Two trees make a forest

My emotional scenes are smoother.It's a pity that there are not many scenes.But Director Jian appreciated me for expressing the entanglement that I couldn't hide and had to hide in the eyes of the character, which was a recognition of me.I hugged my lover and cried loudly, tears and snot all over other people's faces, Director Jian didn't stop.It's hard for the actor who plays with me.

After staying in this closed environment for four months, my role is finally about to wrap up.I seem to have been forgotten here, feeling disconnected from the world, extremely uneasy.I don't know how everything outside works, I only know how to act every day.If I stay like this any longer, I'm really afraid I'll be depressed.

It just so happened that the heroine had passed her birthday, so everyone prepared a big cake for her and got together to sing the birthday song.I thought of Mu Xizi's birthday this year, and I didn't even send a word of blessing, because my phone was confiscated, and I lost my freedom as soon as I joined the crew, and I felt ashamed.Director Jian drank a few glasses of wine, and when he was happy, he boasted that he would have a half-day holiday, and everyone started drinking like wild horses.I never drink alcohol, and no one insists on it.Lou Xiao was also there, and he was so drunk that I helped him back to the room in the end.In the past few months, Lou Xiao has been trapped here with me, and her big belly has become much smaller.

Putting Lou Xiao on the bed, I saw his mobile phone in his drawer, and hearing his constant snoring, like a mouse stealing rice, I carefully held his mobile phone in my hand, my hands trembling a little.Unexpectedly, no matter how much I pressed the phone, there was no movement, and finally realized that it was out of battery, no wonder Lou Xiao didn't take it out.Frustrated, I put the phone back to its original place, and curiously opened his cabinet. For some reason, I really wanted to see my phone and regain a sense of security.Unexpectedly, the door remembered that the person who lived with Lou Xiao came back, and I was so scared that I said goodbye and left.

I didn't sleep well all night, and I was always thinking about my mobile phone, hoping to get it back soon.I told Mu Xizi about her joining the group, but she didn't mention the confiscation of her mobile phone. I don't know if she would be worried.I haven't contacted my family for so long, I don't know if my dad will find anything.The semester is coming to an end, I wonder if Tian En is still used to it at school?I have been separated from the normal track for too long, and I feel that I am in a different time and space, and I have no sense of existence.Yan Na in the same dormitory is very used to such a situation, she can eat and sleep, and is in a good mood every day.

The next day everyone slept soundly, and didn't plan to get up until the sun was up.Even Yan Na in the dormitory indulged herself once and fell asleep with her head covered.I got up early, and more precisely, I didn't sleep well all night.Take a walk outside if you have nothing to do.This is a small village with a simple and simple style. It takes an hour to drive to the town.I'm walking outside with my hat and sunglasses on.The sun is very good, shining warmly.There is a river beside the village, which flows quietly every day.

Strolling to the small shop, looking at the landline on it, I had a small idea in my heart, hoping to pass the phone to pass the information that I am still alive from this handset to another person's ear.I've missed that person for a long, long time.I looked around to make sure that no one from the crew walked up to suppress the excitement in my heart.After all, after signing the agreement, if I break the rules, Lou Xiao can't afford to walk around.But I still warn myself, don't talk about work, just talk about the current situation.Picking up the microphone, I was a little emotional, and regardless of whether Mu Xizi was working or not, I silently pressed her phone number.The phone kept ringing, and finally a familiar person answered the phone.When I heard the voice, I trembled all over. I didn't expect to hang up the phone to destroy the evidence. I was flustered for a while but said nervously: "Hello, Aunt Mu, I'm Duoduo." I regretted it as soon as I said it.

The other end of the noisy phone was also startled, and then smiled brightly: "Duo Duo. Didn't you shoot right now?"

"Director Jian is on vacation for half a day." I stomped my feet, scolding myself for being a pig, nervously pinched the phone line, and had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue.I really didn't expect Aunt Mu to answer the phone.

"Well, that's great. You've worked hard during this period. When this movie is finished, Aunt Mu will give you a big vacation and let you have a good rest. Why don't you go to Hawaii to bask in the sun." Aunt Mu said happily .

The holiday is not a big temptation for me, I am confused: "Mu Xizi is back?"

Aunt Mu was still happily saying, "Yes. As soon as Director Hao's movie ended, she came back. It's been more than three months."

In this way, Mu Xizi came back not long after my last film was finished.What a mistake between us.I sighed inwardly.His eyes just caught sight of the shimmering river water not far away, like silver-winged butterflies dancing on it.

"Is Mu Xizi busy?" I wanted to talk to Mu Xizi for a while, but I was too embarrassed to speak directly, so I could only twist the phone line with my fingers, hoping that Aunt Mu would understand.

Aunt Mu was happy: "She is engaged today, do you think you are busy?"

I felt my brain go numb all of a sudden, my heart stopped beating all of a sudden, and my fingers were so stiff that I couldn't move. The scene in front of me seemed to be wrong, and my head was spinning. I directly suspected that I was still in a dream.I smiled awkwardly and asked nervously: "Mu, Aunt Mu, what did you say?"

"Mu Xizi just got engaged to Su Jie, and at the moment he and Su Jie are greeting guests at home. No, I was so busy that I didn't even receive your call." Aunt Mu's laughter was sharp, sharp like a sharp sword , pierced my eardrum, pierced my heart, "Do you want her to answer the phone? I'll let her come over."

My whole body was cold, and I said in a panic: "No, no, no need." I felt that in an instant, my world collapsed, shattered, and there was nothing left.

"Well, mine is dead. She can't do it alone, and Su Jie doesn't know anyone. I'll help them." Aunt Mu said happily, and then carefully told: "Duo Duo, Mu Xizi and Su Jie Jie’s engagement is a secret matter, I haven’t told the media yet, you know, Su Jie is a star.” After she finished speaking, Auntie Mu hung up the phone, but I was still holding the microphone, and the bustling noise still seemed to be echoing in my ears Voice.

Su Jie, the new generation of popular fried chicken that is often seen on TV and advertisements.I don't know much about him, but I know him.He is known as a powerful male star who pays equal attention to appearance and acting skills.He is the most popular star in the past two years, the person frequently reported by gossip entertainment, the winner of various award shows who have gained a lot in life, and the idol, oppa, and lover in the eyes of the public. . .

I gave a wry smile, and the phone slipped from my hand. Seeing that I disrespected her phone so much, the proprietress cursed me.I took out all the money in the bag and put it on her desk, and walked forward in a daze.Seeing my tear-stained face, the proprietress said something, but I couldn't hear clearly, because my ears were full of the words "today she is engaged" that Aunt Mu said.

Mu Xizi is engaged, Mu Xizi is engaged, Mu Xizi is engaged. . . .I read it once, and my heart was gouged out.I don't know how many times I read it, I just feel that this beating heart has lost its flesh and blood, its soul.Step by step, I walked to the river in a daze, and looked at the reflective river surface, which was blurry and dazzling.I smiled wryly and murmured: "Mu Xizi is engaged, Mu Xizi has his own heart..." I don't know why I keep walking forward, but I just feel that I may have crossed that river and climbed that mountain , I can really catch up with Mu Xizi.Isn't that what I've always done since I was a kid?I don't want to be able to grow old hand in hand with her, but at least I can walk side by side.Her joys and sorrows have my share, her joys and sorrows have my share, and her big and small things have my share.Although I can't reveal my heart to her, I hope that I will not be forgotten in her life.There is a place for me in her heart.I don't know which wrong step made the two of us retreat. Instead of chasing closer, we chased farther and farther. . .

How long have I been chasing, what is time to me?How long have I been chasing him? What am I to Mu Xizi?I don't know anything now.I just feel that my eyes are so tired, my body is so tired, and my heart hurts.One step suspended in the air, I fell into the abyss.When I close my eyes, I feel relaxed.I hope I just fall down like this, falling into the crack of time and eternity with my persistent love for Mu Xizi. . .

I walked alone on the broken glass with bare feet, and every step I took was painful, bloody, and heartless.There is a vast expanse of whiteness in front of me, no mountains, no sea, no houses, no people, only shards of glass all over the floor.When I lowered my head, I could clearly see the images of the two of us reflected on every fragment, from childhood to adulthood, from Pingzhou to Shanghai to Beijing.My blood hangs on every corner of the glass, and the inexhaustible blood seeps into the ground below from the cracks in the glass, nourishing the reflection on the glass shards.I bent down to pick up a piece of glass. On different sides of a piece of glass, there are her figure, big or small. Whether she laughs, cries or speaks, it is her appearance. The one who used to be the same as the present is her.I feel heartache.The shards of glass melted into the palm of my hand, and I felt as if my whole body was being impaled by thousands of thorns, and every pore had a thorn.It hurts so much that I have no tears to cry.I walked forward barefoot, aimlessly, there were no mountains, no sea, no houses, no people, only glass shards all over the ground. . .

Su Jie was very kind to me, and cared for me even though I was hurt.Suddenly one day, grandpa called and said grandma wanted to see me.I flew back to Shanghai immediately, and my grandma's body was getting worse day by day, and she lost a lot of weight.I held back my tears and stayed by my grandma's bed.Grandpa said that grandma's biggest wish now is to see someone take care of me, so that even if she leaves, she can leave with peace of mind.Because grandma knows that my dad is unreliable.My aunt took my hand and told me that filial piety is the first thing to do. My grandparents loved me the most since I was a child. I shouldn't worry my grandma.Su Jie knew that I was in a bad mood, so he rushed from Beijing to Shanghai. I asked him if he was serious about his promise. Su Jie led me straight to the jewelry store, not afraid of being recognized.At that time, I was really excited and happy.So I decided to give it a try.Grandpa met Su Jie and thought he was good, so my aunt took the lead and made a fuss about getting engaged first, so that grandma could rest assured.The house was bustling with preparations.I feel a little bit out of the trance.Duoduo's phone number was banned, and I still have some regrets that she couldn't come to witness my happiness.On the day of the engagement, only two families were invited to get together, and there was no publicity. After all, Su Jie is famous, and I don't want to appear in front of the public, so I kept a low profile.Everyone was very happy and laughed again and again.Su Jie led me to offer tea to the ancestors, but I didn't smile as happily as he did.

Supplementary chapter:

When I woke up, I was in the hospital, looking blankly at the white ceiling, my right leg was hung up, and both hands were bandaged.There is no pain in the body, and there is nothing in the mind, and the heart is like being put in the freezer of the refrigerator.The whole person seemed to be empty.

Lou Xiao anxiously stood aside, saw me wake up, and ran over quickly: "Duo Duo, are you okay?" I ignored Lou Xiao, and Lou Xiao was anxious: "Fortunately, there was a female boss who saw that you were wrong, why? I didn’t listen to you, but I chased after you, and found you fell off the embankment and rushed to the hospital.” I didn’t respond to Lou Xiao’s words, my eyes were empty, because my heart was also empty.When the heart is gone, it is naturally empty.Lou Xiao was tireless: "Director Jian asked you to take a good rest first. You already have a lot of scenes. It doesn't matter if you don't shoot the rest."

With a hoarse throat, I opened my mouth: "Mu Xizi, are you engaged?" Regarding this certain fact, I feel that it is just a dream.I just had a dream, a dream that broke my heart.

Lou Xiao smiled: "How would I know about the Mu family. Don't worry about other things. I have already told Sister Xuan about your injury. She said that you can go back to Beijing to recuperate after you are discharged from the hospital."

I smiled sadly: "Yes, I can go back to Beijing." Since Mu Xizi is already engaged, I, the unfavorable factor, can naturally come out of the cage.Many strange things suddenly dawned on me because of Mu Xizi's engagement.How can a small artist like me shake the company's big interests.Unless, she is for a certain person, a person who is important to her, a person with whom I have a close connection.Because of my selfishness, that person may deviate from the track, so she took the risk of breaking the contract to trap me in Yunnan.In order to prevent us from getting in touch, she even went out of her way to find such a strict director and arranged such a conscientious subordinate to watch over me.I turned my head away and looked at Lou Xiao defiantly: "Brother Lou, you have worked hard for you these past few months, you have been with me all the time."

Lou Xiao smiled and said, "What's the hard work, I should take care of you."

I turned my head around, feeling pain in my heart.Not only because Mu Xizi abandoned me to get engaged, but also because of Aunt Mu's every possible means.I'm afraid, before I woke up, she had already sniffed out my unusual feelings for Mu Xizi, so she would sign me without thinking and keep me, so as to prevent me from spoiling Mu Xizi, so that she could deal with me at any time and give me Mu Xizi cleared the road to Kangzhuang.Hot tears flowed from the corners of my eyes.I hurt, I really hurt.Mu Xizi, do you know that my heart aches because of you.Close your eyes and let the merciless tears flow down wantonly.They are like hot magma emerging from the tip of my heart, burning all the way, leaving me covered in cuts and bruises, making my face unrecognizable, and my heart is also burned.

During the hospitalization, Director Jian came to comfort me and told me not to worry about the shooting. I changed the rest of the shots and asked Yan Na to take the lead.Lou Xiao hurriedly apologized, Director Jian waved his hand and didn't mind, leaving a sentence to go back to Beijing for another reunion, and hurried back.

Looking at the beautiful sunshine outside the window, I deliberately asked: "I heard from Yan Na that my role is very cute. Brother Lou, she is your artist. Could it be that something happened and you specially asked me to come to the rescue. "

Lou Xiao stopped peeling the apple, and smiled calmly: "It's no big deal. You and her are both my artists, and I won't favor one over the other. It's just the company's arrangement, and we can't do anything about it." After finishing speaking, Lou Xiao will cut the apple. Pass me the good apple.

I held it in my hand and continued to ask: "I was really ashamed to meet Sister Chuchu when I returned to Beijing. After playing her role, I still can't die well. I don't know how she will scold me."

Lou Xiao laughed and said: "Chuchu is the most indifferent person, these are the company's arrangements, and she won't mind. Besides, Director Jian won't always praise you later. Don't underestimate yourself."

I nodded, took a bite of the apple, and watched Lou Xiao continue to peel the apple for himself: "Brother Lou, I would like to treat Sister Chu Chu to dinner when I get back to Beijing. After all, she is also my senior sister from the same school."

"Okay." Lou Xiao replied straightforwardly, which made me feel that he didn't know the truth.

After hanging in the hospital for more than half a month, the doctor put a cast on me, and Lou Xiao helped me get up and go back to Beijing.If I am not injured, I will return to Beijing in the next few days.I don't know how I will feel when I return to Beijing and see Yi Ren.On the plane, there is a vast expanse of white outside the window, and it is dazzling to look at it a few more times.I was sick in bed, so I put on framed glasses again, but the black frame was rounder than before, which Lou Xiao said was more suitable for my face shape.I took off my glasses, and when I looked at it, it was blurry, but it was not so dazzling.Some things are always less painful than being blurred.

When I got off the plane, Lou Xiao sent me to the company, and finally helped me back to the dormitory.Before he left, I stretched out my hand, and Lou Xiao handed me both mobile phones: "I can have a good chat with your family these few days, just tell the truth." After speaking, Lou Xiao left without stopping.Thinking about it, he was also bored.

I walked to my dormitory step by step with my crutches on, when I heard the door open, Li Lan came out.I turned around, and she leaned against the door railing habitually: "It hurts like this after going out for a while, you are pretty bad enough."

After thinking about it, I opened my mouth: "Why did the company say that I snatched Chuchu's role?"

Li Lan stretched her waist, saying indifferently: "This kind of thing is normal in the circle. No one has been robbed. If you can be robbed, it means that you are capable and well-connected. On the contrary, it makes others dare not despise you. You are Airborne, grab a small role now, it’s no big deal. Chuchu didn’t complain about this matter, just let it go.” I nodded.Li Lan suddenly smiled: "Are you still embarrassed? You should be happy that the company is so popular. There are so many people in the same period, and now you have the most works. Although you are not the protagonist, you will have the opportunity to show your face throughout the next year , are you afraid that people won’t remember you? You are in the limelight, so be careful of stabbing people in the back.” After gloating, Li Lan went back to the house.

I don't mind stabbing in the back, Aunt Mu deliberately put it this way, I'm already riddled with holes, and I'm still afraid of those small knives and guns.I was only worried about whether there would be other news from Aunt Mu after the incident, which would make me and Mu Xizi completely break up. It would be best not to have any contact with each other forever, so that she could feel at ease.With a cane on my hands, I limped towards my room, telling myself in my heart: Don't be discouraged, I will definitely let Aunt Mu live up to Aunt Mu's expectations and be a good friend of Mu Xizi.

Lying on the bed, I couldn't wait to start calling my dad.Hearing my dad's voice, all my grievances came out from the bottom of my heart, and my nose was sore.But I held back my breath and called out slowly: "Dad."

When my dad heard it was my voice, he was excited: "Duo Duo, you are back, you really worry us so much."

I yelled again: "Dad, it's my daughter's unfilial piety that made you worry." After I finished speaking, I bit the back of my hand, and tears welled up in my eyes. I felt not only wronged, but also guilty.

"Since it's your choice, Dad supports you. Just don't be too tired. You run around, I don't know if you are thin or not." My dad's voice trembled when he said that, "Your grandma doesn't know you are an actor. .I thought about telling her about it later. I just said that this house was urgently sold by a colleague, and the price was very cheap.”

"House?" I was dizzy.

"Didn't you buy it? That day when I sent your brother to University A, your colleague came to pick us up, saying that you changed from University A to University S in Beijing and changed to acting. You have already signed a contract with their company and participated in several plays." , I will see it on TV next year. You also said that you are filial. With the money you earned, you first bought a big house in Pingzhou, so that the family could live better. I didn’t believe it at the time, so I returned to Pingzhou with the keys to the real estate certificate Sure enough, the door was opened in the natural community, and there was everything inside. Duo Duo, did you really buy that?” Seeing that I didn’t speak, my dad continued to add, “In a few days, your colleague came to Pingzhou again and said it was you Because I was filming outside, I couldn't use my mobile phone, so I asked him to help us move, and finally gave me a photo album."

After listening to my dad's explanation, I probably understand that Aunt Mu not only asked people to lobby my dad, but also gave me a house, which is equivalent to monetary compensation. To her credit.Calculated in this way, I owe the Mu family a lot, from money, things, and favors, to everything.Especially when Tianen went to A University, I had to remember the Mu family's kindness. As for what to use to repay it, I think Aunt Mu had already thought about it.

I can't say these inside details, but I can only respond to Aunt Xiamu's kindness: "Yes. I went out to film and earned a lot of money. I thought it was a waste or not. It's better to make the family's conditions better." I asked timidly. He said: "Dad, aren't you angry when I do this?"

"Why aren't you angry." My dad sighed, "When I heard that you didn't even study A major and went to become an actor, I was so angry. But then I saw in the photo album that you are studying hard and acting seriously. Look, I’m happy for you again. Duoduo, your colleague is right, a job that does nothing and a job that makes you smile, I naturally hope that you can find a job that you like. Those photos, Each one says something about how much you love the job."

"Dad." I called again with a slightly trembling voice, feeling both happy and sad, not knowing what to say to express my gratitude to my dad.

My dad also breathed gently: "Duoduo, since you have made your choice, Dad supports you. I just hope you don't regret it."

I thought about it and laughed, and said decisively: "Dad, I don't regret it." My dad gave a few more instructions and hung up the phone.

I held the phone in my hand, not knowing whether I should make a call to Mu Xizi, or what to say when I got through.While I was still hesitating, the phone rang, and the displayed name made my blood boil.

After ordering, I was relaxed.But Su Jie is like a dog skin plaster, he clings to me even more, and locks the phone when he is not in front of him.I am a little overwhelmed by his behavior.Knowing that Duoduo was back, I called immediately, with a turbulent mood, wondering if she would be angry with me, and I didn't invite her for such an important event as an engagement.While the phone was connected, I wandered around the room, even hoping that Duoduo could scold me a few words.

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