death like wind

The turbid sky was getting darker and darker, and the rays of light outside the floor-to-ceiling windows gathered back to Tanggu. After the wind and clouds surged, night gradually enveloped the city.

There was a knock on the door, which interrupted Su Jin's endless thoughts. He propped himself up and sat up, and said in a hoarse voice, "Come in."

The person who came was the old man in black, who was also the Director of the Nightmare Bureau.

Su Jin already knew the purpose of his trip. If he guessed correctly, the Director of the Nightmare Bureau is the old man in black robe in the dream, who follows God like a shadow, remembering the motto left by a generation of God.

Su Jin felt as cold as falling into an ice cellar all over his body, and he really didn't want to pay attention to the flying past, but fate was like an invisible hand, pushing him closer to the truth.

The old man in black turned around and closed the door. Holding a thick divination book in his hand, he moved a chair and sat in front of the bed, as if he had a long conversation.

Su Jin felt her head hurt even more.

"You probably already know a lot of things, so I won't explain too much." Flipping through the book, the old man asked casually, "Do you know the reason why the small world collapsed?"

"Because you were abandoned by God?"

"Then why did God abandon the world he created with his own hands?"

Su Jin fell into silence, wanting to answer because she was sick?

The old man saw that he was silent and did not urge him, so he sighed and said, "Because God cannot have love. A God who has love will lose justice and strictness, and the world will lose order. Just as you can see, today's nightmare world."

"The Nightmare World itself is also a prosperous and vast world with its own long history. People have joys and angers, passions and desires, and the Nightmare World that has lost its order will over time want to set up a cold machine without emotion. It is so stiff that it keeps running, and maybe it won’t be until a long time later that this machine will rust and be scrapped, completely disappearing from the Three Thousand Worlds.”

God is in the vast universe, everywhere, and if he refuses to come to a space at will, he can create a world.After thousands of years of brewing, human beings and other creatures will be born in the world. Every world is the painstaking effort of gods.

Su Jin was a little dazed. He remembered that he had just met Yan Xilin at that time, and felt that Yan Xilin knew everything, so he asked him heartlessly how the Nightmare World came about.

Yan Xilin replied: "God repents."

At that time, he thought that Yan Xilin had suffered from secondary illness, so he didn't take it seriously, but now that he got in touch, his heart felt like a needle prick.He didn't know how Yan Xilin answered his question without any difference.

Love is God's sin, which he repents but does not want to correct.Instead, I try my best to let these rotting worlds play their last role. After that, ashes return to ashes, ashes return to ashes, disintegrate in the vast universe, turn into little stars, and die quietly just like when they were born.

Whenever Yan Xilin sees those mechanical NPCs, how does he feel, he will definitely feel uncomfortable.

The emotion in Su Jin's eyes surged several times, and the waves were gloomy. He leaned against the head of the bed, covered with soft velvet, the air conditioner was blowing the heat, but his whole body felt cold, and he couldn't stop shivering.

"Three thousand small worlds under the three thousand big worlds, more than 900 million worlds, no more, no less, almost half of them have been wiped out now, and I really can't afford to consume them."

The big world is reproduced after the passage of time, and the small world is a copy of the big world, which is not restricted by the big world where it is located, and operates according to the original track.

"What do you... want me to do?" Su Jin's voice was hoarse after a fever, as if sand was choked in her throat, which diminished the unique crispness and melodiousness.

"In this life, His Highness originally didn't intend to interfere with your affairs. Unexpectedly, fate is impermanent, and by accident, you actually broke into the illusion of the seventh heaven. Seeing this, the heart that had been silent for a long time stirred up waves again. I want him Let go, how willing."

The old man said this very wisely, he didn't say what Su Jin should do, but the answer was tacit.

"You probably also know that as long as you are not too attached to something, it will gradually fade after you come out of the Earth Nightmare. I just hope that you can treat all this as a fantasy and wake up when you wake up."

The old man coughed for a while, put the divination book in his hand on the bedside table, stood up slowly, and said leisurely: "The past is like smoke, it's better to take it lightly."

Su Jin swallowed the fishy sweetness in her throat, forced a smile, and said, "Please answer my question, old man."

"You said."

"All this is a dream for me, but what about Yan Xilin?"

"..."

Although the old man is silent, the answer has already been announced.Su Jin smiled tiredly, shrank into the bed, and the voice came muffled through the quilt: "I'm a little sleepy, so I won't see the old man off."

Her chest was panting like an old broken bellows. After hearing the sound of the door closing, Su Jin relaxed her straight back, curled up and hugged herself, but it was still so cold.

Whose fault is it?There are no villains, no conflicts in this story, and they never even quarreled. Why did the obstacles come so unexpectedly and unexpectedly?

The body seemed to be as heavy as a thousand catties, falling uncontrollably, Su Jin gave up struggling, let the sense of weightlessness hit her, and her heart was instantly empty.

This feeling is like after the master died, he left Gushan, faced the busy streets, faced the vast world, and didn't know where to go.

The world is empty.

Drowsy, he felt a gentle hand pull him out of the bed, and there was the sound of water in his ears, and then a wet towel was covered on his forehead, Su Jin kept frowning Slightly stretched, eyelashes trembling uncomfortably.

There was silence in the ears again, and after a while, it seemed that someone approached with water vapor, got into the bed and hugged him in his arms, Su Jin smelled the vaguely scented soft shower gel at the tip of her nose.

Su Jin opened her eyes, and saw the beautiful face in front of her eyes, against the light, the outline was smudged with warm yellow tones, like a dream.I don't know if it's because of my dull head, or because too many things on my heart broke out at this moment.Su Jin was so eccentric that she remembered the first time she met Yan Xilin, the cold wave of light shone on the man in the wooden corridor who lowered his head and sniffed flowers, and the faint moonlight made his clean white clothes whiter, suddenly Shocked like heaven.

When the gaze shifted, prosperity fell to the surface of the water and turned into frost.

Yan Xilin also looked at him with his eyes open, cold light reflected in his eyes, those eyes were light and faint, and there was a clear blue in the depths of the pupils, like colored glass, Su Jin seemed to be bewitched, propped up and burned With a hot body, she leaned over and kissed him lightly on the same pale lips.

This kiss seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He was resting on Yan Xilin's heaving chest, with a thin layer of fabric covering his ears. Hearing the accelerating heartbeat inside, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth.

Give him a little more time, he should not end so hastily.He wanted to covet the silent tenderness for a while, so that he could treasure it and savor it later.

Yan Xilin turned around, and the positions of the two of them changed. Su Jin was pressed down by him. The fierce kiss was not satisfied with the casual taste just now, and he covered her up, crushing distracting thoughts in an instant, as if she wanted to swallow people into her stomach .

Su Jin dominated her last bit of sobriety to respond, stretched out her hand to grab Yan Xilin's shoulder blades stretched out due to her bow, and traced its smooth outline. The gentle temperature made people reluctant to stop, as if she was playing with such a precious thing. treasure.

"Gods cannot be emotional, a generation of gods is the best example."

"This world is already gradually collapsing, losing justice and strictness. If we don't stop it, there will be no order at all, and the world will definitely be chaotic."

Su Jin hugged Yan Xilin tightly, cursing secretly in her heart: If you mess up, you can mess up, don't care about me, whoever wants to save the world should go to hell.

However, the corners of his eyes were already moist.

The Nightmare Bureau worked very fast, and it was said verbally for about three days, but Su Jin woke up again the next day and heard the news of Master.

Hu Daren didn't know why, he was depressed all morning, he didn't ask him, Su Jin also had something in his heart, so a pair of good gay friends just finished their breakfast in such a dull manner, and then sat by the window relatively silent.

Su Jin's fever has subsided, and apart from feeling weak and dizzy, he doesn't feel any discomfort. He didn't want to lie on the bed wasting time, so he and Hu Daren made a plan to go out and squander the money in his hand.

When he received Yan Xilin's call, he was sitting in the stock trading hall, with no burden in his heart, he had put 5 yuan into the green stocks all the way, without blinking his eyes.

Let Hu Daren be amazed, no one is better than a prodigal.

"Hello? Oh, wait a minute, please send me your address." Su Jin clamped the phone to her shoulder, and tapped on the keyboard with her slender fingers. After a few words, the balance of the deposit was reduced by another hundred thousand.

"Yesterday, did Heiying look for you?" Yan Xilin's cold voice came from the receiver, and there was some tension in the sentence, which made Su Jin's heart contract suddenly: "Don't take what he said seriously. "

Su Jin paused when she was typing on the keyboard, then casually raised a smile, and said, "Why are you nervous? He just chatted with me casually."

There was silence for a while, and a deep voice rang in Su Jin's ears: "You can't lie to me, A Jin. Actually, it's not as serious as what Sombra said. I know what I should do."

The noisy voices in the stock room gradually faded away, as if separated by a transparent sound-absorbing barrier, Su Jin's fingers paused on the keyboard for a long time, until Hu Daren looked over suspiciously, and then started typing again: "Brother Yan, than Compared with the method you think of, I prefer to live in the dream all the time."

Even if you and I are strangers.

This was inexplicable, but Yan Xilin's hand holding the phone couldn't stop shaking, as if afraid that the person on the other side would notice his gaffe, and wanted to hang up the phone with shaking hands, but couldn't press it correctly.

Then he heard Su Jin say softly in a nonchalant voice: "Do you also want to use your father's method to solve this matter?"

Before the voice finished, Yan Xilin finally hung up the phone with trembling hands, there was a bang in his ears, and thunder and thunder exploded in his head.

Yan Xilin nestled on the sofa, and for the first time felt that the world made him so powerless, so he might as well just let it be destroyed.

After listening to the busy tone from the mobile phone for a while, Su Jin felt better for some reason, with a feeling of self-torture. Hu Daren looked at him with a complicated expression, and finally couldn't help asking: "You and that big boss in argument?"

"No, how could it be possible to quarrel." Su Jin scrolled to the deduction text message, saw that after completing the task, she stood up easily and walked out the door, and said jokingly: "I'm really a poor man now .”

Hu Daren paid for the lunch. He was so extravagant that he ordered a large table of dishes. Under the complicated eyes of the waiter, there were only a fat man and a thin man sitting at the big table, and they left without taking a few bites.

The waiter had never seen such a scene, and he was stunned and posted on Moments, marveling at the arrogance of the nouveau riche.

The author has something to say:

I'm done with this article, and I'm going to fight in the Lily World.

Is there any soldier who is willing to accompany me on the expedition to conquer the land of the Lily Group?

Cough cough, you just think I'm talking nonsense.