Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

He was sitting alone on the roof, eating a sandwich and drinking warm milk.

Because he did not feel hungry at all, he ate very slowly, and it even became a torture for him, as if what he swallowed were not sandwiches and warm milk, but knives and sulfuric acid.

His lover, Wen Ran, went out to work before dawn. Before going out, Wen Ran made a sandwich for him, and put a fried golden poached egg in it. One bite, the soft egg liquid will sink into it In his mouth, apart from the poached eggs, fried bacon with slightly burnt edges, sweet and sour tomatoes, and fresh green lettuce, all the ingredients are made according to his preferences, and these ingredients are covered with a full salad Dressing because he likes salad dressing.

Wen Ran has always put him first, and never forgets what he likes, so during the critical period of Wen Ran, he has been trying his best to hide his uneasiness and the fact that he is suffering from depression.

Yes, he was suffering from depression.

At first, it was just that the work was not going well, and later, under Wen Ran's suggestion, he resigned and went back to school for further studies.

Compared with society, school should be a place where people can relax relatively, but he has become more and more aware that he is out of place.

It has been five years since he graduated, and he has nothing in common with his classmates. He has naturally become an existence outside the group, and he has been bullied because of this.

Wen Ran has always been very busy, he didn't want to make Wen Ran worry, so every time Wen Ran asked about his situation in school, he would laugh and make up some funny stories.

In order to avoid Wen Ran becoming suspicious, he made up a few words and would pester Wen Ran to hug him.

——He likes to be hugged by Wen Ran, and only when he is hugged by Wen Ran can he truly feel that he is still alive.

It was the same last night, Wen Ran didn't get off work until almost midnight, when he got home, he first pretended to be asleep, and soon, he still couldn't help but take the initiative to seduce Wen Ran.

Wen Ran looked tired, but he didn't reject him, after hugging him tenderly, he bathed him tenderly.

When Wen Ran carried him back to the bed, he was drowsy and soon fell asleep.

This sleep was very peaceful, he didn't dream about anything, just like every time he was hugged by Wen Ran.

When he woke up, there was still a sense of fullness in his body, and his body was covered with the smell of burning. The goose feather pillow on the back of his head and the goose feather quilt covering his body were also stained with the smell of burning, which smelled fresh and pleasant.

Today is Monday, class is full, he lay on the bed for a while, then got up to wash up.

After washing up, he went to the kitchen, there was a sandwich Wen Ran made for him on the plate on the counter.

On the sandwich, Wen Ran wrote with salad dressing: There is milk in the refrigerator, and the milk and the sandwich must be heated before eating.

There is also a love heart drawn behind the word "eat".

He loves Wen Ran, and Wen Ran also loves him, for himself and for Wen Ran, he must cure his depression as soon as possible.

He put the sandwich and milk in the microwave to heat up, and when it was hot, he held it in his hand, and his hand was slightly burned.

Kankan took a bite of the sandwich, but before he could swallow it, he went to the toilet to vomit.

He has been anorexic for a month. This month, he vomited, vomited, and forced himself to eat twice the amount of food every day, so he barely lost weight.

After flushing the toilet and rinsing his mouth, he stood in front of the washstand in a daze, staring at the round mirror above the washstand.

The face in the round mirror is strange to him, who is this?

As he thought about it, the idea of ​​suicide suddenly rushed up from the bottom of his heart.

He took the sandwich and warm milk and went up to the rooftop. The north wind howled on the rooftop, blowing his over-the-ear hair messy, occasionally covering his eyes, and cutting the world in front of him into countless grotesque fragments.

He sat casually, stroked his hair, and thought: I should cut my hair.

Cut your hair?

Why cut your hair?

He took a bite of the sandwich and swallowed it with difficulty.

He took another sip of warm milk and swallowed with difficulty.

The sun had already come out, but it was mostly covered by dense clouds, making it almost invisible.

After a long time, when he thought he was going to freeze to death on the roof, he finally managed to finish the sandwich and the milk.

He stood up unhurriedly, walked to the edge of the roof, and jumped.

At this moment, he didn't think of Wen Ran.

He just selfishly wanted relief.

But after he jumped off the roof, he saw Wen Ran, he couldn't see Wen Ran's expression clearly, but he could clearly see the bouquet of fiery red roses in Wen Ran's hand.

He regretted it, regretted it so easily, but it was too late.

Wen Ran, I love you.

Wen Ran, goodbye.

Next, after a loud noise, his body fell heavily to the ground, the last ray of consciousness swept over the blood and brains all over the ground, and finally landed on Wen Ran, Wen Ran rushed towards him, Rose The flower was abandoned on the side, and the fiery red petals were scattered, looking a little pitiful.

He seemed to hear Wen Ran saying to him: "Let's get married, Miandong."

He really wanted to marry Wen Ran, but he was going to die soon.

His whole body seemed to be in pain, but it didn't seem to hurt at all, he moved his fingers, covering the back of Wen Ran's hand, and then closed his eyes.

Wen Ran never thought that Miandong would commit suicide, Miandong was fine last night, why did he commit suicide today?What did he neglect?

He went out to the company before dawn, and finished the rest of the work. Then, he went to the jewelry store and bought a ring for Miandong. It took him a lot of time, and then he went to the flower shop and bought 99 red roses.

He has always been steady, but the ring and the red rose turned him into a young man who just fell in love. He was anxious and happy, and ran home excitedly, not even remembering that he forgot his car at the flower shop.

Unexpectedly, before he got home, he saw a person jumping off the roof of the building where his house was located from a distance.

He suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and an ominous premonition enveloped him firmly. His hands lost strength unconsciously, and the red rose fell from his hands immediately.

He ran desperately, and after a short while, he stopped, his eyes told him that it was his doomsday who committed suicide.

He watched helplessly as large swaths of blood flowed out of Miandong's body, the back of Miandong's head was unfortunately broken, and his brains also flowed out, mixed with the blood, it was extremely eye-catching, even worse than the red rose he used to propose marriage. Much more eye-catching.

He knelt down, gently hugged his miandong in his arms, and said to his miandong with a smile: "Let's get married, miandong."

Meng Miandong put her fingers on the back of his hand, struggled to show a bleak smile, and died immediately.

His hibernation is gone...

His smile froze on his face, looking extremely ridiculous, tears suddenly poured out from his eye sockets, staining Miandong's face, he wiped it off with his fingers, but he couldn't clean it off no matter what.

Gradually, there were more people around, pointing and whispering. I don't know who called the police. The police pulled him up and snatched Miandong's body from his arms.

Miandong is wearing the bear pajamas he bought for Miandong. The material is thick coral fleece. He once joked that Miandong put on the bear pajamas like a little bear about to hibernate.

Everything about him and Miandong is still vivid in his mind, however, his Miandong is gone.

Miandong's side neck faintly leaked from the pajamas, and the hickey he left last night was printed on it, the hickey was still vivid, but his Miandong was gone.

He raised his head and looked at the sky, the sun came out, and the scorching sun approached from all directions, and then shone on him, but he felt that even the cracks in his bones were full of cold air, his dormant winter should be very cold, right?

The author has something to say: Depression is sometimes silent, and being cheerful on the outside does not necessarily mean that you are really happy on the inside. If you find someone around you who is prone to depression, you should take good care of them.

This is a small sweet article of the healing department. The next chapter will start to fast-forward and focus on attacking, but it is not an attacking and controlling article.