Two trees make a forest

My inflammation is a bit recurring, and it seems to be better, and it will recur at night.I myself was in a daze and didn't know, I just felt drowsy.In the doctor's eyes, it was a repeated condition, so I stayed in the hospital for more than two months before my condition finally stabilized.Over the past two months, I don’t know how much fat I have accumulated for more than ten years. Anyway, my clothes are getting bigger. Fortunately, it’s late autumn, and everyone wraps up tightly. I put all my clothes in , barely able to wear.

When the doctor issued a discharge certificate, it was my grandma who took me out of the hospital.Grandma said that my dad was sent to the province for a meeting, so he was away for a few days.When we got back to the courtyard, everyone still had to greet each other with a few words of care and care, without mentioning why I was admitted to the hospital.But I could tell from everyone's eyes that I was labeled as a bad boy again.

Back in my room, I was lying on the long-lost bed, just in time to see a white cloud drifting by the window, adding a touch of agility to the monotonous blue sky.Tian En came to my door awkwardly, a little afraid to say: "Sister, grandma told you to take a bath." When I got up, Tian En had already run away.I was about to get my clothes, but when I saw that night's homework was still on the table, I shook my head helplessly.

Grandma specially found grapefruit leaves for me to take a bath to get rid of bad luck.I sat on the toilet, flushing with scoops of water from a cup.I remember the last time I was punished to kneel, there was no injury on my body, but this time I don’t know if my dad is strong or I am too weak, leaving a few scars on my back.Although the scar has healed, but the faint scars printed on it cannot be washed off.I can see their positions in the mirror. The middle of the shoulder blades is lower, and the three are interlaced. It is not scary, but chilling.This is the imprint I asked for.

In the evening, after I had a quick meal, I went back to the house and finished my unfinished homework.Grandma came to remind me to go to bed early when she saw that I was still turning on the light before going to bed.I said that I have to finish my homework in class tomorrow.Grandma sighed and said, "Your father has given you a suspension from school." The thunderbolt made me stop all my movements.I looked at grandma with some puzzlement.Grandma came over and pulled me into her arms, comforting: "You were critically ill at the time, good times and bad times, the doctor may not be sure, your homeroom teacher also came, and suggested that your father give you a suspension of school so that you can recuperate well Seeing that you are indecisive, your father asked the doctor for advice. The doctor said that even if you are cured, it is best to rest at home for a period of time, and it will be winter soon, so you can’t have a fever anymore. Your father gave you a suspension from school. "For some reason, my tears just fell down.Wronged?sad?Lost?Blame yourself?regret. . .I don't know, I only know that my heart is empty and there is no sustenance.

I don't have to go to school, and I don't have to get up so early.Listening to Tianen's hurried footsteps outside the door, I feel that it is good to be able to go to school.Grandma knew that I was in a bad mood, so she didn't bother me.I could just lie there and watch the clouds pass by a small window, the rain fall and the snow fall.Sometimes blue, sometimes gray, sometimes black.I am still taking the medicine, but I seldom talk.My dad brought me a scarf when he came back from a business trip.I readily accepted it, but I folded it neatly in the cabinet without going out.A few days later, my dad brought me another bag of books, and I was sitting on the bed watching the sky.There are many kinds of books, domestic and foreign, novels, prose and poetry, everything, but there is nothing I want to read.What I want to see, I don't know myself.

Once I was lying on the balcony, and Li Shuang happened to pass by. We looked at each other, and there was no trace of disgust in her eyes, and then she ignored me and left.There was no fire in my eyes either.I don't know if this counts as a grievance.

The winter vacation came quickly. I was on the balcony watching the new generation of little kids in the yard throwing snowballs and having a snowball fight. Snowmen rose one by one, and I suddenly thought of Mu Xizi.During this boring time, I actually forgot about her.I think she should have forgotten me too.My dad said that Shanghai is a big city with everything, and new friends will naturally be found.I turned my head, just in time to see a marshmallow floating across the dark and colorless sky, feeling a little sour in my heart.

A few days later, my dad handed me the letter from Mu Xizi.For so many years, the address written by Mu Xizi is my father's factory, and my father will pass it on to me.When I received Mu Xizi's letter, I was a little surprised, my hands trembled, tears welled up in my eyes, and I muttered excitedly: She hasn't forgotten me, she hasn't forgotten me, maybe the whole world has forgotten me, Only she will not forget me.For the first time after I was ill, I ran back to my room excitedly, sat at the desk, and held the unexpected letter that seemed to have fallen from the sky in my heart.Tears finally welled up in my eyes.

Mu Xizi's letter was very simple, it just explained her recent situation, she was still very busy, participated in many activities, and finally asked at the end, "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?" I sucked my nose, feeling that my heart had been frozen for a long time It starts to melt slowly.Mu Xizi's letter brought a dose of warm comfort to this cold winter.

After reading the letter, I couldn't wait to take out the letter paper, but I couldn't write for a long time.What should I write, what can I write.Write that I was sick and hospitalized and suspended from school, that I was beaten and knelt all night, or that I stole money to mend holes. . .I held the pen, and my heart was full of grievances, but I didn't dare to pour it out on the thin letter paper.I was afraid that Mu Xizi would look down on me, despise me like the classmates in our class and the neighbors in the yard, and never write again, and then my only sunshine would disappear completely.My heart was tangled together, and I felt deeply helpless.In the end, I picked up a pen and lied lightly: the placement test is coming soon, and I have been studying hard, so I forgot to tell you for a while, and I won’t do it next time.I'm fine, you don't have to worry.

In order to make my life look so sunny on the letter paper, I made up a lot of things. For example, I participated in the autumn tour, and I haven’t relaxed for a long time. Everyone had a good time.I participated in the school's essay competition and won the second prize.The math test was praised again. . .As I write, I laugh to myself.It turns out that the imaginary world can be so relaxed and beautiful.

After compiling the letter, my long-depressed mood was finally relieved, so I took a book and lay on the bed to read it.Evening dinner, also tasted the taste of the food.Tian En racked his brains to solve the problem, and I gave him some proper advice, and he solved the problem.Helping grandma clean up in the kitchen, grandma quietly stuffed me with a dime.I was flattered to get my grandma's pocket money for the first time.At night, I lay on the bed and checked the money my grandma gave me over and over again, thinking to myself: I never thought that an ordinary letter from Mu Xizi would make me clear the clouds and see that the sky was still blue, or even bluer.So I am going to continue to maintain the good habit of writing two letters a month.

For the ultimate goal, I started to cheer up again, and self-study the textbooks of the second grade of junior high school, hoping that it will not be too late.My dad saw that I was refreshed again, even if I didn't go to school, he gave me pocket money and let me go out for a walk when the weather was better.With the start of the new semester, Tian En started to get up early again.I followed suit.Walking to the balcony, I saw that Li Shuang and Zhang Xiaoman were already going to school at a nervous pace.Think about it, they are already in the third grade of junior high school, and they are about to take the senior high school entrance examination.If I didn't repeat the grade for Mu Xizi, I should go through the pre-exam torture with them now.

Since I got seriously ill, Tian En is no longer so hostile to me. Although it goes without saying, his useful actions towards me are enough to prove it.When I come back from school, he will give me snacks, and he will not come to me with problems, and he will help me when I do housework.Looking at him who is shorter than me, I feel that he has grown up a lot.After a serious illness, I seldom speak and mostly listen.Listening to my grandma whispering in my ear not to hate my dad, I never hated my dad.My dad always gets up early and stays late during this time, and often travels on business.When he got home he looked tired.I often see him smoking a cigarette standing alone on the balcony at night.The few shreds of tobacco that rose up fluttered and fluttered, wondering if they would reach my mother.You know my mom hates my dad smoking.

On the balcony, I often saw Li Shuang's father coming down from upstairs in high spirits.I kind of miss the days when Mu Xizi lived upstairs, so I could run to her house every day, and life wouldn't be so boring.I didn't know that Li Shuang's father had been promoted again until I heard Aunt Liu came to my house and rushed out the door.The factory manager is going to retire, and the deputy factory manager is going to step up.Some people in the factory resigned and went into business.I don't really understand the world of adults, but I just know that my dad not only smokes at night, but also starts smoking at noon.

After the high school entrance examination, Li Shuang and Zhang Xiaoman's grades came out. Zhang Xiaoman didn't go to high school, but went directly to the teacher's school in Linshi.Li Shuang chose to study in the city's three high schools.Not a bad high school.The biggest advantage is that it is close to home.After knowing the result, I really wanted to say goodbye to Zhang Xiaoman. After all, I lived in this yard for so many years, my relationship broke down, and I was still a neighbor.I poured out the pocket money my grandma and my dad gave me, counted them, and went to the bookstore the next day without incident.After shopping all afternoon, I didn't know what to buy, so I went out empty-handed.I went to the nearby stationery store and chose a beautiful diary.

Back in the yard, I put the diary behind my back, wandered to Zhang Xiaoman's house in three steps and two steps, and finally knocked on the door of her house.It was her mother who opened the door.Her mother happily welcomed me in, but Zhang Xiaoman was not at home.I was a little disappointed and ready to leave, but her mother warmly greeted her with a glass of water before leaving.Before the water was finished, Zhang Xiaoman came back with Li Shuang on his arm.Seeing me at her house, both of them froze for a moment.Li Shuang first said hello to her mother, glanced at me, and left.Only Zhang Xiaoman and I were left in the living room.

I said awkwardly: "I heard that you chose to study at a normal school." Zhang Xiaoman hummed.I squeezed the diary in my hand, my heart beat faster, and I said embarrassedly: "I don't know what to give you." Then, I handed the diary to her.She didn't expect that I would give her a gift, and she stood there wondering whether she should accept it or not.I also stood awkwardly.In the end, she took the diary from me and said thank you.I felt the atmosphere was too strange, so I left.

Time flies, life is very tense, and there are many things in my life besides studying.Especially with Xia Shengnan and the others, I learned that the world is so big that I have never been to many places.The world is beautiful, and the beauty of the camera can not explain its whole picture.The world is very prosperous, and the bustling cities make our imagination run wild.Especially when Xia Shengnan's brother started studying in the United States and sent her various gifts, I couldn't help but think that I also have a brother who is far away in the most prosperous America.It's a pity that since he followed my mother to the United States, he disappeared into the ocean without any news.Feeling unhappy in my heart, I remembered the letter written by Lin Duoduo alone in the room.I dug them out to pass the time and found that she hadn't heard from her for more than two months.I murmured in my heart, could it be that something happened to her.I habitually waited for her letter, completely forgetting that she might not write.I suddenly felt a little nervous and panicked, and immediately wrote a letter to her.Soon, she wrote a letter, which was still very long, and it recorded all her good deeds.My worry for her finally sank.When I calmed down and thought about it, I couldn't tell whether I was worrying about her or myself.I was worried that Lin Duoduo would abandon me like my elder brother, and there was no news.I buried my head in my arms and cried.Fortunately, Lin Duoduo just forgot about it for a while, and now after I reminded her, she started writing letters as scheduled again.I like to receive her letters, but it doesn't mean that I will reply to every one.Especially when I didn't reply, her letter would still come, and I was in a better mood.I like Lin Duoduo's perseverance.Even if I forget, she can't forget.

The author has something to say:

Mu Xizi's sunshine is really selfish^_^