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"She's really angry, the kind that can't be coaxed well." On the sofa in the living room, Li Yixiao said seriously to several roommates.

Several people looked at each other in blank dismay.This is a big event in their No. [-] dormitory building. Even Han Mai, who is obsessed with delivering food and has no intention of calling Mai, has rushed back. Jin Feng stopped playing with his mobile phone. Several people sat around the sofa and discussed this matter with serious faces. .

Han Mai, who had turned into wheat-colored skin after being exposed to the sun for several days, glanced at Qiu Ning, and asked in a low voice, "So you really are..."

Qiu Ning nodded: "I'm really sorry for keeping it from you all the time. I just feel that my family background has nothing to do with me. I did run away from home, but I'm already an adult and I can take care of myself. Choose the person in charge. Since I have come here and become an anchor to make a living by myself, there is no need to mention my parents."

Li Yixiao let out a long sigh: "Qiu Ning, you are wrong to think so."

Qiu Ning stared at him blankly.

"It's okay for you not to talk about it, but when you recognize Aunt Jiang, if you keep concealing it, it will be a kind of harm to Tiantian. You know that Aunt Jiang rewarded Xia Tianyu not because she really appreciates it." She, she just wanted to cause you some trouble, how would Tiantian feel when she knew about it? She has such a strong self-esteem, so it's reasonable to be so angry that she doesn't see anyone now." Li Yixiao said.

"I'm sorry..." Qiu Ning apologized simply, "I didn't think carefully."

"You can't blame Qiu Ning, can you?" Han Mai defended her goddess, "Qiu Ning also has her considerations. Besides, if she said it rashly, Tian Tian would still be half-deadly angry. Jin Feng, Qiu Ning concealed her family background Will you be angry if you know about it?"

Jin Feng, who was suddenly called upon, shook his head numbly.

Han Mai said: "Look, Jin Feng, I, and you are actually just surprised by this incident, and there is nothing to be angry about. Tiantian will become so angry, the main problem is her own problem, she can't change her personality. "

"No, it's mainly my problem. It's reasonable for Tiantian to be angry." Qiu Ning spoke for Xia Tianyu.

Han Mai hated that iron could not be made into steel. His goddess is good at everything, but she is too considerate of others.

Li Yixiao scratched her hair in distress: "Then we have to solve the problem. Now she doesn't eat or drink and hides in the room and doesn't open the door. That's not okay. How about I call Chen Yang and explain the situation?"

"Don't, don't, don't tell the manager about this, it's not good for Tiantian." Han Mai persuaded.

Li Yixiao thought about it, yes, maybe it would make Chen Yang feel that Xia Tianyu is too much.

"Let me go up and persuade her." Qiu Ning stood up.

"She won't open the door for you." Li Yi said with a smile.

"Maybe he will scold you." Han Mai said.

"It's okay, let her scold. It will make her feel better emotionally if she scolds. I'm afraid she will get sick from holding back." Qiu Ning said.

Several people watched Qiu Ning go up the stairs with the eyes of a martyr.

"You said, is the matter between girls really so complicated?" The straight man Han Mai really didn't understand, "From what I heard, isn't it just that little thing? It’s a big reward, isn’t that good? If it were me, I would donate the money and use other people’s money to do good things for myself, and I would feel at ease.”

"Not all money is comfortable to hold." Jin Feng said something, as if he meant something, and seemed to think of something.

Li Yixiao can somewhat understand Xia Tianyu's thoughts.Because of her childhood experience and her inner inferiority complex, Xia Tianyu couldn't be as confident as Qiu Ning. She had always felt insecure, and she was afraid of losing her current superior life and falling heavily to the ground.Her starting point was too low, so low that she had no way out.

She kept comparing herself with Qiu Ning, whether it was the audience, popularity or the number of gifts, she didn't think she was any worse than Qiu Ning.Until Qiu Ning became famous, her colleagues who were not much different from her once became popular, and she, who was still tepid, immediately collapsed.Aunt Jiang's reward brought her back, but she was slapped in the face three days before she was happy, and it was still such a thorough slap in the face.It's no wonder that the arrogant Xia Tianyu thinks about it.

"Hey, there are really everyone on the Internet now, and some of them are really amazing." Li Yixiao thought of Aunt Jiang, still a little brooding.

"Yesterday, I also met one..." Jin Feng said suddenly.

"Who? The weird one?" Li Yixiao asked curiously.

"Playing duo with a trumpet and saving him, he said he would make an exception and leave me a friend seat." Jin Feng had a very complicated expression.

"Who, what a drag! You are a newly promoted internet celebrity anchor with over a million subscriptions. I submitted the video of the two of us quarreling and overturning during the live broadcast to the 'Sand Sculpture Anchor Collection'. You can use it as soon as you cast it. Click More than one million clicks than your game commentary. In the past, everyone agreed that you were the only one in the game anchor world who couldn’t make ghost and animal videos with live editing content, because you didn’t speak at all, and there was no audio material. Fortunately, you started to do video commentary , now there are audio materials, your fans have already cast a lot of ghost videos on station Z." Li Yi said with a smile.

"..." Jin Feng was speechless, no wonder there have been many fans who don't know the truth to watch him recently.

"Go on, who is that stupid duo teammate?" Li Yixiao asked.

"I have minepipi shrimp at home." Jin Feng said, "A new anchor, just [-] subscriptions."

Li Yixiao felt that the ID was so familiar, and when he suddenly thought about it, he said in horror: "Fuck, isn't this the monkey Chen Yiyi? Qiu Ning's fiancé!"

"Qiu Ning has a fiancé?" Han Mai almost lost his temper, as if he had heard the end of the world.

not good!Han Mai doesn't know about this yet!

"No, no, brother, listen to me, they say they are an unmarried couple, but they are actually siblings!" Li Yixiao hurriedly explained.

"How could the siblings get engaged?!" Han Mai became even more terrified, and his thoughts rushed towards the orthopedics department.

"No, no, no, I'm talking about sisters and brothers who love each other. In fact, they didn't call, and they didn't fall in love! It was all arranged by the family!" Li Yixiao said in a panic.

"Really?" Han Mai seemed to have grasped at a straw.

"Really, Bipipixia's leather sofa is real! Fuck me, I started talking about it, it must have been brainwashed by Chen Yiyi." Li Yixiao frantically brushed two handfuls of hair, "Anyway, the two of them have nothing to do with each other. Chen Yiyi is not a bad monkey spirit. He is the stupid son of a landlord. He really has mines at home."

Han Mai sat on the sofa blankly, heaved a long sigh of relief, and seemed to have calmed down.

Li Yixiao asked Jin Feng again: "Did you become friends later?"

Jin Feng said blankly: "Add it, my fans ran to his live broadcast room to laugh at him, he finally knows who I am."

"Haha, then what? He became your fan?" Li Yixiao asked.

"No, he deleted me as a friend and unblocked me." Jin Feng said indifferently.

Li Yixiao never expected this direction: "Why? Is he your black man?"

"No, it's powder."

"Why would fans block you? Did you buy fake fans?"

Jin Feng's cold and handsome expression showed a trace of melancholy: "I retired, and his fans turned black."

Oh, dare to become a black fan.

Li Yixiao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he could only comfort him: "It's okay, if you have a chance to make it clear in the future, just retire. He is also quite unreasonable, and he will blackmail you for this matter."

"That year, our new team qualified for the global finals." Jin Feng said melancholy.

Li Yixiao didn't watch game live broadcasts at all before, and he didn't know much about e-sports. He also felt regretful when he heard Jin Feng say this. I had no choice but to comfort and said: "Sometimes it's just a little bit of luck, it's all over, don't think about it."

Jin Feng looked out of the window dully, as if he didn't hear his words.

How can you not regret it?

The injured hand has already healed, but I still feel the pain faintly.

He was forced to withdraw from the professional league and returned to his hometown to support his family.Because of that contract, he bid farewell to the professional arena forever.

This is a regret that can never be made up for.

Qiu Ning came to the third floor, outside Xia Tianyu's room.

She stood outside the door for a while, raising and lowering her hand a few times, feeling amused to herself.She has always been a decisive character, but today she is so timid.

Maybe it's because I really care that I'm afraid.

"Dong dong dong." Qiu Ning knocked on the door and said softly, "Tiantian, it's me, you open the door, let's talk."

There was the sound of a pillow hitting the door, and Xia Tianyu's indifferent voice: "Don't open, get out, I don't want to see you!"

"Give me a reason, why?" Qiu Ning asked stubbornly.

"You still have the nerve to ask me why?! Qiu Ning, you are shameless!!" Xia Tianyu screamed.

"Of course I want to ask. I did something wrong. I shouldn't have concealed it from you, but my concealment was not malicious. I just didn't want to hurt you."

"You're hurting me right now! I hate you the most!"

"I hate me because you're jealous of me?" Qiu Ning asked calmly.

"..." Xia Tianyu was so angry that she was so angry, why is this person so shameless?Even if it's the truth, you can't tell it!If you say it, even superficial sisters can't do it!

"I know you've always been jealous. I've seen through what you've carefully concealed. In fact, I don't care at all. I don't care whether my friend is poor or rich. I only care about who she is. There are many things in you. There are many shortcomings, but so what? I still care about you. What about you, have you ever put aside our occupations and identities, and simply care about me as if you care about a friend?" Qiu Ning stood Outside the door, he asked word by word, "You resent me for hiding from you, what about you? Have you told me everything about yourself? Just like today, when you closed this door, you never The door in my heart has never been opened to me!"

There was no one answering the door for a long time.

Qiu Ning leaned against the door wearily, and slowly sat down with her back leaning against the door panel.

"Tiantian, I have already left the Ye family, and my mother recognized you as a goddaughter, so now I am not the eldest lady of the Ye family, but you are. There are too many unhappy memories about that manor. I was not free either, so I ran away. I still don't know what I am after, what I want, but I know that if I don't take this step, I will never know the answer. Sometimes I envy you very much, you have been singing wholeheartedly, I believe that one day you will get what you deserve, you have always been a very good girl, there will be many, many people like you."

"Does anyone like me?" The person inside the door asked softly, as if talking to himself.

Xia Tianyu knew that she was not a likable person, she was full of flaws all over her body, except for a cute face and a good voice, she had nothing.The more she understood, the more frightened she became, and the more frightened she became, the more disturbed she became.

Even though she now has everything that was unimaginable in her childhood, she still can't help being afraid.

Now she is at the best age for a girl, she will grow old and be bored by the audience, if one day, she loses popularity, cannot be an anchor, cannot make money, what else can she do?

Family has never been her safe haven, and her hometown is not a hometown she can go back to. She is drifting in a city that does not belong to her, like a piece of duckweed floating in the wind.

She has no way out, nowhere to go.

Because her background is so unbearable to look back on.

"There will be." Qiu Ning told her firmly, "Many people will like you. Tiantian, I like you too."

Xia Tianyu, a mediocre or even superficial girl, has countless shortcomings. She lost at the starting line when she was born, but she has the talent bestowed by God. She broke free from her innate shackles and worked hard to pursue The appearance of the dream gave her an almost holy light in an instant, a kind of dazzling that Qiu Ning would never have, so she was deeply attracted.

She realized belatedly that she was really a lovely girl.

"...Let me think about it." Xia Tianyu's sobbing voice came from inside the door.

"Let's think about it this way. I'll think about it too. I have too many things to do, so I should think about it." Qiu Ning said softly.

Across the door, Xia Tianyu was also sitting by the door, leaning against the door panel.

Inside and outside this thin door panel, they are all thinking quietly.

"I really hate you." After a long time, Xia Tianyu said the words that were still buried in her heart.

"I know, I can feel it." Qiu Ning said, even with a smile on his face.

"But sometimes, you are nice, you have always been nice to me." Xia Tianyu said.

Qiu Ning smiled silently: "I know, you like me very much sometimes."

"I don't like you! I just... I just think you are very good."

"I know, I know it all."

"I'm jealous of you."

"It's okay, I don't care."

"But I never used insidious means to harm you."

"I know, you wouldn't do that, you're a good girl."

Xia Tianyu's eyes were hot, and she choked up and said: "I know this is not good, I shouldn't be jealous, I should be happy for your achievements, but I can't control myself. I can't help but think, why not me What? So many good things, why don’t they happen to me. Everyone likes you, obviously you are neither enthusiastic nor motivated, but everyone likes you.”

"Because I'm lucky." Qiu Ning said.

"You remind me of my brother. I hate him more than I hate you. He is colder, stupid, and unmotivated than you, but everyone likes him. No matter how hard I try, they don't like me either." Xia Tianyu said, her nose ached with grievance, and the tears she had suppressed for a long time finally fell down. She choked up and said, "That year, I almost, almost got married. Married to someone I didn't even know People, because his family is willing to give the most bride price."

"..." Qiu Ning was stunned.

"But why am I willing? I'm... I'm... I'm the most beautiful in our village! Everyone praises me for being a big star! Why should I accept my fate!" Xia Tianyu burst into tears He said loudly, "I'm not willing to die! I must escape, I want to go to the city, and I want to live the life of those Internet celebrities! I want brand-name bags, beautiful clothes, big House, I want everything, I have never had those things! But you have them all, so you will not understand how much I want them, because you have everything."

Yes, I have all these, Qiu Ning asked herself in her heart, but is she happy to have these?

"If I would be satisfied with having these, why would I leave the Ye family?" Qiu Ning asked softly.

"..." Xia Tianyu couldn't answer.

"I don't have a house. That beautiful manor is not mine, but my parents'. After I left home, I didn't even have the right to live. I sent all the famous bags home, and now I carry the ones from Xianxiandian. Bags. As for the clothes... haven't you noticed? My clothes are all cheap these days. I bought them from the wholesale market you took me to. I don’t have any of the clothes you mentioned, but I’m still happier than the well-clothed and well-fed young lady of the Ye family.” Qiu Ning said, with a smile on her face unconsciously. The feeling of shackles made her sincerely happy.

She doesn't have to please anyone anymore, she doesn't have to live as if she is not free for her parents' expectations, she can say "no" to them.

"You are laughing at me again, laughing at my substance." Xia Tianyu said quietly.

"If buying a bag makes you happy, then go for it. As long as your wallet can afford it, you can buy anything that brings you happiness. But don't be fooled by consumerism. Buying is equivalent to happiness, so you will never get real happiness, only endless emptiness and endless desire." Qiu Ning said her feelings earnestly, "Tiantian, you think your greatest happiness is What is it?"

Xia Tianyu thought back blankly, are you happy?

In her unhappy childhood, is there still a trace of bright colors?

Yes, in a deserted mountain, she sits on a rock by the stream and dips her bare feet into the cool spring water.She imagined that she was a little fairy who fell from the sky to the world, singing to the wind, the tree, and herself.That ethereal joy became her courage to fight against the cruel reality.She felt that one day she would go back to heaven.

She will definitely go back to heaven!

"I am the happiest when I sing." Xia Tianyu murmured.

"Then sing it to me," Qiu Ning said.

Xia Tianyu sat behind the door, as if she had returned to the mountains and forests of her childhood.

She sang the song "I'm Like You" in a low voice, the song that made Qiu Ning famous. She sang it secretly in the room many times, and she had already practiced it very well, but she had never been in the live broadcast room. After singing this song, it seemed that once she sang it, it meant that she admitted that she had lost to Qiu Ning.

But today, she suddenly wanted to sing.

She wanted to prove to Qiu Ning that she could sing no worse than her.

She just had a little luck.

"I can't hear you through the door, open the door and sing for me?" Qiu Ning asked.

"No, I don't want to see you now." Xia Tianyu said, she had just cried, and the makeup on her face was already worn out, she didn't want Qiu Ning to see her in such a mess.

"Then sing louder so I can hear you."

Xia Tianyu sang sentence by sentence, her voice still trembled after crying, but it seemed that she had poured all her emotions into her singing, which was gentle and sad.

The girl in the song is so cautious, hiding her humble love, walking on tiptoe in the world.The wind blows through her hair, blows the hem of her gently raised skirt, and blows a girl's quietly sprouting love.In the vast sea of ​​people, no one could see her thoughts. Such pure and gentle love quietly bloomed a pure white flower in the palm of her holding her heart.

Just like the fox in "The Little Prince", it is so, so, so eager to be domesticated.She wanted so, so, so much to be loved.

Qiu Ning, she suddenly couldn't turn a blind eye to the longing of the person behind the door.

She used to be so indifferent, she turned a blind eye to the girl who was crying secretly in a corner on a rainy day, because she was just a stranger.There is no connection between them, they don't need each other.

But now, they are the only ones in the world, the only ones in the universe, because she has longed to tame this girl.

"How is it?" After singing, Xia Tianyu timidly asked Qiu Ning outside the door.

No one answered the door.

Xia Tianyu knocked on the door lightly, and asked again: "How is my singing?"

She is cautious, eager to be affirmed by the person she is chasing.

Qiu Ning still didn't answer.

Tears welled up all of a sudden, and she thought aggrievedly, is she really that bad?Qiu Ning didn't even want to give her a response?

"You sing very well." A familiar voice suddenly came from outside the window.

Xia Tianyu suddenly looked out the window.

The eldest lady, who is always elegant and ladylike, suddenly crazily rolled up her long hair, abandoned her self-cultivation, and came out of her window like a Romeo who was desperate for love—outside the window on the third floor, accidentally kicked would fall out of the window on the floor and break her leg.

She opened the window calmly, jumped in from the outside, didn't bother to dust off the dust on her body, and gave Xia Tianyu who was still sitting on the ground a hug: "Tiantian, you sing really well, I love you!" like."

Xia Tianyu, stunned by a sudden hug, sat on the spot stupidly.

"What kind of window are you climbing? You're doomed if you fall! I won't care if you break your leg!" Xia Tianyu cursed in a crying voice.

"You didn't open the door for me, so I had to climb the window." Qiu Ning said innocently.

"You bastard! I hate you so much!" Xia Tianyu thumped her on the back, and after two thumps she felt wronged again. Tears flowed down and wet Qiu Ning's shoulders.

Qiu Ning hugged her, stroked her hair with one hand, and whispered: "Are you still angry with me?"

"I'm going to die of anger!"

"Oh, don't be angry, don't be angry, Tiantian is the best, you are going to be a big star in the future, how can you be petty?"

"How can I be a big star!"

"I said yes, it's fine. Tiantian sings so well, she will definitely become popular in the future."

"What if it's not red?"

"If you're not popular, I'll support you."

"Bah, shameless, you're already out of the house, how can you support me? I'm very good at spending money."

Qiuning smiled silently: "Then I have to work hard to support Tiantian."

Xia Tianyu leaned on her shoulder, and slowly, the churning emotion in her heart finally calmed down.

When they first met, she saw her wiping tears in the corner, but she just passed by in a hurry under an umbrella, ignoring her sadness.

But now, the figure she had been chasing all along suddenly turned around and gave her a hug.

She knows everything, her jealousy, her low self-esteem, and her unwillingness.

She told her she sang really well.

At this moment, she was suddenly domesticated.

Longing to be affirmed, and finally being affirmed, Xia Tianyu burst into tears and burst into tears.

With tears in her eyes, she said the words buried still: "Thank you... I'm sorry."

Thank you, thank you for tolerating my narrow-mindedness and self-willedness.I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I have always failed your tolerance and kindness.

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"Reconciled?" Li Yixiao asked in surprise.

"Well, we're reconciled." Qiu Ning nodded, looking in a good mood.

"Where's Tiantian?" Li Yixiao asked again.

"I'm tired from crying and fell asleep." Qiu Ning said with a slight smile.

"She didn't hit you, did she?" Han Mai asked worriedly.

"No, how could it be? She even sang to me." Qiu Ning said with a smile.

They won't know how cute a domesticated fox is.

That's amazing. The three people in the living room all looked at Qiu Ning with admiration. She can coax people when she is so angry. How good is she at coaxing people?Especially Li Yixiao, he deeply remembered the last time Qiu Ning ran away Xia Tianyu with a few words, what happened this time?Suddenly opened up Ren Du's second channel?

"Why are you so nice to Tiantian?" Han Mai couldn't help asking.

In this relationship, the unreasonable and temper tantrum is Xia Tianyu.And Qiu Ning, Bai Fumei, has always coaxed Xia Tianyu, which is unbelievable.

Qiu Ning smiled lightly, and asked meaningfully, "Have you ever raised a cat?"

Han Mai shook his head blankly.

"No cat is naturally tame, so you have to tame it with love." After Qiu Ning finished speaking, she smiled at several people and turned to leave.

Han Mai and Jin Feng looked at each other.Li Yixiao's heart skipped a beat, thinking of Qiu Ning going out to feed the stray cats in the middle of the night.Although she says she doesn't like feral animals, judging from her behavior of feeding wild cats, this is a typical dislike and integrity.

Li Yixiao looked at Qiuning's back and suddenly understood something.

"So she thinks Tiantian looks like a cat?" Han Mai asked Jin Feng.

Jin Feng desperately shook his head, expressing that he didn't know.

Woman... I really don't understand.