Two trees make a forest

After the meal, Grandpa Mu didn't strongly persuade me to stay. My dad said to go back to rest, so Grandpa Mu arranged for someone to take my dad and me back to the hotel, while Grandpa Mu forced Mu Xizi to stay.In the car, my dad didn't say a word.When I arrived at the hotel, when I sent my dad to the door of the room, my dad said: "Duo Duo, chat with me for a while."

I followed my dad in with a snare drum beating in my heart, and the scene of my dad wailing and furious at me kept flashing in my mind, or the scene of him throwing a cup and a bench to catch fire.But when I sat on the couch with my dad, my dad was very quiet.He smoked a cigarette slowly, and I saw his old cheeks blurred by the smoke, and I felt a pang of sadness in my heart.

"A lot." My dad put out the cigarette butt, looked at me with his elbows on his knees, "Have you thought about it?" I was a little confused about my dad's topic.My dad repeated the old saying: "After graduate school, what do you plan to do?"

I, I, can I say I haven't figured it out yet?Now, I just want to do the things right now and live a good life with the people I like.But looking at my dad's eyes, there is a bit of bitterness in his calmness.I spit out the truth in my heart, but I still can't say it.

My dad glanced at me, and then his eyes drifted a little: "I remember when you were a child, you always cried and called your mother at night, which was more sad than Tianen. I encountered a busy period at work again, and your grandma always had a big head when she took care of both ends. Outsiders said that they should put you in foster care and come back after you go to school. Your grandma sternly rejected those gossip. Although it was not thoughtful, your grandma still brought you up with Tian En. Duo Duo." Dad's deep gaze returned to me: "Do you know that your grandma loves you, loves you from the bottom of her heart."

The softest part of my heart was pierced by my dad's words.Fingers crossed together, I saw the ring on my right index finger, I felt a little flustered, I lowered my head, I was afraid to look directly at my dad.

My dad continued to babble: "You studied hard and got into a good university in a big city. After you went to university, your grandma was so excited that she didn't sleep well for a few days, and later worried that you couldn't sleep well outside. In the past few months, she often sat in the living room alone at night, looking forward to your early return. You want to be an actor, a star, and I support you, but your grandma still hopes that you will return from school early. I only say that you are free You spent time filming to earn money. Your grandma is happy for your sensibleness. Everyone praises herself for raising a good granddaughter. You stopped filming and went back to school. When you said you wanted to study for postgraduate entrance examinations and continue to study, your grandma took out All my savings tell me that Duoduo must not be treated badly. If she wants to read it, even if it is a waste of money, she must be allowed to read it." As he spoke, my dad's nose sobbed.Forget about my nose, tears kept rolling in my eyes.

My dad was silent for a while and called out my name: "Duoduo." The voice seemed to come from the distant Pingzhou across the great river.I slowly raised my head and tightly covered my right hand to prevent my dad from seeing the glowing ring.The corners of my father's mouth curled up, and he smiled reluctantly: "Duoduo, your grandma's wish is to see you succeed in your studies, return to Pingzhou after finishing your studies, and settle down. We don't want to be rich, we just want to be safe Enough."

Seeing Qiji in my dad's eyes, I was suddenly speechless, and my fingertips were firmly inserted into the index finger of my right hand, hoping to make myself less tormented.My dad found out, that's why he urged me to go back to Pingzhou. In fact, it made me sever my relationship with Mu Xizi.Between Mu Xizi and my dad, between love and family affection, I am at a loss. I don't know what to choose and what to give up?In other words, I can't bear to give up both.They are the palms and backs of my hands. If I gouged out that side, my hands would be useless.

"A lot." My dad's deep and old voice sounded again, "Listen to what Dad said, and go back to Pingzhou with me. If you want to study in graduate school, come back after school starts. We don't need to pay for the dormitory. We don't need to rely on other people's money. Trees to enjoy the shade. We are ordinary people, ordinary people, and just live in peace and stability."

My dad's words were soft, but they hit my heart like ruthless hailstones.The tears I fell were not only the torment in my heart, but also the uncontrollable unwillingness and delusions: "Dad." I shouted with all my strength, and my dad stretched his neck and looked at me, expecting that I could give him a hug. Reassuring answer.But I still let him down in the end: "I want to stay in Shanghai, stay with Mu Xizi."

My dad was so angry that he stood up and looked down at me who had never changed after I was taught, and yelled: "Duoduo, why don't you understand. What are you doing now, this, this, this is nothing."

I stood up and faced my dad and replied: "It's love. I like Mu Xizi."

With a loud "snap", my face was slapped aside heavily by my dad.I felt a tear at the corner of my mouth, and the smell of blood filled the cavity.I touched the corner of my mouth with the tip of my tongue, and the tingling hit me immediately.I know that my dad was anxious, angry, ruthless, and hated, that's why he hit so hard.How many years, my dad did not beat me.I don't know if my dad will punish me to kneel for another night this time.I turned my head slowly, watching my dad frowning and retracting his hand awkwardly.Seeing my dad's dodging eyes, I decided to fight for what I wanted.Standing up straight, I looked at my dad firmly, without doubt: "Dad, maybe you don't agree, but I really love Mu Xizi. She loves me too. Even if you don't agree, I have already married Mu Xizi. Make a lifelong vow. This holiday, we decided to register our marriage abroad."

"Well, you have a lot of wings. Your wings are getting longer and harder." My dad said angrily, and raised his hand unconsciously, ready to slap me loudly again.Judging by the posture and the tone of voice, the strength was not small, but I did not avoid it, but stood upright to meet my father's forceful suppression.But my dad's hand was held high in the air, trembling slightly and unable to fall down.I know my dad still loves me, but I let him down.

I knelt heavily on the ground and sincerely begged: "Dad, I hope you can fulfill me and Mu Xizi. I hope our future can be escorted by you." I looked up at the anger in my dad's eyes Fever, but there is no trace of timidity in my heart.

My dad's hands were still trembling in the air. Hearing what I said, my dad was even more trembling with anger. In order not to splatter blood everywhere, my dad chose to turn around and see nothing: "If you dare to be with her , even if our Lin family doesn't have you as a daughter!"

I know my dad didn't say big things or lie.He always kept his word.My heart sank and my whole body collapsed.The most undesirable result still appeared.I slumped my shoulders and stared at my dad's firm back, my heart was like being thrown into a stone mill and crushed repeatedly.I tentatively called softly: "Dad."

My dad resonated forcefully: "Lin Duoduo, as long as you return to Pingzhou with me, this matter will be over. If you persist in your obsession, I will treat you as an unfilial daughter. From now on, you should not go back to Pingzhou either." The last sentence, my dad said a little melancholy.

I was heartbroken: "Dad." Hot tears rolled down from my eyelids, and I pinched the corner of my clothes to support myself not to fall.

My dad sighed, hating iron for being weak: "You, think about it carefully. If you want to leave, take the train back to Pingzhou with me tomorrow."

I know my dad has made up his mind, no matter how much I try to persuade him, it will only add fuel to the fire.In order to give my dad and me time to relax, I stood up slowly, opened my mouth to my dad's somewhat lonely back but couldn't shake a word, and just left quietly without saying a word up.

Coming out of the hotel, I walked alone on the busy street, and the loud voices made me feel even more lonely.Walking into the school, the street lights are a bit dim, and there are fragmented silhouettes under the lights.Students in twos and threes passed me by. They all had smiles on their faces, and they all showed the taste of youth.I was so tired that even walking became a burden.

Coincidentally, when I saw Chen Yu, she was already three or two steps away from me.When I was about to stagger her, she stood in my way.This is the first time we've faced each other face to face since our breakup.I opened my mouth weakly: "You, what's the matter?"

Chen Yu thought for a while before opening his mouth: "Uncle Lin called me and asked me about you and, and, and her." I looked at Chen Yu in surprise.Chen Yu responded to me indifferently: "I didn't say anything bad about you, but your dad probably came back to ask me after he knew about it." I lowered my head dejectedly.Chen Yu seemed to be mocking: "I told you a long time ago that you and her are not suitable. It is better for everyone to break up earlier. It is not worth it to make Uncle Lin angry now."

I shook my head helplessly: "What's wrong with being in love with each other? Is it next to which of you?" After finishing speaking, I looked at Chen Yu, hoping she could give me an answer, but she didn't know how to respond for a while. His eyes dodged a little.I sneered: "Love is just our own business, we think it's good, why is it not good."

Chen Yu looked at me coldly: "Love can make your head go away, but marriage can't. Marriage is the connection between two families. The Mu family can accept you, but your father can't accept Mu Xizi. Your father is very traditional at first glance. The person. He will not agree with you and her. Let alone introduce you and her to others. "

I nodded with some comprehension, decadently bypassed Chen Yu who was in the way, and sighed as I walked: "Maybe, in your eyes, we are wrong. But in our hearts, we are the most right for each other." People. People have several lives. One life. I don’t want to live my life in regret.”

"You let your father down, so you don't regret it?" Chen Yu's voice sounded from behind me.

I stopped and told her with pain in my heart: "I am ashamed and blamed myself for making my dad angry. But letting me leave Muxizi will be the regret of my life. I am ashamed and lose my life." It is better not to live than to be alive." I didn't hear Chen Yu's questioning, but only heard footsteps, getting farther and farther away from me.I looked up and looked at the crippled moon hanging in the night sky, regretting: "When will the two be reunited?"

After dinner, Uncle Lin said he was going to leave. I was going to see them off, but my grandfather stopped me, so I had to watch Uncle Lin take Duoduo away.When the door closed, I turned my head and looked at Grandpa angrily.Grandpa beckoned and let me go.In the study, my grandpa told me that Uncle Lin probably didn't account for the fact that I was with Duoduo, so he made many explicit hints about Duoduo's priority.This layer of window paper was pierced, and I didn't want Duoduo to suffer alone. I immediately got up and wanted to chase, but was stopped by my grandfather again.He told me slowly that this was a matter between Duoduo and her father.And Duoduo and I should let Duoduo face it by himself. If I go, it will only add fuel to the fire.But I couldn't let go of a lot in my heart, and my grandfather comforted me, this is just something I have to face sooner or later.It depends on whether Duoduo can convince her father.If it is possible, everyone will be happy, if it is not possible?Grandpa asked me, but I was speechless.On the way back, I kept thinking about this question.If he can't get what he wants, what will Uncle Lin insist on returning to Pingzhou more often?What should I do if I am shaken a lot?Can I pester Duoduo so shamelessly that she won't let her go?Can I lock Dodo?Can I cry, make trouble and hang myself and threaten Duoduo to defend our love to the death?What can I do so as not to hurt Duoduo's soft heart?

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