softly: "Mian Dong, I'm leaving, you can come out and get lunch, it's your favorite pasta with creamy bacon and mushrooms and borscht."

After he finished speaking, he really left.

Seeing Wen Ran disappear before his eyes, Meng Miandong firmly held his right hand with his left hand, so he didn't open the door.

Instead of bringing in creamy bacon and mushroom pasta and borscht, he went straight to the kitchen to cook a bowl of vegetable and egg rice cake soup.

His taste has been taken away by Wen Ranyang, if it wasn't for the urgent need for food in his stomach, he wouldn't want to eat this bowl of vegetable egg rice cake soup at all.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, he stood in front of the cat, watched Wen Ran put down his dinner, and threw away the lunch of creamy bacon and mushroom spaghetti and borscht.

After pouring it out, Wen Ran stood at the door and said with a smile: "Miandong, tonight I made pan-fried silver cod, ancient pineapple meat, and iced vegetables and shrimp salad. You can force yourself to eat a little."

Wen Ran smiled ugly, although Meng Miandong felt that Wen Ran was actually crying.

But he still didn't open the door to serve pan-fried silver cod, ancient pineapple meat, and iced vegetables and shrimp salad, let alone let Wen Ran in.

At night, he didn't have a nightmare, but had a dream again.

At eight o'clock in the morning, there was another knock on the door.

Wen Ran stood at the door, and said softly: "I bought pan-fried buns and beef vermicelli soup, eat it while it's hot, Miandong."

At twelve noon, Wen Ran brought him geoduck, salmon sashimi and a bowl of tonkotsu ramen.

At six o'clock in the evening, Wen Ran brought him Vietnamese spring rolls and curry beef brisket with rice.

He never opened the door and all the food ended up in the trash.

Wen Ran's attitude didn't change a bit, he was so gentle that he could melt water, but at the same time he was so sad that he was about to cry.

He couldn't help but soften his heart, but in the end he didn't act.

Wen Ran is Zhong Jiayu's accomplice, he must not soften his heart when facing someone who tries to hurt him.

Seven days have passed, even if he only eats one meal a day, there is nothing left in stock.

In order not to bump into Wen Ran, he opened the door at one o'clock in the evening, intending to go to the 24-hour convenience store.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw that the dinner Wen Ran made for him was still on the floor, which was parent-child rice bowl and a bowl of seaweed tofu soup.

Half of the eggs on Oyakodon have been completely solidified, and it looks as if it has gone through countless centuries.

He stepped over Oyakodon and Seaweed Tofu Soup and walked straight out.

It was raining outside, and he forgot to bring an umbrella, and only arrived at the 24-hour convenience store at the gate of the community after passing through the fine rain curtain.

He bought a lot of instant noodles, bread, biscuits, and bento at the 24-hour convenience store before returning home.

As soon as he got home, he saw Wen Ran standing at the door of his house.

——Wen Ran has actually been monitoring him, right?Otherwise, Wen Ran would know why he went out after one o'clock in the evening.

As soon as he saw Wen Ran, he didn't move forward, he stood on the spot, and Wen Ran didn't meet him, he also stood on the spot.

They were so deadlocked that the air was almost condensed.

Finally, Wen Ran spoke: "Mian Dong, did you sleep well?"

Meng Miandong said in his heart: I don't sleep well. Recently, I either have nightmares or erotic dreams. The number of erotic dreams is even far more than the number of nightmares. You are in every erotic dream.

After being broken up, Wen Ran didn't sleep well. In fact, he didn't monitor Meng Miandong on purpose, but he didn't fall asleep at all.

He was afraid that something might happen if Meng Miandong went out so late, so he waited at the door.

He didn't get a reply from Meng Miandong, but he wasn't surprised, he pursed his lips and said, "Miandong, good night."

He wants to ask Meng Miandong to believe him, he wants to ask Meng Miandong to eat the food he cooks.

But he also knew it was pointless.

But before he turned around, he tried his best to show a smile: "Mian Dong, what do you want to eat tomorrow? Do you want Chinese food, or Western food, Japanese food, or French food, is it... ..."

He couldn't go on anymore, stopped his voice, turned around, walked into his house, and closed the door.

If he had been standing in front of Meng Miandong's house, Meng Miandong would not be able to go home, right?

Meng Miandong watched Wen Ran leave, and suddenly remembered how she begged Wen Ran not to leave before.

He is really stupid.

He walked home with the plastic bag, put the plastic bag away, and went to take a shower.

Another four days passed, and during these four days, Wen Ran would still cook for him in different ways every day, but he never ate it once.

It has been ten days since they broke up, and he still has erotic dreams, and he rarely even has nightmares.

On the No. 12 day, he made up his mind to forget about Wen Ran, and actually made an appointment with a cowherd at night.

Niulang looks a bit like Wen Ran, and he asks for a lot of money.

The cowherd arrived at 08:30 in the evening.

He opened the door, but didn't let the cowherd in right away.

But when Wen Ran heard the movement, he took the initiative to hug the Cowherd in front of Wen Ran.

There was a pungent perfume smell on Cowherd's body, which made him a little sick, but Wen Ran's expression made him feel refreshed.

Even though Wen Ran's smile is ugly, but Wen Ran always smiles.

But the smile on Wen Ran's face in front of him finally disappeared, and Wen Ran called him in a low voice: "Miandong...Miandong..."

He stabbed Wen Ran with his cold eyes, and then he dragged the cowherd into the room.

The door was closed, he knew that Wen Ran must still be standing outside.

As soon as he entered the door, he pushed the cowherd away and said in disgust, "Go and wash off your perfume first."

The cowherd went to take a bath, came out of the shower, and walked towards him without clothes.

He looked at Niu Lang, and unconsciously compared it with Wen Ran's body in memory, and suddenly felt that he was using the same eyes as when he was looking at a piece of pork.

Niulang does look a bit like Wen Ran from the photos, but in reality he doesn't look like that at all.

The cowherd came up to him, embraced him, and lowered his head to kiss him.

The cowherd no longer smelled of perfume, but he still couldn't accept the cowherd's kiss, so he pushed the cowherd away.

He took two steps back, pointed to the sofa and said, "You sleep on the sofa tonight, and I won't give you any less money."

He himself went back to the room, locked the door, and changed into a new pajamas.

Lying on the bed, he thought of Wen Ran again, he had already determined that he liked Wen Ran, and there was absolutely no way for anyone else to replace Wen Ran.

Not to mention going to bed, he couldn't accept even a kiss.

After thinking about it, he felt the desire again, so he simply did it himself.

He wiped himself clean with a tissue, took a shower again, and let himself fall asleep.

He gradually became fond of sleeping, because there was a safe and harmless Wen Ran in his spring dream.

At six o'clock in the morning, he woke up, it was still dark.

He changed his underwear and deliberately waited until eight o'clock before giving the cowherd money and sending the cowherd out.

Wen Ran next door also opened the door, serving fried noodles with cumin beef and seaweed soup.

Seeing him, Wen Ran smiled without any suspicion: "Mian Dong, good morning."

He ignored Wen Ran, took the Cowherd's hand, affectionately sent the Cowherd to the elevator, and then went home.

Wen Ran has already poured out yesterday's parent-child rice bowl and kelp tofu soup, standing at the door with a smile still on his face.

In front of Wen Ran, he passed the cumin beef fried noodles and seaweed soup, and entered the door.

No. 14 days after the breakup, he went out for an interview.

On the way to the interview, he saw Zhong Jiayu again, even the interviewer was Zhong Jiayu.

He had to give up the interview opportunity and went home.

Why did Zhong Jiayu insist on pestering him?

No. 15 days after the breakup, he went out for a second interview.

Fortunately, the interviewer this time is not Zhong Jiayu, but the general manager on the second side is Zhong Jiayu.

Unable to control his emotions, he lifted Zhong Jiayu's skirt and said angrily, "Zhong Jiayu, what do you want to do to let me go?"

Zhong Jiayu actually claimed that he was not Zhong Jiayu, and called the security guards to throw him out.

On the way back, he didn't see Zhong Jiayu, but when he got on the elevator, he saw Zhong Jiayu again.

He was no longer looking for a house, but now he really wants to move.

He spent four days looking at the house, however, without satisfaction.

During these four days, he occasionally saw Wen Ran, but Wen Ran never said a word, and Wen Ran would not stand at the door of his house after delivering the meal.

No. 20 days after the breakup, Wen Ran didn't come to bring him breakfast.

Wen Ran didn't bring him the following lunch and dinner.

On No.20's day after breaking up in love, Wen Ran didn't give him three meals a day.

Wen Ran seemed to have disappeared.

He couldn't help but began to worry about Wen Ran, wondering if something happened to Wen Ran.

Wen Ran is alone in this city, if something happens, no one will know, right?

——No, Wen Ran is a liar, this statement is false.

Two days after breaking up with No.20, he couldn't resist knocking on Wen Ran's door, but no one answered.

He didn't know Wen Ran's phone number, so he had to go to University A.

The dean of the Academic Affairs Office of University A regretfully told him that Wen Ran didn't ask for a three-month personal leave at all, but resigned directly.

At that time, why did Wen Ran lie to him that he had asked for a three-month personal leave?

He got Wen Ran's phone number from the director of the Academic Affairs Office, and broadcast it.

The phone is turned on normally, but no one answers.

No one answered until the phone hung up automatically.

He made three phone calls in a row before the call was connected, but the person who answered the phone was not Wen Ran, but a young female voice: "Hello, are you Wen Ran's relative?"

His first reaction was that Wen Ran had a girlfriend, and that's right, Wen Ran is so outstanding, why waste it on him, there must be many men and women who are willing to date Wen Ran.

His second reaction was: "I am not Wen Ran's relative."

The young female voice sighed and said, "I thought you were a relative of Wen Ran, and I wanted you to come and see Wen Ran."

The woman seemed to be in a public place, and said vaguely: "Please call the doctor quickly, my husband's condition is not good!"

Could it be that Wen Ran is in the hospital?

He suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and asked, "Where is Wen Ran?"

The female voice replied: "Wen Ran is in Room 509 of the Inpatient Department of the Third People's Hospital, and is now asleep."

He asked anxiously, "Is Wen Ran sick?"

The female voice hesitated and said: "Wen Ran has acute gastric bleeding."

He hung up the phone and immediately rushed to the inpatient department of the Third People's Hospital. As soon as he stepped into Room 509, he saw Wen Ran.

Wen Ran lost weight and was almost out of shape, lying on the hospital bed, breathing weakly.

He sat on the edge of the hospital bed, waiting for Wen Ran to wake up.

After waiting for more than three hours, Wen Ran finally woke up.

He saw Wen Ran staring at him with wide eyes, and then muttered to himself: "Am I dreaming?"

He grasped Wen Ran's hand and said: "You are not dreaming."

Wen Ran didn't seem to hear it: "Miandong, thank you for coming to dream."

He had to emphasize: "You are really not dreaming."

"Really?" Wen Ran was confused, "If you weren't dreaming, why did you appear?"

"I..." Yes, why did he appear?Wen Ran lied to him, and planned to murder him together with Zhong Jiayu, why did he care about Wen Ran's life?

Wen Ran held Meng Miandong's hand instead: "Please stay with me for a while."

Meng Miandong did not refuse.

Not long after, it was time for the blood transfusion bag.

Wen Ran saw the nurse who came in with a blood bag, and said strangely: "I'm not dreaming?"

The nurse said with certainty, "You are not dreaming."

Wen Ran nodded, immediately let go of Meng Miandong's hand, and said distantly: "Miandong, thank you for coming to visit me."

After the infusion needle was inserted into the blood vessel and the nurse went out, Wen Ran said to Meng Miandong: "Miandong, you have lost a lot of weight, remember to eat on time."

Wen Ran was obviously thinner than himself, but he cared about himself, Meng Miandong replied with tears: "I will eat on time."

"That's good." Wen Ran said again, "Mian Dong, was that your boyfriend last time? He looks handsome, I wish you happiness."

Before Meng Miandong could answer, he smiled wryly and said, "Is he much better than me? I'm sorry for hurting you. If you don't want to see me again, I'll move when I'm discharged from the hospital."

move place?If Wen Ran moves, he will never see Wen Ran again.

Meng Miandong asked in a daze, "When will you be discharged from the hospital? Where are you going to move?"

Wen Ran tried hard to draw the corner of his lower lip: "I should be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, don't worry, I won't go back to live again, I'll go back to pack some luggage at most, I promise you won't let you see me again, as for moving Where to go, I haven't figured it out yet."

He continued: "I still hope you can see a psychiatrist, Sleeping Winter, the so-called Frigley delusional syndrome is that you will see other people as specific people, your current symptoms are Frigley Symptoms of delusional syndrome, think about it, otherwise why do you often see Zhong Jiayu, each Zhong Jiayu has a different appearance and identity, how could Zhong Jiayu pretend to be so many people?"

Of course he didn't get a reply from Meng Miandong, but it's good that Meng Miandong didn't refute loudly.

Since he broke up with Meng Miandong, he has never eaten normally again. Except for the three days in the hospital, he delivered meals to Meng Miandong regularly every day, but he seldom ate.

He has no appetite, not at all.

He kept telling himself that he still had hope, as long as he persisted, Meng Miandong would definitely be moved by him. After all, Meng Miandong was actually very soft-hearted, and he didn't give up until he saw Meng Miandong holding another man's arms. .

It may be impossible for Meng Miandong to get a boyfriend in such a short period of time, but since Meng Miandong stays with other men overnight, it means that Meng Miandong has completely abandoned him.

He was in despair, the same as when he saw Meng Miandong jumping down from a tall building.

He failed, and he has no chance to save Meng Miandong in this world.

The failure of one world is tantamount to total failure, and there will be no next world.

Next, he can choose to return to the real world without Meng Miandong, or stay in this world until he passes away, and then return to the real world.

But no matter what choice he makes, he will never have Meng Miandong again.

It makes no difference whether he lives or dies, returns to the real world, or stays in this world.

All his efforts were in vain, and he was back where he was.

But he has earned it, after all he spent his whole life with Meng Miandong in the first four worlds.

So, he should be content.

Just go back to the real world and continue what he wanted to do before - jumping off the top floor of their house like he did in hibernation.

It is far better to die for love than to die alone.

After death, he will be able to see his Miodong, right?

No, Meng Miandong's soul has been scattered, and it is impossible for him to see his Miandong in the underworld.

Then he will be reincarnated, right?Drink a bowl of Mengpo soup, and you won't remember anything.

He thought about it a lot, and felt that this was a good destination, so he couldn't help laughing.

Then, he raised his head and said to Meng Miandong: "Miandong, you have to take good care of yourself, I won't bother you again."

He was surprised to see a little worry in Meng Miandong's eyes, and said: "I will take good care of myself, so you don't need to stay with me anymore, goodbye, Miandong."

Goodbye, Sleeping Winter, farewell, Sleeping Winter.

Sleeping winter, I love you.

Meng Miandong just looked at Wen Ran and listened to Wen Ran say goodbye to him.

He resisted Wen Ran, but never thought that Wen Ran would say goodbye to him so calmly.

Wen Ran seemed to have completely let go of him, there was no trace of reluctance in his tone.

However, he couldn't let go of Wen Ran.

Now if he really said goodbye to Wen Ran, would he really never see Wen Ran again?

From then on, he will never have Wen Ran again in his long life, and Wen Ran will eventually become a frame of yellowed memory.

But what will happen if he keeps Wen Ran?Will Wen Ran stay?

But what purpose does Wen Ran have for him?Should he try to keep Wen Ran?

He closed his eyes, imagining his life without Wen Ran, and finally made a decision - to stay with Wen Ran.

No matter what the purpose of smelling it is, it is better than not having it.

As he thought about it, he cursed in his heart that he was very mean.

But if you're cheap, just be cheap, he really doesn't want Wen Ran to leave.

Wen Ran didn't wait for Meng Miandong's response, rang the bedside bell, and then said to the nurse who came in: "Please help me send this friend of mine out."

This friend of mine...

Wen Ran's statement seems particularly unfamiliar, and this statement can actually be applied to anyone.

Meng Miandong didn't hesitate any longer, and said to Wen Ran: "I hope you stay and stay by my side."

Wen Ran was taken aback, and then smiled softly: "It's okay, Miandong, you don't need to be soft-hearted, you don't need to sympathize with me, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and my stomach bleeding has nothing to do with you, I don't want to This will bind you. Sleepy winter, goodbye."

Hibernation, goodbye.

When I drink Mengpo soup, I will never remember you again. When I still remember you, let me look at you a few more times.

At the same time, he awakened System 001 in his brain: "I want to return to the real world as soon as possible."

System 001 replied: "Mr. Wen, as long as there is no one around you, I can send you back to the real world immediately."

When he returned to the real world, he would immediately die in love, so that he would not have to suffer anymore.

He couldn't help feeling happy from the bottom of his heart, yes, very happy, very happy.

Therefore, he urged Meng Miandong to say: "Miandong, I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep, goodbye."

He lives in a single room, and after Meng Miandong goes out, there will be no one else, so he can return to the real world to die for love.

That's great.

In a short period of time, Wen Ran said "goodbye" to himself three times. When Wen Ran said "goodbye", the sadness that had been accumulated since the breakup even faded from his eyes. Is Wen Ran really going to say goodbye to him? ?

"I don't want...I don't want to see you again..." Meng Miandong couldn't help crying, and then carefully hugged Wen Ran's right hand without a blood transfusion bag, "Wen Ran, don't drive me away."

Wen Ran smiled and said: "I didn't drive you away, I just decided not to pester you any more. You feel very impatient when I deliver food to you every day recently, don't you? Don't worry, I won't deliver food to you anymore , you don’t need to sneak out every time.”

"Miandong..." He sighed, "Stop crying, shouldn't you be happy?"

"I'm not happy, I'm not happy at all..." Before Meng Miandong finished speaking, the nurse standing aside said, "Please go out and don't disturb the patient."

Meng Miandong shook her head violently and said, "I won't go, Wen Ran, unless you go with me."

Wen Ran pulled out his hand vigorously, rubbed Meng Miandong's hair and said, "Miandong, goodbye."

Looking at the empty hands, Meng Miandong cried a little louder.

He couldn't keep Wen Ran, Wen Ran didn't want to leave him at all.

If he had known earlier, he wouldn't have lost his temper with Wen Ran, no matter what Wen Ran wanted to do to him, no matter what Wen Ran was plotting with Zhong Jiayu, even if he killed him, he didn't want to lose Wen Ran.

While crying, he saw Wen Ran take out a tissue and handed it to him: "Don't cry."

If it was the previous Wen Ran, he would definitely wipe his tears away, but now Wen Ran just handed him a tissue.

"Wen Ran..." He didn't take the tissue, but kissed Wen Ran's lips forcefully.

He only tasted a real kiss once, remembering, imitating Wen Ran at that time, licking, sucking, and stroking Wen Ran's lips.

Wen Ran's lips were very dry, and the kiss was completely different from the previous one.

Wen Ran didn't respond to him, but just gently pushed him away.

He was pushed back a few steps by Wen Ran before he stood still. He glanced at Wen Ran, and then he pushed the nurse who was still standing beside him forcefully, and then he locked the door.

Once the door was locked, he began to undress himself.

Wen Ran stopped in surprise: "Miandong, what are you doing?"

Meng Miandong took off all the clothes on her body neatly, and then said boldly to Wen Ran: "I want to sleep with you."

Wen Ran was even more surprised: "Mian Dong, do you know what you are doing?"

"I'm sober now, I know what I'm doing, and I know what I want." Meng Miandong covered Wen Ran's naked body, and asked timidly, "I don't know what to do, can you tell me?" good?"

Didn't Meng Miandong find another man to stay overnight?Why don't you know what to do?

Wen Ran asked in disbelief: "You and that person?"

"Yeah." Meng Miandong nodded and said, "That night, I just kept him overnight. He slept on the sofa and I slept in the bedroom. We didn't even kiss. I felt sick, so I refused. I actually I seldom have nightmares anymore, but I often dream of being hugged by you. So, I made an appointment with a cowherd online. I want to try to see if you are the only one who is different. The conclusion is that only you are the difference. Wen Ran told what should I do?"

Wen Ran was shocked and confirmed: "Do you really know what you are doing now and what you want?"

Meng Miandong blushed slightly: "Don't you want to sleep with me? I also want to sleep with you. I want to keep you with my body."

Wen Ran tentatively stroked Meng Miandong's eyebrows, nose, lips, jaw, collarbone, heart, lower abdomen, and side waist with his fingers, but Meng Miandong didn't resist at all.

He grabbed Meng Miandong's hand nervously, but Meng Miandong still didn't resist at all, and even softened his body.

Then, he poked his fingers back, lightly touched Meng Miandong's tailbone, and then went down a little, across layers of folds.

Meng Miandong's body trembled instinctively, and Wen Ran asked again: "Do you really want to sleep with me? I will go in here."

Meng Miandong hadn't thought about how gay men go to bed like this, but when he thought about it, he felt that this kind of physical connection is very intimate, so he nodded and said, "Well, I really want to go to bed with you."

Now that there is no lubricating fluid on hand, it is impossible for Wen Ran to sleep with Meng Miandong. After all, Meng Miandong is still the first night, so he must be more cautious and careful than later.

He thought about it and said to Meng Miandong, "Sit on my heart."

Meng Miandong didn't know what Wen Ran wanted to do, but she obediently sat on Wen Ran's heart.

Immediately afterwards, the tip was engulfed by Wen Ran.

It's weird and fun.

So this is one of the contents of going to bed?

Wen Ran was heartbroken just now, so he interpreted Meng Miandong's retention as sympathy.

It wasn't until now that he really realized that Meng Miandong really wanted to sleep with him, otherwise he wouldn't have let him do so.

He held it with one hand, pinched Meng Miandong's waist with the other, and began to swallow.

Meng Miandong twisted her waist in the increasing pleasure, and before long, she couldn't help moaning.

I don't know how long it took, Wen Ran tasted the taste of Meng Miandong again, it was very sweet.

He swallowed it without thinking, and then asked Meng Miandong, "Miandong, are you comfortable?"

Meng Miandong cried slightly: "It's very comfortable."

He stared at Wen Ran again and said, "Aren't you going to continue?"

Wen Ran shook his head and said, "No more..."

Meng Miandong interrupted: "Go ahead."

Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's lips and said: "You have successfully left me with your body, I won't leave, you don't need to worry."

"That's good." Meng Miandong didn't realize that he had made a mistake until his mood calmed down a bit. Wen Ran was hospitalized for acute gastric hemorrhage and was still transfused with a blood bag, but he asked Wen Ran to continue. Going to bed should be a matter of time A very exhausting thing, right?

He quickly apologized and said, "I'm sorry, you are still sick, but I want you to sleep with me."

"It's okay." Wen Ran moved his body to make a space, "Miandong, lie down beside me."

Just as Meng Miandong was about to lie down, he suddenly saw that the infusion needle in Wen Ran's left hand was not in the blood vessel, but dangling outside, and a lot of blood had already flowed out on the ground.

He put on his clothes immediately and called the nurse again.

Wen Ran didn't notice the infusion needle at all, all his thoughts were on Meng Miandong just now.

After the nurse reinserted the infusion needle, Meng Miandong lay down next to Wen Ran, carefully stretched out his arms to hug Wen Ran, and then pressed his face into Wen Ran's shoulder socket.

Wen Ran kissed Meng Miandong's hair, felt relieved, and was about to fall asleep when Meng Miandong asked, "Did you swallow it just now?"

He pulled himself together and replied, "Yes, I just swallowed it."

Meng Miandong said in astonishment, "Is that thing swallowable?"

Wen Ran said lovingly: "For me, as long as it belongs to you, it can be swallowed."

"Is that so?" Meng Miandong wrapped her legs around Wen Ran's, "Because you love me so much."

Wen Ran said affectionately: "Yes, I love you very much, Miandong."

"Then you..." Meng Miandong originally wanted to ask why you helped Zhong Jiayu, but he was afraid of spoiling the current atmosphere, so he didn't go any further.

Of course Wen Ran knew what Meng Miandong wanted to say, and said seriously: "Miandong, believe me, there is really no Zhong Jiayu in this world anymore, Zhong Jiayu committed suicide three months ago, now all Zhong Jiayu in your eyes is Your own delusion, because you feel guilty and are accused by everyone of being responsible for Zhong Jiayu's death, you gradually developed Fregely's delusion syndrome."

He held Meng Miandong's cheek with his right hand without a needle, almost pleading: "Miandong, trust me."

Meng Miandong was very confused, he clearly always saw Zhong Jiayu, how could Zhong Jiayu have passed away?

Should he trust Wen Ran?

Since he has already decided to be with Wen Ran, since he is ready to be murdered by Wen Ran, he should believe in Wen Ran, right?

And if he said he didn't believe in Wen Ran, Wen Ran might leave him, right?

Therefore, he said to Wen Ran: "I want to believe you."

Wen Ran sensed suspicion from Meng Miandong's tone, but he knew he couldn't be discouraged.

Meng Miandong is in his arms now, he must not be discouraged.

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