In the Same Boat

The first time Qu Yiheng seriously considered the issue of love was when he was a freshman.

In other words, when Yao Zhan and Yao Zhan hid and lured/bited each other, his mind was very pure, it was just the physical matter, and he didn't think too deeply about it.

He felt that it was probably because he was emotionally slower than others, so he was late to enlighten.

There are all kinds of new and new human beings in the Academy of Art. Everyone is open-minded, and many topics will be discussed on the bright side.

Not long after the first year of freshman year, he was coming out of the cafeteria biting an egg-filled biscuit to go to the studio, but he was stopped on the way, and he was confessed for the first time in his life.

The person who confessed to him became his first love. It was the person who told him that it was normal for a man to fall in love with a man, and that it could be beautiful.

Qu Yiheng believed it was true, and talked to the other party about graduating from college, and the talk was pretty good, but the breakup was not so good.

He spent four years in college to understand a truth: love will always have an end.

So when it came to the second time, when they broke up, he acted very simply and unrestrainedly, expressing his disdain for the other party by the way.

He really didn't feel much pain, because he was ready to break up a long time ago.

In this way, he is too much, how can anyone think about breaking up when they first fall in love?But he really didn't believe that the two men could live forever, and that was just a beautiful fairy tale to fool innocent young people.

Back then when Dou Yucong happily moved out, he was actually quite worried, but he was worried. He couldn't bad-mouth others' feelings. He could only remind the other party as a brother, never love others more than yourself.

Dou Yucong is a smart person, at least smarter than Qu Yiheng most of the time, he knows too well how to love someone, and at that time he was very sure that the other person loved him more than he loved the other person.

This relationship lasted for six years. Qu Yiheng was quite surprised. He thought he was going to break his prejudice, but he didn't expect it to end in a disastrous failure. He felt sorry for Dou Yucong.

Dou Yucong said: "I /fuck/really didn't tell you that the feeling of wearing other people's underwear is too /fuck/fuck."

Dou Yucong loves to swear when he drinks too much, leaning on the sofa, holding a soda can, the expression on his face seems to be vomiting in minutes.

"When I entered the bedroom wearing that pair of underwear, that dog B's eyes were straight. At first I thought it was because I was too/sexy/sexy, but it turned out that I was overthinking the fuck." Dou Yucong slapped the table, "Disgusting , still disgusting."

Qu Yiheng didn't know how to comfort people, so he could only pat him on the back, clink glasses with him, and drink.

"Actually, if he fools me and tells a lie about it, I won't be able to check it with a magnifying glass."

Qu Yiheng lowered his head and listened to Dou Yucong's words, not knowing what to say.

Love is so tiring.

Dou Yucong is always young and energetic in front of people, but now, relying on his brother to snot and tear.

"I'm really at a loss. I spent six years in vain. In the end, I left with my luggage."

Qu Yiheng asked him: "Do you really feel particularly bad?"

Dou Yucong was quiet for a while, and then said after a long time: "It's okay, everyone is at a loss."

That night, Dou Yucong got drunk and made a fuss, Qu Yiheng responded to Yao Zhan's message while dealing with him.

Yao Zhan has no work tonight, and his mobile phone has never left his side. When cooking noodles, he almost dropped it into the pot.

The two had been texting all the time, but Qu Yiheng suddenly sent a voice message. He was a little surprised and a little curious, but when he clicked on it, he could only hear a drunk talking nonsense.

He couldn't hear what the other party said, and it wasn't a good thing anyway.

Yao Zhan has a habit of replying texts when others send him texts, and replying voices when others send him voices.

Qu Yiheng sent a voice message. Although he didn't understand what it meant, he still replied: Are you outside?

As soon as he sent this message, Qu Yiheng's message came. It was still a text: Sorry, my brother accidentally touched my phone after drinking too much.

After a long time, it was an oolong.

Yao Zhan was a little disappointed, but only for a moment, and then continued to chat with each other.

He had never heard of Qu Yiheng having a younger brother before, and with that person's personality, it was strange that he would take care of an alcoholic. He shook his head, feeling that everyone had indeed changed.

Qu Yiheng managed to get the drunken Dou Yucong into the bedroom and put him to sleep, standing beside the bed and sighing.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and it was a message from Yao Zhan: I just ate two bites of noodles, received a call, and went to work overtime.

He read the words on the phone for a while, then glanced at Dou Yucong lying on the bed, and went out lightly. When the door was closed, he didn't know that Dou Yucong rubbed the corner of his eyes secretly.

Breaking up in love and being betrayed by a lover cannot be passed by just drinking and being crazy.

Qu Yiheng didn't sleep all night, he was not sleepy and couldn't fall asleep.

After sending Yao Zhan a "hard work", he put his phone aside and started to draw.

In the past two days, he has barely written, and he has been thinking about that question every day.

A few days ago, his teacher in college called and asked him if he had any good works recently. The application for the works of the International Art Exhibition at the end of this year has started, and the teacher advised him to give it a try.

This art exhibition only happens once every five years, and it is a good opportunity for everyone to become famous. Qu Yiheng, who was just a freshman, submitted his work. Although he did not participate in the exhibition in the end, he was the only one among the students in the same year who was shortlisted. .

The teacher said: "You can't lose your vigor, your talent is there, your aura is there, don't ruin yourself."

Qu Yiheng just smiled and told the teacher that he thought highly of him.

The teacher said: "You are the student I brought up with my own hands. I know what you are like the most. The past is the past, and the future is still long. Look, didn't five years come by in a blink of an eye?"

Qu Yiheng knew that the teacher was unfair to him, and he also felt sorry for himself, but the future is long, and five years have indeed passed by in a blink of an eye, but what he experienced in the past five years has changed him.

What kind of vigor, talent, and aura seem to be a thing of the previous life.

The current Qu Yiheng is just an unknown artist that the publishing house can only think of when the skylight is opened.

Finally, he told the teacher to think about it, and there is no work in hand yet.

So, it took a few days to think about it.

To be honest, the older Qu Yiheng is, the bolder he is, the younger he is, afraid of being disappointed.

One night, he hid in the bedroom, took a paintbrush, and daubed until dawn.

He didn't really have any idea, he just wanted to draw, and after one night, he drew a water lily that he didn't even want to see.

In summer, it dawns early, and it is already bright at three or four o'clock.

He took a shower and went to the next door to see Dou Yucong, that guy was sleeping soundly.

Qu Yiheng was relieved, and went back to his bedroom to lie down, ready to catch up on sleep.

Before going to bed, he checked his phone. After Yao Zhan finished talking and went to work overtime, there was no movement. There were always people talking in the class group.

Those people were still planning their November trip, he suddenly thought, he could ask Yao Zhan if he would go.

However, no matter whether Yao Zhan goes or not, he doesn't intend to go.

Qu Yiheng slept until the afternoon when he was awakened by Yao Zhan's WeChat.

His mobile phone is usually in vibrate mode, and he puts it under his pillow when he sleeps. Usually no one looks for him, but anyone who looks for him is an urgent matter.

But it's different now, Yao Zhan has never had any serious business looking for him.

Yao Zhan said: The flu has been so severe recently that we are so busy that we don’t even have time to sleep.

Qu Yiheng looked at the phone for a while before fully waking up. He replied: Are you a doctor?

Yao Zhan over there was eating in the cafeteria, and suddenly laughed when he saw this message.

How could he have forgotten, the two of them can be said to be somewhat familiar strangers now.

He was about to reply to Qu Yiheng's message when the vice president called and asked Yao Zhan to find him in the office.

Now he avoids the vice president all day long, for fear that the leader will bring his niece to him, and he will not know how to refuse, and he cannot directly say that he is gay.

But fortunately, this time the deputy dean didn't find him for this matter, but sent him to study abroad for a week, and he had to convey the spirit when he came back.

Putting this matter aside in the past, Yao Zhan was absolutely unwilling to go, he was most annoyed by business trips, and the department was not manned enough, so he left, and there would be a long queue for seeing a doctor.

But the vice president mentioned a place name, and Yao Zhan agreed without saying a word.

Because that place is the city where Qu Yiheng is now.

Originally, Yao Zhan didn't know where he was, but he only found out after Shao Wei mentioned it.

Since the two slept together last time, Yao Zhan said it was impossible not to miss her.

A big man in his thirties, there is a lot of demand in that area, but he has never had an appointment with anyone before. First, he has no time to go out to find someone. Second, he is a little out of touch. He hasn't talked to him for many years. Falling in love, it's not like I haven't thought of finding someone to solve my physical needs, but every time I make a move, I still withdraw in the end.

He found out that he even has requirements for dating/gunning, so that the other party knows everything, is clean and not sick, and is comfortable to hold.

But this kind of person is too hard to find. Those who know the basics are friends. If friends do this, they don’t intend to be friends. Moreover, most of his friends are straight. Yang Kan and Xiao Mo, those two people are not considered by him at all, not to mention that they have been hooking up for so many years, it is not appropriate for him to get involved.

So, Yao Zhan was so picky, the requirements for finding a girlfriend/friend were as high as the requirements for finding a partner.

He originally thought that he could only rely on his hands, but he didn't expect to meet Qu Yiheng.

Knowing the basics, it should be clean and disease-free, and it should be comfortable to hold.

He will always remember the scene when Qu Yiheng bit him//, it was so beautiful.

At that time, they were about to take the college entrance examination, and had just stepped into the adult world with one foot. They wanted to taste the forbidden fruit, but they didn't dare to do it for real, so they comforted each other in this way.

From a certain point of view, Qu Yiheng can be regarded as his X enlightenment.

At that time, Qu Yiheng was good-looking, with a young man's skeleton, white and slender, wearing a school uniform and kneeling in front of him. After so many years, he couldn't forget it.

In 15 years, the two met again, and it was inappropriate not to do the last one.

Yao Zhan liked the feeling when he was with Qu Yiheng. The other party was not presumptuous and let him take the lead, but he didn't tense when he should say something, which was his favorite.

There is no more suitable gun/friend choice than Qu Yiheng, and obviously, the other party does not resist doing it with him, otherwise that time would not have been so natural.

When he came out of the deputy dean's office, he sent a WeChat message directly to Qu Yiheng, and he said: I am on a business trip tomorrow, and I will go to your place.