Two trees make a forest

Aunt Liu chased after her and asked anxiously, "Duoduo, why did I hear the sound of driving?"

"No, Aunt Liu, you heard it wrong. Mu Xizi just received a call from her classmate, saying that she was downstairs and picked her up to go out to play, saying that it was finally a holiday." My right hand tightly squeezed the painful pain. Right foot, trying to be as credible as possible.Aunt Liu didn't ask any more questions, and went back to the house.I looked at the dark night for a long time, and felt that the night was so cold.Could it be that I was wrong about Mu Xizi?I pinched my painful leg again, feeling extremely disappointed.

Standing on tiptoe, I slowly went back to the second floor, wanting to call Mu Xizi to explain, but found her mobile phone in the bedside table, and I limp on the bed like a deflated ball.Thinking of the sound of Mu Xizi's car leaving with a crash, I could see her slightly drunk face again in my mind.I stood up suddenly, my mind kept flashing various car accident scenes, and I didn't want to see Mu Xizi's car accident news in the newspaper tomorrow.My heart was beating very fast, and cold sweat began to ooze out.I endured the pain and wandered around the room, comforting my mouth non-stop: "It's okay, it's okay, that little bit of alcohol can't get her drunk." But I know, besides alcohol, there are other things. . .

After walking back and forth more than a dozen times, I sat on the edge of the bed again, clutching the quilt tightly with my fingers, my heart was like hot oil, which made me extremely uncomfortable, but I didn't know how to contact her.I stared at my phone, hoping that someone would call and tell me she was hurt, and hope that the call would never be remembered.I held my head anxiously, and there was a rumble in my ears, the sound of returning Mu Xizi's car away from me.I was really afraid, afraid that Mu Xizi would just leave me and never come back.Then I didn't lose my wife and lose my army, or I lost everything.Thinking of this, I was so anxious that I brushed the glass on the bedside table on the ground, it immediately made a crisp sound of shattering, and the remaining milk flowed out from the glass residue, which made me sick to my stomach.

In the dead of night, I walked to the stairs lightly, and only dared to walk downstairs slowly when I saw that there was no light on the first floor of the living room.But he didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of alarming Aunt Liu, and she would ask one, two, three.Because now I feel like I have fifteen rabbits in my arms, up and down.I really don't have the energy to cover up the fact that Mu Xizi is no longer there, and I am even more afraid that my scandal will be leaked.

I tried my best to walk to the gate as silently as possible, but Xueqiu had already quietly walked to my feet, rubbed against me, and even glanced at me.I lowered my head in shock, and found that Xueqiu's lacquered eyes were looking at me, as if saying: Duoduo, I also want to find Mu Xizi.

Click, the door opened, and I picked up the snowball and walked out gently to close the door. The night wind, the night wind in winter in Beijing, made me feel cold all over my body, and the snowball in my arms squeezed into my arms from the cold.I hugged it, limped, and walked outside step by step, in the direction where Mu Xizi disappeared, hoping to see her car somewhere, find her person, and tell her: You are just drunk, go home Just get some sleep and I won't bother you.As long as Mu Xizi is willing to go home with me, I will definitely not play tricks again and scare her away with that little fantasy.

Fortunately, the roads in the community were cleaned very clean, but it was very cold.When Night Breeze hit his face, it hurt like a knife was hanging on his face.I read Mu Xizi's name in my heart, thinking about how to apologize when I saw her, and I felt a little sleepy with the snowball in my arms.But apart from the dim street lights on both sides of the street, the lights of every house have gone out.It was bumpy all the way, but I didn't see Mu Xizi's car.Walking from the villa all the way to the gate of the community, the big iron gate was locked tightly. I stood disappointed at the gate, and the waves of disappointment in my heart beat higher and higher.I really regret, regret my self-righteousness, regret my arbitrariness, and regret my wrong estimation.I felt that my body was frozen in the cold wind one by one, and only the snowball in my arms was still warm.

I dragged my injured right foot to the guard's room, knocked lightly on the window, the gatekeeper opened the window, and a wave of heat escaped from it.As soon as I opened my mouth, Bai Qi came out: "Brother, I want to ask, did you see a white Maserati driving out of here just now? Around eight or nine o'clock in the evening."

The gatekeeper thought for a while: "There are a lot of cars coming in and out here, all of which are luxury cars. I can't remember the specifics." He estimated again, and added: "A white Maserati, there was a car from here just now. Get out."

"Just now?" I moved closer to the window excitedly, as if a door of hope was opening to me.

The gatekeeper nodded: "The show started at 10:30 just now, and I saw a white Maserati driving out. I don't know if it's the one you mentioned."

I seemed to have found a ray of fire in the cold winter, and after thanking the gatekeeper, I hurried outside, guessing in my heart: just now, just now, Mu Xizi's car drove out from here, as long as I hurry up, Hurry up, and you will be able to catch up.I was so happy that I completely forgot that Mu Xizi left the villa at around nine o'clock, and it didn't take more than an hour to drive from the villa to the gate, and Mu Xizi drove a sports car with four wheels. I have two legs and a broken leg, why? catch up.But I didn't care at all, I only had one thought in my mind, that is to catch up with Mu Xizi, I will definitely catch up with her and bring her back.Because I was afraid, afraid that Mu Xizi would not come back from now on, or would not want to see me.If that is the case, I will feel that the heart that I have built with great difficulty will collapse again, but this time, I may not have the courage to build it.Because this time, Xinfang Li was not allowed to live in Mu Xizi. . .

I hugged the snowball and walked quickly on the sidewalk, not caring about the injury in my leg, or having forgotten about it, maybe it was numb, so I couldn't feel the pain.I just feel that if I have a direction to chase, I will have hope in my heart, and I will be very energetic in chasing.

The street lights here are much brighter than those in the villa, and there are more vehicles on the road, but none of them have the one I am looking for.The sound of the wind from the car next to my ear, and the hissing that I occasionally think of, all make my heart feel uncomfortable.The excitement when leaving the community slowly turned into anxiety.It feels like the door of hope that has just opened a crack is slowly closing mercilessly again.I wish I couldn't run, but my right foot is weak, so I can only walk quickly.

The endless road has always been covered with faint lights. It seems that I will never reach the end, and I feel restless in my heart, wishing to cross this road that leads to hope or despair in one step.But I had to keep going, because at least it still gave me a false expectation.Give me the opportunity to explain misunderstandings, make amends, and mend relationships.The moment I lost Mu Xizi, I decided that it doesn't matter who Mu Xizi is with in the future, I just want to stand by her side and have a place.Today's mistake made me deeply understand that I can't ask for too much, otherwise, I will have nothing.

At this moment, I only want to stop losing Mu Xizi's figure in my eyes. For the rest, I will abide by my duty and be a good friend. I will never dare to think badly again, hurt Mu Xizi, and even ruin him Own.

For some reason, tears welled up in my eyes, filled with my endless regret for Mu Xizi.I hope God will be merciful and give me a chance to start again. I will never act recklessly like this again. I will be content, stand in my proper position, and do what I should do.

I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong. . .Recognizing my sins, I began to give up my longing for the gate of hope, and my hurried steps began to slow down, step by step, dragging my weak right leg to walk on the sidewalk with no end in sight.Tears slid down his cheeks, gathered under his chin, and dripped down on Snowball's body.Snowball meowed a few times, not sure if it was comforting me or urging me.

The night in Beijing is very dark, and the wind in Beijing is very cool. I in Beijing have lost the Muxizi in Beijing, and I may never find it again.I stopped helplessly, tears began to roll down unscrupulously, and the sound of crying swayed in the silent air.I thought: I really lost Mu Xizi.

I raised my head and cried loudly towards the sky without a single star, as if I was apologizing to the sky, and to Mu Xizi who had disappeared from my life.My heart began to tear, after being cut a long and deep cut by the knife in my heart, it was torn apart alive, the pain at this moment was more unbearable than when I knew Mu Xizi was engaged.I howled to the sky, to vent my stupidity and recklessness.

Back then, I vowed to pull Mu Xizi into the abyss together, but now I fall into the abyss alone.On the steep cliff of the abyss, countless red eyes stared at me, watching how I made a fool of myself, how I blamed myself, how I regretted.The endless laughter echoed in the abyss, laughing at me, sympathizing with me, and insulting me.There is no end to the abyss, and I have been falling to the deepest point, until I am smashed to pieces, until I am reduced to ashes.The beauty of the past was like butterflies waving silver wings, flying out of the bloody hole in my heart, one, two, three, four. . .With the laughter we once had, fly out of the abyss and fly to the blue sky and white clouds.Not one of them flew out, and none of them ever looked back at me, flying to the clean world outside.

My heart was gone, without Mu Xizi, I lowered my hands in despair, Xueqiu jumped on the ground cleverly, then dawdled beside me, meowing.My right leg started to hurt right now, and I couldn't even squat on the ground because of the pain.All I could do was stand and cry.

After realizing the reality, I turned around without raising my head, dragged my bloody body, and walked back with my broken leg.Only Xueqiu remained by his side.One step, two steps, I don't know how many more steps to go back to the villa, the place where Mu Xizi left, my last habitat.Hope, not too far away. . .

In the car, I kept running through my own nasty thoughts in my head.If Duoduo gets a little closer, just a little bit, I'm afraid I won't be able to restrain myself and do something that I regret.I can't forgive myself whether it's superficial or you and me.Just thinking about it makes me ashamed of myself.Because Duoduo is my best friend in this life.I don't want to hurt her deeply for my own selfish desires.I don't want to ruin our deep friendship because of my unbearable thoughts.Although I don't know when this friendship changed, but I don't allow myself to destroy this friendship.I don't want to see Duoduo showing disappointment, horror, and contempt in my eyes.I wouldn't be able to stand that, I wouldn't be able to live. . .My mind was so chaotic that I ignored the possible accident in front of me. A figure rushed out. I slammed on the brakes and leaned forward, but I still heard a scream.It was this scream that pulled me out of thinking about Duoduo and blaming myself.I got out of the car and saw a person fell down in front of the car.I hurried over to help her up, but unexpectedly it was Xiao Mingming, Duoduo's roommate.The first sentence Xiao Mingming opened his mouth was: With such a strong smell of alcohol, you are not afraid of being caught.Then he stood up by himself.I smiled wryly, at that time I just wanted to leave Duoduo quickly, so that I would not make some hurtful actions and even forget that I was drunk driving.I didn't pay attention to what Xiao Mingming said afterwards. It was only when the front lights flickered that I realized that I was sitting in the co-pilot and Xiao Mingming was driving.I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say.I don't know where the road ahead is, where I'm going, so let Xiao Mingming lead me to escape in this dark night.

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