"But Rebecca is my daughter." He looked at her. "Sister, Rebecca, she is my daughter. I couldn't let her die the moment she came out of her mother's body. When she was in her mother’s womb, I could tell myself that she was not alone. At that time, I hoped that her mother would have an abortion. Sister, I really don’t like children, but when she comes into contact with the outside world, she cries and inhales the world’s first When I breathe air, sister, she is my daughter, she is my responsibility, I have to protect her, because she could not exist, but I brought her here, it is painful to live, at least I think it is painful , and she could have been less miserable."

He looked at her, "Sister, I owe Rebecca to her since she was born. The child is my responsibility, and I have to take care of her."

He looked at her, "Sister, even if you are still alive..." He took a deep breath, "Sister, I can't let you hurt her."

"You should have let your wife die the first time she threatened you," she said. You have nothing left."

"Let me see," she whispered, "first she wants a hug, then she wants a kiss, and then she wants a night, a relationship that's acknowledged by all, and then she can ask you for a kiss." A marriage, so there is a child, and then she can have another child with you..."

"Sister," he looked at her, "stop talking, sister."

His wife's weight gradually became heavier, but what was ridiculous was that he delivered them to her with his own hands.

"You gave her everything," she said. "You're all hers now."

"I was wrong," he looked at her, "sister, I..."

"You know I'm going to be angry," she whispered. "You can see it."

"You know why you refused to give me a kiss, you and I both know." She turned her head away from him.

"I'm sorry," he said, "but I..."

"What you refused to give me." She bit her lip, "In the end you gave her everything, even the things I never asked you for."

"I'm glad I'm dead." She lowered her head, "Really, otherwise I would be very sad."

She raised her head, "I'm going to cry... I'm going to cry until I can't stop, just like that time. It may even be worse. At that time, I just imagined it and felt that I couldn't bear it. Now all this It has become a reality."

"V," he said, "you should have ripped out my heart back then. It doesn't make any difference, and we'd all be happier if you'd done it to end it."

He said, "I really hope you hate me, I hope you hate me enough to kill me."

"But I like you." She tilted her head, "There is no way, who told me to like you? No matter how much I hate what you do to me, I still like you."

She said, "I don't want to kill you, even if you lie to me, I can't kill you... I like you the most."

She said, "There is only one you in the world. I can't kill you with my own hands. What else do I have after I kill you?"

He looked at her, not for an instant.

"Re-B-Ka." She whispered the name, and he just looked at her.

"If she looks like you," she said childishly, "then I'll let her go. You know I like you, and she looks like you. Re, I can't kill her."

"And you said Ana looks like me—you know I can't even destroy a magic photo of myself. It's so boring watching something that looks like me struggle."

"Eliot is your only son," she said softly, "then I'll let him go."

"As for Victoria, although you know that I want to be unique and not be replaced by others, Rebecca gave her name, not you."

She pressed him to sit on the ground with him, and then rested her head on his lap while he reached out to comb her hair, which was messy because of her movements. They looked more like father and daughter than brother and sister, after all, Rebecca was almost 17 years old.And she was about the same age as Anna.

No, Anna is going to be 15 soon, and she will be 15 forever.

Anna will soon be bigger than she is.

Someday, even Victoria will be bigger than her.

"What's more, since I let go of her three older brothers and sisters in a row, there is no reason not to let her go by the way."

"Yes," he whispered, "you won't hurt them, V, I know."

"Will you have children?" she asked him softly.

"Not anymore."

"They say the instinct of a male is to pass on as much of his genes as possible."

"Perhaps, but four children are enough. I will not marry again, let alone have children."

"What's the difference between breaking a promise once and breaking it twice?"

"There's a difference between knowingly and unconsciously making mistakes, V."

"Then violate a..."

"Hush," he said, "V, I know what I promised you."

He looked at her tenderly, "you know no matter what it is, as long as I promise you, I won't break it."

She laughed, put her hands around his neck and buried her head in the gap between his shoulders and neck.

"I like you the most," she said.

"You have children," she whispered. "You have four children. Sometimes I'm glad my name is only four letters. If my name is Anstasia or Catherine, you Will there be that many children?"

He smiled and pressed his chin to her forehead. "You know I don't like children very much."

They said in unison, "They are all irrational creatures."

They all laughed.

But Regulus went on to say, "I know you won't like Anna, she looks too much like you, and you hate being like other people. I know you won't like Victoria, because you'll think she's like a Sticky like chewing gum. Elliott looks like his mother so you must hate him. But if you meet Rebecca, you'll like her a lot...”

"You know I'd be mad if I was alive," she said, "I'd blow up when you had your first child, you know I'd probably strangle Rebecca with my bare hands, I wouldn't Who would she look like in a baby...."

She said, "No, if I were alive, I would not have married you, I would have killed that woman."

"Before she was pregnant with Rebecca, before she dared to touch your hand, I would teach her how to behave. No one can touch my things. Really, I found out a little later, because my negligence made She's got your baby. Then I'll cut her skin open her stomach and find her uterus and dig out Rebecca who's not yet human and throw it on the ground, you know that's with us I used to do the same thing to frogs in junior high, and I also skinned toads at Hogwarts, I don’t think it would be difficult. But that woman is still alive, and your Rebecca is still alive, so..." She said softly, "Reculus, you know I'm dead..."

"Don't," said Regulus, "don't say that, you wouldn't kill, V, you wouldn't do that."

"Come on," she laughed, "you know I will, Re, you don't even think it's okay if I think that, even if I do, don't you? Everything comes first, I come first, I've been here since the beginning, if they rob me, I will punish them, if they touch me, I will take revenge. You know, I'm so domineering. You know I really hate when people touch me Even if Anna looks like me, even if they all look like me, I still hate them, why should they be compared with me? They are just plausible fakes, and I hate people like me the most. You know they're only alive because I'm dead. You know that."

"You know I said what I said because you wanted me to say it, and you know I would have done it if it had happened to me. You know that," she said softly, but not from his knees. Get up. "Well, even if you secretly married someone else behind my back and hid her from me, how do you know I won't kill your daughter?"

He was the one who knew her best, and now, she was who he imagined.

She is a combination of all his memories and knowledge of her.

Every word she said was constructed by his perception of her.

Although he would ask her to say something else out of selfishness, but...

She is not a gentle girl by nature, the only gentleness and consideration she has is given to one person, there is nothing superfluous and she is willing to share it with others.

so.she……

however.

"No, you won't." He smiled softly, "V, you know I love her like my life, you wouldn't treat her like that."

He whispered, "You never want me to be sad. You'd rather be sad yourself."

"What about me?" She got up, put her chin on his arm, put her arm around his shoulder, and looked up at him, "Re, if she is your life, what am I?"

A person cannot have two lives.

He once said she was his destiny.

He loved her like life too.

He doesn't speak.

"Re," she called him again, "Re, go back."

"Re, you know I'm dead," she said, "You know this place is just your dream, you know I don't exist, you know I'm just an illusion."

"You know that my words and deeds are not from my original intention, I am just an illusion created by you to comfort yourself."

She said, "I'm dead, but you're not dead, you have Rebecca. You love her. You said you wouldn't let me hurt her even if I lived..." She laughed, "The reason why you would It’s all because you know that I’m dead, because you know that if I’m still alive... I’ll strangle her with my own hands.”

"You know I hate her, the more she looks like me the more I hate her, the more you like her the more I hate her, you're replacing me with her, everything you give her is what you want to give me, you know it's all gonna Make me hate her! Those are all mine, and you are mine, but now they all belong to someone else, even you! You know I'm very upset, you know I don't like it."

She looked at him, "Admit it, Re, you know better than anyone that I will kill people, that life is nothing but the passage of time and the illusion of human beings, matter never dies. The existence or disappearance of others is meaningless to me, You are the only one I'm soft on. As for your daughter, it doesn't matter what she looks like, like me or like a frog? Who cares. You know I'll kill her if she's your daughter."

"There's only one reason she's alive, and that's because I'm dead."

"You know better than anyone that I'm dead."

"Her existence means my death, and your living means my disappearance. However, you can see that these two facts lie in..."

Her brother pressed a finger to her lips, "V, I really know everything."

She looked at him with those emerald eyes until he retracted his fingers.

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