Two trees make a forest

I thought my life would go on so plainly.After class and work, I have nothing to do in my spare time to water the flowers and plants, and to smooth the fur of the little wild cat.I thought I disappeared for a winter vacation, and it would not recognize me, but when I went again, it would still squat on the edge of the eaves and watch me.Tried it, and I was able to follow its hair successfully.It has grown and grown beautifully.When I was watering, it would squat next to me, as if to help me out.Although it always closes its eyes proudly, it looks very cute.I can't help but hold it and spread it out on the stone steps to rest.

Touching the soft fur of the little wild cat, I looked at the lush trees and planned my future in my heart. I will graduate from University A smoothly, return to Pingzhou, find a reliable job, and support my grandma And my dad, and then support Tian En to complete her studies, marry someone similar, start having children, and live a simple and ordinary life.I will slowly erase the word Mu Xizi from my life, maybe she is doing the same.

During the May [-]st holiday, the squad leader went home. Chen Yu and her juniors planned a holiday trip, but I chose to continue working, so I didn't go home.In my spare time, I plan to stay in my dormitory and continue watching dramas.But a strange phone call completely disrupted my life that I thought would be peaceful.

"Hello, who are you?" The call was connected, but the other party didn't speak for a long time, so I opened my mouth.

"Duo, is it a lot?" The other party was a female voice, and it sounded a little old and nervous.I don't remember where I heard such a voice, but her sudden visit made me feel a little uneasy.

"Well, what's the matter?" I pressed the pause button on the TV on the screen, ready to answer this strange call, afraid that some important person would be forgotten by me.

"I'm Aunt Liu." Aunt Liu's voice became a little calmer.

I wondered in my heart why she would call me?Suddenly, I was startled and raised my head, feeling uneasy with an ominous premonition, because the only person who can get Aunt Liu to contact me is Mu Xizi. Could it be that something happened to her?I squeezed my phone a little tight, my heart was pounding, I hope this call is just an ordinary call.

"You, can you come down for a while?" After Aunt Liu finished speaking, I couldn't care less that I was wearing pajamas and started to get out of bed. I kept answering, hung up the phone, and ran down in a hurry.The more I ran, the more anxious I became.

I rushed to the door of the dormitory in one breath, and I did see Aunt Liu smiling at me standing outside.I panted and walked over quickly: "Aunt Liu, what's the matter?" Although Aunt Liu couldn't see any gloomy look on her face, I felt that her visit was unusual, so my heart raised my throat. Eye.

"Duo Duo." Aunt Liu called me kindly first, then hesitated, as if holding back something, struggling with something, and finally said her intention: "Duo Duo, do you have time?" Nodding like garlic, at this moment, I only care about the word Mu Xizi in my heart, and everything else has been ruthlessly thrown out of the sky.Aunt Liu held on to her smile again, but there was some water in her eyes: "Can you go and see Mu Xizi?"

A muffled thunder exploded in my mind, and I knew, I knew, something must have happened to Mu Xizi.I eagerly asked Aunt Liu: "What happened to Mu Xizi? What happened to her?" As I spoke, I unconsciously leaned forward.Aunt Liu frowned slightly, hesitated to speak, I was very anxious to wait, so I simply took Aunt Liu's hand and started to walk forward: "I'll go right away."

Aunt Liu stopped me, not because she saw that I was still dressed, but because she told me: "She is in Beijing now."

The second muffled thunder exploded in my mind, the first one can be said to have surprised me and panicked me, and then the second one directly blindfolded me and didn't know what to do.I didn't turn the corner, wondering: "Huh?"

Aunt Liu reminded me with a solemn expression: "She is in Beijing. I hope you go to Beijing to see her." Aunt Liu's words made me confused and I didn't know how to respond.Beijing?Do you want me to go to Beijing from Shanghai?Aunt Liu also saw my doubts, and directly explained to me why she came here: "Mu Xizi doesn't want to go back to Shanghai. Now she lives in her aunt's house in Beijing. She doesn't see anyone. Everyone is very anxious. But This matter cannot be told to her grandfather and her father. Her grandfather is old, and his father." Aunt Liu looked at me, and finally said: "The relationship between them is a little tense now. So her aunt is very worried. , called me, and I thought of you. Maybe, she would like to see you. "

"If you stay behind closed doors, you won't see anyone", these eight words made my brain explode on the spot.What would make Mu Xizi fall into the abyss and close himself up.I suddenly had a flash of inspiration, could it be her boyfriend? My heart boiled, it must be her boyfriend.Chen Yu was so heartbroken before he fell in love, what should Mu Xizi, who has grown his love roots, be so disheartened.I dare not imagine it, for fear that I will not be able to accept it myself.I pulled Aunt Liu excitedly: "Then I will go to Beijing now."

Aunt Liu finally let go of her frown after waiting for my reply: "Take your ID card with me, and I'll prepare a ticket for you."

After I heard it, I ran upstairs without saying a word, found a random piece of clothing to put on, took my wallet and stuffed it in the bag, and then ran downstairs anxiously.Aunt Liu was still waiting there. As soon as our eyes met, we walked quickly to the side of the road.I didn't think much about it, so I got into Aunt Liu's car.He didn't pay attention to where the car was going, he just kept worrying about whether Mu Xizi was afraid of being alone in the house at this moment, and was he hungry?

When I arrived at the airport, I just handed over my ID card to Aunt Liu and followed her all the way.When flying for the first time, I should not feel excited at all. Taking the ticket, going through the security check, and waiting for the plane, with Mu Xizi in my heart, the whole process seemed cumbersome and made me even more irritable.

After finally boarding the plane, the stewardess reminded me to turn off my mobile phone, only then did I realize that I had forgotten my mobile phone.But when I saw the planes flying or landing outside the window, I stopped wanting to get up, after all, it was too late to go back and get them.I had no choice but to think of a way when I arrived in Beijing.My thoughts calmed down a little, and a bunch of things rushed into my head: I haven't asked the foreman for leave, and I haven't told Chen Yu, what if my dad suddenly calls?The hasty departure left me with a series of messes.

Aunt Liu, who was sitting on the side, saw that I couldn't sit still, and explained to me: "Duoduo, I'm not a bad person, don't be afraid, I didn't lie to you, something really happened to Mu Xizi."

I nodded awkwardly to her: "I know. I forgot to bring my mobile phone, and I am afraid that I will suddenly call at home."

Aunt Liu smiled and said, "It's okay, I know your phone number. When you arrive in Beijing, you can call your father first to report that he is safe, but don't tell me about Mu Xizi." I understand, report good news but not bad news .

The plane took off, the feeling of weightlessness made my heart tighten, and I grabbed the handle in a natural reaction.After the plane stabilized, my discomfort began to ease slowly.Through the thick glass windows, I saw the bustling Shanghai getting smaller and smaller in my eyes, passing through the clouds, I couldn't see its figure directly.The thick clouds glowed with white light, which was very dazzling. The sky was blue, and the strong sunlight made me dazzled.The first time I flew by plane, I didn't feel very good.

"Duo Duo, I really trouble you." Aunt Liu said a little melancholy, "It's just this juncture, I really don't know who to turn to."

The so-called friends of Mu Xizi in the private room that day came to my mind, what about them?I didn't ask for an exit.In fact, I have always cared about the position of me and them in Mu Xizi's heart.I hope that I, who is as low as dust, can also be held in the palm of Mu Xizi's hands, and be treated with sincerity and tenderness.

There are countless questions in my heart, and I keep imagining various answers in my heart, but in the end, none of them satisfies me.After thinking about it, the disparity in identity between me and Mu Xizi is too great.So dare not expect too much.Going this time, I hope that I can fulfill my duty as a friend of hers, that she can open the door for me, and that I can soothe her wounded heart.I leaned back in the chair and asked myself: I think so, do I take myself too seriously?What if Mu Xizi doesn't want to see me either?What should I do?Come back in disgrace and never contact her again?

Thinking a little too much, my head hurt a little, I slowly closed my eyes, the roaring sound in my ears was like a lullaby, and I fell asleep unconsciously.In the dream, I staggered on the white clouds, thinking about the Heavenly Palace on the horizon.The Heavenly Palace exudes countless rays of light to the surroundings, because the sun is locked on the spire by it.I stepped barefoot on the floor paved with gold bricks, and it was a little cold.A tall door blocked my way, but I gently pushed it open.In the palace, a little girl was hugging her legs and curled up on the ground, her sobbing sound echoed in the room.I walked over slowly, took her into my arms, and told her: "I'm coming, I'm coming." But she suddenly pushed me away and said sharply: "What are you, you dare to break into the heavenly palace, how dare you break into the heavenly palace? Clash with this Heavenly Monarch, come here, why don’t you drag her out and throw her into the abyss and hell.” Suddenly, many tall and mighty heavenly soldiers appeared all around.They are like eagles catching chickens, and I was dragged away by them indifferently when I mentioned it lightly.I struggled, watching the arrogant Tianjun throw back his sleeves, and then strode away from this majestic palace, my heart felt ashamed.In an instant, I was pushed into the abyss forcefully by the heavenly soldiers. . .

My body twitched violently, I woke up with a start, and I still vaguely remembered the appearance of that Tianjun, just like Mu Xizi.Looking out the window, there was a vast expanse of whiteness, and my heart also became bewildered.I don't know if it was abrupt to leave without asking this time.

I thought that being invited by Zhang Yue this time was just a simple trip, but unexpectedly it became a nightmare in my life.When the three of us arrived in Seoul, Zhang Yue came to the airport to welcome us warmly.At first, Zhang Yue simply took us to visit places of interest in Seoul and taste Korean delicacies.The unfortunate beginning originated from a dinner, Zhang Yue proposed to drink a few glasses of Korean soju.This drink has me overwhelmed.I was dragged back to the hotel in a daze, but I was thrown in the closet.Dizzy, I was woken up by the bangs.Through the gaps in the closet, I witnessed Liu Ziyang and Xia Shengnan making a fuss on the bed.I wanted to scream, but my mouth was blocked, and I wanted to move, but my hands and feet were blocked.I couldn't cry, couldn't move, only tears kept flowing.Who wants me to witness the cheating of my boyfriend and good friend with my own eyes?What's even worse is that even if they get along, Xia Shengnan still likes to let Liu Ziyang say that he loves her, and Liu Ziyang doesn't hesitate to incline his love for her.During the lingering time, mixed with their gasps, I felt that my dignity was ruthlessly trampled, torn to pieces, and crushed into powder.Their mouthful of love is more vivid in my memory than their coquettish panting, and it can even be said to be deeply imprinted on my heart, warning me that it is not good to meet people and know people badly.After the torment was over, Liu Ziyang left the room on the grounds that he could not be discovered by me.Xia Shengnan put on her pajamas, and opened the wardrobe door barefoot.She smiled not surprised at all, and looked down at me condescendingly.I know who set up this game.Xia Shengnan knelt down, untied my gag, and said with a smile: "Mu Xizi, did you see clearly? Do you understand?" Seeing that I didn't speak, she continued to smile triumphantly: "Then let me tell you, I promise to make you understand thoroughly..." It turned out that she went to Beijing to go to university because of Liu Ziyang, but I never gave Liu Ziyang an answer, so she took advantage of it and won Liu Ziyang's favor.In order not to spoil our friendship, neither of them explained.Later, they went abroad together, and I also went abroad.Liu Ziyang's father wanted to take advantage of my dad's style and enter into real estate, so he asked Liu Ziyang to take good care of me.Liu Ziyang used the family's request as an excuse to prevaricate Xia Shengnan, and continued to attack me.I also admire Xia Shengnan very much, because Liu Ziyang could bear the burden for so long, and watched his boyfriend hug someone else in his arms with my own eyes.Now that Liu Ziyang's father is in the real estate business in Beijing, Xia Shengnan began to ask Liu Ziyang to pick it out, but Liu Ziyang wanted to enjoy the blessings of everyone, and took Bai Yueguang and roses into his pocket.So Xia Shengnan had to do it himself.This reminds me of New Year's Eve, Xia Shengnan's New Year's wish.Xia Shengnan gently brushed my cheeks with her fingers, and reiterated to me with a little sympathy: "I gave him the first time when I was in college. Then countless times of fusion made us grow closer. Love each other more and more. Although you have intervened, it has not affected us. You have been with him for so long, and you only care about dressing up, but you don’t know that he is very eager. In his dormitory at school, my dormitory, you have been to the restaurant floor On, the night he took you for a ride, and your Aunt Qiu’s house. Hehe. Mu Xizi, Mu Xizi. Does Zi Yang love you? Love, because you have a good father, a face that makes his heart beat, but you don’t A heart that loves him." At the end, Xia Shengnan inserted her sharp nails into my cheek and slid down hard.I was disheartened and didn't say a word, I looked at her fiercely, no matter how painful my skin was, I resisted stubbornly and refused to admit defeat.Xia Shengnan smiled and stood up, and gave me the final blow: "The reason why we became friends is not because of you, you understand. So, you protected that waiter that day, and you slapped Zhang Yue in the face in public. I just As soon as she mentioned it, she readily agreed. Mu Xizi, you can't see us with pride in your eyes, and we have never treated you sincerely. I, no, it is we who see your pretendingly innocent face now It's disgusting." After finishing speaking, Xia Shengnan dropped a pair of scissors to the ground, and left with her swan neck held high.I calmly picked up the scissors, the ropes on my feet and wrists, stood up with the help of the cabinet, and staggered out of the room that still smelled disgusting.Walking out of the hotel and walking on the street, the sky has already begun to light up.As I was walking, I saw my own image in the window next to me. I was so angry that I punched him, but the glass was not broken, and I cried aloud.The friends I thought were not friends, and the boyfriends I admitted were not boyfriends.I am the alien among friends, and I am the third party in love. . .I was wandering on the street, countless glass can reflect my face, haggard, pale, the appearance of a weak person, a fool who can't tell good from bad.I also felt sick when I saw myself in the glass.In a hospital not far away, I couldn’t read Korean, but I could understand the pictures. I walked in exhausted physically and mentally. Fortunately, I was carrying a bag with money and documents in it.When I finished the operation, I couldn't recall the state I was lying on the operating table at that time, and there was only one thought in my mind: this face is too disgusting.My heart is like ashes, I don’t know the pain, I sit on the hospital bed with gauze in my arms, and I don’t feel sad for a long time, I just blindly look at the street outside the window, people I don’t know walk hurriedly or slowly, and voices I don’t understand Nuisance in the ear.I emptied myself, so empty that even I felt nothing.I didn't answer any of the phone calls, I just wanted to rest alone and prepare for Nirvana and rebirth.I don't know how long I've been here in a daze.Taking off the gauze and looking at myself in the mirror, I suddenly woke up, what a stupid thing I did.I knocked over the mirror and ran in the hospital, so scared that the medical staff stopped me and gave me a sedative.When I woke up again, looking at the face that couldn't go back in the glass, I cried loudly, wishing I could bump my head to death.You really shouldn't make decisions irrationally.Now this strange face is so strange that I don't even know it myself, so who can know me.I feel like I've lost myself.After I was discharged from the hospital, I boarded the plane back to Beijing. As soon as I arrived in Beijing, I opened the door with my aunt’s spare key, and hid in this unknown place. I didn’t see anyone. I just wanted to sit quietly to the end of time.

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I finally wrote about the turning point, I feel sorry for Mu Xizi, please come on