I heard someone wants to raise me

Jing Xiuzhu thought about it thousands of times.

He has been looking for it for nine years. His annual salary is more than 2000 million but he has no savings at all. He told Chu Jiao that I would try my best to find it. In fact, he did his best.

For more than 3000 days and nights, it was not that he hadn't thought that Lin Shu was no longer in this world, and had already turned into a pile of loess in a place he didn't know.

For such an illusory promise, he has been looking for nine years, that soft and cute child, the child who would pull his fingers to eat sugar-fried chestnuts and marshmallows and hug him.

He had lived in Qincheng for six years. On the first day Ning Jianjing came to Ning's house, he saw him right in front of him, and even met his eyes, and smiled coquettishly and timidly at him.

But he was ignorant and allowed him to live aggrieved and hard for so many years.

If at that time he asked more questions, looked more often, and even often asked about Ning Jianyao, would he have brought him to his side earlier, so that he would not have to bury his fear so deeply for many years.

If it wasn't because he was too out of line and was given to him by Ning Jianyao to discipline him, how many years would he have missed with him again?

Jing Xiuzhu sat on the chair, clenched his hands tightly, and gritted his teeth.

When Lin Shu was young, he was white and tender like a small dumpling, but when he went to Ning's house, he was dark and thin, his eyes were set off by his thin face like two weird black grapes, and he didn't recognize them.

He didn't recognize it!

How could he not recognize him!

Jing Xiuzhu asked himself over and over again in his heart, thanks to the fact that he had been looking for Lin Shu for so many years, he had never been able to recognize him when he stood in front of him, what kind of thing is he?

It was as if someone had placed his heart on a huge prickly pear ball, and the piercings penetrated into the depths, leaving him bloody and bloody.

Jing Xiuzhu sat in the training room all night without closing his eyes.

The game on the screen had already finished broadcasting, and the screen automatically went into sleep mode and went black. The lights in the training room were still bright, but they went down for no reason.

He held the phone, and then called Chu Jiao back again. Chu Jiao didn't sleep, knowing that he would definitely call, so he kept waiting.

She said: "Lin Shu was sold to Qincheng, but because of his poor legs and feet, although he was beautiful, no one was willing to buy it, so he was asked to beg and steal."

Lin Shu was beaten because he didn't want to. His small body was full of wounds, new wounds piled up with old ones. The most serious one was because he helped a little girl escape from the clutches of the clutches. He bit his teeth to death and refused to speak, so he was beaten. half dead.

He escaped, but fainted before taking a few steps. It was the old man who rescued him.

He was 11 years old at the time.

Jing Xiuzhu thought in his heart, the plaster cast on his leg when he lost, if not taken care of properly, it will be permanently damaged, how did he grow up from seven to 11 years old, and be controlled by them to beg?theft?

He listened to Chu Jiao's words, his heart sank a little every time he heard a word, and in the end he was almost overwhelmed by anger, remorse and heartache, almost as long as he closed his eyes, he could see that soft child gritted his teeth and endured crying, so Be strong.

Jing Xiuzhu didn't dare to breathe too loudly, for fear of disturbing the dream. He had insomnia for too long, for fear that this was a dream caused by his long-term insomnia. After waking up from the dream, he would rather see that Jing was not Lin Shu.

There was no news from Lin Shu either.

The sky suddenly broke, turned fish-belly white, and created a soft halo, which became dazzling again.

The sun and the moon rotate, and the sea has finally turned into a mulberry field.

Jing Xiuzhu stood up, but because he had been sitting for a long time, his whole body swayed, and he subconsciously supported the edge of the table to slow down. As soon as he turned around, he saw Ning Jianjing walking in with a yawn.

"you……"

Ning Jianjing threw the breakfast on the table, his eyes were blurred with sleepiness, he lay half-ly on his sofa, and said lazily: "You didn't go back all night, so you don't repent, if you knew you were dead. "

Jing Xiuzhu didn't respond, his gaze fell on his face for an instant, and his heart was overwhelmed.

Lin Shu, Ning Jianjing.

His two treasures finally fell on the tip of his heart again, and they made themselves so good, with a certain amount of advance and retreat, although they looked out of line, they were actually very good children.

Jing Xiuzhu turned his eyes slightly, looked at his slightly bent legs, with one hand resting on his knees, his eyes were half closed as if he was about to fall asleep, and he couldn't help thinking, no wonder he walked so slowly.

He was hiding the fact that he had bad legs.

Suddenly, a picture popped up in his mind. When he came out of the house that night, Ning Jianjing said that he was tired and wanted to recite it. At that time, he thought that Ning Jianjing was deliberately making trouble with him and asked him to recite him.

In fact, his foot hurts, and if he doesn't memorize it, the truth will be exposed. He has to endure it until he can make such a request.

If it wasn't like this, he wouldn't show weakness in front of him, and the price would be too heavy.

"Hey, are you stupid?"

Jing Xiuzhu came back to his senses, and his voice was extremely dry: "You...do you remember what happened before you were 13?"

Seeing Jing slightly startled, Ning paused and asked instead: "Why?"

Jing Xiuzhu thought in his heart, although children are very forgetful, they should not even forget their own name, not to mention that Chu Jiao said that he once told the old gentleman that his name was Lin Shu.

When he was 11 years old, he still remembered his own name, but when he arrived at Ning's house at 13 years old, he didn't recognize himself. Now he even forgot who Lin Shu was.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that he didn't speak again, Ning Jianjing looked at himself with distressed face, as if looking at some unlucky ghost who had died tragically, and asked, "I'm helping someone find their home and find out what's wrong. Also want to help me find my parents? Come on, I have no intention of looking for them. Anyway, I have been lost for so many years now. They may have forgotten me, or formed other families. I can live very well without them. Well, there's no need to join someone else's family."

I'm doing just fine without them.

They may have forgotten me too.

These two words, which were spoken by inadvertent words, sounded like a stab and twist in Jing Xiuzhu's ears. Maybe Lin's mother had really forgotten him, and she also had a new family.

If he looked for it in the past, he may not know what kind of life he will live in the future, and live under the fence again?

Jing Xiuzhu felt pain in his heart, he couldn't bear it.

Father Lin... only knows how to drink and gamble, and he squandered all the money he gave him over the years.

The last time I ran into him in Jiangcheng, he uttered obscenities, and called him many times, begging, humiliating, talking nonsense, as long as he could get money from himself, Lin Dewei would do anything.

He doesn't even want his self-esteem for money now, if he recognizes such a father, for Ning Jianjing...

Jing Xiuzhu pursed his lips slightly, but suddenly couldn't open his mouth.

Ning Jianjing propped his chin and said thoughtfully: "How do you say that sentence, how happy is life, why is death so painful, joy and sorrow, all return to dust. Captain Jing doesn't have to be so persistent, maybe Lin Lin I don't want to be found by you at all now, and even if you find it, what else do you want?"

Ning Jianjing woke up with a word, Jing Xiuzhu thought the same, he has no memory now, Lin Dewei's insatiable greed should not be borne by him.

Jing Xiuzhu nodded: "En."

"With your IQ, you can play games. If you go out for a walk, you might be tricked." Ning Jianjing unwrapped the breakfasts packed from the cafeteria one by one, took out the bean paste buns, took a bite, and took another bite. Pick one out and hand it over, "Uncle Chen said, today's pea-yellow buns are delicious, try it."

Jing Xiuzhu took it, took a bite almost as if obeying the order, swallowed it tastelessly, and nodded, "Mmm, it's very fragrant."

Ning Jianjing finished eating a red bean paste bun, picked the soy milk in the bag for a while, and handed it to him. Jing Xiuzhu inserted a straw for him and was about to hand it back when he waved his hand: "I won't drink it."

"Soy milk is also fishy?"

Ning Jianjing lied without blushing and out of breath, and dumped the pot by the way, "I have diarrhea when I drink soy milk, you want me to have diarrhea? Why don't you worry about it."

Jing Xiuzhu put down the soy milk, glanced at his face, and suddenly asked him: "Didn't I tell you to sleep for a while if you have nothing to do yesterday, why did you get up so early?"

Ning Jianjing made up his yawn in time, and said lazily: "Get up and see why you don't go back to the dormitory to sleep." His voice stopped suddenly, and he pushed his chin with one hand to bully him, "Captain Jing, you detained my It's been so long, when are you going to return it to me?"

Jing Xiuzhu was taken aback, how did he know that he took off the earrings.

Although he was flustered in his heart, he was still as stable as an old dog on the outside, and Jing Xiuzhu coughed without changing his face: "What did I do to you? Don't give me the blame, sit up straight, and don't flirt."

Ning Jianjing not only didn't listen, but got up half-kneeling and reached out to touch his pocket. Jing Xiuzhu was about to get up, but he knelt down and pressed his shoulder: "Don't move."

He froze immediately, let his hand fumble in his pocket, and picked out a bunch of keys in his fear, "Wen Cheng told me, you specially asked someone to clean up the house behind you the day I came." .”

Jing Xiuzhu stretched out his hand to fish it, but he raised his hand abruptly to avoid it, knelt in front of him and grabbed his neck, and approached him in a low voice, "Brother, why?"

Jing Xiuzhu trembled all over.

Ning Jianjing's voice was not soft, it was very different from when he was a child, with a seductive coldness, like an ice knife scratched on the ice surface, setting off layers of broken ice.

"You fell in love with me the first time you saw me?" Ning Jianjing chuckled, his warm breath touched the skin on the side of his neck, like a feather fluttering in the wind, seductive without knowing it.

Jing Xiuzhu grabbed his wrist, and pulled him towards him in a half-kneeling position, "Then do you want to know what I was thinking when I saw you for the first time?"

"so so."

Ning Jianjing didn't resist, just let him hold hands, knelt in front of him in a submissive manner, turned his head slightly and waited for him to speak.

Jing Xiuzhu lowered his voice, and said word by word: "Little bastard, I'm so sorry."

Ning Jianjing closed his eyes, held back the spring water in his eyes, and smiled a little: "Coincidentally, you too." After a pause, he whispered lightly, "The first time I saw you, I thought, You should kneel before me."

"Little bastard." Jing Xiuzhu stretched out his hand with a smile, wiped off a bit of bean paste stuck to the corner of his mouth, and approached his lips, "Open your mouth."

Jing Xiuzhu was teasing him, but he actually opened his mouth, sucked his fingertips in, stuck out his tongue to lick it, and said vaguely: "Brother, I want to drink milk."

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