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The second young master is not well, the plane that the young lady was flying on suddenly exploded, the young lady...she was blown to pieces on the spot, and even young master Cha Mulan was affected and is now being rescued in the hospital! "The old butler who has served Chamu's family for many years, rushed into Chamuying's villa in a hurry, his brows were tightly knit, and his old face was almost wrinkled into a chrysanthemum. Courtesy.

"The old man heard the news, and he is still in the hospital now. Madam told the second young master to stop being angry and go back quickly. The Chamu Family Chamu Group needs you very much now, the second young master!"

"Ah?" Cha Muying was eating lunch at this time, with a piece of steak in her mouth, with a look of disdain on her face: "It's none of my business if she died, and she doesn't stay at school and take some kind of plane now, you old man Guys, don't entertain me, just go away, don't hinder me from eating."

"It's true, Missy received the admission notice from ** Music University and got on the plane this morning, but I didn't expect..." The old housekeeper's voice was a little choked up, and his eyes were slightly wet: "Didn't Missy ask the maid to give you this morning?" Did you send a letter?"

"Ah? It seems to be the case?" Chaki Ying thought for a while and thought that there was indeed a maid who handed him the letter this morning, but as soon as he heard that Chaki Sakura gave it to him, he changed hands and gave the letter to him. Throw it into the trash can, and scold the maid by the way.

"So Chaki Sakura is really dead? Old guy, are you kidding me?" Chamuying was stunned for a while, unable to react, and then she had a look of disbelief, and she even had an argument with him a while ago. Chaki Sakura is dead?

Such a fresh tea tree cherry, if it is gone, it will be gone, and it will still be blown to pieces, leaving no bones left?How can this be!

The old butler at the side was silent, but his expression was full of sadness.

"You told me you lied to me, right? Chamuying is still alive, she's not dead, she's not dead, right?" Chamuying put down the plate and staggered to the old housekeeper, even the words in her mouth You don't know when the steak is gone.

Chamu Ying grabbed the old butler's collar and growled as if confirming, "What's wrong with Chagi Sakura? She's not dead, she's not dead, right? You're lying, are you kidding me? "

The old butler lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Chaki Sakura's angry and unbelievable eyes, and it took him a long time to utter such a sentence: "My condolences to the second young master, Mrs. Chaki Family and Chaki Group and everyone need you very much right now. !"

"Need me?" A sneer flashed across Cha Mu Ying's face, "You only think of me when you need me!"

Cha Muying let go of the old butler's collar, and the latter secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

"Go back and tell them that I am in a bad mood now. Since Chaki Sakura is dead, there is no need for me to go back. Get the hell out of here, or I want you to look good!"

"But..." The old butler wanted to say something, but he was staring at Cha Mu Ying's eyes so hard that he was sweating. Such fierce and seductive eyes seemed like a wolf who chose to eat someone, not a 16-year-old young man.

The old housekeeper touched the cold sweat on his forehead, he could only sigh softly, and retreated helplessly.

After the old housekeeper left, the place regained its tranquility, but it seemed empty and lonely.

"Is he really dead?" Cha Muying fell to the ground in a slump, not having the courage to frighten the old housekeeper.

"Shouldn't I be very happy? After all these years I've been wanting him to die, and I've been thinking that if there is no one like him in this world, then I am unique. If he is not so obtrusive, my father will not Ignore me."

Cha Muying scratched her hair in pain and lowered her head.Even his voice became hoarse: "But... But why do I feel so uncomfortable in my heart now, as if my whole heart has been hollowed out alive?"

Chaki Ying's dark brown eyes were a little confused, and scenes of being with Chaki Sakura when she was a child flashed through her mind.

At that time, he always followed behind him, no matter how bullied Cha Mu Ying was, he just smiled at him sweetly, as if he didn't care at all.

Cha Muying hated him very much, especially when she saw those eyes that were similar to him but full of innocence, she was obviously just a monster, why could she have such eyes?

Shouldn't he be living in darkness and struggling forever?Why can people be better than him and more eye-catching than him, so that people can't help but feel ashamed when they see it?

Cha Muying really couldn't understand him like that, so she couldn't help but want to bully him, and wanted to see him fall into hell.

Later, he did indeed do it. The death of his father made him resent everyone. His innocent eyes were stained with darkness. A person who was once so innocent and almost stupid became unscrupulous, and his face also wore a layer of The mask of hypocrisy.

But Chamuying still seemed unhappy, even if he didn't understand why?

Obviously the result is what he wants, isn't it?Later, Teaki Sakura really launched his revenge, and even took away everything that should belong to him.

But he should be grateful to him, if it wasn't for Chaki Sakura, maybe he wouldn't have had the chance to escape from that home and escape from those shackles.

So even though Chaki Sakura kept torturing him with excuses, at most he only mocked a few words, but did not resist.

After all, he owed it to him, even though Cha Muying wanted to deny it.

Everything in the past came flooding in, but all the guilt, inferiority, pain, fear, and reluctance to admit had no meaning, no meaning at all.

Cha Muying suddenly wanted to cry, but couldn't squeeze any tears out.

Maybe he also wanted to get close to Sakura, but his self-esteem didn't allow it. When he saw that face that was exactly like his own, he felt a little weird in his heart, but there were some things that even he couldn't control.

So I can only try my best to convince myself that I hate him and hate him, and that he should not stand with me.

But is this really the case?

Love can sometimes deceive a person, and so does hatred. The more Chamuying is a negative thing, the more it proves that he is actually afraid that he will fall in love with Sakura one day, so he tries his best to cover it up with hatred.

Everything of so many years was suddenly overturned, and what I didn't understand before, what I never thought about and what I didn't dare to think about suddenly became clear in an instant.

"It turns out that I didn't hate her, but I was afraid that I would like her? But all of this is useless, useless..." Cha Muying curled up, tears dripping down.

After a while, I suddenly thought of something, stood up from the ground suddenly, stumbled and ran to the trash can, and rummaged directly regardless of the dirt.

"Sakura's letter, Sakura's letter is so good, I finally found it, I found it..." Cha Muying held the crumpled and slightly dirty letter, smiling with tears.

"If I could recognize my own mind earlier, wouldn't Sakura... Sakura wouldn't have died? Wouldn't the pain of these years not be pain anymore?"

It's a pity that there is no point in regretting any more. There is no store in this world that sells regret medicine.

Opening the crumpled light blue envelope, the familiar and beautiful fonts came into Ying's eyes.

The content of the letter was not long, but Cha Muying read it for half an hour.

The first sentence written at the beginning is: Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Of course, I also know that you don't want to see me, but you are still my brother. This has been doomed since we were born and cannot be changed.

I hate you for leaving me behind four years ago, if it weren't for you, you wouldn't have, what happened later.

The death of my father, my little uncle being forced to go abroad, and the cynicism and ridicule that you and your servants had at me during that time, I don't know how I survived that time.

They say I'm a monster, unknown, and you think so in your heart, I can bear everything you do to me, but I didn't expect you to be so cruel. In fact, I really hope that I die that day, which is also true. The ending you want!

But these years I have also revenged back, I resent everyone but I am not happy.

While torturing you, I'm torturing myself too.

forget it!I am tired.

If you don't want to see me, I won't appear in front of you again.

In fact, sometimes I think that what you feel in your heart is not hatred, but discomfort. I don't know how I offended you, making you hate me so much, and wish I could die.

Maybe it's because I'm a monster, I'm different from ordinary people, which makes you feel like I'm an insult to you in this world.

You may not need a shameful monster who doesn't know whether you should be called sister or brother, but I still stubbornly want you as a brother, and I haven't changed this from beginning to end.

Letting go of others is tantamount to letting go of yourself. Now that I have let go, you should also let go.

I'm going to continue to pursue my dream. I remember when I was a child, I promised you that if one day I become a world-famous pianist, then I must write a song for you.

Now I'm going to keep my promise, I hope you will like it when the time comes.

----To my dear brother.

Unfortunately, he didn't know that his promise would never be fulfilled.

"Sakura, you idiot, you idiot..." Tears dripped down like a broken thread, leaving a large stain on the letter paper, "How can there be someone as stupid as you in this world?"

yes!How could there be someone as stupid as Chaki Sakura in this world?

It's a pity that no matter how much Chamuying cried, Chamuying couldn't hear her, and she couldn't come back again.

The author has something to say:

Sakura can have surgery, but even if some things are done, they can't be changed. Cha Muying's hatred for him will not change, and she feels that her father's death was indirectly caused by her, so she has been torturing herself.

In the chapter of the angel's mission, she asked Lan Yangyang that if you were the person the little angel liked, you would let him choose whether he was a man or a woman, but Lan Yangyang said he didn't know.

So this is also part of the reason why she will go abroad. She wants to make herself better and face him with a brand new self. Maybe they will still be possible, but they will die before they start.

Then Chaki Sakura has a short lifespan due to lack of soul, and Lan Mo and Carlo had already committed a foul when they fell in love, and Carlo committed another foul in order to prevent her from reincarnating. good death.

She is intersex in this life, even if she has undergone an operation, what should come will still come.

And didn't that man also say that she would have died if Carlo hadn't shot her four years ago?

So this is established and cannot be changed.

Unless Carlo no longer likes Lan Mo, or there are other variables.