Two trees make a forest

Aunt Mu and I talked again in the study, her eyes were full of expectations, and there was an envelope in her hand, and I knew what was inside.I took a breath and thought that Mu Xizi was still guarding outside, so I made a long story short: "Aunt Mu, I accept your proposal. I will take care of Mu Xizi here until she recovers. Please give me a suspension from school."

Aunt Mu got up excitedly and rubbed her hands happily, her eyes were slowly pleading: "Don't worry, as long as Mu Xizi recovers, you can go back to school at any time. You don't have to worry about suspending school. As long as you want to stay in Shanghai, I will help you."

I nodded, got up and left.As soon as the door was opened, as expected, Mu Xizi was still sitting outside waiting for me attentively, and stood up happily when he saw me.I walked towards her firmly: "Where is Snowball?"

Mu Xizi smiled, "It's probably hungry, let's go to the kitchen."

"I'm a little hungry too." After finishing speaking, we both walked to the kitchen.

The matter on my mind, put down one head, it will not be so heavy.I continued to stay by Mu Xizi's side, and the life in the villa was neither good nor bad, and I repeated simple eating, drinking and lassing every day, but I didn't tire of it.Mu Xizi's spirit is getting better and better.Even willing to accompany me on a stroll in the community.But when she saw someone, she always turned sideways so that no one could see her bloated face.Mu Xizi's concession is already very big.I always stand by her side and accompany her to block those strange eyes.

Life is very ordinary, but not boring, maybe because I saw Mu Xizi's growth.Three months passed in a flash, and I accompanied Mu Xizi, who was wrapped tightly, in a car to the hospital to get bandages.Aunt Mu had been waiting there in the hospital for a long time.After the examination, the doctor said that the recovery was good and it could be removed. I felt Mu Xizi holding my hand with some gravity.I whispered to Mu Xizi: "Don't be afraid, you were beautiful before, and now you will only be more beautiful." Mu Xizi lowered his head timidly.

After everything was done, Aunt Mu and I walked in. Mu Xizi sat alone on the bed with his back facing us, and there was a mirror on the back of the bed.Aunt Mu and I walked around to Mu Xizi and saw that her eyes were tightly closed, but her double eyelids were obvious, and her jaw was sharpened, giving her a full oval face.I looked at Mu Xizi's tense body, and said softly, "Mu Xizi, you are as beautiful as ever." I saw tears rolling down Mu Xizi's closed eyelids, and Aunt Mu also covered her face. Holding back tears, he walked out.I hugged Mu Xizi and told her in her ear: "Maybe you are more beautiful in the eyes of others, but in my eyes, you have never changed. You are still you."

Mu Xizi cried, "Duo Duo."

"I'm here." I put my arms around Mu Xizi and patted her on the back lightly, "I'm here, don't worry." There was the intermittent sound of drawers next to my ears.Mu Xizi's plastic surgery is very successful, she is more beautiful, but I know, this is not what she wants.

Mu Xizi smoothed his hair, wore a hat, and kept pressing down the brim of his hat, and wore sunglasses on his high bridge of nose.With a slight bow, he hurriedly left the hospital.I followed her, blocking other people's eyes for her.As soon as he saw the car, Mu Xizi hid in it like a fleeing mouse.I followed in, and she hurriedly urged the driver to drive.Seeing Mu Xizi, who was panicking and hiding in a corner with her hat brim pressed down, said nothing, I knew she hadn't accepted her current self, although outwardly, she lived longer than before.

Back at the villa, Mu Xizi was not in a hurry to get off the car.I asked the driver to get out of the car first, and slowly moved to Mu Xizi's side, speaking very softly, hoping not to disturb her trembling body: "It's all right, there's no one else."

Mu Xizi slowly lowered her hand that was pressing on the brim of her hat, and her body leaned towards me. I felt a weight on my shoulders and waited quietly.Mu Xizi's voice was a little hoarse: "I really regret that I am like this, I, I..."

I boldly took Mu Xizi's hand, put it in the palm of my hand, and slowly followed it: "Mu Xizi, your face will change with the passage of time. No one can always look the same. You just think that time is moving faster." , has become faster. In fact, you are still you, and there is no change in essence. If you are not you, will I still be here?"

After listening to my words, Mu Xizi looked up at me, her big watery eyes were filled with tears, I seemed to see the glistening West Lake, so beautiful that I wished I could kiss her calm lake surface.My body couldn't help moving down slightly, I seemed to be attracted by the quiet and deep lake, I didn't know what I was thinking or doing.

Just when I was about to touch the shimmering lake, I heard Mu Xizi's relieved voice: "Thank you a lot." Then I suddenly woke up, came back to my senses from a different time and space, and watched Mu Xizi hugged me. Me, her head was on my shoulder.When I thought of my reckless behavior just now, I was really ashamed, and I smiled awkwardly.

Maybe Mu Xizi was a little happy, she hugged me a little tighter, and I hugged her too.I don't know how many times I have hugged like this, but this time today, I feel a little hot.I thought, I had something different about Mu Xizi.I don't know if this thing came out of the ground or out of nowhere.No matter what kind, I began to yearn for the hug of Mu Xizi, and I even began to think that such a hug was exclusive to me.

When Mu Xizi got off in a better mood, she even forgot her hat, so I held it for her.Aunt Liu stood guard at the door and saw that Mu Xizi didn't change much, but welcomed her home as usual.Mu Xizi entered the house and went directly to the second floor.I followed her and saw her go to the cloakroom, where there was a big dressing mirror.I leaned against the door, and Mu Xizi stood far away in front of the mirror.The person in the mirror lowered her head shyly, twisted her hands, and then moved slowly one step, two steps, three steps. When the tip of her shoe was about to touch the edge of the mirror, she slowly raised her head.At the beginning, her brows were tightly furrowed, and she slowly stretched out her finger to the mirror, tracing the memories of the past.

I heard Mu Xizi's distant voice: "When I saw her picture, I was very surprised why she has beautiful double eyelids, but I have single eyelids. Grandpa said that it was God who deliberately didn't cut me an extra penny. I am in pain. Now, I am the same as her, really too similar." I don't know who the "she" Mu Xizi said is, I only know that after Mu Xizi finished speaking, tears streamed down his face.

Seeing Mu Xizi's upright body suddenly collapsed, I was afraid that she would suddenly fall down like this, so I quickly stepped forward and hugged her from behind.Mu Xizi cried: "Duoduo, Duoduo, I don't like it, I don't like it." Mu Xizi almost roared out hissingly, and broke free from my bondage, and followed the Throw things at the mirror.The mirror was split into tens of millions of pieces in an instant and scattered all over the floor.

I was afraid that Mu Xizi would get hurt, so I pulled her over and hugged her, and Mu Xizi became restless again.I spit out loudly: "I like it, I like it. I like any kind of Mu Xizi, whether it's the old one or the current one." After shouting, I felt that Mu Xizi in my arms suddenly stopped moving , my uneasy heart was relieved.

"Really?" I heard Mu Xizi's cold and lonely voice.

I don't know what so many "likes" represent, but I understand one thing, I really like Mu Xizi, especially the injured Mu Xizi, the lonely Mu Xizi, the bewildered Mu Xizi, Shui Guang The glistening Mu Xizi. . .A Mu Xizi who has never been seen by others, a Mu Xizi who is only known to me.The conversation with Wu Ying in the diner flashed in my mind.I smiled knowingly.I put my arms around Mu Xizi, and in her ear, told her solemnly in the softest voice: "Really, I like you, Mu Xizi. I like you no matter what kind of you you are." Sobbing slowly in my arms.I told myself in my heart: I don’t regret my choice, because I’m more afraid of missing out than regretting, that’s why I chased Mu Xizi for so long, from Pingzhou to Shanghai, from Shanghai to Beijing, I gave up an unknown number of things, struggled desperately, and shed an unknown amount of sweat, just to not miss it or regret it.Suddenly thinking about it, I sat happily on Mu Xizi's shoulder, looked at the glass slag scattered all over the floor, and smiled.

After the fuss was over, Mu Xizi obediently followed me to the living room, and sat curled up on the sofa, but the habit of leaning against the corner of the sofa has not changed.I took the broom and swept the cloakroom.When I twisted the trash can out, I happened to see Mu Xizi looking up at me, our eyes met, and she immediately lowered her head.Seeing the shyness in Mu Xizi's eyes, I smiled smugly.

Downstairs, Aunt Mu came and brought a bottle of red wine, saying it was for Mu Xizi to celebrate. Aunt Liu was also busy in the kitchen.

I went upstairs and squatted in front of Mu Xizi and told her: "Your aunt is here, and she is going to have a drink. If you don't want to drink, you don't have to."

Mu Xizi raised her head slowly, only showing her big gray eyes looking at me: "I can drink."

I couldn't help stretching out my hand and stroking Mu Xizi's hair, and said with a smile: "Then you have to drink less." Mu Xizi nodded.

Everyone sat around the dining table, each with a glass of red wine in front of them, and Aunt Mu took the lead to take the glass: "Mu Xizi, this is a bottle of red wine that is not strong but has a good taste specially selected from your uncle's wine cellar. You Uncle is always reluctant to drink, so I will sneak out, next time you see your uncle, don't let it slip." Aunt Mu's joke made the atmosphere of the wine table a lot, and Mu Xizi, who was buried in his head, also I raised my head slightly and raised my glass to Aunt Mu, and Aunt Liu and I also raised our glasses. The crisp sound of wine glasses colliding made the atmosphere more relaxed.

Mu Xizi looked at me when he put the rim of the glass to his lips, I nodded slightly, and Mu Xizi took a sip of the wine.Seeing such a docile Mu Xizi, I feel even better in my heart.

Every time my aunt asked Duoduo to go to the study, I would start to get nervous, fearing that if the door was opened again, only my aunt would come out.When Duoduo came out of the door again, my hanging heart was relieved.Now as long as Duoduo is out of my sight, I will feel anxious, wondering if I am overly dependent.Time passed quickly, and when it was time to remove the bandage, Duoduo followed me.But when I faced the doctor alone, I was so nervous that I didn't dare to open my eyes. The doctors and nurses' simple comments on my operation were all in my ears: very good, very successful.But I can't be happy.When I took the mirror in my hand, I was shocked.I feel like the person in the mirror is not me.I put the mirror down in panic.Duoduo and my aunt came in, and I closed my eyes again in fear.I didn't pay much attention to what they said, but my heart was still very uncomfortable.After leaving the hospital, I hid in the car. Even when I got to the villa, I still didn't want to face it.A lot of reassurance that I'm fine, but I couldn't accept it.Duoduo said that I haven't changed, I looked up and saw that Duoduo looked at me the same way as before, so I kind of believed that I really hadn't changed.But I found that Duoduo was getting closer and closer to me, and an ominous premonition made me jump into Duoduo's arms in shock.It's good to treat me a lot, and it's great for me to treat me a lot, but I'm afraid that some things will go bad.Back at the villa, I went straight to the cloakroom, because I wanted to see one thing clearly, and that was the familiarity in the mirror.As the distance draws closer, time is also quickly reversed.I would think of someone who was already like me, and now I am even more like her in the mirror.But I don't like her, I even hate her, I hate seeing her, so I hide all the pictures of her in the house.I just picked up something and threw it at the mirror, trying to smash her into pieces.For some reason, I was hugged by Duoduo. She told me that she liked me. I was stunned at first, and then I was a little happy and a little sad.I don't want to leave me much, at least not now.Now there is a person who jumps out and says that he likes me. I like her in the past and now, so that I don’t deny myself so much, and this person is the last thing I want to lose. I am really happy, but I dare not like her. Guess its meaning.For the time being, let Duoduo's sweet words heal my wounds little by little, and only when I am cured can I think about those variables.I was pulled on the sofa by Duoduo, and I looked up at her from time to time. When she saw me, I felt ashamed of being caught.Duoduo said that my aunt came and brought red wine.Duoduo told me to drink less, I obediently obeyed, and even looked at Duoduo when I was about to drink, and only took a sip after getting her signal.I don't know what these details represent, I only know that the current me is really inseparable from Duoduo.

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Correct me, Aunt Mu is Mu Xizi's aunt┭┮﹏┭┮Sorry, dears