all for the cub

Jiang Chengchuan woke up from his sleep in a daze, and found himself lying on the hotel bed. He was stunned for a few seconds and didn't understand why he was here.

Li Wangbai, who was lying next to him, noticed his movements, propped his head up with his hands and talked to him, "I'm awake, is your head uncomfortable?"

He said that, Jiang Chengchuan really felt a little dizzy, "...Why did we come to the hotel? Wait a minute, I'll go to the toilet first, I'm in a hurry!"

As he spoke, Jiang Chengchuan lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, but when he realized that he was naked, he quickly retracted into the quilt, "Where are my clothes, I can't hold it anymore!"

Li Wangbai laughed softly, reached out and patted his round buttocks under the quilt, "Can't even your husband watch it? Why are you so shy!"

Jiang Chengchuan glared at him, and wrapped the quilt up cruelly, "What if I was secretly photographed! Who knows if there is a pinhole camera in this hotel!"

Li Wangbai turned over and sat up, held down the quilt and dragged it back, and said with a smile, "You are worrying too much, how could there be a camera in a five-star hotel under Huayu's banner!"

"How do you know it's not there! Maybe you're just pretending!" Jiang Chengchuan couldn't hold back, he ran into the toilet clutching his key parts, and after opening the gate to release the water, he came out relaxed.

Li Wangbai stood by the door, and when he came out, he put his nightgown on him. Jiang Chengchuan took advantage of the situation to hang the whole body on him, and asked him with a smile, "Why did you bring me to the hotel?"

"...What do you think I'm going to do?" Li Wangbai bowed his head and kissed him, "You're so drunk that you're crazy, if I don't bring you here, why don't you go back and be ashamed?"

Jiang Chengchuan stared at him suspiciously, "How is it possible, I'm drunk? I've never been drunk!"

Li Wangbai put his arms around his waist, and hugged him to the bed, "You are not only drunk, but also talking nonsense, crying and laughing, it really opened my eyes!"

The two hugged and fell on the bed. Jiang Chengchuan rode on Li Wangbai, and smiled curiously, "Really, what did I say? Did you curse?"

"...You said you owed me 5 yuan, and that Lele was sick," Li Wangbai casually told him as a joke.

Jiang Chengchuan's smile faltered, and a trace of helplessness appeared in his eyes, "Really, what else did I say?"

"I've said a lot, and I'll remember one important thing, you said you're sorry for me," Li Wangbai pinched his face with a smile.

"..." Jiang Chengchuan stared at him blankly, "What else?"

"There are many more. I've recorded it. Would you like to listen to it?" Li Wangbai raised the corners of his mouth, showing a mischievous smile, reached out and grabbed the phone from the bedside, turned on the recording function, and mournful cries came out from it.

"...I want to return Lele to you. I regret it. If he is by your side, he must have a better life than following me...I'm sorry, Lele, Dad is sorry for you..."

"Don't play it!" Jiang Chengchuan grabbed the phone unbearably when he heard this, and turned off the playback of the recording with a pale face.

Li Wangbai originally just wanted to tease him, but he didn't expect him to have such a violent reaction. After a second pause, he came back to his senses and smiled compromisingly, "Okay, okay, no kidding, go to sleep, it's only four o'clock in the morning. You can sleep a little longer."

He pulled the stiff Jiang Chengchuan over and hugged him into his arms, "Do you want to cover yourself with a quilt? The air conditioner is turned on in the room. Will it be cold?"

"..." Jiang Chengchuan huddled in his arms with his eyes closed, and wrapped his arms around his back tightly without responding.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Wangbai frowned, feeling a little irritable, Jiang Chengchuan was really abnormal tonight, except for not mentioning the drunken part last night, he was obviously very happy just now, why is he not talking now.

"What's on your mind?" Li Wangbai asked him in a low voice.

Jiang Chengchuan was silent for a few seconds, and finally his weary voice sounded, "...Can I turn off the light?"

Li Wangbai didn't ask why, but complied with his request and turned off all the lights in the room.

Jiang Chengchuan pulled up the quilt with a clatter, and covered the two of them from head to toe, as if the night with the lights out was not enough for him, he had to cover his body to feel at ease.

"...Li Wangbai, I want to tell you a story," Jiang Chengchuan pressed closer to him desperately.

Li Wangbai hugged him tightly under the quilt, "Okay, I'll listen."

"Actually, I'm a ghost, I've already died."

"..." Li Wangbai suddenly tightened his arms, "I was scared to death!"

"..." Jiang Chengchuan bit him hard, "Are you still listening?!"

"Listen, don't I cooperate well?" Li Wangbai hissed in pain.

"I'm not kidding you!" Jiang Chengchuan whispered in the dark, "I fell off the overpass and was hit by a car and died."

"...Where's the overpass?" Li Wangbai echoed his earnest tone after hearing his serious tone.

"Fengliang City, Liushu Street." Jiang Chengchuan took a deep breath, absorbing the body temperature of the other party.

"Then are you still Jiang Chengchuan?"

"Yes...are you afraid?"

"One thing," Li Wangbai chuckled lightly in the darkness, "You won't eat me, will you?"

Li Wangbai only thought that he was still drunk, Jiang Chengchuan also saw that he didn't believe himself, "Do you think I'm drunk and drunk? I don't know why I was so drunk last night, but what I said is true Yes, if you want to hear it, I'll tell you, if you don't believe me, then I won't say it, in fact, I don't really want to say it."

Li Wangbai thought he was angry, and his voice sounded so lonely, so he quickly expressed his opinion, "I want to hear it, tell me!"

"...Whether you believe it or not, what I said is true, although all of this is indeed bizarre," Jiang Chengchuan smiled silently, "When I died in my last life, I was 24 years old, and that day was June 2018 On the 6th, five days before it was June 11th, Lele died of severe pneumonia in Fengliang City People's Hospital."

Li Wangbai suddenly felt his scalp tingling when he heard this, and Jiang Chengchuan's description was too clear, not at all drunk.This weird sense of reality made him tense up.

"...Why Fengliang City?" Li Wangbai asked calmly.

"My hometown is Fengliang City. In my last life, like this one, I met you, stayed with you, and then broke up.

After we broke up, I gave birth to Lele, and when he was three months old, I sent him back to Fengliang, and begged my dad and aunt to help me take him." Speaking of this, Jiang Chengchuan became short of breath uncontrollably, he Clutching the nightgown on Li Wangbai's back tightly, he choked as if he was about to suffocate.

Li Wangbai felt his pain with empathy, and gently stroked his back with his arms, "It's okay, I'm here!"

As he spoke, Li Wangbai carefully pulled back the quilt to let fresh air flow in.

Jiang Chengchuan suppressed the violent turmoil in his heart, and continued after a few minutes, "I thought that I would bring him back when I save more money...It turns out that I am too stupid..."

"Is Lele sick because of their poor care?" Li Wangbai asked.

"...Yeah, Lele's gone, and I'm dead too," Jiang Chengchuan smiled bleakly, "I still remember the feeling of being hit by a car before I died, I think it's finally over, but no Thinking, when I opened my eyes, I went back to the time of the Fourth National Day..."

"..."

He doesn't need to say anything about the next thing, Li Wangbai already knows about it.Regarding Jiang Chengchuan's words, he couldn't fully accept them, resurrected from the dead?Back in time?This is so bizarre.

The room suddenly fell into endless silence, the two hugged quietly, neither of them knew what to say next.

Jiang Chengchuan didn't wait for Li Wangbai's response for a long time, and he began to regret it in his heart. He didn't understand why he said all these things impulsively. What would Li Wangbai think, would he think he was crazy?

"...Go to sleep, I hope I didn't scare you," Jiang Chengchuan turned over, got out of Li Wangbai's arms, turned his back to him and looked into the dark air.

But Li Wangbai stuck close to him and kissed the back of his neck, "Even if you become a vixen now, it's impossible to scare me."

"...You are the vixen!" Jiang Chengchuan stabbed him backwards.

"I'm not afraid, on the contrary, I'm very happy." Li Wangbai hugged him tightly, and when he thought about the past he just said, he felt very scared, "It's lucky that I didn't miss you this time, and it's lucky that you and Lele are still with me !"

"You believe me?" Jiang Chengchuan quietly wiped away his tears and asked sullenly.

"I believe whatever you say," Li Wangbai turned him over and touched the wetness on his face, his heart ached unbearably, "I'm sorry I didn't protect you and my son well, forgive me, this time, I won't let you suffer again .”

"You're wrong, it's not that I forgive you, it's that you should forgive me," Jiang Chengchuan also put his arms around him, "I'm sorry, Li Wangbai, although I don't know if you will like him, but I should let you know of his existence , even when he is sick and hospitalized, he should tell you..."

Li Wangbai knew that he didn't say this to his current self, but to another "Li Wangbai", but he still gently agreed, "Okay, I accept your apology, and I forgive you!"

"There is one more thing I want to tell you."

"What?"

"I love you, no matter before or after, it has never changed."

"It's such a coincidence, so do I," Li Wangbai chuckled, "No matter before or after, I love you too."

Jiang Chengchuan took a deep inhalation of the smell on his body, as if poisoned, he remembered Li Wangbai in his previous life. He wondered if he had a good life afterwards, and if anyone was with him.Will one day, he find traces of himself and Lele?Will it be sad or will it be indifferent?

"Missing me?" Li Wangbai asked, "Which one is more important to you?"

Jiang Chengchuan squeezed his chest muscles, "Of course you are more important now, you can feel it, you can see it, you really exist, you won't disappear or leave, and you won't make me miss you, but there is no cure .”

When you love someone, the most painful thing is knowing that he is there, but you don't have the courage and reason to approach.

Sometimes, once separated, a lifetime passes.