I have always believed that there is no "effect" without a "cause" in this world.Things that seem to happen out of nowhere are just because we are too proud and blind to recognize the cruel results that the omens want to warn us of.
Just like that day, on the edge of the cliff in the drizzle, Wei fainted in Quentin's arms, but suddenly kissed him softly after waking up.
The unique etiquette of hometown?Heh, with another heroine, how could I easily believe the nonsense that Quentin explained to me?But I believed it by mistake. I really thought that it was impossible for Quentin to fall in love with the "average" Wei, and it was impossible for him to accept her love.
Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous to deceive oneself and others.Why do I think that only I, with my unique insight, can see Wei's pity and love?
I raised my eyes sadly, and looked at the woman who walked into the moonlight.Under the ambiguous light, Wei Qingli's face actually showed a smear of gray, like a dead person, revealing deep despair.
Why, her face is so ugly?Wouldn't she be able to leave all irrelevant people behind immediately and stand shoulder to shoulder with the person she admired?Why do you still have to act like this to confuse me?
I know, I know everything.From the moment she appeared in this remote place, she was destined to come only for Quentin.
So, even if she got to know me first, she would still meet him and fall in love with him quickly.It's destiny, I know it.She is not the goddess I imagined that belongs only to me...
Just as I was thinking wildly, there was a slight sound in the darkness behind Wei.Immediately, Sheriff Quentin appeared half a step away from Wei.His face was hidden in the dark, his expression was blurred and he couldn't see clearly, except for a pair of faint blue eyes, looking straight at me coldly through the thin air.
I didn't want to look at him, I just lowered my eyes and stared at Wei.I watched her sideways body almost unobservably backwards.But just on this light and shallow side, there was a trace of "liveness", emerging from her lifeless face.I stared blankly at her petal-like lips exhaling a fragrant breath, swirled under the cool moonlight, and then slowly diffused in this blood-stained small room that I had played with.
She was made alive by his presence, and I was frozen and cold by it.
No longer able to go around in circles with the couple, I took a breath and said directly to Wei:
"So, you're here to kill me, aren't you, 'Cold-Blooded Witch'?"
She was stunned, obviously she didn't expect that I would ask mercilessly as soon as I opened my mouth.The look of embarrassment and pain on her face became more serious, and her voice was so difficult that it was almost impossible to hear the original clear and sweet voice.
"I..." She stared straight at the ground under her feet, her face was terribly pale, she murmured a few times, but she only said weakly, "I'm sorry."
My heart sank along with her face, and there was still a trace of resentment faintly.I resent her for falling in love with others, but at the same time, she still acts as if she has nothing to do with me, cares about me, and seduces me, so that I can easily relax my vigilance.
But compared to hatred, I think my love for her is still better.Just like at this moment, the struggle between the spear and the shield in her eyes made me unable not to be moved.
I can't bear her suffering anymore.Opening her mouth, she was about to say words of forgiveness, but suddenly a hand stretched out from the darkness, gently tugging at the corner of her clothes.However, this insignificant touch made her tremble all over!
I saw that she grabbed the man's big palm at an extremely fast speed and held it tightly, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw...
Two overlapping hands, one large and one small, were tightly intertwined, with such strength that the fingertips turned white.But her expression, with the tangle between her fingers, relaxed a little bit.
The pair of green eyes behind her only met me for a second, then turned to stare at the woman in front of her.
Just this one look actually made me hateful!I don't hate her or him, but I hate the injustice of fate; I also hate my poor eyesight, why can't I see the hidden love between these two people earlier--with my shallow eyes, I only saw Wei's lovesickness, but I kept thinking about it. I didn't realize that Quentin also had feelings for her:
His seemingly careless smiles are all in her direction; every time I mention Wei to him, his eyes will become subtle; he is often wary of "couples", maybe just to remind me to stay away from Wei.Even the fact that he threatened to kill her several times was probably just for the purpose of taking advantage of my affection to protect her at the same time...
Staring at their overlapping fingers, I felt as if I had been poured cold water on my head.I thought she and I, who were also suffering from "what we want", should be the most understanding of each other.Unexpectedly, in the end, I was the only one who was wishful thinking.
After all, she is not my goddess, and she never was.
The woman saw that I was stunned and said nothing, and shook the hand that overlapped with her lover with some anxiety.The words that have been brewing for a long time can finally be said.
"Xiao Cang, I'm sorry for hiding many things from you. But I can only do this, in order to go home, I have to do this..."
Come back home?
I was in a daze for a while, and suddenly remembered that she had said to me tearfully when we first met: I want to go home.
Although she never mentioned the word "going home" again, I think I know that the meaning of this word is far more important to her than it is to me.
If I had known that today would be here, when I first met her, when she cried out to me about homesickness, I immediately emptied my money bag, hired a carriage, and then personally took her for a ride.Absolutely, absolutely will not throw her like a burden to that lucky Sheriff Quentin just because she is lazy and afraid of trouble.
I suddenly felt a deep sadness.
Not only because the harmony and tacit understanding that circulates between the two of them from time to time is beyond my power, but also because the woman I am most attached to in this life has finally reached this final step unavoidably: like a pair of life and death enemies Same, you have to fight to the death before giving up.
But I love her so humblely.Where did this hopeless love sprout from?The smile on her face from the first time she heard my name?The "chocolate" that was thrown to me when I found out about my birthday?I can't tell either.But "tit for tat" has always been my creed. I will definitely remember her kindness to me more firmly than her own.So at this moment, I am willing to help her again, to help her dream that she has always wanted to achieve - there is nothing wrong with asking me to die for this.
In my hometown, our attitude towards death is always more solemn than fearful.What is death compared to my fervent love and faith in her?
My mind was in a mess, and somehow I remembered the ghost named "Ibaraki" in my hometown.One day, Ibaraki turned into a beauty and approached the samurai Tsuna Watanabe.Legend has it that when Ibaraki and Tsuna Watanabe had a good talk, he suddenly appeared in his original form to do evil, and Tsuna Watanabe cut off one of Ibaraki's arms at a critical moment, and his name was finally preserved through the ages.
For a long time, I always felt that I had a deep relationship with Ibaraki who was born as an orphan and was called a "devil".Now that I think about it, is it possible that Ibaraki deliberately dedicated his arm to Watanabe Tsuna for some unspeakable emotion? ...
So, when I figured it out and spoke again, the resentment and anger accumulated in my chest had long since disappeared.I no longer see myself as a human being but as a sacrifice to be offered to the Goddess.
"I promised you, I will do my best to send you home."
For the last time, maybe also the first time, I stared at her unabashedly, looking at those beautiful eyes that made me happy and painful...
In her astonished eyes, I snatched the silver bottle from her hand, raised my head, and the liquid inside completely entered my stomach.
The cold liquid drank quickly, leaving only a trace of bitterness at the base of the tongue, and then the stomach burned quickly.My eyes were dizzy from the pain, and I couldn't help but leaned over to cover my burning stomach.As soon as I bent my waist slightly, I felt a whirlwind, and my head fell heavily to the ground, falling into the pile of dirty vomit and blood.
This fall, the fall was too heavy, the soul suddenly knocked out of the body, left the body faintly, passed through the window uncontrollably, and floated to the sky.
The moment I left my body, I was in a trance, and then my five senses and six senses suddenly emerged from the ignorance, and were closely integrated with the surrounding environment.The moonlight flowing in the air, the pervasive mist of blood, the tumbling fine dust, and the pile of dead meat that belonged to me fell into the pile of marinated meat. For a while, all these things seemed to hit me in the face The waves poured into my consciousness, clearly as if they belonged to me, my hands, my tears, and the hairs on my arms, before my eyes.
I even "saw" a lot of scenes related to "me and her", and the pictures were as clear as if I had personally experienced them——
I stood in the hall of the Alarm Bell Hall, feeling remorseful like a drum, but I pretended to be calm and added "ingredients" to the porridge she was about to eat... In a flash of light and shadow, I walked in the cold night again. Against the background, I suppressed my shame and excitement, took off my jacket and shoes, and forced them to her who was wearing thin clothes... In the dim attic, I told her the secret of how to escape that I found in the book, Pray she'll be with me—
I suddenly understood what the two of them were going to do next.
I lowered my head ignorantly, and looked down from mid-air on what I had gradually left...my cinnabar mole, my white moonlight.
Wei knelt beside my dead body, with his arms around himself, trembling with fear, sobbing softly—how I wanted to stretch out my hands, take her into my arms and whisper comfort.Shouldn't a slender and fragile body like hers be immediately buried in another broad and warm chest when encountering such a situation?
But she didn't.
She was also a woman who had to put a dagger under the pillow to sleep peacefully——
Is she unwilling to rely on that person, or... dare not?uncertain?
That's right, when she mentioned him to me in the attic, the embarrassment revealed in her smile really made me mistakenly think that she was just as "desirable" as I was.Even though it contained some dramatic exaggeration, there was still half of the truth: he really made her heart hang in the air, and she was not at ease.
They are clearly in love, but they are still pretending to be passers-by.No matter how strong a girl is, I'm afraid she will hardly sleep peacefully in this relationship...
I suddenly seemed to have a feeling, and my eyes turned, and I happened to meet Quentin's eyes.He was looking up stiffly out the window, where my slowly rising soul was.
My last traitorous wolf companion, so you can see me?The emotion in those green eyes is alertness?Or is it an apology?
I laughed, raised a gust of wind, and unmistakably moved a lock of hair on Wei's shoulder.
Quentin seemed to wake up suddenly, bent down, and put his hands lightly on Wei Xiaochi's shoulders...
I smiled bitterly, and couldn't bear to see the two of them loving each other again.
Ah, my life is such a tragedy that only the soul can feel pain...
"... Cang..."
In a trance, I heard a voice coming from the sky, which seemed real and unreal, ethereal.I suddenly looked at the moon.
That round of sinful blood moon had been washed away white and pure at some point.A shadow of a beautiful woman flashed by, but I could see it clearly.
I was anxious and opened my mouth to call out, but I couldn't make a sound.He could only run desperately to that side, but at this moment, his light soul was suddenly not as obedient as his clumsy body.I was still fluttering up at a slow speed, and I was so anxious that I almost shed tears.
wait, don't go--
"...Cang, long time no see, I thought you had forgotten me long ago..."
The voice finally sounded again.
My heart suddenly became peaceful.My soul is no longer throbbing, replaced by eternal peace and a warm sense of belonging.
Oh, how could I forget you?
my goddess...
The author has something to say:
I'm back!Sometimes I also wonder why I have been dragged by the three-dimensional dimension for so long, I am very sorry!And thanks to the friends who have not quit the pit!Congratulations to you finally waiting until the cloud sees the moon!There are still 2 chapters today, and it will be more to the end!
Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: ☆Qiuyue Lan☆5 bottles
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard! ^_^
Just like that day, on the edge of the cliff in the drizzle, Wei fainted in Quentin's arms, but suddenly kissed him softly after waking up.
The unique etiquette of hometown?Heh, with another heroine, how could I easily believe the nonsense that Quentin explained to me?But I believed it by mistake. I really thought that it was impossible for Quentin to fall in love with the "average" Wei, and it was impossible for him to accept her love.
Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous to deceive oneself and others.Why do I think that only I, with my unique insight, can see Wei's pity and love?
I raised my eyes sadly, and looked at the woman who walked into the moonlight.Under the ambiguous light, Wei Qingli's face actually showed a smear of gray, like a dead person, revealing deep despair.
Why, her face is so ugly?Wouldn't she be able to leave all irrelevant people behind immediately and stand shoulder to shoulder with the person she admired?Why do you still have to act like this to confuse me?
I know, I know everything.From the moment she appeared in this remote place, she was destined to come only for Quentin.
So, even if she got to know me first, she would still meet him and fall in love with him quickly.It's destiny, I know it.She is not the goddess I imagined that belongs only to me...
Just as I was thinking wildly, there was a slight sound in the darkness behind Wei.Immediately, Sheriff Quentin appeared half a step away from Wei.His face was hidden in the dark, his expression was blurred and he couldn't see clearly, except for a pair of faint blue eyes, looking straight at me coldly through the thin air.
I didn't want to look at him, I just lowered my eyes and stared at Wei.I watched her sideways body almost unobservably backwards.But just on this light and shallow side, there was a trace of "liveness", emerging from her lifeless face.I stared blankly at her petal-like lips exhaling a fragrant breath, swirled under the cool moonlight, and then slowly diffused in this blood-stained small room that I had played with.
She was made alive by his presence, and I was frozen and cold by it.
No longer able to go around in circles with the couple, I took a breath and said directly to Wei:
"So, you're here to kill me, aren't you, 'Cold-Blooded Witch'?"
She was stunned, obviously she didn't expect that I would ask mercilessly as soon as I opened my mouth.The look of embarrassment and pain on her face became more serious, and her voice was so difficult that it was almost impossible to hear the original clear and sweet voice.
"I..." She stared straight at the ground under her feet, her face was terribly pale, she murmured a few times, but she only said weakly, "I'm sorry."
My heart sank along with her face, and there was still a trace of resentment faintly.I resent her for falling in love with others, but at the same time, she still acts as if she has nothing to do with me, cares about me, and seduces me, so that I can easily relax my vigilance.
But compared to hatred, I think my love for her is still better.Just like at this moment, the struggle between the spear and the shield in her eyes made me unable not to be moved.
I can't bear her suffering anymore.Opening her mouth, she was about to say words of forgiveness, but suddenly a hand stretched out from the darkness, gently tugging at the corner of her clothes.However, this insignificant touch made her tremble all over!
I saw that she grabbed the man's big palm at an extremely fast speed and held it tightly, like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw...
Two overlapping hands, one large and one small, were tightly intertwined, with such strength that the fingertips turned white.But her expression, with the tangle between her fingers, relaxed a little bit.
The pair of green eyes behind her only met me for a second, then turned to stare at the woman in front of her.
Just this one look actually made me hateful!I don't hate her or him, but I hate the injustice of fate; I also hate my poor eyesight, why can't I see the hidden love between these two people earlier--with my shallow eyes, I only saw Wei's lovesickness, but I kept thinking about it. I didn't realize that Quentin also had feelings for her:
His seemingly careless smiles are all in her direction; every time I mention Wei to him, his eyes will become subtle; he is often wary of "couples", maybe just to remind me to stay away from Wei.Even the fact that he threatened to kill her several times was probably just for the purpose of taking advantage of my affection to protect her at the same time...
Staring at their overlapping fingers, I felt as if I had been poured cold water on my head.I thought she and I, who were also suffering from "what we want", should be the most understanding of each other.Unexpectedly, in the end, I was the only one who was wishful thinking.
After all, she is not my goddess, and she never was.
The woman saw that I was stunned and said nothing, and shook the hand that overlapped with her lover with some anxiety.The words that have been brewing for a long time can finally be said.
"Xiao Cang, I'm sorry for hiding many things from you. But I can only do this, in order to go home, I have to do this..."
Come back home?
I was in a daze for a while, and suddenly remembered that she had said to me tearfully when we first met: I want to go home.
Although she never mentioned the word "going home" again, I think I know that the meaning of this word is far more important to her than it is to me.
If I had known that today would be here, when I first met her, when she cried out to me about homesickness, I immediately emptied my money bag, hired a carriage, and then personally took her for a ride.Absolutely, absolutely will not throw her like a burden to that lucky Sheriff Quentin just because she is lazy and afraid of trouble.
I suddenly felt a deep sadness.
Not only because the harmony and tacit understanding that circulates between the two of them from time to time is beyond my power, but also because the woman I am most attached to in this life has finally reached this final step unavoidably: like a pair of life and death enemies Same, you have to fight to the death before giving up.
But I love her so humblely.Where did this hopeless love sprout from?The smile on her face from the first time she heard my name?The "chocolate" that was thrown to me when I found out about my birthday?I can't tell either.But "tit for tat" has always been my creed. I will definitely remember her kindness to me more firmly than her own.So at this moment, I am willing to help her again, to help her dream that she has always wanted to achieve - there is nothing wrong with asking me to die for this.
In my hometown, our attitude towards death is always more solemn than fearful.What is death compared to my fervent love and faith in her?
My mind was in a mess, and somehow I remembered the ghost named "Ibaraki" in my hometown.One day, Ibaraki turned into a beauty and approached the samurai Tsuna Watanabe.Legend has it that when Ibaraki and Tsuna Watanabe had a good talk, he suddenly appeared in his original form to do evil, and Tsuna Watanabe cut off one of Ibaraki's arms at a critical moment, and his name was finally preserved through the ages.
For a long time, I always felt that I had a deep relationship with Ibaraki who was born as an orphan and was called a "devil".Now that I think about it, is it possible that Ibaraki deliberately dedicated his arm to Watanabe Tsuna for some unspeakable emotion? ...
So, when I figured it out and spoke again, the resentment and anger accumulated in my chest had long since disappeared.I no longer see myself as a human being but as a sacrifice to be offered to the Goddess.
"I promised you, I will do my best to send you home."
For the last time, maybe also the first time, I stared at her unabashedly, looking at those beautiful eyes that made me happy and painful...
In her astonished eyes, I snatched the silver bottle from her hand, raised my head, and the liquid inside completely entered my stomach.
The cold liquid drank quickly, leaving only a trace of bitterness at the base of the tongue, and then the stomach burned quickly.My eyes were dizzy from the pain, and I couldn't help but leaned over to cover my burning stomach.As soon as I bent my waist slightly, I felt a whirlwind, and my head fell heavily to the ground, falling into the pile of dirty vomit and blood.
This fall, the fall was too heavy, the soul suddenly knocked out of the body, left the body faintly, passed through the window uncontrollably, and floated to the sky.
The moment I left my body, I was in a trance, and then my five senses and six senses suddenly emerged from the ignorance, and were closely integrated with the surrounding environment.The moonlight flowing in the air, the pervasive mist of blood, the tumbling fine dust, and the pile of dead meat that belonged to me fell into the pile of marinated meat. For a while, all these things seemed to hit me in the face The waves poured into my consciousness, clearly as if they belonged to me, my hands, my tears, and the hairs on my arms, before my eyes.
I even "saw" a lot of scenes related to "me and her", and the pictures were as clear as if I had personally experienced them——
I stood in the hall of the Alarm Bell Hall, feeling remorseful like a drum, but I pretended to be calm and added "ingredients" to the porridge she was about to eat... In a flash of light and shadow, I walked in the cold night again. Against the background, I suppressed my shame and excitement, took off my jacket and shoes, and forced them to her who was wearing thin clothes... In the dim attic, I told her the secret of how to escape that I found in the book, Pray she'll be with me—
I suddenly understood what the two of them were going to do next.
I lowered my head ignorantly, and looked down from mid-air on what I had gradually left...my cinnabar mole, my white moonlight.
Wei knelt beside my dead body, with his arms around himself, trembling with fear, sobbing softly—how I wanted to stretch out my hands, take her into my arms and whisper comfort.Shouldn't a slender and fragile body like hers be immediately buried in another broad and warm chest when encountering such a situation?
But she didn't.
She was also a woman who had to put a dagger under the pillow to sleep peacefully——
Is she unwilling to rely on that person, or... dare not?uncertain?
That's right, when she mentioned him to me in the attic, the embarrassment revealed in her smile really made me mistakenly think that she was just as "desirable" as I was.Even though it contained some dramatic exaggeration, there was still half of the truth: he really made her heart hang in the air, and she was not at ease.
They are clearly in love, but they are still pretending to be passers-by.No matter how strong a girl is, I'm afraid she will hardly sleep peacefully in this relationship...
I suddenly seemed to have a feeling, and my eyes turned, and I happened to meet Quentin's eyes.He was looking up stiffly out the window, where my slowly rising soul was.
My last traitorous wolf companion, so you can see me?The emotion in those green eyes is alertness?Or is it an apology?
I laughed, raised a gust of wind, and unmistakably moved a lock of hair on Wei's shoulder.
Quentin seemed to wake up suddenly, bent down, and put his hands lightly on Wei Xiaochi's shoulders...
I smiled bitterly, and couldn't bear to see the two of them loving each other again.
Ah, my life is such a tragedy that only the soul can feel pain...
"... Cang..."
In a trance, I heard a voice coming from the sky, which seemed real and unreal, ethereal.I suddenly looked at the moon.
That round of sinful blood moon had been washed away white and pure at some point.A shadow of a beautiful woman flashed by, but I could see it clearly.
I was anxious and opened my mouth to call out, but I couldn't make a sound.He could only run desperately to that side, but at this moment, his light soul was suddenly not as obedient as his clumsy body.I was still fluttering up at a slow speed, and I was so anxious that I almost shed tears.
wait, don't go--
"...Cang, long time no see, I thought you had forgotten me long ago..."
The voice finally sounded again.
My heart suddenly became peaceful.My soul is no longer throbbing, replaced by eternal peace and a warm sense of belonging.
Oh, how could I forget you?
my goddess...
The author has something to say:
I'm back!Sometimes I also wonder why I have been dragged by the three-dimensional dimension for so long, I am very sorry!And thanks to the friends who have not quit the pit!Congratulations to you finally waiting until the cloud sees the moon!There are still 2 chapters today, and it will be more to the end!
Thanks to the little angels for irrigating me with nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: ☆Qiuyue Lan☆5 bottles
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard! ^_^
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