Your blood is warm, but your body is so cold.

——Xiang Liwei

do you know?

Minecraft is black.

Whether it's the time spent in an orphanage or the days of being adopted after turning 12.

In my memory, the sky is always gloomy, dark clouds cover the sun, and there is not a trace of golden light leaking out.

Before she was 12 years old, under the order of the director, she and everyone worked day and night as laborers, cleaned the yard, wiped the corridor on her knees, and was kicked from time to time for adults to abuse.

Long-term exposure to wind and sun, Xiang Liwei became dark and ugly, her hair was greasy and clumped, and her body was dirty.Every summer, there is a smell of sweat, which mixes with the smell of other orphans, making people breathless.

However, the most unbearable season for Xiang Liwei is winter.Wrapped only in thin torn clothes, standing outdoors, the cold wind blew on the body, causing pain and pain, the skin was dry and cracked, and every time he raised his hand, the cracks on the muscles would grow larger, and blood gushed out.

Cold, pain, exhaustion, plus hunger, a different child died every week and was buried under a big tree bearing red-skinned fruits.

I have never felt the tenderness in the world, and I have never seen a rainbow after the rain.Therefore, Xiang Liwei is used to the long pain, and of course she doesn't like it.

However, some kids don't have to work so hard.

That is the privilege of a cute child.

They dress up beautifully, wearing small skirts in summer and warm cotton jackets in winter.

They are like flowers living in a greenhouse, enjoying delicious food and fresh fruits.

They will be naked at night, crawling on the laps of adults, with happy expressions.

Unlike Xiang Liwei outside, who wears old clothes that can barely cover her body, when she is hungry, she sneaks to eat dandelions, wild vegetables, wild fruits that can be seen everywhere on the roadside, and also eats bugs, because she is thin and can't get food from other people. In the hands of his children, he grabbed half of the leftovers.

They could only stand aside and watch helplessly, they greedily crushed the bones of the meat that the adults had gnawed, sucked the remaining gravy, and the mellow pork bone marrow.

But she was too tired to envy her strength.No strength to complain, no strength to be merry, like those lovely children in the house.

No one cared about her, cared whether she was dead or alive, living a humble life.

Occasionally.

Xiang Liwei stared at the tree full of red fruits in a daze.

She longed very much for the child buried under the tree.

I want to be like them, close my eyes, look calm, and lie down comfortably.I want to live in the wonderful underground world like them.

After 12 years old.

A twist of fate happened.

A couple are willing to take her in.

Following her adoptive parents home, she washed away the filth and put on clean clothes for the first time.

They sent her to school, taught her to establish the correct three views, and taught her to read and write.

Compared with the previous experience, Xiang Liwei felt that she was in heaven.

But the good times didn't last long, and the adoptive mother became pregnant.

According to them, there are so many beautiful children in the orphanage, and they adopted her because of her bright and pure eyes, and her quiet appearance in the noisy crowd, like a little adult, which is particularly distressing.

However, after pregnancy, the object of distress became the child in the stomach.

The adoptive mother said that she was infertile for five years, but soon after adopting you, she had a baby. You are our lucky star.

The adoptive father also said, you are a lucky star, a little angel sent by heaven to save us.

At first, Xiang Liwei was happy for them.

Gradually, she was ignored.

become insignificant.

One day, they went on a trip and left her at home with a nanny.

At that time, Xiang Liwei understood that the emotion that emerged from the bottom of her heart was called jealousy.

Xiang Liwei prayed that their children would disappear and be far away from their adoptive parents.

In this way, you will love her and care about her as before.

result……

They didn't make it back alive.

What came back was the news that the adoptive mother had been stripped and died, and the adoptive father had been imprisoned.

These are all her fault.

What a lucky star she is.

It is clearly a catastrophe.

……

"Vivi, Vivi! What are you thinking?"

In the early morning, in the artist company, the manager waved his right hand in front of her eyes.

Xiang Liwei came back to her senses and found that her hands and feet were already cold.

Then, she shook her head lightly, showing her trademark cute smile: "It's nothing."

"Oh, are you thinking about someone?" The manager's round face smiled, and teased: "Tell me quietly, who are you looking for?"

Xiang Liwei turned her head, showing a shy expression: "Don't make fun of me. It's useless for me to fancy someone."

Saying this, the tone was slightly sad: "She doesn't like me."

"Who wouldn't like you!"

The manager complained: "Tell me, I'll fix him up hard."

After graduating from university, she entered a company to work, and was assigned by the executive to Xiang Liwei as an agent.

At first, she was worried about not doing well and being blamed.

Later she discovered that Xiang Liwei was an angel, she had no airs at all.

Moreover, after the practice is over, he will help himself with tiring work.

The agent asked her if she was tired?

The other party replied, it's okay, I'm used to it.

The manager felt distressed: Oh my god, what did she go through before!

On the side, I heard the manager claim to bully Qin Xiaoxiao.

Xiang Liwei lowered her eyes, her tone was slightly cold: "No way."

"Such a precious lover," the manager noticed the girl's twist, and continued, "If you don't like you, just try to hook him up."

"Do you know what kind of person he likes? You can try to change in the direction he likes."

Xiang Liwei thought for a while, and replied: "Oh. I don't know what kind of person she likes, but she is very close to someone." She said in a faint voice, without interest: "That person has a gentle personality and a very high status in the circle. high."

Hearing this, the manager instantly confirmed that the artist's crush is a scumbag.

Although I don't know who he is, he must be a profit-seeking person.

Maybe, it's still a little boy waiting to be adopted.

After all, her artist personality is also very gentle, and she is also very beautiful.You said, if you want to have good looks, you can be as considerate as you want, but he likes someone with a high status, isn't it a snobbery?

Thinking of this, the manager felt contemptuous, and encouraged him: "Don't be discouraged, you become higher than her, and the person you like will definitely change his mind."

"correct!"

The agent stood up abruptly, propped his hands on the table, and said like a chicken blood: "First set a goal, how about winning the Best Actress award?"

Generally, people will refer to the person who won the best actress award as the best actress.

As the highest achievement in the film industry, it is difficult to obtain and cannot be obtained easily.

smell it.

Xiang Liwei murmured: "Really?"

As long as she becomes a movie queen, Qin Xiaoxiao will fall in love with herself?

"That's right!"

The broker answered in the affirmative.

"I will." Xiang Liwei said firmly.

Immediately, she smiled innocently, changed the topic, and said cautiously: "Well, don't use my account to follow others in the future."

What she meant was that her agent used her Weibo account without authorization to communicate with Duan Longze.

"Oh well."

The agent replied, frowning in confusion: "However, what's the harm in having a good relationship with the film king?"

As he said that, the manager said with a nympho look on his face: "Besides, he is handsome and rich, and he just happened to be interested in you. He just fell asleep and someone handed him a pillow."

"Why don't you wait to see him?"

Don't wait to see, do you need a reason?

However, there is one.

Stirring the milk tea at hand with a small spoon, Xiang Liwei lowered her head and stared at the brown vortex on the water surface, her voice was quite ethereal: "If my appearance is not cute, my personality is not pleasant, and if I become dirty and ugly, he Will you still like me?"

than fake likes.

She loves Qin Xiaoxiao more...Loving her brings real pain.

The agent was taken aback when he heard the words, and then said cleverly: "But you are you."

"Uh-huh."

Xiang Liwei responded obediently.

Mood fluctuates for a while, and immediately sinks back to the bottom of my heart.

Yes, a lot of words, no need to speak.

She doesn't need others to understand, and no one can understand.

"In case, you still can't catch up with the person you like," the manager sat back in the chair, and said socially: "It is recommended to keep a spare tire, and don't die on one person."

"In the future, you will always get married and have children." The manager said, "Love and bread, profit comes first."

"I don't have children."

Xiang Liwei's tone was firm.

"Huh, why?"

"Once you have a baby, you have to take responsibility and I'm not ready."

I will never be ready. Can a person like myself really take care of a child?Xiang Liwei doesn't know, she only knows that she must never leave the child in the snow like her biological parents.

If she becomes pregnant, she will punish herself and give birth to the child safely. She is not like adoptive parents. She has the opportunity to raise her, but in the end she has no destiny.

This means that Xiang Liwei has one more person to protect and love.

very tired.

It is enough for her to have Qin Xiaoxiao.

"Okay."

Xiang Liwei raised her face and smiled brightly.

She stood up and looked down at her manager, full of energy, she said, "I'm going to practice~ I'm trying to win the Golden Rooster Award!"

The agent was infected, and said with relief: "Come on! The future actress!"

A prophecy.

Studying tirelessly, falling asleep on the table countless times, and running around, Xiang Liwei's efforts were in vain.Today, she stood at the awards ceremony.

The venue was full of people, and the sound of passionate and joyful music echoed.

Blue-purple spotlights were cast onto the stage, and the big screen behind the host showed the headshots of several celebrities, including Xiang Liwei.

Qin Xiaoxiao sat in the first row of the auditorium.

The woman held two raw eggs in her arms.

That's right, her last scene was to take advantage of the end of the award ceremony to throw an egg at the heroine, intentionally killing her, but in the end she made the film king angry, she was taught a lesson, and then fled in desperation.

Rubbing the smooth eggshell with her fingers, Qin Xiaoxiao tossed it into the air boredly.

Looking at a row of stars standing above, waiting idly for the male lead to propose.

Finally, after the host's introduction, it was the turn of Duan Longze, who won the Best Actor again, to express his thoughts.

Today, he was wearing a black suit with a serious expression. He walked up to Xiang Liwei and stared at the girl in a pure white dress with naked eyes.

His voice is thick and magnetic, echoing in the theater——

"Miss Xiang, I love you."

"Are you willing to accept my confession and date for the purpose of marriage?"

Duan Longze went straight to the point, his sentences were short, but extremely affectionate.

Worthy of being an actor.

Qin Xiaoxiao applauded for love.

And the sudden episode made the host confused.

The auditorium under the stage froze for half a second, and then, there was a burst of noise.

a long time.

Because the male lead blocked his view, Qin Xiaoxiao couldn't see the female lead.Originally, she wasn't panicking, but the heroine didn't agree for a long time, and she couldn't help being afraid.

wait a minute...

Should she reject the male lead?

Thinking of this, Qin Xiaoxiao immediately cut off the idea.

Will not.Qin Xiaoxiao comforted herself that they were a couple destined to be together, a match made in heaven, and no one could separate them.

Otherwise, next.

The reality is like a slap in the face, mercilessly swollen Qin Xiaoxiao's face.

"I don't want to." Xiang Liwei replied naturally.

Immediately afterwards, she smiled detachedly and said, "I'm sorry, please step aside."

Block me from seeing Qin Xiaoxiao.

That's right, she noticed Qin Xiaoxiao in the auditorium.

Xiang Liwei thought sweetly, she really came to see me, and the manager really didn't lie to me.

Hearing this, Duan Longze stepped aside stiffly.

His face was unwilling, implying disbelief.

The host hurried out to smooth things over.

In the front row, Qin Xiaoxiao stared ahead, her body also froze.

beep.

A cold and ruthless electronic voice came out of my mind——

【Book Title: "Ten Thousand Ways to Become a Movie Queen" Summary: Did you know?

Minecraft is black.

Later, a person appeared, she lit up my whole world.

My whole world is filled with her, therefore, my heart cannot accommodate others.

Difficulty: ★☆☆☆☆

Progress: impersonation failed

Failure Penalty: Stab Heart

Punishment object: Qin Xiaoxiao

The Minister said: How can you see a rainbow if you don't experience wind and rain.Failure is the mother of success, don't be discouraged, and hope that comrades will continue to work hard. 】 Pata.

Seeing that the mission failed, Qin Xiaoxiao lost his mind.

The egg he was playing with fell down, the shell shattered into pieces, and some viscous egg liquid stained the upper of the shoe.

Qin Xiaoxiao was shocked, she got up quickly.

Without caring about anything else, he turned and left the venue.

Since this fucking mission has failed, there is no need for her to stay and smash the heroine's eggs.

The most urgent thing is to see Qu Li.

Qin Xiaoxiao frowned, speeded up, and ran out of the scene panting, while speculating.

The word "stabbing the heart" on the punishment made her have an ominous premonition.

For a while, Qin Xiaoxiao wasn't sure what it meant.

She couldn't help thinking about it.

In fact, this is the name of a weapon, or the name of a company that punished her to work there to redeem the sinful value of mission failure...

After a while, he ran to the corner and took a shortcut to the station.

In front of him, a woman's figure suddenly appeared.

Seeing to hit.

Qin Xiaoxiao slammed on the brakes and stopped.

The face of the person in front of him was haggard, with dark circles around his eyes, dull and yellow hair, cloudy eyes, vicious eyes, mixed with deep hatred.

It was none other than Zhu Qian who hadn't seen him for a long time.

When her eyes touched the fruit knife tightly held in the opponent's hand, Qin Xiaoxiao came to her senses.

The content of the punishment is just literal meaning, a simple and rude knife to my heart!

It's too ruthless, what kind of hatred and what kind of resentment!

In the next second, Qin Xiaoxiao turned around and fled back.

She swore that she used all her strength and had never run so fast in her life.

However, he tilted his head slightly, intending to check the situation, thinking that the other party had been thrown away.

Unexpectedly, Zhu Qian was right behind her, chasing her so hard that she almost hit her back.

……coach.

She fucked up!

Immediately, Qin Xiaoxiao lost her mind to think about things.

Because she saw the corner of Zhu Qian's mouth hooked up, raised her right hand, and stabbed at herself suddenly.

Seeing this, Qin Xiaoxiao hurriedly took a step to the left. Qin Xiaoxiao successfully avoided the blow, and then took advantage of her swing to continue running forward without looking back.

During the period, some pedestrians passed by, but when they saw this scene of running away, they walked away in fear.

Stepping on the concrete floor made a rattling sound.

Run past the dumpster and smell the decay.

Qin Xiaoxiao held her breath, sweat dripping from her forehead.

The footsteps behind her told her that Zhu Qian was still chasing her.

At this time, Qin Xiaoxiao's head was short of oxygen, and her stomach began to colic.

She controlled her breathing according to long-distance running, and adjusted it to three steps and one breath, trying to outlast her opponent.

Wait until you run back to a crowded place and ask for help from the guards, and you will be able to resist the punishment.

Yes, punishment can be avoided.

As long as you can get away with it, it won't happen a second time.

Even if there is a glimmer of hope for survival, Qin Xiaoxiao will not give up.

After all, I made an appointment with Qu Li...

Go back after the ceremony.

Think here.

Qin Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth and speeded up.

Suddenly, at the end of the road, the figure of the heroine appeared.

She came in a hurry, still holding the microphone in her hand.

"Run!"

Qin Xiaoxiao roared.

Seeing the heroine, she hesitated.

The movement still kept moving forward without slowing down.

Unexpectedly, instead of running away, Xiang Liwei kicked off her high heels and rushed in her direction.

The girl's face paled, and her pupils dilated suddenly.

He stretched out his hand towards Qin Xiaoxiao, as if he wanted to grab something, and his voice was shrill.

"don't want--"

With severe pain in her back, Qin Xiaoxiao staggered a few times and fell to the ground.

Being pulled by the hair, listening to Zhu Qian's "slut" and "go to hell", wielding the knife frantically, Qin Xiaoxiao was repeatedly stabbed in the heart by her.

Completely... over.

Consciousness fades away.

The woman closed her eyes.

She had no way of knowing what happened next.

On the branches, the white gardenia petals fell, and gradually became blood-colored.

Xiang Liwei is like a walking dead.

With some unknown mood, she grabbed Zhu Qian, grabbed the fruit knife, and pierced Zhu Qian's throat.

Then numbly cut her into five pieces, and threw her into the garbage dump together with the knife, making them mixed so that the original appearance could not be recognized.

Done with this.

Xiang Liwei walked back to the woman in a daze.

His white and soft face was stained with blood, and his dress and palms were all dirty.

"Let's go home."

The girl pulled her body up, with an innocent smile on her beautiful face.

If the blood on their bodies is ignored, they will look beautiful.

at this time.

The picture looks weird.

"Your body is so cold, it's okay, my house is very warm."

As if remembering something, Xiang Liwei smiled sweeter, and added: "My adoptive mother must be very happy to see you, hee hee, at first, she was tattered, and then I sewed her up, I am Isn't it great?"

"So, I'll sew you up too, so...you won't be in pain."

With that said, Xiang Liwei freed her right hand.

Wipe away the tears that fill your eyes and block your vision.

The world turned back to black.

It was too dark to see the way forward.

——I am such a disaster star.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like