In the Same Boat

"You have a small sesame seed stuck to the corner of your mouth."

These words made Qu Yiheng's heart beat instantly faster, and he forgot to breathe.

Yao Zhan looked at him, seeing no reaction from anyone, reached out and took the sesame seeds from the corner of his mouth: "I was caught stealing."

The corner of the mouth touched by Yao Zhan seemed to be on fire, Qu Yiheng blinked, not knowing what to say.

Yao Zhan didn't care, he waited for Qu Yiheng to spread out the paper as before, and then gave a lecture.

After a while, the people around him still remained silent, Yao Zhan looked at him strangely, and found that he was still looking at him.

The boy in front of me was originally white and clean, but now his face was flushed. When he looked at him, his eyes were hot but timid. It was very contradictory, but it was real.

"What's wrong?" Yao Zhan asked.

Qu Yiheng shook his head and turned back to look at the test paper.

When he was reading the test paper, Yao Zhan squinted at him. The boy gave him a very subtle feeling, as if he was always hesitant to speak but refused to greet him.

interesting.

They started to talk about the questions, and Yao Zhan was so patient that he not only explained the questions that Qu Yiheng answered wrongly, but also explained the questions that he wrote correctly but didn't know how he wrote them correctly.

Yao Zhan felt that he might have taken the wrong medicine today.

After all the lectures, both of them were exhausted. Yao Zhan leaned on the back of the chair and said, "Actually, you shouldn't only get such a small score. You shouldn't make mistakes for quite a few questions."

Qu Yiheng is actually not a person who can’t stand criticism. He has been reprimanded by teachers many times since he was a child when he was painting in college. What’s more, he himself has already self-reflected all night. If he is more careful, this time at least he can get more Forty or fifty.

Forty or fifty, that's a lot.

"I'm sorry." Ke Yiheng still bowed his head and apologized, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

"You shouldn't apologize to me," Yao Zhan said, "Apologize to yourself."

Qu Yiheng fell silent, biting his lip, biting harder and harder.

He suddenly looked down on himself very much. It was obvious that he did not do well, and he felt wronged after a few words.

Yao Zhan's nerve line is very thick, he didn't notice the emotions of the people around him, he stood up and stretched: "Let's go, I'm hungry, go eat something."

He turned around and walked out. After walking a few steps, he realized that Qu Yiheng hadn't moved.

Yao Zhan turned to look at him, and found that the man was sitting there with his head bowed and crying.

It was the first time he saw a boy crying, and he wanted to laugh, but also a little embarrassed.

If it were someone else, he would have taunted "crying" and then turned around and left, but facing Qu Yiheng, he couldn't say a single serious word.

Yao Zhan went back, stood beside him, pinched his chin with his hand and turned the other person's face to himself.

"Why are you crying?" Yao Zhan asked, "Because I said you?"

Qu Yiheng felt that he was so embarrassing, he was embarrassed to look at Yao Zhan, and tried hard to hold back his tears.

No one else knows, but he is really under a lot of pressure. He has fallen behind a lot in the culture class, and the art test is just a few months away. I haven't made much progress in that area recently. I won't be able to go to that school.

Shao Wei and Yao Zhan are both volunteers to help themselves. They are both seniors in high school. How many people are willing to waste their time like this?

But he still screwed up.

"Still crying?" Yao Zhan smiled, wiped his tears with his fingers, bent down, and leaned in front of the other party, "You cry..."

Qu Yiheng's gaze finally shifted to Yao Zhan.

"It's pretty nice."

Qu Yiheng was stunned, and forgot to shed tears.

Yao Zhan said that the whole person seemed to be frozen, they just looked at each other, and the two were close at hand.

A few seconds later, Yao Zhan inexplicably moved forward slightly uncontrollably, and even kissed Qu Yiheng's lips.

In the empty gymnasium, in a corner that the camera could not capture, Yao Zhan moved forward slowly, and finally blocked Qu Yiheng in the soft seat.

It was a wonderful experience for both of them. In the short 18 years of their lives, the first time they kissed was with a boy.

Qu Yiheng put his hand on Yao Zhan's shoulder, not knowing whether to push it away or grab it.

Yao Zhan kissed deeper and deeper, and it took more than ten minutes to finally let Qu Yiheng go.

The boy in front of him had wet eyes, wet lips, and a thin layer of sweat oozing from his forehead.

Yao Zhan pretended to be calm and asked him, "Are you still crying?"

Qu Yiheng panted heavily and shook his head.

"Let's go if you don't cry," Yao Zhan walked out first, "Let's eat."

That night, Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng didn't say a word to each other when they had dinner. After eating, Qu Yiheng found that Yao Zhan was staring at him.

"what happened?"

Yao Zhan said, "See if you have sesame seeds on the corner of your mouth."

But their meal didn't have sesame seeds at all.

After coming out of the small restaurant, the two stood on the side of the road in silence for a long time. They should have gone home or went to other places, but they were both reminiscing about the kiss not long ago.

Yao Zhan has long been aware of his completely opposite sexual orientation to Shao Wei and the others. He likes boys, and the objects of his sexual fantasies are all of the same sex. What, it's just impulsive, everyone has had impulsive moments.

He admitted that Qu Yiheng was very good-looking, especially when he was crying, his beautiful and cowardly appearance made him want to bully him, so he leaned forward and kissed her.

What he didn't expect was that the other party didn't refuse, didn't run away, but clumsily catered to him.

What does this mean?

As for Qu Yiheng, it was only last year that he realized that he liked boys. The reason was that the teacher found a mannequin, and when the man was undressing with his back to him, he suddenly felt that he had woken up.

But for such a long time, except for that one time, he has never had sexual impulses towards others, except just now, when Yao Zhan kissed him, he yelled.

Qu Yiheng is a shy person, he forced himself to suppress his desire, and didn't ask the other party why he kissed him.

The two stood on the side of the road with their own thoughts. Yao Zhan smoked a cigarette and asked him, "Would you like to play?"

"Ah?" Qu Yiheng looked at Yao Zhan and said hesitantly, "I don't know how to play basketball."

"Will you play table tennis?"

Qu Yiheng nodded.

So, the two returned to the gym.

The gymnasium closed at nine in the evening, and the security guard downstairs told them to watch the time.

When going upstairs, Qu Yiheng followed Yao Zhan, feeling that his heartbeat could be heard on the whole floor.

When they arrived at the table tennis room on the second floor, Qu Yiheng suddenly realized that they didn't have a racket after putting down his schoolbag.

The two looked at each other, and then both laughed.

"Then do something else."

Yao Zhan looked around, suddenly grabbed Qu Yiheng's wrist, and led him to the corner where the empty ball basket was placed.

This corner is even more hidden than the basketball court upstairs, Yao Zhan blocked Qu Yiheng in the corner and asked him, "Are you afraid?"

The author has something to say: there is another chapter in the afternoon