Expectation

Sunny Friday March 3

I remember that this day is the vernal equinox, and my mother once said that spring will really arrive from this day.I still remember her pointing to a small yellow flower and telling me that it was called "jasmine flower", which means welcome the arrival of spring.I vaguely remember that the ordinary little flower has no fragrance, and it seems that only the mother in the whole world knows her name.

Staying in the laboratory every day does not know the seasons.I used to think that writing a diary was boring and like talking to myself, but now that I write it down, I have the feeling of time passing, and I have a personal feeling.Did you expect this, mother?

Will not.She is romantic by nature and loves to do these useless things.Just thinking about it now, where is the dividing line between useless and useful?

There have been breakthroughs in the lab next door, but my side is still stagnant.I've heard that the organization is likely to shut down the project.

...That should also be the organization's choice, I just need to do my part well.

April 4th Saturday light rain

Qingming.

During the Qingming Festival, it rains heavily, and pedestrians on the road want to die.Is it like this, mother?

It stands to reason that I should go to visit the grave. I don’t know where you slept, and there is some jet lag in China, so I decided to rest my weird thoughts.The lab is closed, I'm really bored these days, that's why I'm talking nonsense.

Maybe it won’t be long before I have to guess where you slept. You said that a person will be a star after death, and that there is nothing left when a person dies so I don’t have to worry about it. You also said that if you dare to forget your mother Even a ghost can't let you go.

It's rare that I can remember it so clearly, haha.

cloudy on October 4

I don't know what day of the week it is, but I'm guessing it's cloudy because of the damp musty smell, but there's not a lot of rain to be heard.

I decided to let go of some things.