Two trees make a forest

Lying on the bed, I tossed and turned, unable to sleep, and I played back Mu Xizi's words in my head without missing a word.I could hear the regret, reluctance, sadness, and entanglement in Mu Xizi's mouth, but I was also sad, thinking about it, tears of grievance flowed out without saying hello.I sniffed, and kept complaining to Mu Xizi in my heart. I had to work so hard to stay by her side, and I gave up so many important things to stay by her side.I have let down the people who shouldn't be let down, and a big piece of my heart has been gouged out so that I can stay here heartlessly.But at this moment, Mu Xizi asked me to choose whether she would stay or not.She is such a cruel person.She didn't want to be the executioner, but let me cut the knife, and then put a few knives on her own heart.I felt like there was only a bloody hole left in my heart.The inexhaustible blood stained the sheets and climbed up the wall, and the whole room smelled of blood.

I closed my eyes and opened them again. The white wall was spotless, and the bloody smell in my mouth was from biting my own mouth, because I was unwilling.Sitting up suddenly from the bed, I took out my mobile phone and realized that this stylish mobile phone was no longer my clunky old mobile phone.Naturally, none of the phones inside could be played.I threw the phone on the bed, buried my head in my knees, and my heart leaked.According to the stipulations in the contract, my artist training is confidential work, I can call home on time, but I can't reveal any news about the training.Handing in on mobile phones and QQ are of course not allowed.Before joining the company, I could still chat with Xu Weishelin online, but now I have lost contact, and when I was in a panic, I didn't know who to talk to about my pain.

"Dong dong dong", there was a knock on the door.I looked towards the door suddenly, only to hear Xiao Mingming's voice outside the door: "Duoduo, are you there?"

I was quiet for a while before making a sound: "What's the matter?"

Xiao Mingming directly explained the purpose of his visit: "The homework assigned by the teacher needs two people to complete, and I hope to be in a group with you." Xiao Mingming reminded me that there is still homework.The content is very simple, that is, a group of at least two people and a maximum of four people, complete the specified content, fine-tune it, and perform on Wednesday.I just started to learn acting, I was poor in all aspects, and the students in the class all had their own partners, and no one came to me after the homework was assigned.At first I thought I was going to give up acting, but Xiao Mingming took the initiative to find him.I thought about it and opened the door.Outside the door, Xiao Mingming's face was filled with joy.

Xiao Mingming gave me the numbered script. She originally wrote the script, so the script has been changed beyond recognition by her hands.She told me about it incessantly, and I roughly flipped through it. There are two characters in it with similar lines, but in order to care about my ability, she deliberately changed my lines to be simpler, while hers was more awkward. up.I naturally accept the pies that fall from the world, and when I am in a bad mood, there is a sudden distraction, so it is natural to be familiar with the script first.

After familiarizing myself with the script, I played against Xiao Mingming. She came and went, and added some body language under her reminder.It was eleven o'clock without knowing it, and Xiao Mingming left the script and left.I didn't feel sleepy at all, and I squatted on the bed with the script and stuttered. I stumbled on memorizing such a simple line, it was so embarrassing.It was hard to remember that it was past two o'clock.I fell headlong on the bed and I still didn't feel sleepy. As soon as my mind was free, I thought of Mu Xizi's haggard face and those sparkling eyes.It could be seen that Mu Xizi really wanted to go, but she didn't dare, didn't dare to abandon me again without authorization.So she asked me and left the decision up to me.Turning over, I cursed: "Bad guy, you bad guy." With one fist, I hit the quilt weakly.

The next day, I saw Mu Xizi at the entrance of the ladder, and she deliberately ran to the fourth floor to wait for me.We both approached the elevator in silence.The canteen was also silent.

Xiao Mingming sat next to me with a dinner plate, happily saying, "Duo Duo, how is your memorization of the script?"

I stopped holding the spoon and felt Mu Xizi staring at me.After swallowing a mouthful of porridge, I slowly opened my mouth: "Basically memorized." Looking up, I saw Mu Xizi's curious eyes, but I continued to eat my porridge.

Xiao Mingming said to himself: "That's fine, let's play against each other tonight." After I nodded slightly, Xiao Mingming went to find her small group with a plate of dinner very interestingly.

Seeing Xiao Mingming walking away, Mu Xizi opened his mouth: "Do you have a performance?" I nodded, and Mu Xizi was a little unhappy: "Why didn't you tell me. For the script, you can ask me, I have also learned it Performance."

I slowly tasted the white porridge in my mouth, and finally tasted a hint of sweetness from the blandness.After putting down the spoon, I called softly: "Mu Xizi." Mu Xizi immediately looked at me.I smiled slightly: "Go." Mu Xizi was stunned for a moment, and I repeated: "Go."

Mu Xizi's eyes gleamed instantly, and his mouth trembled: "Duo Duo."

I continued to smile and said: "It's a rare opportunity, go ahead. I will wait for you here. After a year, when you come back from your studies, I will have almost learned it. Then you can direct and I can also act. " After finishing speaking, the big stone in my heart fell, although it hurts when it hit my heart, but it's better than hanging.I breathed a sigh of relief: "You study hard, and I also study hard, and I will live up to each other."

"En." Mu Xizi straightened up, and happily promised, "I will study hard, and I will never disappoint Duoduo's expectations of me." After finishing speaking, the corners of Mu Xizi's eyes and mouth were also curved, and I Then also bent up.

Seeing that Mu Xizi came to eat happily, I continued to eat helplessly.Some things, if I say no, she will really say no.I don't have that much confidence in myself or her.Feeling reluctance and reluctance, I finally let go, because I still couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to see a trace of sadness creeping up on Mu Xizi's face.

Mu Xizi's focus was on preparing to learn from Director Hao, so she basically didn't come to the company's classes, and was all preparing for learning.Now that she has a liking in her heart, she is becoming more and more accustomed to being stared at by others, especially those eyes are more envious, and pride and self-confidence begin to grow in Mu Xizi's eyes.I was studying hard alone.

The rehearsal of the performance with Xiao Mingming didn’t make too many mistakes, because I didn’t care about it, and Xiao Mingming cared about my own part, and I acted as her embellishment, so when she finished her performance, she would naturally call it a day happy .

When homework was due on Wednesday, we drew number four.Seeing the people in each group try their best to interpret the characters in the script, and some words and actions can also arouse my feelings, I gave them a thumbs up from the bottom of my heart.When it was our turn, Xiao Mingming performed even harder than in the rehearsal, whether it was lines, movements, or eyes, all showed her understanding of the role.As for me, being able to memorize the lines from the sidelines and accompany her through the performance with a stiff body is already very good.One of us was too dazzling, the other was too pale, which caused a lot of discussion among the students in the class, and the teacher on the side also looked sad.

After work was over, like a little mouse stealing rice, I walked down obediently.But the teacher directly criticized by name without mercy: "Xiao Mingming's performance is wonderful, but Lin Duoduo has no soul, and has no attitude at all to want to perform this role. You two scored zero for this assignment."

As soon as these words came out, Xiao Mingming stood up unconvinced: "Teacher, you said that I performed well, why I also got zero points. Lin Duoduo can't act, it's because her ability is not enough, why should I Suffer together with her." I knew that I was the one who got Xiao Mingming involved, and I could see her hard work.I looked apologetically at Xiao Mingming who was already pear-blossoming.

When Xiao Mingming cried, he looked pitifully wronged, and Peng Shaofeng stood up for her: "Yes, teacher, this is too unfair to Xiao Mingming." As he spoke, Peng Shaofeng looked at me, but his eyes were not kind. : "Lin Duoduo doesn't know how to act, that's her problem, why should others take the blame for her." I bowed my head in embarrassment when Peng Shaofeng said it, and felt my ears turn red.

The teacher glanced at everyone, and finally stopped his gaze on Xiao Mingming, and his tone was still serious: "Since it is a team assignment, of course it should be treated fairly. If your teammate is not capable enough, why did you choose her in the first place?" ?Teammates are not your foil. They are your competitors. I want to see the sparks from your collision, not take the opportunity to step on others to win the jackpot."

Facing the teacher's scolding, Xiao Mingming defended with a hoarse voice: "I didn't. I saw that Lin Duoduo had no one to form a team with her, so I wanted to be with her."

"It's fine if you don't have one." The teacher walked from the podium to the audience, "You two have no spirit of cooperation, team spirit, zero points. Next group." I swallowed it into my stomach and sat down quietly.Peng Shaofeng next to her comforted her a few more words.During the period, when I looked up at Xiao Mingming, I was hated by Peng Shaofeng for a few more times, so I had to quickly close my eyes and watch the performance obediently.

After class, I wanted to find Xiao Mingming, but unfortunately Peng Shaofeng was with me, so I had to wait until the dormitory to apologize to her.Unexpectedly, Li Lan came up to me and said coldly: "I was sold and counted the money. The teacher saw her small thoughts at a glance, and you are still here. You are so stupid. You are so stupid, no wonder you are being sold. She uses it." After speaking, Li Lan shook her head and left, leaving me alone in the classroom to ponder her words, the teacher's words.Unfortunately, I still feel a little sorry for Xiao Mingming, after all, after she reached out to me for help, I withdrew her hind legs.

At night, I finally heard the sound of the door opening next door, I immediately jumped out of bed and knocked on Xiao Mingming's door.Xiao Mingming opened the door and looked at me suspiciously.I scratched my head and smiled awkwardly, but bowed my head and apologized.Xiao Mingming smiled disapprovingly, and said that she was also at fault, and he could ask her any questions about the performance in the future, so he closed the door.I felt the door wind brought a lot of coolness.As soon as she turned around, Li Lan leaned against her door rail and looked at me, shaking her head resentfully, and closed the door without saying anything.I was alone in the silent living room, feeling that both of them were offended by me, so I had no choice but to go back to my room.

I was the only one left in the room, and Duoduo left without answering, but I knew she was angry.My heart feels like it has been split in two, one half is in the hands of Duoduo, and the other half is in the hands of Director Hao.I don't know whose hand to take back.Actually, I don't like both.Especially now I feel more and more that being a director can bring me spiritual joy that I have never had before, and I will be so excited that I will forget everything around me, including other people's pointing at me.But now Duoduo is unhappy, and I also feel uncomfortable.The next day, I waited a lot early.She looked haggard, and I regretted the things I said yesterday that made her sad.It seems that Duoduo's roommate came over and said it was the right scene.Duoduo didn't mention it to me, and I was very upset.For some reason, Duo Duo suddenly said.I didn't turn a corner for a while, and when I realized it, I felt that the whole world was playing ritual music.Excited, I wish I could hug Duoduo at this moment, and thank her for her understanding and support.She made me live up to her expectations, and I will live up to her expectations.With Duoduo's approval, I immediately replied to Director Hao, and Director Hao happily asked me to prepare, and my aunt was very supportive when she knew it.In the past few days, I have been busy packing things, and when I get excited, I don't have time to have a good chat with Duoduo.

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suffered a lot