In the Same Boat

Qu Yiheng has always felt that it is difficult to start a new life. People always prefer to hide in the world they are used to, and it is not so easy to step into the new world.

Before he came, he had thought of the worst possible outcome. He felt that it was very possible that Yao Zhan soon discovered that he was not as worthy of liking as he imagined, so he gradually became bored, and in the end the two of them became nothing but short memories. passers-by.

He was actually very afraid of this, but later remembered that when he first met his first love many years ago, the other party said to him: "But, if you have memories, you don't live in vain, right?"

Although the first love has been sealed by Qu Yiheng in his heart together with the memories of those years, but it cannot be denied that what the other party said is actually quite right.

Nothing lasts forever in this world, not life, not memory, probably not love, but there is a memory that when time passes and you are graying and dying, remembering your life is not completely wasted.

Qu Yiheng knew that he was a bit too pessimistic to think so, but he had to prepare for the worst before he could start a new challenge.

When Yao Zhan pressed him on the dining table and entered, Qu Yiheng asked him, "Why are you like this?"

Yao Zhan put his ear in his mouth and asked with a smile, "How?"

"excited."

"What do you think?" Yao Zhan asked him back, "Why do you say I am?"

New kitchen, new dining table, new pots and pans, Qu Yiheng felt like he was seen by these guys, they witnessed his sweat and groaning.

The two tossed in the kitchen until Qu Yiheng was exhausted, Yao Zhan carried him back to the bedroom, and said to him: "I watched a movie before, and the two of them got up early in the morning and made it on the dining table. Eating is really a waste, now that I understand, why eat when you can eat people."

Qu Yiheng huddled under the blanket and laughed: "It sounds like an ogre."

"I, an ogre, only eats you." Yao Zhan kissed him, "I'll clean up and cook for you."

Qu Yiheng was really hungry, he nodded and watched the other party go out.

The setting sun outside the window enveloped the world, Qu Yiheng turned his head to look out, and felt as if a big hand had spilled fresh orange juice, and the air was full of sour and sweet smells.

Satisfied, he covered his face with the quilt and sniggered, wishing that the days like this could be extended indefinitely, without waking up from the dream.

Since Qu Yiheng moved here, Yao Zhan has hardly been back to his home. He runs to Qu Yiheng's place after work every day, and simply stays overnight at night.

Two people don't have to make love every day, every day like that, excessive indulgence, no one can stand it.

Qu Yiheng often continued to paint after dinner, and Yao Zhan would read a book, but often, reading and watching turned into watching Qu Yiheng.

Of course, most of the time he fell asleep when he came, the hospital was still busy, and bad things happened one after another.

The family members of the previous patients came to make trouble again. The hospital lost a lot of money, but they still had no head. After all, this matter was not Yao Zhan’s responsibility. .

Not only did this matter annoy him, but the vice president's side also made him feel dizzy.

Before, he had no choice but to meet the niece of the vice president. The two chatted very well and became friends. Both of them knew in their hearts that this blind date was just a formality. It's time to go to Yao Zhan, it doesn't matter if the girl says it's inappropriate, the parents over there urge the vice president to get in touch again.

He hasn't figured out how to tell Qu Yiheng about this matter, he is afraid that the other party will think too much.

For more than a week, Yao Zhan has had a difficult time, but Qu Yiheng's work progress is gratifying, because he is in good condition and his mood has improved a lot.

On Friday night, Yao Zhan was really helpless, and was dragged by the vice president to meet his niece. He originally planned to get off work early and go back to cook for Qu Yiheng, but in the end, it all went wrong.

In October, City C officially entered autumn, and the weather turned cooler, especially at night, when the wind picked up.

Yao Zhan was eating outside, eating absent-mindedly, and so was the girl. She never smiled from the beginning to the end.

The two had their own concerns, but the vice president kept talking about how suitable they were. Yao Zhan laughed along with him, and suddenly felt shameful when he saw himself in the mirror when he went to the bathroom.

He thought of Qu Yiheng, and thought that the other party trusted him so much, but he did such a thing here, and felt ashamed for a moment.

Yao Zhan washed his face and dragged himself in the bathroom for a long time, but finally returned to his seat and sat down, continuing to joke with the vice president. This is his life, to please the leader for work.

He remembered that Qu Yiheng asked him if this was because of his "involuntary control". At that time, Yao Zhan didn't answer, but now the more he thinks about it, the more uncomfortable he feels.

After the dinner was over, Yao Zhan offered to send the girl off. Firstly, he wanted to show the vice president, and secondly, he wanted to chat with the girl alone and think about countermeasures together.

The girl was willing to let him give it away, and she seemed to have something to say to him.

They first watched the vice president leave, and then Yao Zhan led the girl to his car.

The girl smiled and said, "Sorry, I shouldn't be your co-pilot."

Yao Zhan likes this kind of girl who understands things very much, he said with a smile: "Let's go, let's have a good chat."

They didn't find another place to sit down and chat. Yao Zhan drove by the river on the way back to the girl's house, so he simply pulled over and stopped, and the two walked along the river and chatted.

Yao Zhan asked, "Do you mind if I smoke?"

The girl smiled and said, "Do you mind if I have one too?"

The two walked slowly with the river wind blowing, Yao Zhan said: "You are also in a difficult situation, right?"

"I think it's more difficult for you." The girl said, "I'm planning to go abroad next month. In fact, my boyfriend and I both hope to return to China to settle down. After all, no matter how round the moon outside is, it's not as good as at home. However, after I came back, my family members made me feel that I was no longer myself, and my life was not up to me, so in this case, I chose to leave."

"Then what does your family say?"

"I'm an adult." The girl smiled, "They can't control me."

Yao Zhan recalled his promise to Qu Yiheng. Until now, the matter of his coming out has not been resolved. During this period of time, he was busy with both Qu Yiheng's affairs and his work unit. He didn't even go home.

"And you?" asked the girl, "what are you going to do?"

Yao Zhan said in his heart, if you withdraw, there won't be so many things on my side.

"Let's talk about it." Yao Zhan didn't plan to talk to her, after all, they just knew each other.

He didn't say anything, and the girl didn't ask any more questions. Yao Zhan later told her, "Actually, I kind of envy you. You can leave if you say so."

The girl said: "Everyone has their own suffering, but we all think that others are living better than ourselves."

Going back at night, Qu Yiheng was reading in the living room and waiting for Yao Zhan. After Yao Zhan came in, he hugged him and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of it."

Qu Yiheng didn't understand what he meant, but seeing that he seemed tired, he didn't ask any further questions, telling him to go to bed early.

Yao Zhan kissed him lightly, thinking that it would be better to go back and have a showdown with the old lady tomorrow Saturday. Although Qu Yiheng has not let go of his promise to be with him yet, he will not be able to let go of his mind until this matter is resolved.

I said earlier that the plan did not change quickly. Yao Zhan was going to go back to see his mother early in the morning, but he was called to work by a colleague before he left the house.

It's another busy day, but fortunately, there's really no need to come here on Sunday.

Yao Zhan called Qu Yiheng when he got off work, the two chatted for a while, and decided to take advantage of this time to go out for a drink.

Since Qu Yiheng came, they haven't gone out for a drink. One of them is bored at home painting all day, and the other is overwhelmed by work. Yao Zhan said: "Then I'll go back and pick you up."

"No need." Qu Yiheng went back to the room and prepared to change clothes, "You can just go there, I can just take a taxi by myself."

It's been a while since the last time I came to Y, when Yao Zhan brought Qu Yiheng in, a new bartender came to the bar.

"Xiao Mo is gone?" Yao Zhan leaned against the bar, talking to the new bartender.

"No." The bartender brother said, "Are you Brother Mo's friend?"

Yao Zhan smiled: "What about others?"

"I'll call you."

"No need." Yao Zhan didn't let him go, he and Qu Yiheng came to drink, not to chat with Xiao Mo and the others.

After ordering wine, Yao Zhan dragged Qu Yiheng inside and found an empty seat in the deepest corner.

The two sat down, and Yao Zhan asked, "Do you still remember this place?"

Qu Yiheng smiled: "I'm not that forgetful."

Yao Zhan looked at him, watching the ambiguous light in the bar fall on Qu Yiheng's face, making this man even more attractive. No wonder this guy was accosted by others last time in the bar, so he was so restrained/desire and seductive Who wouldn't like the look of her?

"Yo yo, let me see who this is?"

Two glasses of wine were placed on the table, and there was laughter at the same time.

Yao Zhan turned his head and looked over with a smile, only to see Yang Kan holding Xiao Mo's waist, and the two of them leaned together stickily.

"Okay, Boss Yang," Yao Zhan said, "I still got Xiao Mo."

Xiao Mo glared at him: "Brother, what you said is not nice, you caught up with me."

He looked at Qu Yiheng who was sitting next to him, tilted his head and said in surprise, "Isn't this the handsome guy! You two are really dating?"

Yao Zhan looked at Qu Yiheng with a smile, and the other party pursed his lips and smiled sheepishly.

"Why can't we get along?" Yao Zhan said, "It's okay for you two to hang out, but not for us to fall in love?"

Hearing the word "love", Qu Yiheng looked at Yao Zhan.

"Okay!" Yang Kan patted the table, "Well, in order to celebrate my brother's iron tree blooming again after many years, you can drink whatever you want today, I invite you."

He patted Xiao Mo's buttocks and said, "Honey, go and make some good wine for your brothers."

Xiao Mo put his arms around Yang Kan's neck and kissed, then stood up and said, "Okay, you wait."

After a while, Xiao Mo came back with a drink, handed it to Qu Yiheng with a smile, and said, "Little handsome guy, our brother Zhan hasn't been with anyone for many years, and I let you take it this time, what a little coquettish/ Zero's heart is broken into pieces!"

"Okay, don't talk nonsense." Yao Zhan pushed the wine to Qu Yiheng's hand, and said to Yang Kan and the others, "You two quickly step aside, we are dating here, you two don't bother us."