Naruto You

Right and wrong are changing in the continuation. In the two years after Naruto left, most of the partners in the same period have married.

At the beginning of March, Shikamaru also married Temari from Sand Hidden Village. At the first gathering after marriage, several men in the izakaya complained about their own rights and wrongs, saying that the children talked about their wives, they said they used to talk about the future, and they talked about topics And habitually went around to that alien in Muye Village...

"Will Uchiha Sasuke make another 'revolution'?"

At first it was Ya who asked this question.

The originally lively atmosphere suddenly quieted down. The person deviated too far from ordinary people, like a story, unable to integrate into the common life, and even mentioning his name seemed unfamiliar.

"I don't think so."

After a long silence, Shikamaru spoke lightly.

"why?"

"He wants to guard Naruto."

"What about after that filthy soil is reincarnated?"

"Or not."

"why?"

"...He wants to protect Konoha, he is afraid that Uzumaki Naruto will be unhappy, and he is obsessed with it."

Fang took a sip of wine, then put the glass on the table with a bang, and opened his mouth again——

"Then... is Konoha gone?"

Shikamaru was stunned for a moment, and looked up at his teeth, as if he didn't expect that one day Inuzuka would ask such a seemingly simple question with too much meaning, he thought for a while, and replied lazily and slowly.

"Things so long ago, what do you think about it..."

Yeah, it's been so long, we won't know anymore...

"Are you saying that he is retribution?"

retribution...

"We are not qualified to say that."

"why?"

"Dead and alive again, we just go through his story for a period of time that stands still..."

"To you, does he owe anything?"

Teeth fell silent...

"It's the thing that the world owes him, and he hasn't returned any of it."

Shikamaru thinks, even if Konoha is gone one day, Uchiha Sasuke will not make any more revolutions——

At first, the anger was directed at his elder brother, and after his elder brother died, he directed his anger at Konoha, and then he felt that it was the fault of the world and the system——

Then his world died again...

If there is another revolution, who will be blamed?

Shikamaru couldn't figure it out anymore, he felt that the current Uchiha Sasuke would not find the answer again...

That injustice is called fate.

No revenge!

Don't be angry!

Desperate resistance will give you all the retribution!

The retribution that fate gave Uchiha Sasuke is called eternal life, and that kind of eternal life itself is called death.

Because "alive" lies in continuing to have a future, and Uchiha Sasuke has no such thing as a future.

The lights of the izakaya are warm and yellow, and the cold air of early spring is separated by thick curtains...

Time will slow down the pain, gradually forget about human affairs, and continue to live with occasional sentimentality. Only the paranoid Uchiha can't heal the past in time——

While the companions of the same period were drinking and talking about trivial matters in life, Uchiha Sasuke led the dirty Naruto wandering along the streets of Konoha...

The night was as cold as ice.

There are very few people on Konoha Street at night in this season.

Uchiha Sasuke took Naruto out of the Uchiha Mansion, and originally wanted to show him Konoha today and tell him everything was fine, but he didn't know how to speak when he walked through various places...

He doesn't know, he feels strange, like Naruto, he already knows nothing about everything here...

He vaguely felt that he had lost his way.

"Uzumaki Naruto, where is this..."

He looked at the lights of the shops along the street and opened their mouths hoarsely, the hot air from the outlet turned into white mist in the cold air, he turned his head to look at the silent Naruto beside him, the dark red mark on his forehead faintly glowed blue under the moonlight, "Shall we go home?"

But I turned around and couldn't find my way back...

Naruto said nothing, he continued, "Go home."

Then he took Naruto's hand wrapped in gauze and walked back. There were not many pedestrians on the road, and they all passed in silence. He didn't want to confirm who he met, because he had the illusion that he had no connection with the world at all. ...

He returned to the Uchiha mansion and closed the door. There was no one in the open space, and there was no living person around him.

empty.

I told you on purpose that my space was empty, and then I realized that I, who insisted on being by your side, really felt empty except for you——

In the beginning, it was an unbelievable pain, which was obviously a feeling of emptiness and illusion, but I lied to myself that it was you who avoided seeing each other. You just don’t see me for the rest of your life. Thinking like this, I can also be in a state of anxiety. It is better to think that you are near the place I just missed, than to fully understand how desolate and empty I have come to a desperate situation...

Now, what else can I embrace...

Sasuke Uchiha picked up the dirty Naruto and walked through the corridor, returned to the bedroom, put Naruto on the soft couch, took a ribbon and tied it on Naruto's unclosed blue eyes, and then lay down beside him, closing his eyes. Eyes, "Go to sleep."

He said, and then was silent in the dark, silent all night, all night without sleep.

He is waiting for the dawn, but in fact he can't wait for tomorrow, he is just waiting for the end of a stage in the repeated light and darkness of the world.

While waiting for the end, all the restlessness fell silent.

After April and May, the weather is slowly warming up. Uchiha Sasuke is sitting under the eaves with Naruto in his arms, watching the grass in the courtyard throbbing in the changing seasons, watching Naruto's blue eyes change day by day. get darker.

The cracks in the dirt were brittle day by day, Naruto began to fall easily, and the body of the dirt was slowly falling apart, Sasuke took gauze and wrapped it around Naruto's body one by one.

Cocooning themselves one by one.

He was waiting for his death, and it was like waiting for his own end in a trance. The infinite life span was an empty illusion. He began to look back on his life in a way of looking back, which was so funny that he couldn't laugh.

Victims of sin have no pity...

I deserve it, but why did I start my crime...

Then, those reasons that were regarded as the reason to be angry, but forgotten in the too paranoid purpose, were clarified bit by bit in retrospect...

When he was very young, he quickly accepted the cruelty of the world through a bloody rush far beyond his age. The hatred accumulated almost instantly into a thickness that a child could not accept. For nourishment to grow rapidly——

He wanted to end his embarrassing life through a fight, but after killing the man, he was told that everything was just a scam, and that the person who loved him the most had completely spoiled him in a way that ran counter to the other, In the end, he died at his hands...

"But after he finished his own tragedy, he threw me completely into the vortex of hatred-the anger that has been centered on him for a long time lost its reason for aggregation in an instant, and the anger and hatred that were going to end after killing him , in the truth after killing him, it turned into a nondescript joke..."

The afternoon sun brought a bright temperature, Sasuke leaned on the pillar and let Naruto lean in his arms, his hoarse voice was revealed bit by bit...

During this period of time he started to become talkative, he started talking to himself in the silent air to the unresponsive people...

"But I can't laugh, and I can't escape. I can only let those strong emotions surge into a raging and chaotic vortex after losing their reason, and I am swallowed by it..."

The wound grew mutated scabs in the darkness, covering his whole body like armor, he suppressed the pain, and suppressed the fresh life together——

His world was completely wrapped in pervasive and directionless hatred, suffocating him who couldn't find a way out, so wearing a heavy coat of hatred, he began to blame everything on the current world...

"I embarked on such a road, deviated step by step, they were all disappointed in the pursuit, and as time passed, I was completely isolated. Only a stubborn idiot will not learn to give up..."

The hoarse airflow was like a love story, he looked down at Naruto who was leaning in his arms, Naruto looked up at him slightly, his eyes unblinking, expressionless.

"You said 'Follow me back to Konoha'..."

Sasuke raised his hand and lightly tapped Naruto's forehead, imitating Naruto's voice and saying what he said, but it was nothing like it, he tried again "'Follow me back to Konoha'..."

It still didn't look like it, and then Sasuke found that he couldn't remember Naruto's voice at that time...

"Actually, in the coldness of revenge alone, I am spineless throbbing for the warmth of not giving up in this sentence..."

"I don't care where I'm going, I just can't turn my back completely because you keep trying to catch my warmth..."

He is a child trapped in his own world and can't break free, wantonly taking revenge on the cause of his pain, but when he is determined to completely close his eyes and blindness, he can't break free from the lingering warmth...

That desire is almost instinctive.

The dark and cold attachment is in the hatred of emptiness, but even with his eyes closed, he instinctively longs for warmth, and his instinctive hope is to swallow that warmth into his empty world——

He is the only existence that belongs to the future in the world where he stubbornly indulges in the past.

"The word friendship is too shallow, and I always feel that it is not enough here..."

thirsting for you almost greedily...

So at the moment you died, my heart ached, my tears were cowardly and uncontrollable, and then I began to understand that no one can truly live without being tied to the world, I can be alone, because even if I don’t Looking back, I also knew that there was an idiot standing there.

Like an axis, it fixes my life.

"You are the same as Itachi, but also the complete opposite of him..."

He made me chase forward in hatred, you let me go back to the truth after being loved——

It turns out that when I close my eyes, I not only isolate everything from the outside world, but also isolate the living self.

Maybe before he told me, I already understood that you wouldn't stay here for long.

You appeared, but it was because you left too hastily that time, so that I only came in a hurry to see hell in the midst of the upheaval. story……

In June, the Naruto in the dirty soil didn't move very much. Sasuke hugged Naruto and stayed in the room no longer walking around, always afraid that even a slight movement would cause the limbs in the gauze to shatter.

However, the estimated time of Orochimaru will not be delayed for too long because of caution, Naruto's last half-year life will come to an end in mid-June.

Sasuke watched the blue eyes that had been looking at him finally recede, lowered his head, and rubbed his thin lips against his never-speaking lips...

He watched the fissures of the dirt shatter little by little, and felt the last existence slowly disappearing.

Finally, he was so strong that he was invincible, but he was completely powerless against the existence that was slowly passing away in his arms. It wasn't even the fine sand that was lost in his hands. He knew that the lost fine sand could still be found by lying on the ground in a humble posture... …

And you who left, no longer know where to go.

He couldn't find his mood in the pain of being unable to speak, and for a moment he had the illusion that he hated Naruto...

You asked me to love the world you love in a way that cannot be refuted. I can only promise you what cannot be refuted, but you have completely obliterated your own existence. Have you ever thought about being forced to stay, unable to leave, unable to What kind of missing way will I, who refute, continue to exist?

I want to love this world, but I can't find the basis to love it at all - it should be done through you, because only you who are persistent in the world have entered my world, and through you, I can use a A reasonable way to love this world you love, otherwise, what kind of ridiculous attitude will I use to protect this world I hate for you...

wrong--

I don't hate the world, I just don't know how to deal with it...

wrong--

I don't hate you either, I just hate your complete disappearance...

wrong……

I just started to look back and found that I was lost too far away, had no dreams, turned around and was empty, insisting on everything was ridiculous, and lost all I loved.

And here I am, can't find a way back...

Now I'm lost in the desolate world, I can't move, I'm lying on my back, alone, I don't need to care about anything...

And here I am, living in the paradox you gave me, without seeing the light of day.