Lord of the Coffin Feeds the Dragon

Su Yizhen was really sad: "Cang Yan, you are born with a racial advantage, have you ever thought how difficult life will be for a low-level person like me? I can't compare to you in anything, not just ordinary people, The gap is too big. You are in the sky and I am on the ground, why do you have to lie to me? Is it interesting for you to lie to me? Cang Yan, I..."

To be honest, he hates it very much now, probably just hate.He hates Fenghe for being ruthless, hates Cangzheng for playing him like an idiot, hates himself for being muddled and wishful thinking, this is the first time in his two lives that he has genuine affection for someone.But he couldn't say it out, if he said "I hate you" to Cang Yan, it would seem that he was too contrived and hypocritical.

After all, apart from the fact that this matter is not authentic, it is easy to get along with Cang Yan when he is objectively evaluated.

Cang Yan stood beside him quietly, and said, "Or do it again, this time I'm not so tough."

Su Yizhen asked sullenly, "What?"

Cang Yan: "Let's fight again."

"Are you humiliating me?" Su Yizhen couldn't get angry, but he wanted to get angry but held back, "Forget it, it's useless to hit me again, can I be happy if you let me, no."

Cang Yan: "I won't let you, I cheated just now and used the immobilization technique, so you can't move."

Su Yizhen raised his head in a daze, and asked with red eyes: "Is what you said true? You cheated?"

Cang Yan: "Well, I cheated."

Su Yi stood up abruptly: "How dare you cheat when you fight with me when you're two meters fast? Why are you so thick-skinned!"

Cang Yan: "So, let's fight again."

"You said it!" Su Yizhen pounced on him like a hedgehog with fried hair, twisted his hand and snapped his left arm behind his back, then quickly wrapped it around the elbow of his right arm, two The arms are clasped tightly.

Cang Yan finally resisted, and the moment he exerted force on his arm was an overwhelming advantage, Su Yizhen realized that he couldn't hold him at all, so he immediately raised his knees to his back, and with the momentum of holding his arms, he propped his shoulders forward fiercely He used a trick of "Mount Tai pressed the top", trying to press him head-on to the ground so that he could not get up.But he obviously overestimated his own weight and potential energy, not to mention Mount Tai, even a dragon can withstand the sky falling.

Cang Jia raised his elbow forward, pulling him down easily, and Su Yizhen's chest became close to Cang Jia's back, which looked like Cang Jia was carrying him.

Su Yizhen slid down, raised his leg and pounded against his waist, Cang Yan endured this for a long time, without making a sound.Su Yizhen's leg was bounced back by the muscles on his waist, and when he raised his leg again, he clamped his knee.Cang Yan grabbed the clothes of the accommodation Yizhen with his backhand and flung them forward. Su Yizhen grabbed Cang Zheng's lapel and did not let go. As a result, both of them fell to the ground.

Cang Yan pressed Su Yizhen, supported his face with one hand, and clamped his knee with the other, naturally squeezed his body between his legs.Looking at Su Yizhen again, he has torn Cang Yan's skirts open with both hands, exposing his strong chest in front of his eyes, this scene is not serious no matter how you look at it.

Depend on!Su Yizhen cursed secretly, pushed Cangzhen away, and it bounced like a salted fish turning over, and then grabbed Cangzheng's arm, with the shoulder bone pressed against his armpit, wanting to fall sideways.This move of his is different from the ordinary side fall, Cang Yan is huge after all, there is no way to go around his shoulders and grab his back clothes, he can only use his shoulders to carry the force, even if he fails to fall successfully, he can loosen him shoulder joint.

Unexpectedly, Cang Yan did not dislocate his shoulder joint, but was dropped to the ground smoothly by him, and now he changed into the posture of Cang Yan lying on Su Yizhen half kneeling beside him.Cang Yan suddenly raised his hand, but just when Su Yizhen was about to accept the move, his hand landed lightly on an unexpected place.

Su Yizhen exploded in an instant - Cang Yan's hand was placed on his thigh, with an ambiguous temperature.

"Cang Yan! What are you doing?!" Su Yizhen yelled angrily, twisted his hand and made a cross, and asked with a manic smile, "Does it hurt, does it hurt?!"

Cang Yan: "It hurts."

Su Yizhen changed his posture again, and sat on Cang Yan's shoulders with his buttocks pressed, and clasped his wrists to form an arm anti-joint lock.He asked fiercely again: "Does it hurt?!"

Cang Yan: "It hurts."

Cang Yan said it hurt, but he didn't fight back. If you look carefully, you can see that his expression is a little strange.There was a little bit of comfort, mixed with a little bit of happiness, and Su Yizhen even saw the narrowness in his slightly narrowed eyes.

Depend on!Lean, lean, lean!If you attack desperately here, he will treat you like a horse and kill a chicken!Su Yizhen let go of his hand like a kick, and sat on the ground again, sulking.

Cang Yan also sat up: "Why don't you fight anymore?"

Su Yizhen: "It's boring."

Cang Yan paused and said, "It really hurts."

Su Yizhen: "..."

He even came to comfort me!

This feeling is like when you copy the answers to your deskmate with confidence during the exam, but when the test paper is handed out, the other person’s score is twice as high as yours, and the person apologizes and says, “I’m sorry, I didn’t do it on purpose. Better than you, it's all accidental!"

Fuck your uncle's accident!

Su Yizhen said: "Cang Yan, I don't want to see you now, you go."

Cang Yan lowered his eyelashes slightly, wanted to speak again but didn't know what to say, he was silent for a while, then turned around sadly and left, looking a little bleak from his back.

Su Yizhen got drunk that night, instead of going to the Futu Pagoda, he dug out of the Canggu Palace and went to the ramp that once carried the weight of him and the coffin, that's where he first met the fox .

Afraid that he would be stupid, Du Ruo followed him out, and saw him walking silently all the way carrying the wine jar, but refused to say a word.Du Ruo was in a hurry, so he stopped him and asked, "Boss, what's wrong with you? Don't keep things in your heart, you can tell me so that I can give you advice."

Su Yizhen waved at him, shook off and continued walking, and stumbled to the river, where he first caught fish for the fox.

Du Ruo saw that he was looking at the river in front of him and didn't stop, so frightened, he jumped up and hugged his lower back, swung back and fell over his shoulder.He roared: "As for what?! What kind of temper is your big brother? What is worth your life? What should you do if you are so frustrated? Fortunately, he didn't ask him to come out today. What if he sees you like this Think? Let the donkey kick your brains, you are really worthless, and you will lose face to grandma's house!"

Su Yizhen murmured: "It hurts..."

Du Ruo: "What are you talking about?!"

Su Yizhen: "It hurts! You hurt me so much! Why did you throw me?!"

Du Ruo: "You're going to commit suicide, what's the big deal if I throw you? Why are you yelling?!"

Su Yizhen: "It's you who are yelling!"

Du Ruo: "You're roaring too!"

"..." Su Yizhen cursed secretly, fuck it!

He got up and continued walking, changing direction and walking towards the gate of Canggu Palace. It was the first time he slept with the fox. They slept together in a narrow and cold coffin, but the temperature of the fox kept comforting them. Look at him, so that his lonely heart that came from afar will not be so disturbed in sleep.

He kicked open the gate of Canggu Palace with a "bang", and retraced the path he had walked with the fox.He kicked open the door of the guest room again, petting the places where the fox had jumped.

The bed, the table case, Su Yizhen's shoulder.

It turned out that the fox hadn't jumped to many places in total.Su Yizhen thought bitterly.

He didn't know where to go when he left the guest room, and he didn't often follow the fox when he went out. He just waited for the heartless fox to come back by himself.Let's go to the kitchen. He leaned on the wall and walked towards the kitchen. After all, the only thing that can make the fox miss him is his delicious food.

Du Ruo followed behind without saying a word. He could tell that Su Yizhen was really sad this time, and he couldn't comfort others.

Su Yizhen pushed open the kitchen door, and there was no trace of any sauce on the table where he peeled the shrimp for the fox. Even if there was, it would only be cold and fishy.This kitchen used to be the secret base of him and the fox, but now it only leaves him with memories of lovesickness, so it is better to leave as soon as possible.

Su Yizhen turned around and left, pouring the last half of the jar of wine into his stomach.

He threw the wine jar on the wall, it was the disciple's residence next to the "Bixi Lake", and it was the place where He Zhi and the others found him and the fox fishing shrimp late at night.In a trance, he climbed up the courtyard wall of the disciples' residence, and then climbed up the roof from the wall. He clenched his fists and smashed hard, smashing a big hole in the round tile roof, and he himself fell in through the hole.

Du Ruo grabbed his robe at a critical moment, but the robe couldn't bear the weight of Yizhen, and the owner of the robe fell to the ground after it was torn apart with a "chi la".Du Ruo jumped into the house and pulled him up and started to cry loudly, crying and shouting: "Can you stop doing this, you will cause trouble if you make such a fuss! Can you leave here if you are not happy? Where did we come from?" Go, let's go back to the mountain residence with Changyan, the days of growing vegetables, carrying water and chopping firewood were not bad, can we stop making trouble?!"

"Carrying water, chopping firewood, growing vegetables..." Su Yizhen said sadly, "It's good, but there's no Fenghe there."

Du Ruo was so angry that he punched him violently in the face: "Be sober! What's so good about that Feng He that it deserves to be so desperate? He doesn't belong to you, he wasn't yours from the very beginning, you Why don't you understand!"

Su Yizhen suddenly became quiet.

He sat on the ground and thought painfully, who exactly does Feng He belong to?Could it be that he belongs to that old goblin Cang Yan?

He inserted his fingers into his hair, buried his face in the darkness, and murmured: "You don't understand, you don't understand, I have never loved anyone, and I have never been loved by others... the wind He is kind to me, he doesn't like to talk about it, but after he becomes a fox, he will express all the kindness to me, others don't understand, but I understand, only I understand his kindness."

Du Ruo cried even more fiercely, shaking him and howling: "Boss, I don't know what love is. I only know that he rejected you. What's the use of working hard on your own? Can you stop talking?" Crazy, can you stop making trouble? Let's go, let's go with Changyan and me!"

go?

Su Yizhen chewed the word until he swallowed the juice and chewed it into slag, and only belatedly tasted the pain in it.

Well, let's go.

Go to the ends of the earth, leave Fenghe's world as before, and learn to forget.

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