Can the door to the new world be closed?

This feeling is so fucking uncomfortable, Shao Zidi almost crushed the phone, and shouted at the people over there uncontrollably.

"What about me? Where the hell have you forgotten me? You didn't say anything, you just got a new girlfriend?!"

Still, girlfriend...

Qin Ke comforted Shao Zidi to be calm, but the words that followed were so cruel, "Zidi, I thought I was too naive and irrational...I'm sorry."

Shao Zidi's mind went blank, childish?Irrational?

sorry?

"Qin Ke, what exactly do you want to say?"

It made it seem like he was forcing him to be naive and irrational.

"Zidi, in fact, I only have feelings for you as a friend, no... I still like women, not like you..." It's gay.

"So, you lied to me..." Shao Zidi's voice suddenly dropped again, as if it was coming from far away.

Qin Ke didn't know if he was suffering or not, anyway, Shao Zidi couldn't tell.

He remembers what he said.

He said.

"Zidi, I just didn't want to lose you as a friend."

"It's quite comfortable after being with you, but it seems that there is something missing."

"During this period of time, I figured it out. In fact, I have never liked men. What I have always liked are women."

"Sorry……"

"Zidi, why don't you speak?"

"Zidi, talk to me..."

"Hello, Zidi?"

……

Shao Zidi held the phone, but he didn't speak, because his whole body seemed to be frozen, and his lips were stuck together, so he couldn't open his mouth.

But when he moved his lips and seemed to be able to separate them, he found that his voice seemed to be hoarse and he couldn't make a sound.

He is like a dumb, painful, difficult, unable to speak, and can only let tears flow all over his face.

Wet all his clothes.

"Hello, Zidi?"

Qin Ke yelled again, and then a gentle and charming female voice came from the other end, "Honey? Who are you calling?"

Shao Zidi heard Qin Ke say.

"Oh, no one, my friend."

Qin Ke returned to the other party, and said to the phone again: "Zidi, let's meet and talk again when we get to school, you... are fine."

"Beep, beep, beep..."

The phone hangs up.

Shao Zidi stood holding the phone for a long time again, until the sunset slowly disappeared behind the mountain, until the ink blue splashed on the whole sky.

He just moved.

The next second, he suddenly squatted down, raised his head and cried loudly.

Crying so much that the neighbor's dog was frightened and barked again and again.

The love ended so unexpectedly.

It’s also fucking like he’s in love alone, and he’s being passionate about it alone. In the end, the other party not only doesn’t love you, but also doesn’t like your gender at all, and kicks you back into the ranks of friends.

Well...he's not getting better at all, not getting better!

Shao Zidi cried a bit miserably, which disturbed Shao's father and Shao's mother. The two had never seen their son who had always been sensible and obedient cry like this. The child was wronged since he was a child, and he hid under the covers and cried secretly.

If it weren't for the two of them seeing him kicking the quilt a few times at night, they accidentally saw it, and they wouldn't have discovered it at all.

Children from poor families are sensible early on, and Shao Zidi is especially sensible.

Shao's father and Shao's mother were afraid that something important would happen to Shao Zidi, so they even comforted him and asked what was the matter, but how dare Shao Zidi say it, he just wiped his tears with one hand, and laughed: "It's okay, I just watched a very touching one. The small video, I couldn't control my emotions for a while."

The parents didn't understand their children's thoughts, they knew that the other party didn't want them to worry, and they couldn't ask too much, so they just nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

Mother Shao hugged Shao Zidi and said with a smile: "Zidi, let's fry bacon and garlic sprouts tonight, and cut some leeks from the yard to make leek omelette!"

Shao Zidi loves leek omelette made by Shao's mother the most, but Shao's father dislikes the taste of eating it, so he doesn't like it very much, and there are few homemade ones.

Before Shao Zidi could speak, Shao's father said: "Leek and egg pancakes are good! Drink! By the way, Zidi, you know how to drink. Let's have a drink with your dad and me today!"

Shao's mother glared at Shao's father, but said, "I'll bring you the sorghum wine brewed the year before last."

Shao's father's eyes lit up, and he pretended to say: "The alcohol content is quite high, daughter-in-law..."

"Drink! Tonight you and Zidi count as drunk!"

Shao Zidi kept smiling and looking at his parents throughout the process, his eyes washed by tears were particularly bright, and what could not be hidden was his love for his parents.

However, Shao Zidi still didn't drink much that night, he was afraid that if he drank too much, he would talk nonsense after getting emotional.

Now that this matter is over, he doesn't want his parents to worry anymore.

Shao Zidi and Shao's mother supported the drunk Shao's father to lie on the bed, and then asked Shao's mother to stay and take care of Shao's father, and he went to clean up the mess.

Mother Shao called to stop Shao Zidi, "Boy, if you're really sad, just tell mom."

Shao Zidi was slightly stunned, and stepped forward to hug Shao's mother, who was getting shorter and shorter compared to him as he was growing up, with white hair already on her head.

But the other party is not like the women in the city who can dye their hair.

Only occasionally let Shao's father help him pull it out, but every time he pulls it out, he repeats that one hair will grow ten, and then counting the white hairs in his hand, he sighs and says, "There will be hundreds of hairs growing here!"

Raise yourself, love your parents.

Shao Zidi put his head on Shao's mother's shoulder and said, "It's okay, Mom, don't worry, I'm really fine."

Mother Shao hugged Shao Zidi and patted him on the back, "Well, it's fine, my child must be fine."

"En." Shao Zidi choked up and nodded.

But at the beginning of school, to be honest, Shao Zidi found it difficult to face Qin Ke.

The emotions are very complicated, there is hatred for him, and there is also a little bit, whether I did something wrong, it seems that I forced the other party by myself.

Be a stranger if you are not a lover.

Only then will the other party make a wrong choice.

And when I got along with him, I went too far, hinting that it's okay for men and men to love each other, it's normal.

Naturally, this is only a small portion.

It's more about the betrayal of Qin Ke, the anger and pain.

Even if the other party really doesn't like men, it doesn't mean that he can just say nothing and just love him.

make him sick.

So he refused to communicate with Qin Ke, he didn't have a good chat, and he didn't need to have a good chat.

Betrayal, he will never forgive.

Now they are not only strangers who cannot be lovers, but also enemies.

Qin Ke kept her breath in a low voice for a while, but seeing that Shao Zidi really seemed unwilling to forgive herself, and she also felt that her hot face had been stuck to her cold ass for too long, so she stopped looking for him.

Time can wash away everything.

Afterwards, Shao's father broke both of his legs while working part-time. Under Shao Zidi's "threat", the contractor only paid for the medical expenses and gave nothing.

But Shao's father has since become disabled. He can't even get out of bed and can't take care of himself.