In the Same Boat

Qu Yiheng has always been a timid person. He is very afraid of taking any risks in his life, and he is even more afraid of affecting the lives of others.

He never gives advice to others, for fear that the other party will regret it, or that the other party will blame him.

Timid, he feels that he is tired of carrying his own life on his shoulders, and if he carries the burdens of others, he will collapse, or he may drag others to collapse with him.

Therefore, when he heard Yao Zhan's touching confession, he was moved but also worried.

He stroked Yao Zhan's back and said to him, "I just hope that you don't have a bad life because of me."

Yao Zhan laughed at him: "You are so stupid."

That night, both of them slept a little restlessly, but Yao Zhan already had a new plan in mind.

Early the next morning, Yao Zhan went to the vice president's office and said frankly that he had decided not to participate in the competition for the director of the department this time.

"What's going on?" The deputy dean felt that he couldn't understand these young people more and more. It turned out that the gap between the ages of more than 20 and the generation gap was really astonishing.

"I just feel that I am not competent yet," Yao Zhan said, "I know how much I have. If it is just about work, I have the confidence to do it well, but the director of the department has to bear more, and I am still too immature. "

The deputy dean looked at him, very angry: "Yao Zhan, you've let me down a bit."

Yao Zhan smiled apologetically: "Dean Zou, I'm really sorry for your favor all the time. I know this opportunity is rare, but I really don't have enough ability."

After he said that, the vice-principal couldn't say anything more, could he still put others up to compete for the job?

The vice president waved his hand: "Go back and do your work."

Yao Zhan thanked him, turned around and left.

He originally thought that he would feel sorry for giving up the competition for the director, but unexpectedly, he was relieved when he walked out of the vice president's office. In the future, he will still be him.

Everyone soon found out that Yao Zhan had withdrawn from the competition to be the head of the department. Dr. Zhao asked him, "What's wrong? So you can't think about it?"

Yao Zhan said, "I'm obviously thinking about it."

When they got off work, the two of them walked to the parking lot together. Dr. Zhao said, "Do you feel uncomfortable because of the recent gossip? Hey, don't take it seriously. Let's spread gossip. Today you will talk about him tomorrow." , Didn't the leader say anything!"

Yao Zhan didn't have the nerve to tell Dr. Zhao that the vice president had mentioned this matter to him several times, and it was even more impossible to tell him about Suo Fangxi.

"It has nothing to do with that," Yao Zhan said, "I'm not capable enough, and I may not be able to get a job in the competition, and even if I do, life will be difficult in the future. I don't have any ambitions, so let's just mess around like this."

The two walked to the place where Yao Zhan parked and said goodbye. When he opened the door, he glanced at the rearview mirror and found that Suo Fangxi was there.

Yao Zhan glanced nervously at the direction Dr. Zhao was leaving, and was glad that this unclear guy didn't come out just now.

Suo Fangxi smiled at him, turned and left without saying a word.

Yao Zhan looked at him suspiciously, but quickly got into the car. It was his wish that Suo Fangxi would not provoke him.

Before the car left the backyard of the hospital, the phone rang.

He didn't save the calling number, but he recognized the number.

Yao Zhan didn't answer and pressed the reject button.

When he turned the corner, he found that the car behind him had been following him. He didn't pay attention at first, and he didn't realize that it was Suo Fangxi until the other car was driving alongside him.

Suo Fangxi called again, Yao Zhan turned his head and glared at him, then answered the phone.

"Are you not competing for the director?"

"none of your business?"

"Because of me?" Suo Fangxi smiled, "I scared you?"

"Don't put gold on your face," Yao Zhan said, "don't follow me."

"I was looking for you today for business. Seeing that you came with others, I didn't show up. Did you behave well?"

Yao Zhan was annoyed to death by him, and asked impatiently, "What do you want to do?"

"I heard that you withdrew from the competition. It's a pity. To be honest, you are the most outstanding person in your department. It's a pity that you gave up such a good opportunity."

"Why don't I believe that you are so kind to persuade me?" Yao Zhan said, "Let's get straight to the point."

"Academic exchange abroad, do you want to go?" Suo Fangxi said with a smile, "Two places, I will go with you."

"...My friend, are you sick? You are prescribed by a pharmacy, academic exchange?"

"Why can't the one who prescribes the medicine communicate? There are two places, and I can go as long as I want." Suo Fangxi said, "This is also a good opportunity for you. After you come back, you don't have to compete for anything. Naturally, there are better ones." The position is waiting for you."

"I appreciate the kindness," Yao Zhan said, "but unfortunately, I don't plan to go. I wish you a good time."

Yao Zhan stepped on the gas pedal and rushed over before the signal light changed color, while Suo Fangxi was stopped by the red light, looked at Yao Zhan who was driving away, and cursed in a low voice.

Yao Zhan was in a good mood when he came home. He answered another call from Yang Kan downstairs, saying that he planned to go out to play at the end of next month, and asked Yao Zhan if he wanted to come together.

The reason Yang Kan gave was very simple: "When Xiao Mo and I go out, we don't have enough people to play mahjong. You bring your handsome little guy and we go together."

Yao Zhan said to him: "What about the end of next month? Are you looking for someone now?"

"Isn't that all because of you, you bastard is too busy to find someone, so you can do it if you don't make an appointment in advance."

"Let me ask Yiheng," Yao Zhan said, "he doesn't like excitement very much, and he's been quite busy recently."

"Okay, wait for your news, as soon as possible brother, if you can't do it here, we will find someone else."

After entering the room, Yao Zhan smelled the fragrance and went straight to the kitchen.

Qu Yiheng knew that he didn't work overtime today, so he just cooked a table of meals before the other party entered the door.

"This is too virtuous!" Yao Zhan leaned over and put his arms around his waist and kissed him, "Why are you so nice?"

Qu Yiheng was a little embarrassed by him, and hid back and said, "My painting is almost finished."

"So fast?" Yao Zhan was really surprised. He had heard Qu Yiheng say that he painted slowly, and he thought it would take a few months to paint. Unexpectedly, it would be over.

"Well, I'm in good shape recently."

Yao Zhan smiled and kissed the tip of his nose: "Understood, the power of love."

The two sat down to eat, and Yao Zhan mentioned Yang Kan's invitation. Qu Yiheng was really embarrassed to go out with others, and he also thought it would be awkward, but he really wanted to get in touch with Yao Zhan's friends and learn more about Yao Zhan. Cham lives in the world.

Although the two have confirmed their relationship now, there are still a lot of gaps. He still has secrets that he hasn't told Yao Zhan, and Yao Zhan also has things he doesn't know, and they are not transparent enough to each other, and these veils will be revealed in the future. Little by little in the relationship.

"Okay." Qu Yiheng said, "If you have time, we will be together."

Yao Zhan was so surprised by his "Okay" that he forgot to bite the meat that was delivered to his mouth. It was not until Qu Yiheng laughed at him that he put down his chopsticks and said, "You really don't have to force yourself because of me."

"It's not forced." Qu Yiheng said, "I really want to go, I want to see more of your friends and let them remember me."

This was Qu Yiheng's tactful expression of his possessiveness, and Yao Zhan understood.

In the final analysis, their relationship can't be put on the surface, and there are very few relatives and friends who can tell it. In front of unfamiliar people or colleagues, they can only describe each other as "friends". Therefore, being with the same kind It is very important that we don't have to worry so much together, and we can get along as lovers without any burden.

They also want to be affectionate and affectionate in front of others, but the range of choices for this "other" is too narrow.

Yao Zhan could see that Qu Yiheng wanted everyone to know that they were together, but they couldn't do it for various reasons.

"Okay." Yao Zhan said, "Then I'll tell him later, tell them not to find someone else, and try not to break up before the end of next month."

Qu Yiheng smiled: "Don't make trouble, last time I went to the bar, I think they have a very good relationship."

It's good, Yao Zhan said heartily, but no one has a better relationship than the two of us.

One of the reasons why Yao Zhan agreed to Yang Kan's next month's trip without hesitation was that he was going to change jobs.

Yao Zhan has been in this hospital since the year he graduated from graduate school. He has come here step by step, and has a good development prospect. If it was before, he would definitely not think of leaving here. How many people try to get in but can't find a way, who would want to Walk?

But now, he has changed his mind.

When he was a graduate student, a classmate with a good relationship opened his own clinic. The scale is not small. He just asked him not long ago if he would like to do it together.

Of course, that classmate didn't simply ask Yao Zhan to come to work, that would be too boring, what he promised Yao Zhan was the position of "Deputy Dean", and in terms of practical benefits, it was also worth going.

When the other party first mentioned this, Yao Zhan and Qu Yiheng had just met again not long ago, and they had a first shot. I don't know if there will be a second shot.

At that time Yao Zhan refused.

However, recently the other party came to ask him again, after Yao Zhan confessed to Dean Zou that he had withdrawn from the competition, he agreed to the invitation of his old classmate.

He needs to change his environment, not only because he is annoyed by Suofanxi now, but more importantly, if he and Qu Yiheng are here all the time, they may be discovered one day, which will not only affect his life Work will also affect the relationship between the two.

Doctors don’t have to be in big hospitals, it doesn’t matter where you go to see a doctor and save lives.

The resignation letter has been written and is waiting for him to hand it in.

"Let's go out alone during New Year's Eve," Yao Zhan said, "What did you do during New Year's Eve before? I've been in the hospital every year."

Qu Yiheng was silent for a while, looked at him, and asked, "Yao Zhan, do you have something to hide from me?"

"Did you see it?" Yao Zhan ate and drank, and said with a smile, "Your man is still a bit of a failure. The director of the department was not selected for the job. Are you very disappointed with me?"

Qu Yiheng's expression became more and more aggrieved, and Yao Zhan regretted lying to him.

"You are excellent." Qu Yiheng said, "Although I don't know you at work, I think you will have more and better opportunities in the future."

Yao Zhan smiled: "Baby, you are too straightforward, 'Although I don't know you, but I think you are great', this is like saying to me, 'Although we don't know each other, I still fall in love with you 'There is a fight."

After he finished speaking, he asked Qu Yiheng: "Do you still remember when I said that sentence?"

How could Qu Yiheng forget?That was what Yao Zhan said when he confessed his love to him at the beginning, and he was so surprised that he heard it wrong.