In the Same Boat

In fact, it is ridiculous to talk about "responsibility" between men. Perhaps it is more accurate to use "justify the name of this relationship".

In short, from Qu Yiheng's point of view, Yao Zhan had no such plan.

They are not young anymore, even if people like them cannot marry and have children like heterosexuals, he still hopes that if he can start a relationship, it will be stable and long-lasting.

That kind of falling in love made him feel very tired, and after being tired, there was no result, which made him feel sad.

He doesn't want to make the same mistakes again.

People in their thirties are different from those in their teens and 20s. They treat their feelings more cautiously and conservatively. They can go to bed and have unrestrained sex/love, but they are not so bold when they really want to say that they love someone with their heart.

Qu Yiheng envied those people in their thirties who still dared to love and hate, because he didn't dare.

He sat on the bed and smoked a cigarette, tidied up, and left after eight o'clock.

I went home and took a shower again, changed my clothes and started painting.

The teacher called again, asking about the progress of his work.

Qu Yiheng looked at the painting in front of him, and knew that if he was really going to apply for a work, he had to start preparing now, and it definitely couldn't be this luo man.

He dealt with the teacher a few words, thinking that no matter what, he should finish the painting at hand first.

Qu Yiheng rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find a half pack of cigarettes, lit the cigarette, put it in his mouth, and started to work.

Today he was in a good state, and it had been a long time since he was so focused. From after nine o'clock until the afternoon, he didn't eat or drink water, and only went to the toilet in the middle.

He likes this state so much, as if he was back in school many years ago, with no other distractions and integrated with the brush.

In the end, he still likes to draw, and creation brings him more happiness than anything else, even though he was bullied miserably here.

Because of that incident, he once hated creation and felt anxious every time he picked up a paintbrush, but as the teacher said, everything came.

Although the past few years have been difficult, but at this moment, when he regained the joy of creation, Qu Yiheng felt that he might really be slowly getting out of that shadow.

Life is full of ugliness and regrets, just get used to it, and you won't be knocked down by these after you get used to it.

Yao Zhan waited for a whole day but didn't get a message from Qu Yiheng. In the afternoon, he started to feel a little worried.

Not worried about anything else, just worried that his actions were too ambiguous and made Qu Yiheng feel uncomfortable.

During the recess, Yao Zhan lay on the table and closed his eyes to reminisce. At a certain moment last night, he suddenly wanted to hold Qu Yiheng and not let go. He even hoped that if he could go back to middle school, he thought he would Be with each other.

Yes, being together, not just having sex/love.

A long time ago, Yao Zhan heard someone mention that a person needs an opportunity to fall in love with another person. It may be that a certain action at a certain moment just hits your heart, and love has started a prairie fire since then.

Yao Zhan was actually not sure if he fell in love with Qu Yiheng, he was in his thirties, and it was a bit hasty to say love after a few sleeps, but he really didn't want to let go.

Everywhere Qu Yiheng fits his taste too much, as if he is a person created by God to match his preferences, calm, good-looking, and mysterious.

Qu Yiheng seems to have many secrets, all of which fascinate Yao Zhan.

He even forgot how long he hadn't been so curious about a person.

In fact, he really intends to keep getting along with Qu Yiheng as pao friends until the other party tells him to stop. After all, adults need a certain sexual life, and their relationship like this is not bad for each other.

But Yao Zhan started to get a little greedy.

It's only been a few days?

Not counting the past, it hasn't been long since the two met at Che Hao's funeral last time, but his desire is like a young sapling that has been irrigated, and it has begun to thrive.

Sometimes he can't help himself, and wants to make some intimate gestures to Qu Yiheng, like the two kisses on each other's forehead and nose this morning.

Even so, Yao Zhan was not prepared to confess his love just now, he had to wait.

However, Qu Yiheng didn't contact him that day, which made him feel that he might be so cold.

Yao Zhan sent two messages to Qu Yiheng, but the other party didn't reply. He suddenly remembered the sentence he said in the morning, "We will come back together at night anyway." Face.

Thinking about it this way, Qu Yiheng still has a temper.

Yao Zhan smiled wryly and continued to suffer in class.

It was after four o'clock in the afternoon when Qu Yiheng finally returned to the human world from his world. He put down his brush, looked at the work in front of him, and was in a good mood.

There was a sudden noise outside, and he couldn't hear it clearly, as if someone was arguing.

He put down his paintbrush, not intending to watch the excitement, but prepared to rest for a while.

Fell on the bed, suddenly startled, picked up the phone and found that it was already past 20:[-].

Yao Zhan finished class at 04:30, and he didn't contact the other party all day.

He opened WeChat and found that Yao Zhan had sent him two messages today, one in the morning asking if he had taken his medicine, and the other one after one o'clock asking what he was doing.

Qu Yiheng was a little annoyed, feeling like he missed something.

He immediately replied to Yao Zhan's message: Sorry, I didn't see WeChat until I was busy all day.

After sending this one, I felt it was not enough, so I sent another one: Are you finishing get out of class soon?

Yao Zhan was distracted when the phone on the table vibrated suddenly which startled him.

Looking at the phone, he breathed a sigh of relief, and subdued him.

Suddenly he felt that the two of them were really a bit like young teenagers in an ambiguous period. It was quite interesting to come and go and speculate on each other.

He didn't come back right away, and dragged it off until get out of class was over.

Yao Zhan had a new plan. He walked out of the classroom to send a message to Qu Yiheng, telling him that get out of class was over, and asking where to meet him.

Qu Yiheng hesitated for a long time, and finally said as if giving up on himself: Then why don't you come to my house.

Yao Zhan succeeded, what he was waiting for was Qu Yiheng's words.

Qu Yiheng sent him an address and asked Yao Zhan to tell him when he arrived, and he went downstairs to pick him up.

Because of this, Yao Zhan, who had been irritable all day, finally felt comfortable. When he walked out of the gate, he always had the illusion that the sky was bluer than before.

After Qu Yiheng sent the message to Yao Zhan, he started to tidy up the house, covered the unfinished paintings with cloth, replaced the sheets and quilts with clean ones, and stuffed all the messy things in the room into boxes to hide them.

He doesn't have to worry about the living room and other places. With Dou Yucong around, he is the only one in the house that is in chaos.

He was so busy that he was sweating, and after cleaning up, he asked Yao Zhan where he was, and Yao Zhan replied that it would take about ten minutes.

Since there are still ten minutes left, he has time to simply take a shower.

Qu Yiheng frantically dug out the changed underwear and ran into the bathroom.

I also rushed to take a shower, just to eliminate sweat, and then apply a layer of shower gel to make myself look and smell clean and refreshed.

While wiping his body, Qu Yiheng felt that he was funny, dating pao was like falling in love, not only bringing his pao friend home, but also cleaning up the house and himself for his pao friend.

If Dou Yucong saw this, he might laugh at him again.

Thinking of Dou Yucong, he froze for a moment.

Qu Yiheng hurried out of the bathroom, picked up his phone and asked Dou Yucong what time he would be back.

Dou Yucong usually gets off work at 06:30, and it's almost eight o'clock when he gets home. In fact, this time is enough for him and Yao Zhan to have a meal at home and chat for a while, and then go out to find a place to drink and do that.

That's right, he didn't plan to do it at home because he was afraid of being caught by Dou Yucong.

After all, now it is different from before, he is not living alone, there is a big living person at home, bringing someone back to make love, no matter how you look at it, it is not good.

Dou Yucong didn't reply to him, he was thinking about calling the other party...

As a result, at this moment, the door of the house opened.

Qu Yiheng was a little dazed by the sudden change. He looked at the door and found that Dou Yucong brought Yao Zhan in.

"Brother, I just ran into him downstairs, and I brought you here." As soon as Dou Yucong came in after changing his shoes, he saw his brother standing there with wet hair and a slightly flushed face, without asking, he knew he had just taken a shower.

Yao Zhan also followed in, and said with a smile, "Should I tell you before coming up?"

Qu Yiheng was really embarrassed, he didn't even dare to look those two people in the eye.

Dou Yucong said: "Hey, fuck, I left my stuff in the car, I'll go back and get it."

He turned around and put on his shoes again, and said to Qu Yiheng before going out, "Brother, treat your guests well!"

The door was closed, and the two people in the room were still standing there, neither of them moved first.

Yao Zhan could see his embarrassment, and he was also a little embarrassed. He originally planned to contact Qu Yiheng, but he didn't expect to meet Dou Yucong downstairs, and the other party asked him to come up. He didn't think much about it, but now he realized , is indeed abrupt.

Usually Yao Zhan is not such a ignorant person, but now he is a little confused.

"Well, you sit first." Qu Yiheng felt that he needed to calm down, "I'm going to the bathroom and I'll come out right away."

He turned around and went into the toilet. It was still steaming inside, and there was still fog on the mirror.

He raised his hand to wipe the mirror, looked at himself inside, and took a deep breath.

The phone rang suddenly, and the caller was Dou Yucong.

Dou Yucong said, "Brother, are you not angry?"

"Why are you angry?"

"Ah, it's fine if you don't have it." Dou Yucong said, "I flashed, you guys talk, I won't come back at night."

"Where are you going if you don't come back?"

"Just find a place to play."

Qu Yiheng was silent for a while, but decided to confess: "It's different from what you think. We'll talk about it another day. You go to the supermarket to buy some food after you go to the car. You cook tonight."

Dou Yucong on the phone smiled: "Is this okay?"

"It's nothing bad." Qu Yiheng said, "It's really not what you think."

Dou Yucong didn't speak, but Qu Yiheng said it again: "We don't have that kind of relationship, come back and cook quickly."

After hanging up the phone, Qu Yiheng let out a long breath.

He and Yao Zhan really don't have that kind of relationship, not lovers.