my son billions

This was the first time Xu Chu lost control of his emotions after coming here.

He didn't understand why No. [-] betrayed him like this, why he was forced to have a child.You know, such frequent births have caused great harm to his spirit and body, and tortured him almost physically and mentally exhausted.

During this period of time, he not only had to endure the bursting power in his body, but also the great pain caused by each delivery.Even emotions have been greatly affected.He is now in a low mood every day, easily depressed, and his anger rises from time to time, and he is bored and irritable.But he probably knew exactly where the problem was in his heart, so he tried his best to restrain himself and didn't show it.

Because after each delivery, he didn't have the energy to take care of the newly born worms, which seemed to affect the secretion of certain hormones or energy flow in his body.He guessed it was similar to what he had heard about postpartum blues in modern society.

You can pass it with patience, he kept saying to himself.The others were not wrong, they were innocent, they were even tired of running and hunting because of his constant procreation.Therefore, he must control his emotions and not vent his anger on others.

Because although there were no obvious wounds on their bodies when No. [-] and the others came in, the strong smell of blood couldn't escape his nose at all.As for the smell of blood, whether it came from their prey or themselves, Xu Chu could still smell it.

So he always felt guilty towards them, and always felt that he was dragging them down.He even thought that if no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop his endless childbirth, maybe letting them leave in the end would be the best choice for them.He felt like a bottomless pit that would never be filled, and would only pull everyone into this endless abyss.

Such thoughts exacerbated his depression.He even once wanted to end his life because he felt that this kind of life was painful, meaningless, and harmful to others and himself.

But now, the truth is more cruel than any of his conjectures.

The one person he trusted most—the one person he had given all his trust to—turned out to be the source of his more than a year-long pain.

Xu Chu looked at No. [-] in disbelief. What the other party's silent expression gave him was no longer a sense of trust and security, but a chill down his spine.

"Why are you doing this?" Xu Chu asked with a cold face.

But after waiting for a long time, he did not wait for the other party's answer.

Xu Chu looked at the other party's unchanging face, and for a moment, he even suspected that maybe his guess was wrong.

He didn't believe Number One would betray him, and for whatever reason, it shouldn't be him.

But then, looking at each other's dark eyes for a long time, Xu Chu couldn't help closing his eyes, but his heart sank little by little.

"Speak," he said after opening his eyes, "I know you can speak."

But No. [-] remained silent, not even the slightest change in the expression on his face.He just stared at him like that, without even avoiding his eyes.He looked so frank, as if Xu Chu was making trouble for no reason alone.

Looking at the expression and eyes on the other person's face, Xu Chu thought of the pain and struggle, gloom and despair he had experienced this year, and the little leaf that was still sleeping in his body at this moment.

He finally couldn't help it, and all the hidden emotions burst out all at once.

He suddenly stepped forward and pushed No. [-] hard, the tentacles tightly wrapped around No. [-], and asked loudly: "Why! I said I don't want to have a baby! I don't want to have another baby! Why did you deceive me like this! I I trust you so much, we walked through the most difficult time together, and I give everything to you!"

"Why did you betray me!!!"

As Xu Chu spoke, he finally couldn't help his eyes turning red.But in the face of the other party, he still remained silent and indifferent.What followed was a sudden surge of anger, and several of his tentacles formed into fists, and he reached out to beat No. [-] fiercely.

Raindrops of fists landed on No. [-], and Xu Chu asked painfully during the period, "Speak up! Tell me what you want? Why are you doing this? Why? Why? Why!"

But until Xu Chu's physical strength was exhausted, No. [-] remained motionless and did not say a word from the beginning to the end.

After a long time, Xu Chu said in a hoarse voice:

"Even today, if you want me to take my life to save you, I will not hesitate, but you—"

Xu Chu finally didn't ask any more questions, but just looked at No. [-] with red eyes, but the light in his eyes gradually dissipated.

Finally, he lowered his eyes and said in a deep voice, "Get lost."

Seeing Xu Chu go from hysterical to disheartened, the body under No. [-] calm face was always tense.

He was far less open and calm than he appeared.

As Xu Chu said, feelings are a double-edged sword.If you get something, you will give something.Although he admits he is not one.A person who is susceptible to affection is not one who is quick to develop feelings for a stranger—even a strange, unknown creature.

But maybe it's because the body he occupies originally had a deep attachment to the creature in front of him.This can also explain why the other party has such a great influence on him now.

This made every step he took extremely difficult, and even once shook his determination, although he felt that his wavering was so ridiculous afterwards.But looking at the burnt ashes of the remaining pain on the opponent's face, No. [-] couldn't help but clenched his fists tightly.

Then he turned around and walked out.

He remembered that once, when he was young, he watched his mother being taken away.But he and his father could only stand there helplessly, unable to do anything.

He once thought that he, together with all his human classmates, had to give up the dream he was chasing and became a minion of the Salimon Empire - the lowest soldier.

He also remembered that his fiancée who was about to get married was once again taken away by the nobles of Salimon just like his mother - just because the other party thought that she might be able to bring children to Salimon.

And during his years of service, he suppressed the uprisings of various races on the industrial star, ore star, and even the garbage star of the Salimon Empire.

Then he discovered that he was already the luckiest group among all the enslaved races.

There are always many things in this world that they must do, and there are some things that they cannot do - because they have no choice.

Tours Chrisman, he must find him, kill him.

For this reason, he spared no expense—and if he hadn't crashed on this planet by accident, he should have chosen to blow up the planet directly.

But now-

But no matter how many reasons he found for himself, he still couldn't stop the trembling in his heart.Xu Chu's questioning still seemed to ring in his ears, and the painful expression on the other party's face was also vivid in his memory.

It wasn't until he walked out of the cave and looked at the blackness that the sun was shining on the ground in front of him, but still couldn't illuminate it—that was the new force he prepared for this group—that his expression gradually became firm.

He did nothing wrong, no matter who it is, this decision is the right one.He had to find Tours, and likewise, the man behind him also needed this army to guard him for the rest of his life.After he left, how could those bugs around the other party who only knew how to obey orders form such an army, such a system, to protect him from harm?

After he left, with the other party's muddle-headed mentality, I'm afraid they might not be able to wait for him to come back again——

There is always someone who needs to make this decision.

Number one thought blankly, since the other party is unwilling, then let him do it——

But in the next moment, his ears caught a faint low hum.

No. [-] was taken aback, and then immediately ran back.

Walking along the long corridor and returning to the female worm's cave, No. [-] saw Xu Chu lying on the ground moaning in pain, but gritting his teeth and refusing to call out.At that moment, Number One realized the other party's intentions.

In fact, when Xu Chu was arguing with No. [-], he had already felt abdominal pain.

But at that time, he didn't want the other party to see him in a mess, so he drove the other party away.He even thought a little bit self-defeatingly, if he failed to give birth this time, letting him die with those eggs might be a good ending.

He doesn't have to continue to endure this kind of endless pain, and those little lives that are born in his body don't need to be his hunting tools, and they can be reintroduced into a good fetus.

But then the power in his body was constantly surging, hitting his body, and bursts of severe pain hit him, which made him no longer have the energy to think so much.He fell to the ground a little weakly, and began to groan weakly, and then he heard a rush of footsteps.The sound of footsteps was so special that Xu Chu realized the identity of the person the moment it appeared.

Afterwards, a pair of strong hands hugged him tightly, and a deep voice appeared next to his ears, comforting him constantly, "It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine soon."

When Xu Chu heard this, his anger welled up. While struggling to break free from the other party's shackles, he shouted loudly, "Let me go!"

Casually, he stretched out all his tentacles, trying to push the person in front of him away.

He felt that the appearance he showed in front of the other party at this moment was a shame to him.This is the price he paid for believing in the other party wholeheartedly—making him give birth like a woman!Production!Production!Let his masculine self-esteem completely collapse under the torture of these things, and become no human, no ghost.

But at this time No. [-], no matter how he struggled, still hugged him tightly.He helped him to the side on the soft cushion specially prepared for his delivery, and then brought over the glass of water that Xu Chu had put aside before.

No. [-] hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched his hand in to get wet, and then touched Xu Chu's body.

"Get the fuck out of here!" Sensing the other party's intentions, Xu Chu was so frightened that he couldn't help but panic.He began to struggle hard, all tentacles stretched, and he even started to attack number one.

But No. [-] completely ignored Xu Chu's attack, pressed him tightly, and helped him moisten his cloaca.

The greed of this creature is genetically imprinted.They have longed for power since they were not born.In the countless productions before, No. [-] has gradually figured out a way to help Xu Chu produce quickly.

But in the past, Xu Chu had always done it himself.It's just that he always thought that what he used was just ordinary water, but he didn't know that it was the juice ground from the nucleus of the female worm.

Under No. [-]'s action, Xu Chu struggled and shouted in horror, but he used all his strength to resist No. [-], but he still couldn't get rid of him.

"Stop! Damn stop!" Xu Chu yelled, and finally broke down and burst into tears.

Number one could feel the other party's resistance and trembling, and the subsequent crying of the other party even made him hesitate for a while.But in the end, he still trembled, gritted his teeth and persisted.

Someone has to make a decision, he thought.

In the end, he hugged each other tightly, and put his arm to his mouth as before, and together with Xu Chu who was almost collapsed, he faced the next ordeal.

The author has something to say: In this chapter, Xu Chu's mood changes a lot.

He is actually a relatively optimistic person, although after coming here, his life is actually not good.

But he can still adjust his mentality and try to make himself and the people around him happy.

But this time it was really an outburst of all the negativity I've had for over a year, plus postpartum blues and anxiety about the future.

And then the act of Chapman helping him produce was also a masculine blow to him.

His performance in this chapter is quite intense, I hope the little angels don't think he collapsed, I think everyone has their own limit of endurance.

For him now, it is almost the limit.