Expectation

There is never just one bad thing.I looked at the internship notice with a headache, flipped through my bills, and remembered the profile of the person in my hand.

Why is life so hard.

I'm about to graduate from university now, but I'm not interested in the chemical engineering I'm studying now, and I don't want to do the pharmacology I did before.The money my mother left in the account can barely support me to wander around like this for two or three years. If I can't find a stable job, I will fall into crisis.As for the current side job, I have no idea how to get close to this person.

I'm still a three year old baby.I pull the quilt over my head and go to sleep first.Think about all this nonsense tomorrow.

Tossing and turning.I wiped away my tears, closed my eyes and continued trying to sleep.

I turned off the alarm clock with a headache, and didn't sleep well all night.In the dream, Shiho turned his back to me, and desolately raised the gun towards himself.Mingmei cried and said that you have no conscience and you don't understand human feelings at all.That dead face of Akai said to me that you are useless, you trash. Gin ran out to join in the fun, laughed and called me a deserter.

What the hell is this...

I murmured in my heart, let alone Akai, who already disliked me every day, would Gin, who has been black-faced for hundreds of years, still laugh at me?

Another three or four days.I looked at the haggard figure in the mirror, and thought that the pressure in my heart was more terrible than the end of the term.

Some were walking flutteringly on the way to the convenience store and came across small glasses.

He seemed to be going to the convenience store with his sister, but when he saw me, he stopped in a daze.

The beautiful young lady looked at me and whispered, "Conan, who do you know?"

He nodded hesitantly, as if he couldn't recognize it.I rolled my eyes a little, and took the initiative to say hello, "Yo Conan. Are you going to the convenience store too? This is...

"

Oh cute little sister.I stared at her hairstyle, thinking that although the sharp corners are a bit strange, they still match her overall unexpectedly.There is a bit more playfulness in the gentle and bright temperament.

I really want to rub it...

"Ah, my name is Mao Lilan, and I'm Conan's older sister~ By the way, are you okay? You look so lethargic." The lovely young lady looked at me worriedly.I was stunned to feel confused with... and my fatigue submerged all of a sudden.

I really didn't have the energy to be polite, so I waved my hand indifferently, "It's okay, it's okay. My name is Suwon Che, hello, hello."

I went straight into the convenience store, picked a lunch box at random, heated it up, sat on the side and ate it.It's disgusting....... The oil is not rubbish.I frowned, put down the disposable chopsticks without taking a few bites, and threw them into the trash can.

Looking back, I saw the little glasses tugging at my sleeves, and asked, "Hey, are you all right, what happened?"

I frowned, confused hastily.Originally, those troubles, children understand p.

But two days later, those little kids rang my doorbell.I didn't want to talk to them at first, but they still had reasons that I couldn't refuse for a while.

a cat.

I... well.Who in this world doesn't love cats?

I will not spread unnecessary kindness for the stray animals on the road, that would be too irresponsible.But I watched Ayumi blinking her big eyes and ringing the doorbell and asked if she could send it to my yard first, and I couldn't refuse.

...and let these kids into my house by the way.

"Tell me, why did you come to my house on purpose?" I couldn't stop them from poking around my house like idiots, so I had to grab Xiao Glasses and ask.The kitten was still a little injured. I brought the first aid kit and bandaged it gently.It was still a little afraid of me, so it kept shaking and didn't dare to move.I followed its fur little by little, and stroked its chin skillfully.

Little Glasses laughed dryly, and Ayumi leaned over and said firmly, "We are here! Because I heard that Sister Che is so depressed recently. I want to make Sister Che happy!"

"Yes, yes! You must think that eel rice is not delicious with this look!"

"If you have any troubles, you can tell us, Sister Suwon, we can help!"

These kids...

I sighed and hugged the cat, the tiredness accumulated for several days suddenly seemed to have an outlet for catharsis.I don't know if other people feel this way. They are obviously not very familiar with people, and sometimes they can express some melancholy that has been pent up in their hearts for a long time.With my head propped up and the warm cat in my arms, I asked, "Hey...it's actually like this. For one friend, I accidentally concealed some important things from another friend."

Ayumi blinked her big eyes, "Then tell her?" She said in confusion.

"That's why. For some reason, I can't contact her at all now. She..."

I don't know how to describe it, I am so afraid that she will do stupid things, I am so afraid that she will leave us sadly, I am so afraid that she will hate me when she finds out about me.I'm also very afraid that Mingmei will never see me again because of this, and will never love me again.

"What's the matter with her?"

I... still can't say it. "Anyway, I'm, I'm just worried."

Ayumi looked at me innocently, "Don't worry, your friends will understand you!"

"... Will it?" Will it?

"Well... Ayumi might get angry if I say it, but we are friends after all, as long as she explains it well later, it will be fine." Ayumi said with a smile, nodding her cheeks lightly.

Innocent girls, they don't know that some concealment can be a murderous blade.

I looked at the few people who looked at me sincerely, but couldn't say anything.I gently hugged Ayumi, as if hugging the last lifebuoy.

I... believe it.

In the end, the child was fooled away by me with a few words and a pudding two streets away.But the cat stayed. It was a little she-cat.They yelled, all kinds of names, what mask, what flower, what eel, and Doyle.

Only children like to choose names randomly, and adults are all cool.

The cat lived in my house after that.I'm not willing to let them take her away.I told Akai that I had a little trouble recently, and said that the task should be done slowly, but he agreed without saying a word.

Sure enough, it was just to stabilize me.

The author has something to say: Xiao Ai is about to appear in the next chapter, so this chapter is shorter~

In fact, why is Che flustered? In fact, the plot has been set up privately. Che's death caused Mingmei to rebel, but Xiao Ai didn't know that Mingmei was still alive, so she wanted to die and ate APTX4869

They all became the heroine's fault (It's desolate, so Che's side is too difficult.

But Che is a beast type.Even if she doesn't know the meaning of living, she is still the type of person who will continue to walk instinctively.I must let Xiao Ai understand that life cannot be easily given up at any time.

Every time I see her desperately wanting to die and take medicine, the countdown at the last moment of the countdown to heaven, the hiding of the mysterious passenger, and the calmly talking about the information on the medicine at the Cupido Hotel, I feel very sad.

I want her to understand that it is great to face death for important things, but it is also a strong and brave thing to go on with a smile even if you are scarred.