Two trees make a forest

When I turned over and got up, Mu Xizi had disappeared.I rubbed my eyes, walked out of the door in a daze, and saw that Mu Xizi was sitting upright at the dining table, and Aunt Liu was also bringing out the milk: "Duo Duo, you have to hurry up, it's time to go out." My head When I saw the hour and minute hands, I became sober, and immediately cheered up and rushed out the door.

Grandma was not surprised when she saw me coming back from the outside, but Tianen looked down on me and cursed me mercilessly: "Some people are going to be late." Pack yourself up, and run to wash like the wind.When he got to the table, Tian En hadn't finished his breakfast yet.Seeing that his expectations were in vain, Tianen angrily turned his head away from me.I was panting and gobbling.

On the way to school, I kept blaming Mu Xizi for being unkind, why didn't you call me when I got up, and what if I was late.Unexpectedly, Mu Xizi replied solemnly: "Sweeping the floor." My anger went straight to my forehead.At the beginning of the semester, I thought that something had offended Mu Xizi. She was always unhappy when she came back this semester, so I wanted to use her birthday to show off.But now it seems that I think too much.My anger dissipated all of a sudden, and I took Mu Xizi's arm to plead for mercy.Mu Xizi is very cooperative and does not bend the law for personal gain.

The time passed peacefully, without too many ups and downs, but the autumn wind and autumn leaves greeted the winter snow, and the gloves Mu Xizi gave me could no longer be worn.I keep it in the cupboard.Mu Xizi didn't want to see that my hands were frozen, so she always gave me one of her gloves.Today is the left hand, tomorrow is the right hand.Sometimes she would take out a scarf from her schoolbag and put it on for me.On the way to school, no matter how heavy the snow is, no matter how cold the wind is, I don’t feel cold.

The factory provides heating for the school and the family area, but there is only one iron pipe, which is very hot if accidentally touched.So we keep this warm tube at a respectful distance.But it is different in Mu Xizi's house. All the pipes are wrapped in floral cotton cloth, which is not hot and looks good.I prefer to do my homework at her house.Sometimes we also deliberately sit next to the pipe to maximize the heat it provides.

As the end of the semester was approaching, we sat on the floor leaning on Guanzi, each concentrating on reading books, hoping to maintain our status as a top student forever.Suddenly, Mu Xizi spoke: "If I don't come next semester, what will you do?"

"I'll wait for you." After I finished speaking, I happened to turn over a page of the book, and didn't take Mu Xizi's words too seriously.

"Not coming back yet." Mu Xizi closed the book.

That's when I heard the problem.Slowly, I also closed the book, frowning, my heart was pounding, and I looked at the expressionless Mu Xizi with some timidity: "You, are you not coming back?" I never thought that Mu Xizi would return.In my consciousness, as soon as school starts, I can see Mu Xizi, go to school, play crazy, chat, eat, drink, read, and laugh with her. . .If she doesn't come back, I really didn't expect it.One day, I went to school alone, walked home on the trail alone, went up the hill to laugh, alone. . .I feel that such a life is like being slaughtered in half, a little lonely, lonely, boring, and miserable.My scalp tingles and I feel horrible just thinking about it.

Mu Xizi didn't know if he noticed my nervous expression, stretched out his hand and patted my shoulder, and said to me with a slight smile: "Although we are thousands of miles apart, you can write to me. Don't you want to try to write Do you believe me? I am your pen pal."

What Mu Xizi said was easy, but I feel that this kind of reality is the last thing I want to come into contact with.I shouted loudly in my heart: I don't want to be separated from you, I don't want to pin my thoughts on you on a thin piece of paper, and I have to pass it on from thousands of miles away, what if I lose it, I want to tell you directly.The more I thought about it, the more painful it became, and I cried out loud.

Mu Xizi probably didn't expect me to be so fragile, so he pulled me into his arms and comforted me: "Don't worry, the letter will arrive soon, and I will write to you as soon as I return to Shanghai. Don't cry."

I hugged Mu Xizi and cried bitterly: "Don't go, I don't want you to go." I always feel that Mu Xizi has integrated into my life and is already an indispensable part of my life. Suddenly, one day this part said to me, It was about to leave me, and I felt a burst of heart-piercing pain that made it impossible for me to live.

"I don't want to leave either, but my dad's term of office is up, so I have to go back." Mu Xizi said, his voice began to choke.

I shook my head vigorously, trying to encourage her: "You let your dad stay here, he is so popular here, it's a pity to leave."

Mu Xizi was silent for a while before opening his mouth: "And my grandparents, they are not young, they hope I go back."

Suddenly, the frail figure of my grandma appeared in my mind, and my stomach was choked up in my throat, and I was embarrassed to say it.We just hugged and cried.Thousands and thousands of reluctance melted into tears, and they couldn't stop flowing.

I don't know how I got out of Mu Xizi's house.When I got home, my grandma called for dinner. I walked back to my room as if I hadn't heard it, and then fell into the bed.The whole body was spread out on the bed, and the whole heart withered.The words Mu Xizi said are circling in my mind: "There is no feast that will never end in life. Our separation will not be permanent." Of course, writing letters can not cut off the connection between the two, but the distance of thousands of miles always makes me feel far away from her. Far away here.At this moment, I finally understand that poets often complain about missing their hometown and family in their poems. It is a kind of torture, put on a stone mill and crushed by time.As time goes on, this torture will not end.I lay motionless on the bed like a lost soul.Before Mu Xizi left, I was already so out of my mind, I didn't know what kind of ghost I would become when she disappeared.

Life seems to have not changed much except for me being sad.At dinner time, grandma was still nagging non-stop. My dad hurriedly finished his meal and started his professional studies. Tianen still liked to make faces at me.I stretched my face, as if I couldn't smile anymore.I don't know what I ate, and I don't know what it tastes like.All I know is that Mu Xizi is leaving.

Mu Xizi gave me a thunderbolt from the blue. I lay on the bed and tossed and turned. For a while, I fantasized about Mu Xizi running downstairs to tell me that she was not leaving. For a while, I watched her tearfully on the balcony as she was dragged away by her father. Why? Tell her not to look back, no matter how much you run, you can't catch up.I felt that I was in the heat of the water, and my whole body was suffering from the discomfort in my heart.When I woke up in the morning, my clothes were already wet with sweat.

I tried to do the same as usual, after finishing packing, I waited for Mu Xizi on the balcony.She saw me as if yesterday had never happened. We went downstairs and went to school side by side as usual, but when we got to the classroom, we parted ways and didn't say a word.

Sitting on the seat and looking at her back, which is a little far away from me, for the first time, I felt that there was a distance between me and Mu Xizi, and this distance would become farther and farther, so far that even her back could not be seen in my eyes. will not be seen.When I think of this, my heart starts to ache again.I lay down on the table, trying not to make a fool of myself with my sour eyes, and even if I made a fool of myself, I would hide the evidence in my clothes.

This day at school can be said to be an unprecedented day, because Mu Xizi and I didn't say a word.I kept lying on the table and staring at Mu Xizi's back.Sometimes she goes out, sometimes she sits.There is never a shortage of people around her.They are lively and laughing together.I always thought she had to be me, but it wasn't.My listlessness directly attracted the teacher's attention, asking whether I was sick and needed to go home?I shook my head, still lying on my stomach, expressionless and dull.Mu Xizi glanced at me, and she turned around before I could clearly see the emotion in her eyes.I buried my head in my arms in shame.

Finally when it was time to leave school, Mu Xizi packed his schoolbag and walked to me: "Are you feeling unwell?"

I tilted my head and looked up at her: "Are you really going?" How I wish she would shake her head and tell me what I said yesterday was just a joke, or that yesterday didn't exist.Mu Xizi nodded without hesitation.I felt like my heart was shattered into shards of glass.I held my mouth shut: "Can't we just leave?" Mu Xizi lowered his head and shook.I felt like my eyes couldn't contain the tears again.I tried my best to pluck up the last courage to speak: "You said, you will write to me."

Mu Xizi suddenly raised his head, looked at me in surprise, then hugged me happily and promised: "Well, the first thing I do when I go back is to write to you. We can keep communicating." Seeing her With the rekindled joy in my eyes and hearing the excitement coming out of her mouth, I felt that my patience was worth it.

I thought a lot yesterday, and seeing that she is still living well without me today, I knew that crying is useless.Since she will definitely go, why not let her go with peace of mind.In ancient times, there were poets who sent letters from thousands of miles away, and it took months to wait.Today, we are communicating by letter, so it might be a good idea to give it a try.Besides, no matter how many people appear around Mu Xizi, the only person she will wait for after school is me.I also firmly believe that even when I'm not around her, I'm still her best friend.Friends, best friends, will not be alienated or indifferent because of time and distance.

The matter was finally negotiated successfully.We both pretended to return to our old way of getting along.It's just that I didn't know that Mu Xizi would leave in such a hurry.When I was still writing hard in the examination room, Mu Xizi was quietly called away.Once he left, he didn't come back.When the exam was over and I happily went to find her, there was no one in the classroom.I searched every corner of the school, in the classroom, on the playground, in the toilet, in the office, and a terrible sense of loss enveloped my heart.Finally, after asking the class teacher, she found out that she was temporarily picked up by her father.I just gave up and went home like a walking dead.

In order not to let Lin Duoduo laugh at me, I woke up vigilantly and asked Aunt Liu to warm up the noodles Lin Duoduo made for me.The noodles have been battered into a pile, but I still finished eating.It didn't take me long to regret it.I still can't eat the overnight food, I have diarrhea.I put the clothes that Lin Duoduo sewed by myself on the doll again.This doll was given to me by my brother.I have always regarded it as my protector.Broken patchwork, old dolls, unexpected fits.I put her firmly on the bed and continued to protect me.I thought about it again and again, and told Lin Duoduo in advance, because I didn't know when to leave.I was afraid that I would leave before I could tell her.Lin Duoduo actually cried.I was so scared that I was at a loss.Lin Duoduo finally left heartbroken.Aunt Liu looked at me helplessly.I was wronged too, and I didn't want to leave, I buried my head in my arms and cried.The next day, Lin Duoduo didn't speak, and I didn't dare to speak.We just went to school quietly.The school, the teacher's affairs, and the classmates' affairs followed one after another, which just distracted me from Lin Duoduo.During class, the teacher asked Lin Duoduo if he was sick.I looked at her worriedly.She was indeed haggard a lot, and her spirit was listless, but I couldn't do anything, and I really felt powerless because of my own incompetence.After school, I took the initiative to find Lin Duoduo.She looked like she was about to cry, which made my heart very conflicted. I told her the truth that I will not leave, and I will stay here with her.Lin Duoduo seemed to think about it, and asked me to write a letter.I readily agreed.It feels like the stone that has been weighing on me since the summer vacation has finally landed.It's just that I didn't expect that my dad left too suddenly.I'm not worried about the score, but I'm worried about whether Lin Duoduo will cry again when she suddenly loses sight of me. At that time, there will be no one to comfort her.I was sitting in the car, thinking about Lin Duoduo all the time, and I missed a solemn farewell from her, just a hug.Looking at the familiar scenery passing by outside the car window, thinking that Lin Duoduo and I are so far away, my eyes are astringent, my nose is sour, and my heart is prickly.

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