General, don't run away with your bag

"I heard that the emperor has brought Mr. Yixi out of the palace again today!"

"That's right! Do you think our emperor has something good about Longyang!"

"I think so, maybe the emperor inherited the late emperor, and I heard that when the late emperor was in power, he was not clear about General Xiao at that time.

"Really? Young master Yi Xi's life is really good. If you want to leave the palace, you can leave the palace. It's not like us. Let alone going out of the palace, it's hard to even see a relative."

"You, don't think about it, it's not bad for a little maid like us to leave the palace once a year."

Lu Ziyao stood on the porch, quietly listening to the discussions of the court ladies.

"Your Majesty, these servants don't know how to serve their master well. They just know that gossip is all right. Now they dare to criticize the emperor's affairs. It's really unreasonable. Your Majesty, don't be angry. The servants will go and admonish them for a while." Fan." After saying that, the furious maid Qin'er went over to reprimand them.

"Qin'er, come back!" Lu Ziyao called to stop Qin'er, and said flatly, "It's just some unsubstantiated words, why bother with those little maids!"

"But..." Qin'er was about to say something, but was stopped by Lu Ziyao with a wave of her hand, "Aijia is a little tired, let's go back!"

Walking back, Lu Ziyao was in a trance, thinking of the words of the maid just now, and the longing for the outside of the palace.

Leaving the palace, this is such an illusory synonym, since she entered the palace at the age of 14, she has never been out of the palace in a real sense.

Everyone envies her for winning the sacred favor, being as high as a queen, and now she is even more honored as a queen mother, enjoying endless glory and wealth, but who knows her inner loneliness.

To her, the deep palace compound was just a prison, which imprisoned her body and spent her best youthful years.

The emperor didn't love her, and all he gave her was respect as a guest; the youngest son died young, and all she was left with was eternal pain.

The scent of sweet-scented osmanthus came in bursts, and Lu Ziyao sniffed vigorously. The year when she first entered the palace was also the year when sweet-scented osmanthus was fragrant. It was too long ago and I can’t remember it. The only thing left in my memory It was this strong fragrance that accompanied her all the way, and since then, the outside world has nothing to do with her.

Separated by a wall, there are blue sky and white clouds outside, allowing you to fly freely, but inside are layers of shackles, and every step is bound by bondage.

Her gaze could not help but move to the other side of the wall, not to mention those little maids, even she, the most noble person in the world, yearned for the outside world, and envied the birds flying freely in the sky.

When a gust of wind blew, Lu Ziyao couldn't help shivering a little, and lowered her eyebrows, thinking that this is a sentimental season!

Maybe it was really Qiuhan, Lu Ziyao fell ill after returning home, lying on the bed in a daze, all the piles of the past flowed out inadvertently, the 14-year-old girl was ignorant Know how to enter the palace, from becoming popular for the first time, to being a concubine, to being a queen, and finally being crowned as the empress dowager.

"Aunt Yao!" Henry Zhang called softly, looking at Lu Ziyao with worried eyes.

As soon as he returned to the palace, he heard the guards tell the empress dowager that he was ill, so he came in a hurry, and the target was Lu Ziyao's drowsy look, his brows were tightened, and he saw Lu Ziyao's mouth opening and closing as if to say something, Xiao Xiao Yang couldn't help bending over and tilting his ears to hear more clearly.

It took a long time for Henry Zhang to understand that in Lu Ziyao's low murmur was the word "out of the palace" repeatedly, his brows could not help but tightened, and some complex expressions flashed in his eyes.

"Aunt Yao, I will fulfill your wish." Henry Zhang murmured with some regret and sympathy, and then said to Qin'er: "Take good care of the Queen Mother."

When the words fell, Henry Zhang turned and left, because he was going to fulfill Lu Ziyao's wish. After all these years, Aunt Yao is actually not happy!

Everyone says that Aunt Yao is indifferent and gentle, but since ancient times, the harem has been full of gossip, and Aunt Yao has gone from a young girl to a woman who still has charm. No one can understand the bitterness and suffering involved. Besides, the emperor's love was all given to Daddy. , the youngest son died in the intrigue and intrigue again. Aunt Yao's life was actually very bitter. She buried the best youth of her first half of her life in the Emperor's House. How could he bear to let her remain lonely for the rest of her life? , slowly aging in this deep palace compound.

It was late at night when Lu Ziyao really woke up, with her eyes open, she quietly looked out of the window, the bright moonlight was so beautiful, she had a long, long dream that lasted her whole life.

There are seven sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, separation from love, and not getting what you want.

Buddhism emphasizes that fate is created by oneself, and appearance is born from the heart.

And her fate was beyond her control from the moment she entered the palace, most of the thoughts and thoughts in her heart were in vain, and the most painful thing in life was that she couldn't get what she wanted.

Probably once this person gets sick, his fragile nerves will be unable to restrain his thoughts of miscellaneous things, and he will become more and more eager for those things that he can't ask for.

While thinking wildly, Lu Ziyao half-closed her eyes and fell asleep again due to exhaustion.

In the middle of the night, a carriage drove out of the deep palace, but no one stopped the inspection at the gate of the palace.

Feeling dizzy and shaking, Lu Ziyao opened her eyes again, not knowing where she was.

"Aunt Yao, are you awake? Do you feel better?" Seeing Lu Ziyao waking up, Henry Zhang asked with concern.

"Your Majesty, where is Aijia?" Standing up while holding his slightly painful forehead, Lu Ziyao was startled to realize that he was actually in the carriage, no wonder it was very bumpy.

"Aunt Yao, lie down with peace of mind, I'll be there in a while." Henry Zhang smiled lightly, with a soothing force in his soft voice.

There was a slight doubt in Lu Ziyao's eyes, but she didn't ask any more questions. Now Henry Zhang is even better. She believes that no matter what he does, he has his reasons, and she doesn't have to worry about him at all.

The sky gradually turned pale, and the light of the morning sun was faintly visible.

"Aunt Yao, we're here!" Henry Zhang raised the curtain of the carriage and said warmly while helping Lu Ziyao get off the carriage.

Lu Ziyao got out of the carriage, looked at Henry Zhang with doubtful eyes, watched him lead the horse over, put the rope in her palm, with a faint smile on her face, slightly parted lips, and took a few Divide the meaning of aftertaste: "Aunt Yao, when you first entered the palace, you saved Henry Zhang with your kindness, and then you used your patience to accommodate Henry Zhang, and helped Henry Zhang and dad many times regardless of the consequences, and Henry Henry with you I am very grateful, Father, he has missed your life, and now Henry Zhang returns you freedom for father, and from now on, you can fly in the sea, sky and sky."

Lu Ziyao's eyes widened, she couldn't believe it but she couldn't believe it, she gave Henry Zhang a hug back, and thousands of words were reduced to two words 'thank you'.

Riding on the horse, walking slowly, looking at the vast world, Lu Ziyao's eyes were moist, she thought she was lonely and old in the harem, but she never thought that there would be a moment when she would see the situation outside the palace again. Taking a leisurely step with the burden, staring at each other and smiling lightly, the warm sunshine warmed her body and her heart. Happiness sometimes comes so suddenly.