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Li Yixiao quickly walked out of the inpatient department and came to the outpatient department, looking for Jin Feng.

Suddenly, he ran into an acquaintance.

Yuanyuan sat on the seat in the corridor, holding a beautiful handbag in her arms, staring blankly at the lights on the ceiling of the corridor, as if lost in thought.

She has lost a lot of weight, maybe because she took off her makeup, she is even more haggard than when Li Yixiao saw her last time, so thin that it hurts.

"Yuanyuan?" Li Yixiao called her uncertainly.

Yuanyuan woke up like a dream, she stood up from the chair, and the usual vitality returned to her body: "Li Yixiao! Are you still alive? My God, God Why haven't you been taken in yet, I'm really blind."

Seeing his ex-girlfriend who was eager to fight, Li Yixiao also slapped his blood in an instant: "I let you down, I am not only alive, but also living well. Now a food blogger debuts in the C position, and his career is booming. Compared with you But it's much stronger. You, hehe, are you overwhelmed?"

Yuanyuan was poked at the sore spot, and said angrily, "How dare you call yourself a food blogger based on your few videos? Look at your videos, has one of them finished a dish?"

"Oh ho, you understand it well. What's the matter? I can't be popular, so I'm not busy and work hard. I watch my ex-boyfriend's Weibo every day. When will your voyeurism get better?" Li Yixiao didn't want to be outdone, and turned on the mocking mode.

"Hehe, who wants to spy on you? If it weren't for your marketing and buying, hot spots are on my face every day, how can I have that leisure time? You care about you, a 38-line gourmet anchor, oh, sorry, you really don't deserve it Call it a food anchor." Yuanyuan retorted.

"You are also worthy of being called a food anchor? Look at the big stomach king eating broadcasts you make. You know exactly how you do it? I don't know how much you eat? You eat it all at once. Li Sai, you really think your stomach is a bottomless pit!" Li Yixiao also became angry, pointing at the name of the hospital department behind Yuanyuan and said angrily, "This is the second time, the second time I see you coming to the Department of Gastroenterology Yes, I warned you, if you induce vomiting to do food and broadcast again, I will go and break the news about you, can you behave yourself?"

Yuanyuan's face turned pale all of a sudden, her lips trembled and she couldn't speak.

She subconsciously hid her fingers, and there were faintly visible scars on them, which were the marks left by her teeth biting through the skin of her fingers repeatedly in order to open her mouth when she was induced to vomit.Maybe she learned to be smart later, and no longer violently pick her throat to induce vomiting, but put on a special catheter, ate several times the food of ordinary people, and vomited out the catheter again and again.

She dared not let anyone know, even her closest people.Because vomiting is always the biggest taboo and the biggest secret of Big Stomach King.

How can there be so many talented big stomach kings, except for a handful of them, the rest are either working hard on various shooting skills, or they are working hard on torturing their bodies.

She is no exception.

Li Yixiao took a deep breath, and said slowly: "When I first met you, I was still delivering food. Your voice was very sweet, and you happily showed me how much money you can earn from eating and broadcasting videos. You and I, And... that car ride, the three of us drove in black together, how happy it was at that time. Later, I became your photographer, your planner, and your post-production. I am willing to do everything for you, We work hard together and grow together, I think this is very good, even if I don’t make much money, I’m still happy.”

It was really a very happy memory. It was the first time he liked a girl so much, and he was deeply attracted by seeing her vigorously striving towards his ideal.He is willing to do his best to help her and help her realize her dream.

Since when has she changed?

Li Yixiao couldn't remember clearly either, they used to get along day and night and were very close, even if they quarreled all day long, they would always make up in the end.So much so that they thought that every quarrel was just the wind blowing across the lake, and when the wind was over, the lake would return to its former calmness.But in fact, quarrels are hits on the mirror again and again, leaving scars one after another until they fall apart.

"Later you became popular, I am happy for you, you are getting busier and busier, I completely understand. But you shouldn't, forget your original intention. You said that you do food broadcasting because you like food and enjoy food , you want to share your happiness with the audience. Now I ask you, Yuanyuan, do you still enjoy the food? Or, when you take the first bite, you are already thinking about how to eat it later Spit it out?"

Yuanyuan still didn't answer, but her breathing became short of breath.

Li Yixiao looked at her with her head bowed, her hair blocked her profile, but drops of water landed on her bag, slipped down, and wet her coat.

Li Yixiao couldn't help feeling sorry for her.She used to be such a sunny and cheerful girl.

From the moment she started to deceive the audience, she had forgotten her original intention.

"Yuanyuan, change your career, while you are still young, you still have time." Li Yixiao said earnestly, "Don't be a big eater, the creative food and broadcasting that I planned for you in the past has good results, you don't have to Torture yourself to get eyeballs."

"That was in the past." Yuanyuan said in a hoarse voice, without a trace of a smile on her face, "You have already left, and you will never come back. You made a good plan for me, but I can't find it anymore. Here comes such a person."

Li Yixiao's chest constricted and he held his breath.

Once the line of defense in the heart begins to collapse, the person who has been hiding himself with strength will suddenly fall down.

Yuanyuan could no longer pretend to be strong, she said tremblingly: "I don't know what I can do. I'm not like you, I don't know anything... I know I can't go on like this forever, I just want to earn a little more Money, I’ll leave when the contract expires, and I can’t pay the liquidated damages... Then I open a store or something, and I have to support myself. Once I stop and my popularity drops, it’s hard to get back up. I’m afraid, I Afraid that I...became as unknown as before."

Li Yixiao understood this fear.

In this era, there are too many ordinary people who are like shooting stars across the night sky, gorgeous, but only for a moment.They all lit up too fast, didn't accumulate enough fuel at all, and burned out in a blink of an eye.

In order to be dazzling enough, they can do all kinds of crazy things, such as plastic surgery, vomiting, and self-hype. They can't wait to improve themselves a little bit to make themselves better, and they just want to grab enough wealth while they are burning. .

In the cruel and fierce competition, there are too many short-lived people who have tried their best not to be eliminated, making the originally cruel competition slip into distortion.

"How much money do you think is enough? When you have no money, you think one hundred and one million is a lot of money. After you have it, you feel that a few million is not enough to live on. Tens of millions are good. There are really thousands of dollars." Wan, always thinking about doing it for another year, wouldn't it be tens of millions? People will never be satisfied, and money will never be enough. Yuanyuan, you can't stop." Li Yixiao said clearly.

Yuanyuan had already burst into tears, she always wanted to do it again, do it again, just like that, again and again.She thought she could stop, but in fact she couldn't stop.

"You're right, I can't stop for a long time. My contract expires in two years, and it will cost a lot of money to terminate it... I can't do anything..." Yuanyuan asked helplessly, breaking down in tears , "What can I do? I can only pray that I can hold on, I know it won't work, I know it! I have no choice... I have no way out!"

Li Yixiao fell silent.

He thought Yuanyuan was still obsessed, trying to gain more popularity, but he didn't know that this girl wanted to quit.

But she couldn't even quit.

The liquidated damages of 200 million is a knife hanging over her head. She has not been popular for long, but she has developed a habit of spending money extravagantly, so that she can't afford the 200 million liquidated damages.Even if she paid the 200 million, she still has to think about her future life.If she can't find a suitable job, she will have to live off the money she has saved, which won't last long.

"I'll help you find a solution for the money matter." Li Yi said with a smile.

Now he is developing smoothly and has a small reputation. The 30 agreed with his parents is almost enough, but it is still a fantasy for him to spend 200 million.

But if he could help Yuanyuan and get her out of the sea of ​​suffering, he would still be willing.

He decided that he would give her a chance to save herself—to help her collect 200 million to leave the company and start over.

"I will work hard to make money and save enough money to help you terminate the contract. Don't rush to reject me, just treat it as a loan from me." Li Yixiao said to Yuanyuan.

"If, I said if, if I stop being a big eater, would you come back and help me?" Yuanyuan asked, looking straight into Li Yixiao's eyes.

I would.

If it was three months ago, Li Yixiao would have said without hesitation that he was willing.

He will go back, reconcile with her, and support her to continue to do creative food and broadcasting. They can work together to save money and save enough liquidated damages to leave this black-hearted company.

But now, Li Yixiao was suddenly unable to speak.

For three months, they suddenly became estranged.

It turned out that he had already come a long way.

He already has a new goal, a new future, and after a brief stay and farewell, he has started his life anew.

"I'm sorry..." Li Yixiao murmured, "I can help you with genre planning, but I can't take full charge of your project, and I can't do all the other work, sorry."

Yuanyuan smiled, the tears on her face hadn't been wiped off, she showed a sad smile.

Li Yixiao was overwhelmed by the strong sense of guilt.He took out his mobile phone and transferred money to Yuanyuan's account until the limit was reached.

"I will lend you the money, and I will give you more when I have money. You can terminate the contract with the company and start over. Your camera sense is very good, and you are humorous. Even if you don't do food and broadcasting, do other things." It’s also possible, such as opening a milk tea shop, I remember you told me that you want to open a milk tea shop, and I support it very much. Just promise me that you must take good care of your body, okay?”

Yuanyuan shed tears silently and shook her head: "I don't want your money. Since you won't come back, leave me alone."

Li Yixiao knew that she was angry again, and explained to her: "I don't care, just tell me if you have any difficulties, I can solve it, and I will definitely help you."

"Then come back and help me," Yuanyuan said.

"As I said, I can help you plan, but now I also have to work, and it's impossible to do all the work." Li Yi said with a smile.

"You just don't want to help me." Yuanyuan said angrily.

"That's not what I mean, it's just that my energy is limited, and it's impossible for one person to do the work of three people like before..."

Yuanyuan looked at him quietly.The vigorous vitality that once attracted Li Yixiao deeply faded from her body, and she became quiet, unlike her quietness.

Faintly, tears welled up in her eyes again.

She said in an unprecedented soft voice: "I know, you won't come back. I push you away again and again because I always want to see you come back. But one day, you won't come back. "

"I'm just dreaming, dreaming all the time. I'm really, dreaming all the time. You see, I met you in the dream. You helped me, tolerated me, and protected me regardless of return, but I couldn't control it. Hold my temper. I'm really not a qualified girlfriend. It's my fault that we have come to this day. It's me... I don't deserve it. "

"No, you're fine, I..." Li Yixiao's words were interrupted hastily by Yuanyuan.

"I dreamed about you yesterday. I dreamed that we were married. I was wearing a white wedding dress and walking towards you with flowers. After waking up, I hid in the quilt and cried for a long time. I knew that everything was impossible, but I I just miss you, you know? I miss you so much."

The girl he once loved shed tears in front of him, telling her thoughts.

For a moment, he wanted to go back to her.

"Now you have a new career, new friends, and you're doing well. I know you're not coming back. Then I won't be able to cry like a child anymore. Crying won't solve anything. I'll let You know, I will live a better life, better than before. Li Yixiao, goodbye, this time, I am serious." Yuanyuan smiled proudly at Li Yixiao, "I have an appointment with the doctor It's time, goodbye."

Li Yixiao watched her walk into the doctor's office and closed the door.

After a while, Yuanyuan transferred the money back to Li Yixiao's bank card, and she didn't want it more than a sympathy fee.

He sighed deeply.

Can't go back after all.

All he can do is to help Yuanyuan get enough liquidated damages.

200...

The author has something to say: Yuanyuan is actually pretty good, but she has a flaw in her personality. The closer the relationship, the more scared she is. She can't help but try and push away again and again, because she wants to see the other party come back. Make her sure she is loved.But if you do this, no one can withstand being pushed away again and again.In fact, many people have the distrust of intimacy caused by insecurity in childhood.

PS: Say something funny.I used three computers to write this article, and I often write differently. The input method vocabulary of different computers is different. When I wrote it on computer A, Jin Feng’s name was correct, on computer B it was Jinfeng, and on computer C Also Jin Feng.Looking back, I counted that Jin Feng used it 442 times, and Jin Feng used it 402 times.

And I didn't realize the name was a typo!Today I changed the previous part _(:3」∠)_

So small mistakes such as the order of Chinese characters do not affect reading? ← The order of this sentence is wrong.