Naruto You

Without a moment's hesitation, Naruto quickly gathered his chakras and approached Sasuke. While forcing back a few men in black, he took Sasuke, who had fallen into a nightmare, to the side. On the stone wall, then raised his hand and straightened his face to make him look at himself, "Here I am! That person is fake!"

Sasuke lowered his head slightly and let Naruto's hands rest on the side of his face, his dark eyes didn't blink, under the bright light, the bloodstains on his pale face were shocking, he stared at Naruto as if he couldn't wake up from an old nightmare .

The enemy on one side approached again at this time. Naruto took Sasuke to hide against the wall on the other side after separating attacks from several directions. The man in black who led Naruto out of the secret room finally couldn't see Naruto at this time. Embarrassed and embarrassed, although he said that he should not help Sasuke because of "there is a festival", he still yelled "wake him up" and joined the battlefield.

Naruto looked back at the group of people fighting in the scuffle, and then turned his head anxiously to wake Sasuke up, "You—"

While opening his mouth, someone suddenly pressed his head hard, and a hot and humid kiss pressed over without warning.

A faint smell of blood could be smelled from the end of the nose, the lips and tongue biting him suddenly, the entangled and deepening kiss seemed to tear him apart, with a crazy taste of the rest of his life.

Naruto stared at the person kissing him, seeing that his eyes were closed, his eyelids were still slightly stained with blood, so close to his eyes, so close that he could see the trembling arc of his slender eyelashes, Every now and then, it's almost like weeping...

So don't let me see you covered in blood again...

That day in the bathroom, Sasuke's voice rang next to his ears again, and he seemed to be able to hear the disordered breathing close to his ears in a trance, and the slight voice mixed in the water mist seemed to be a humble sigh...

Naruto vaguely began to understand the intensity suppressed under humbleness and tenderness, and the madness suppressed under quiet silence...

Just like at this moment, he could feel the strong and suppressed pain called happiness, and he couldn't bear to push away this man who suddenly lost control...

I heard that the me who used to insist on Sasuke means that Sasuke has nothing to do with right and wrong, and I heard that the me who used to die together will not let go of the fetters with you...

If you are the growth history that I have forgotten, then maybe even if I want to be angry, it should be something that the former Naruto Uzumaki is qualified to decide...

And now I am caught between you, suddenly I really want to understand what kind of entanglement the bond between you is...

The man who was holding him turned around and switched positions with him. The crisp sound of hand-to-hand contact in his ears brought back Naruto's distracted attention. The man who was holding him down and kissing finally let go of the hand that was pressing on the back of his head. Naruto raised his head , Seeing Sasuke take back Kunai who had just separated from the melee attack, he lowered his head and kissed his forehead again, and then kicked back the man in black who was sneaking up.

Then he tore off the black hairband to cover his eyes, turned around and struck, Chidori's voice resounded in the empty hall, blood spattered everywhere.

We fight together.

It seems that it has been a long, long time ago to hand over the backs to each other without any barriers...

When it was finally over, Sasuke released the signal flare, and Konoha's Anbu rushed over to deal with the group of controlled men in black, and it was expected to bring them all back to Konoha to find out more about this new "Dark Temple". ...

The man in black who led Naruto out of the secret room disappeared early in the morning without anyone noticing. Naruto vaguely felt lost but didn't know where to find it. He followed Sasuke and walked towards the gate, avoiding the base mechanism. The two people walking one after the other in the dark corridor were silent and did not talk to each other until Sasuke stopped at the gate and stood with his back to Naruto.

Naruto stopped following Sasuke's standing still, raised his head and looked out of the door through Sasuke's shoulder at a distance of one step away, the sky was already white, and the soft morning light poured into Sasuke's eyes from outside the door. A twilight formed on the shoulder...

"You knew already?"

He asked, his hoarse voice faintly trembled, which was very clearly heard in the silence.

Naruto nodded, it is not difficult to understand that Sasuke asked about those things in the past.

"Ah."

He hummed lightly, and the person standing in front of him froze in place without moving. Naruto looked at Sasuke who was motionless suspiciously. In the silence, he slowly realized that this man who was not good at expressing himself was waiting for one of his friends. reply……

I'm an asshole, what do you say?

Naruto, who was so imaginative, suddenly began to feel a little embarrassed. He scratched his head and didn't know how to answer. After thinking about it, the answer he gave was still Naruto's strangely simple——

"Uh, that, let's go back to Konoha."

There are too many explanations and I don’t know what to say, and the complicated emotions can’t be sorted out all at once, but Naruto subconsciously thinks that such an answer would be better. At this time, it may be more reassuring for you...

The person in front of him turned his back to him and nodded gently. In the quietness of the morning light, Naruto clearly saw his slightly trembling shoulders, and then inexplicably felt that his heart also began to follow his movement. Trembling slightly, I suddenly want to touch that indescribable pain...

Can't tell whether it's your pain or mine...

Naruto subconsciously stretched out his hand, but when he touched the man in front of him, he was frightened by his sudden limp movement. He hurriedly caught the unconscious man for examination, only to find that there were wounds all over his body...

The thin face of the unconscious man was extremely pale.

……

"The injury is not too serious. It's just that I was eager to find you these days and didn't have a good rest. I relaxed and passed out. Don't worry too much."

Naruto rushed back to Konoha with Sasuke, and in a hurry, he forgot to go to the hospital and carried him back to Hokage Building. After checking Sasuke's situation, Tsunade came to this conclusion, and then transferred Sasuke to the hospital to settle down. After everything, I heard Naruto talk about the ins and outs of things...

Finally, looking at Naruto's answer, "What are you thinking about! You are much more important to us than ten tails!"

Seeing the comatose person on the hospital bed in a blink of an eye, he couldn't help but say, "His words... I just want to guard you now. If possible, don't reject him too much..."

Naruto, who was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, turned his face away in embarrassment when he heard this sentence, scratched his head and blushed with an "ahhh"...

Remembering the fragility seen in the pool of blood, remembering the surviving life in the crazy kiss, Sasuke's silent companionship and always accidentally revealing loneliness after waking up for so long passed through my mind and fell into my heart...

I think I already know some of his feelings, the anger of hearing the truth suddenly seems to have become unimportant after seeing his fragility alone...

In my words, I can't really exclude him.

Maybe it's always been like this.

But although I don't reject it, it seems to be more difficult to talk face to face after everything is calm.

Sasuke woke up after being in a coma for two days. Naruto, who was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed and guarding Sasuke, blushed the moment he met Sasuke's dark eyes, and then stood up before Sasuke came and opened his mouth, turning around and running away. After going out, he didn't return to the ward after saying "I'll call Sakura".

I still don't know how to face it, my identity is awkward, but my feelings can't lie to others, what kind of position will I put you in?What kind of words will be just right to make each other safe and sound?

Afraid of saying the wrong thing, afraid of hurting you, afraid that the current me will let you down...

The task of tracking down the emerging organization came to an end. Sasuke who woke up was ordered by Tsunade to recuperate for a month. Sasuke, who could not wait for Naruto during the hospital, couldn't help but find the attic where Naruto lived after he was discharged from the hospital.

The streets at night were not too noisy, the knock on the attic door was soft but very clear. There was no follow-up, and Naruto, who had just taken a shower, stood behind the door and held his breath. He didn't dare to move his breath, he knew the strength and rhythm of knocking on the door like that, he held on to the doorknob and tried several times, but he still couldn't open the door.

After a while, a hoarse voice came from outside the door, "Good night."

Familiar loneliness.

There was another moment of silence, and the sound of footsteps scraping the floor in the corridor finally disappeared. Naruto slowly opened the door, and the light yellow light poured out of the door. He poked his head out to look outside, and then Facing the dark night, he softly replied, "Good night."

This mode of saying good night to each other lasted for several days. The people inside the door still failed to pull the doorknob, and the people outside the door kept saying good night gently after knocking on the door softly.

There is still a step away from meeting each other frankly, but the courage between steps seems to be missing a little bit, just a little bit.

Give me a little more time.

……

Another few days of courage building.

After the fall, the weather gradually cooled down. I went to Yile Ramen at noon and passed the izakaya. I saw a familiar figure in a white bathrobe from a distance, and a person was slowly walking through the crowd with a drink. It was out of place...

Naruto stood in a daze on the street and watched him turn around the corner and disappear. He couldn't recover for a moment and fell into a loneliness similar to him. Suddenly, a photo broke into his eyes and covered him. Looking at the sight from a distance, Naruto came back to his senses and saw the photo in front of him clearly.

Slightly younger than myself, the pink-haired girl stood in the middle and smiled happily. The two teenagers on the left and the right looked at each other with dislike expressions, and the narrow-eyed Jonin stood behind the three children wearing a mask. Holding a boy with one hand...

That is……

Reaching out to take the photo, a slightly familiar voice rang in my ear, "It's better to avoid seeing each other."

Naruto turned his head, and the masked person looked at the corner where Sasuke disappeared thoughtfully, then lowered his head and smiled at Naruto with narrowed eyes, pointing to the photo Naruto took, "Would you like to hear What happened when you endured?"

Naruto looked down at the photo in his hand again. In the photo, Sasuke looked at him with a displeased face. Such a childish appearance was strange and familiar, which inexplicably moved his mind, "Think."

The answer came out just like that.

The two went to Ilaku and ate ramen together, and then Naruto spent the whole afternoon listening to his childhood and Sasuke's experience, listening to the ninja time of the next few years, those big and small things might be prestige or embarrassment In the voice of Mr. Kakashi, the story has gradually become a vivid daily life that can be seen...

Naruto slowly realized that he seemed to have overlooked the most important part.

If you and I in the past can be tied down and die together and don't want to let go, then earlier, we must have experienced together the past that didn't want to let go. Those memories are the reason for the initial pursuit...

After saying that, Kakashi looked at Naruto and smiled, "You haven't seen him recently, are you angry?"

"Uh, no, I just don't know what to say when we meet."

"You'll know if you see it."

As Kakashi said, he stretched out his hands and rubbed Naruto's hair, "Well~ he's pretty boring by himself, you might as well go to meet him if you're thinking wildly here, and just say something..."

After Kakashi finished speaking, he left, and Naruto, who was left behind, also walked out of the ramen shop slowly, looking at the bustling street with people coming and going, remembering the loneliness of seeing Sasuke walking through the crowd at noon, he patted his face and finally decided not to hide anymore Avoid meeting each other.

When courage comes, don't hesitate.

Thinking this way, Naruto didn't plan to wait until that person came to find him at night and then struggled to open the door, so he walked directly towards the Uchiha mansion.

When I came to the Uchiha mansion again, my mood was different from the last time. The door was open. Naruto walked through the long corridor towards the bedroom in memory. The sound of footsteps echoed in the quiet mansion. Naruto remembered The last time Sasuke said in a flat tone, "I live alone", this time I finally understood what he meant by being alone...

He clenched his fist and his nails pierced into his palms and it hurt slightly. The empty mansion suddenly made him feel so empty and desolate.

In what mood did you go from victim to murderer?And what kind of mood is it that finally silently guards by my side...

Naruto finally saw Sasuke in the corridor in front of the bedroom.

In the evening, the sun turned over the ridge of the roof and cast a long shadow in front of the door. The person sitting on the floor was wearing a white bathrobe with the neckline slightly open to reveal his chest. His black hair was loose and unkempt, and his slightly long bangs were scattered in front of his eyes.

He leaned against the colonnade and sat with one knee bent, and there were several open wine jugs beside him. The hand holding the wine cups stopped after seeing Naruto, and his elbows rested on his knees. Just watching Naruto approaching step by step and making no further movements...

Naruto walked up to him and knelt down, his gaze followed Naruto's movements, his moist lips were tightly pressed, his black eyes stared straight at Naruto, fascinated by a slight drunkenness average.

Naruto, who was stared at so directly, blushed again, took the wine cup in the assistant's hand and drank it up, needless to say, coughed, and blushed while smelling of alcohol. The person next to him suddenly reached out and gave him a hand.

Naruto, who was squatting and coughing, threw himself into Sasuke's arms, pressed his fingers against his bare skin, raised his head in a panic, and bumped into his dark, abyss-like eyes...

The wine cup fell on the wooden floor with a thud, turned over and became silent, Naruto coughed a few more times, and the person who was holding him put one arm around his waist and the other on his back Patting up and down, Naruto, who slowly stopped coughing, looked at the person in front of him, and finally looked straight at him without avoiding it.

"Do you want me to remember?"

With such a sentence, he asked directly, and looked directly into those eyes at a close distance, and every slight fluctuation in the black eyes could be seen very clearly.

He saw the drunken man nodded his head slightly, lowered his head, his black eyes were still looking straight at him. "think."

he answered.

He is serious and caring like a child, as if this answer is very important to him.

Such unguarded seriousness suddenly touched the most subtle emotion in Naruto's heart, as if a certain part of his body was suddenly stabbed...

"Even if I remember it, I might not forgive you?"

Naruto asked again, and saw the man in front of him nodded again, still looking at him seriously——

"think."

he answered.

The voice was soft as if he was afraid of scaring someone, and after he finished speaking, he looked at Naruto and suddenly lowered his head slowly, his lips moistened by wine coolly touched Naruto's cheek, his black eyes met close to his eyes Qinglan, drunk and stupefied but extremely serious, "I know it's you that I ran into like this..."

He said.

The cool lips lightly touched Naruto's cheek and then turned to his forehead, once and for all...

"I know you don't remember, but I feel very lucky to hold you in my arms..."

"I don't know how to make you understand..."

Let you understand how much I cherish the you now... the real and fresh you who can hold you in my arms.

I don't know what to do with you...

The patting hands on his back rubbed his back and gradually turned into an embracing posture. Naruto didn't struggle, and just quietly listened to his defenseless sincerity after being drunk.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't remember..."

But I still feel pain all the time...

Afraid that you, who were trapped there that day, would still stay in that place in despair but couldn’t get out with your eyes open...

"I'm afraid that day you still can't see that the world has returned to the way it started..."

"I owe you an apology, do you understand... I'm sorry, Naruto, I'm sorry, Uzumaki Naruto, I'm sorry..."

The drunk man was finally willing to speak, and every sentence of apology fell into Naruto's heart, causing a clear pain...

I can hear the apology you owe me, but I understand it, but there is always something missing, something that belongs to me, but I lost it...

Your loneliness is a kind of regret for the past——

Or maybe it's not a debt, but just reluctance.

That kind of reluctance turned into regret, you hugged me, but you barely remembered an apology.

Maybe it's ridiculous to be so entangled in my mind, but because I cherish it too much, I can divide it very clearly.

I seem to understand your thoughts, and it flows into the bottom of my heart a little bit and becomes a deeper and deeper reluctance...

Naruto finally wrapped his arms around Sasuke's shoulders when Sasuke kissed him again, feeling the deep-rooted care in the tenderness of the kiss, and finally wet his eyes.

I, want to retrieve the memory about you, bastard Sasuke.

Naruto had a dream that night. In the dream world, he didn't seem to be resurrected. He saw Sasuke in a white yukata, walking through the izakaya and returning to the empty Uchiha mansion with wine, drinking alone, vaguely It seems that day after day, year after year, he is alone, and he has not uttered a word...

What will you do if I'm not here.

How sorry you are if I can't remember.

I want to remember you, bastard Sasuke.