all for the cub

When Li Wangbai opened his eyes, he found himself standing at a noisy intersection.

All kinds of stalls crowded the roads, sheets and clothes fluttered outside the old residential buildings, and a few flower vines fell from the balcony, giving a strong breath of life.

Li Wangbai didn't feel too surprised about why he was in this place, he knew that he was having that strange dream again, like a serial drama whose order was shuffled, with no trailer or episode, only plain scenes and pictures.

Li Wangbai knew that this was an urban village on the outskirts of City S, and it was the second time he came to this place in his dream.

Ever since he dreamed of Jiang Chengchuan and Lele in the office that time, he has started to have similar dreams. The time of dreaming is not frequent, and the scene is not fixed. Sometimes the dream is during the day, and sometimes it is at night.

He stood at the corner of the noisy street and thought about it. It has been more than a week since the last dream. The place where he dreamed last time was in Hexie Hospital: the thin and pale "Jiang Chengchuan" was holding the newborn Lele Walking out of the hospital, the sun shining on his face is golden, and the surrounding scene is blurred, only the father and son, one big and one small, are clear.The rickety taxi drove to the suburbs, and Li Wangbai followed them through the streets like an outsider, and walked into an old building. A simple single room appeared behind a rusty iron door.

Last time, Li Wangbai woke up after not being able to stay in the room with them for long. In the real world, he was lying on the bed, it was midnight, and Jiang Chengchuan was sleeping peacefully in his arms.

Li Wangbai didn't know why he dreamed about Jiang Chengchuan's past life, and he didn't know how long he would continue to have this kind of dream, but he knew very well that he didn't reject it, and even looked forward to getting to know the Jiang Chengchuan he had never known. Cheng Chuan.

Going forward according to the impression, Li Wangbai found the four-story residential building that he had visited in his dream last time as he wished. The surroundings were quiet and there was no unnecessary movement. The sound of footsteps as I went upstairs.

The iron door was closed tightly, and the wooden door behind it was also quietly closed.

Li Wangbai felt his heart beat faster suddenly, he didn't know if "Jiang Chengchuan" was inside, and he wasn't sure if he would come to open the door, but he still raised his hand and knocked on the door lightly.

However, to his surprise, as soon as his hand touched the door, it passed through silently as if passing through the water. The wall and door panel in front of him looked so real, but to him it was like a painting. The projection screen seems to be unobstructed.

Li Wangbai was stunned for a moment, and then walked in through the door with a serious expression. He realized that he should have no entity in this dream.

From this point of view, the "Jiang Chengchuan" in the dream must not be able to discover his own existence.

As if to confirm his conjecture, as soon as Li Wangbai entered the room, he happened to meet the figure of "Jiang Chengchuan" who was close at hand. Li Wangbai suddenly opened his eyes wide, subconsciously trying to explain his behavior of breaking into a private house, but suddenly realized, He cannot see himself.

Li Wangbai, who had calmed down, gradually adapted to his status as a bystander. Like a gentle ghost, he quietly approached "Jiang Chengchuan" and looked down at his arms. A young baby was lying there asleep, Bai Nen Her face looks exactly like Lele's in reality.

Li Wangbai slightly bent his mouth, and involuntarily stretched out his hand to touch the baby's face, there was no real touch, it was nothing more than comforting nothingness.

At this time, he heard "Jiang Chengchuan" say with a smile, "Sleep when you are full, why are you so sensible."

Li Wangbai looked sideways at the "Jiang Chengchuan" in the dream, and looked at his brows and eyes unscrupulously. His bright eyes were the same as before, but his cheeks were much thinner, and his skin was fairer than before. I don't know if it was caused by the weakness after childbirth, or it was a long time. The reason why there is no sunshine in the dwelling.

Li Wangbai felt distressed for a while, and at the same time couldn't help being a little angry, angry at why he didn't take good care of them in this life, even ignoring the birth of the child.

The "Jiang Chengchuan" in front of him didn't know the existence of the man beside him, he carefully walked to the bed with the baby in his arms, and gently placed him on the bed.

The child fell asleep, and "Jiang Chengchuan" shook his sore arms to pack his things.

Li Wangbai stood by the bed and stared at the sleeping harmless baby for a while, then shifted his gaze to "Jiang Chengchuan".

After silently cleaning up the milk powder and diapers on the table, he took the empty baby bottle and went to the sink to rinse it. Following the movements of "Jiang Chengchuan", Li Wangbai gradually saw the appearance of the room.

In a space of less than fifty square meters, except for a separate bathroom, the kitchen, bedroom, and living room are integrated into one.

A young man who has just graduated from school, with a newborn baby, naturally it is impossible to tidy up the room, many frequently used things are placed on the table for easy access, and clothes are hung on the table at random. Simple wardrobe.

In addition to a few basic kitchen appliances, there is not even a TV set in the room, which shows how sloppy the owner of the house usually lives, revealing a kind of forced haste.

But even so, Li Wangbai didn't dislike it at all, and even felt sad. He could see the helplessness of "Jiang Chengchuan" from these messes, but although he felt pity in his heart, he couldn't do anything about it.

After the work was done, "Jiang Chengchuan" was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief, and sat down to rest for a while. He leaned against the window and stared outside, his silent face showing a little bewilderment.

Li Wangbai wondered what he was thinking at this moment, was it worry about the future, or the growth of the child?Or, is it yourself?

Li Wangbai just watched silently for a long time, the sky outside the window gradually darkened, the baby on the bed grinned twice, and began to cry, "Jiang Chengchuan" quickly put the phone on the table, and turned to hug the baby .

Li Wangbai looked down, and the news of Yuanyun Jewelry's latest press conference was displayed on the screen of the mobile phone that had not been turned off. He believed that the reason why "Jiang Chengchuan" saw this news must not be accidental. He must have been paying attention to him in private, so I deliberately opened this news to see it.

"Little rascal, don't keep a low profile when you do bad things, cry so loudly, I'm afraid Dad won't know you pulled your ass, right?"

"Jiang Chengchuan" fiddled with the baby's restless legs with a smile, and carefully changed him into clean diapers. The baby's butt finally got dry. .

Time passed slowly in this room, Li Wangbai looked at the father and son fascinatedly, and suddenly seemed to forget where he was, until the picture suddenly blurred, and he woke up.

Li Wangbai sat up from his clothes with complicated thoughts, the sequelae of a night of dreaming made his head heavy, the pillow next to him was empty, he stretched out his hand to touch it, there was no warmth in the quilt, and the person next to him seemed to have been awake for a long time.

Last night's overly real dream made it difficult for Li Wangbai to distinguish between reality and fantasy. Looking at the pillow next to him, he felt panic attacking him. He threw off the quilt and strode out with bare feet.

Jiang Chengchuan opened the door and came in, just in time to meet Li Wangbai flustered, so he asked strangely, "What's the matter? Urgent urgency? The bathroom is behind you."

Li Wangbai took a deep look at him, as if confirming whether the person in front of him really existed, "...what did you do?"

Jiang Chengchuan was still wearing pajamas, and it was a little funny to hear his question, "What can you do? Lele is hungry, so take her out and feed the babysitter."

"..." Li Wangbai breathed a sigh of relief, and pulled him into his arms fearfully, "Remember to wake me up next time, I will be panicked if I don't see you when I wake up."

Jiang Chengchuan hugged him tenderly, "Dream about my previous life again?"

"...Well," Li Wangbai said sullenly, bowed his head and kissed his shoulder, "I saw you and Lele living in a rented house."

"Are you surprised?" Jiang Chengchuan said with a smile, "It must be the first time you have seen such a small house in your life."

"...I saw you searching Yuan Yun's news on your phone, were you thinking of me then?" Li Wangbai asked abruptly.

Jiang Chengchuan was embarrassed for a moment, and finally confessed, "I can't help it, the more I want to forget, the more I can't forget."

Hearing what he said, Li Wangbai's heart softened, and he hugged him even harder.

After confirming that Jiang Chengchuan's company in the real world was not an illusion, Li Wangbai gradually became calmer when he dreamed about his past life. Whenever Jiang Chengchuan's past life's hardships were impregnated in his dreams, Li Wangbai returned to reality. So she treated him more carefully, this kind of kindness was not compensation, nor guilt, but a way to release the surging emotions.

And Lele is even more favored by the Li family, and he is already a small rich man at a young age.

Li Wangbai fell into dreams more and more frequently at night, no more than falling into dreams every once in a while at the beginning, and gradually developed into falling into dreams every night. Not only did his body not get enough rest, but what happened to Jiang Chengchuan in the dream The ups and downs in life also substantially affected his emotions in reality.

It wasn't until one day when Li Wangbai was driving Jiang Chengchuan to work in the morning that he was out of spirits, hit the car in front of him and had a rear-end collision, did he face up to the negative impact of this continuous dreaming on him.

The car hit in front was crooked across the road, and the owner got out of the car with an angry expression on his face. He was a little surprised to see the car that hit his butt, but he still didn't hold back the fire, and said loudly, "Why are you driving so fast?! Front Can’t you see the red light! It’s amazing to drive a luxury car, so why don’t you drive to the sky like this!”

"This elder brother seems to have a bad temper," Jiang Chengchuan smiled wryly.

Li Wangbai frowned wearily, and sighed, "Sorry, I was distracted just now."

"It's okay, I'll go down and negotiate with him," Jiang Chengchuan gave him a gentle look, patted his shoulder to reassure him, and then unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car.

Although the car owner who was rear-ended was angry, he was persuaded by Jiang Chengchuan's kind words, and after receiving the corresponding compensation promise, the matter became trivial.

Jiang Chengchuan was very worried about Li Wangbai's mental state when he missed work early in the morning and had a traffic accident. "Why don't you go see a doctor?"

Li Wangbai leaned on the sofa in the office, closed his eyes and meditated, and smiled when he heard this, "Which doctor are you seeing? Neurology or psychiatry?"

"I'm serious, your spirit has obviously deteriorated recently. If you continue like this, I'm afraid that more serious problems will occur." Jiang Chengchuan poured him a glass of water, but he didn't fully say something.

It's normal for everyone to dream, but if the dream is something mysterious about the past life, and you still dream about it almost every night, I'm afraid it's not just a dream.

The most important thing is that Jiang Chengchuan himself is a reborn person, those past events should not be involved in Li Wangbai in this life, and the reason why he is dreaming now is probably inseparable from himself.

Jiang Chengchuan was very frightened in his heart, for fear that these abnormal dreams would endanger Li Wangbai's health and safety.

When Li Wangbai opened his eyes, he saw Jiang Chengchuan's sad face, and he, who was still tired and sleepy, immediately pulled himself together to comfort him, "Don't look like you are facing an enemy, isn't it just a doctor, just see it. "

Jiang Chengchuan nodded, "I'll make an appointment for you."

However, this is obviously not a physical problem. After seeing a doctor and taking medicine, it still couldn't stop Li Wangbai from having those dreams.

Seeing that Li Wangbai's mental pressure was about to be overloaded, Jiang Chengchuan decisively asked Jiang Huai for leave, and temporarily entrusted him with the management of the store, while he devoted himself to staying with Li Wangbai as a personal assistant, taking care of everything except work for him. chores.

Medicine couldn't solve it, so Jiang Chengchuan changed to the way of metaphysics. He deliberately took the time to go to the temple to ask for a safe lottery. people.

Jiang Chengchuan was confused when he heard it, and felt that it was his own fault. If he hadn't told Li Wangbai about his rebirth, he wouldn't have caused him to have these dreams.

Gradually, Li Wangbai discovered some rules. Whenever Jiang Chengchuan in his dream encountered difficulties, his spirit would be particularly bad. When his situation improved, he would empathize with him and feel much lighter.

In the dream, Li Wangbai silently witnessed the past of Jiang Chengchuan's last life, and when he woke up from the dream, he talked about those past events with him. The interlacing of the two time and space formed a wonderful fate between them.

If watching Jiang Chengchuan's past life in a dream is compared to watching a TV series, then the last thing Li Wangbai wants to happen is when Jiang Chengchuan and Lele die.

But this dream, which came and went out of his control, also did not allow him to fulfill his wish in terms of progress.

Lele in the dream was seriously ill, and Li Wangbai and "Jiang Chengchuan" got the bad news together. He watched "Jiang Chengchuan" beg Jiang Youliang on his knees, and saw him call another "Li Wangbai" to borrow money, and his heart ached. The knife cut, but there was nothing he could do, so he could only continue to watch.

Despite "Jiang Chengchuan"'s best efforts, Lele still died.

The door of the emergency room opened, but the nurse hadn't spoken yet, but Li Wangbai had tears running down his face. He knew that the arrival of "Jiang Chengchuan" next to him would not be good news.

The Lele in the dream was gone, but in reality, Li Wangbai was also sick. At first it was just a headache and fatigue, but one morning he fell asleep. Jiang Chengchuan was so frightened that he was so frightened that he immediately called the emergency call and sent him to the hospital. rescue.

However, the doctor checked after busy work, but did not find any symptoms. In the end, he had no choice but to say that Li Wangbai may be lethargic because of overwork, and his body functions are all normal.

Ding Yuan was anxious and regretful, and blamed himself for leaving Yuan Yun to Li Wangbai alone. Li Yong and Li Xiaoyu were there to comfort her. Only Jiang Chengchuan knew the reason why Li Wangbai fell ill.

In the evening, Ding Yuan and the others all went back, and Jiang Chengchuan stayed alone in the ward to take care of Li Wangbai.

The moonlight outside the window is bright and bright, and a soft lamp in the room is quietly shining.

Jiang Chengchuan knelt by the bed, held Li Wangbai's hand tightly, and whispered softly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you such bizarre things. Rebirth and rebirth are already shocking, and I should keep this a secret. Then What happened here is a thing of the past, Lele and I are still waiting for you here, don't sleep anymore, wake up quickly, okay?"

The person on the bed fell asleep quietly without a single answer. Jiang Chengchuan's nose was sore and he didn't know how to wake up Li Wangbai.

Tears swirled in his eyes, and he held them back several times when they were about to fall. Jiang Chengchuan finally realized that Li Wangbai had always been his spiritual pillar, whether in his previous life or in this life, he was the driving force behind him to continue living. .

Even after breaking up, Jiang Chengchuan is full of longing for the world when he thinks that Li Wangbai is still living dazzlingly at the top of the city.

When they met again after rebirth, he had always relied on Li Wangbai, relying on his love for him, enjoying his sacrifice wantonly, but did not really love him at all.

It's like a beggar who got the prince's favor and only asks for it blindly, but ignores that the prince will be tired, sick and even leave.

"Don't sleep, wake up quickly, I have something to tell you," Jiang Chengchuan leaned against the bed, holding Li Wangbai's hand tightly, not daring to relax.

When Li Wangbai woke up from the chaos, the first thing he saw was Jiang Chengchuan's side face lying on his hands. Even with his eyes closed, his brows were still slightly frowning, as if even falling asleep couldn't make him forget his sorrow. Silk.

Li Wangbai looked at him quietly, and the scene he saw in his dream came to mind at the same time: on the bridge in the middle of the night, a staggering figure fell down, and with a muffled sound, the world began to shake.

In the dream, Li Wangbai rushed down following "Jiang Chengchuan" like crazy, but he couldn't catch anything. What greeted "Jiang Chengchuan" was a fast car, but what greeted him was a heart-wrenching darkness.

Li Wangbai closed his eyes, drove those images out of his mind, and sighed, accidentally disturbing Jiang Chengchuan, he raised his head in a daze, and found that when Li Wangbai woke up, his eyes immediately turned red.

"You finally woke up!" Jiang Chengchuan straightened his legs that had been kneeling all night, and threw himself onto the bed, pressed him tightly, and kissed him hard, "I was so anxious that I almost jumped off the building!"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Li Wangbai's voice was hoarse, but his face was very serious, "Live well...with me here, you must live well."

After speaking, his voice became gentle and tender again.

Jiang Chengchuan hugged him tightly, "I see, I will live a good life, and you too, I really can't stand without you, even if I'm not here, you should live well."

"What silly words?" Li Wangbai hugged him back with a smile, "We will always be together, even if we don't live to be a hundred years old, we will grow old together."

"...I have something to tell you."

"What?"

"I love you," Jiang Chengchuan looked up into his eyes, "It's not just two or three days, not just two or three years, it's been two lifetimes."

Li Wangbai smiled brightly and kissed him, "I know."

The author has something to say: I have been waiting for a long time!The first episode is here!