HP+ Miss Malfoy has green eyes

At the very beginning, Tom Riddle had a secret desire for the little girl deep in his heart.

Not to that person of hers, but to that face of hers.He had loved that lady since he was twenty, but had hardly ever had her.

Everyone saw his desire but he was the only one who didn't.

He thought he was still normal, because he knew she was his descendant, but his behavior had long been abnormal.

His behavior made everyone think she was his confinement.

His desire itself is dirty and unclean. Satisfying his unclean desire actually looks terrible, but it might not be everyone's dream.

And she looks just like her.

His desire is to make her his own, but often after thinking about it for a few seconds, he will suddenly realize that she is his own from the beginning.

When the little girl first appeared on the stage, she looked and even behaved exactly like that lady.

We may take her to be what he thought of the lady he had never seen when she was young.

And she is.

The age of 14 was the age when the lady met her husband for the first time, and it was also the beginning of the tragedy of the lady's life.

It was the time when he most wished that he could meet that lady.When she was young, when she hadn't been touched by anyone.

He was particularly worried about the little girl going out alone, and he didn't like her getting along with other men. In fact, it was all because he was afraid that she would repeat the same mistakes.And he really wanted her.Whether purely possessive, purely as compensation for what he lost, he wanted her.

Deep down in his heart, he actually saw her as a substitute at first.He always felt that she would go down the same path as that lady, and he would never want her to do that anyway.

At first he was very angry with Draco, on the one hand because the other party was a Malfoy, and on the other hand, it was like an old and frail beast whose territory had been violated met a young and only young challenger.

He was confused at that time, and he was extremely confused about the fact that she was himself.

He wanted more, but subconsciously he knew he couldn't want more.

He subconsciously told everyone that this lady was his property, but his attitude was ambiguous. No one knew what relationship she had with him, and he even enjoyed that kind of speculation.

He knew that the other party was bleeding with his own blood, and she was not that lady.

Although he has no morals, the dirty and stupid existence of his uncle left him with an anti-incest tendency that can be called a psychological shadow level, so although he was not aware of his hidden desires at the beginning, he Subconsciously dare not touch her.

I personally think he slept with Bellatrix the first day he met her, the little girl was a projection of the lady but he couldn't replace the lady with her, he chose the slightly more normal option.

He let her go to Hogwarts because he was scared.

But when the child came back later, he found that he had no other place for her to go, and he didn't dare to let her out of his sight anymore, she had to stay by his side.

But her presence by his side was torture to him.

She is his most hidden desire that shouldn't exist.

Bellatrice's pregnancy was actually a major overhaul for their relationship.

He hadn't acknowledged her identity before that, and her identity was very embarrassing.The relationship between the two of them is ambiguous in the eyes of others.

Everyone is talking about the ambiguous relationship between them.

He subconsciously wanted to use this to force the little girl to submit to her, but at the same time he still didn't know what he wanted from her.

He subconsciously wanted to corner her, but he didn't think about what he should do after cornering her.

Then the little girl reminded him cleanly, and she told him that she knew.

The little girl saw it, she saw it from the first, the man's desire for her seemed to her almost undisguised—because she wanted the same.

This man had done to her what she had done to Regulus.

The difference is that she knows what she's doing better than he does.And she didn't have his fear.

She has no morals, was born without.

She just pretends she has.She's good at pretending.

She was the most like him of all his offspring.Even excel in a way.

So when she talks to him, she will directly involve the relationship between men and women, because she knows that he actually cares about what he is doing.She knew it would wake him up like an electric shock.

Then he clearly showed a sense of fear.

He was vaguely aware of what he was unintentionally planning, but what was more terrifying than this was that she knew it.

The relationship between the two of them has been ambiguous from the beginning, walking a tightrope.

The relationship between them is a kind of game, a game between men and women, a game between grandparents and grandchildren, although the latter can hardly see it, but she uses that to restrict him, and he is afraid of realizing it.

She can't obey him, once she obeys him he may subconsciously want more.

Once she obeyed him, he might have a total mental breakdown.

He kissed her fingers in a conscious state, and he tested her on the premise that he knew what relationship he had with her.

His desire for her is almost overflowing, she is too much like Mrs.

She was so like his own grandmother that he couldn't bear it.

So she has to resist, and it has to be fierce.

But his reason has always been very thin, how can the descendants of the Gunter family have reason?

The little girl carefully calculated his desire for her, and she worked hard to control it, and she sometimes made their relationship a little more ambiguous for her own purposes.So she reminded him but it was fleeting and she didn't even make it clear.

So he's always been confused, and sometimes he feels like what he's doing is wrong, and sometimes he feels like he's not at fault.

So the little girl turned a blind eye to all kinds of faults Bellatrice made.He automatically stood beside the little girl and took a secret pleasure in her hostility to Bellatris.

Because they looked exactly alike, the little girl was angry with Bellatris as if the lady were jealous.

At this point, when she controls his desire, she controls him.

But the little girl is not only the wife's offspring, she is also his.

And as time went by, he became more and more aware that the other party was his descendant, and that conflicting feeling became more intense. On the one hand, he had inappropriate and disordered desires from time to time, because he felt that she was like that lady, and on the other hand On the other hand, he must restrain his own desire, because he is afraid of incest in his bones.

The appearance of the last male heir to the Gaunt family was a nightmare of his life.

I even think his mother's death in childbirth gave him a phobia about sexuality and seeing it as filthy.

Not to mention the curse that the mother must die before the little girl's ancestral children come of age.

He wanted her to go crazy thinking about it, and wanted her to think that she was about to lose her mind, but the reason was still there, and so was the fear. As long as she reminded him a little, he would be so scared that he didn't dare to continue.But if she is willing to let him get close, if she doesn't care, then he can break down, and he even expects her to do something unreasonable, because he can't but he desires.

So he was extremely weak emotionally towards the little girl from the very beginning. The other party controlled everything about him, but he couldn't.There is a string in his heart, where it is stretched, it is there.It looks slender, but it just keeps going.

So he can't help but try to kiss this girl, which is an instinctive expression of wanting to test the other party's bottom line.But he actually has a bottom line, so in the end he restrained himself and used his remaining rationality and thinking to kiss her hair or fingers at most.But the girl is very sensitive, the girl subconsciously reads his desire from his actions, and the girl judges that subtle desire depends on her attitude towards him.

So in some cases the girl pretended to be obedient, pretending not to know, and subconsciously almost never showed her charm in front of him. In more cases, she showed decisive confrontation. His desire was very dangerous to both of them, but she finally Finally succeeded in awakening his desire for protection.

His love and lust for her are intertwined.

But when did he start to gradually lose his desire?

At the point when his desire is at its peak is when his desire starts to fade away.

I think it was mostly during that breakfast time (Can I control (get) you, Miss? And she said in Parseltongue, I don't think you can.).

He tried it intentionally or unintentionally, but the little girl told him clearly that I am your descendant, you can't talk to me with this attitude, and then she hugged him, kissed him, called him grandpapa, and told him It's okay between you and me if you want to kiss and hug, but it can only go so far.

Before that he asked the little girl to show him her snake.

Slytherins are all Parseltongues, and being able to speak Parseltongue means that they have a connection.

That was his subconscious warning to himself, and it was also his unintentional warning to her.

The little girl had already thought about it many times at that time. She thought that she had reached a limit by using this relationship to control him, and she should pay more if she passed this limit.

This boundary was too dangerous, and she was afraid that she would not be able to maintain it, so she directly concluded that she should not do that anymore.

That's exactly what he said.

If we say that their relationship was a bit more male-female before that kiss, after that kiss their identities were finally defined. emotional contest.

If before that, he had always been the dominant party in the relationship between the two of them, he had everything and everything she had depended on his favor.

And since then, the little girl has never lost again.Because she is not a woman anymore, she is his descendant, and he should not treat his descendant as a woman.

Later he asked her to show her snake in front of everyone, and that was when he gave up.

Fanfare, irredeemable, abandon.

During that breakfast, the first kiss he got from the little girl was warm but bounded.

At the same time, it was highly poisonous, poisoning him who was full of undeserved desires.

He didn't know the boundaries, so the girl went up and drew one for him.He's miserable enough to know he wants a little more, but joyful enough to know he's finally getting some of it instead of nothing.

That night he finally had the courage to kiss the little girl on the forehead.Because he realizes that in his role he can indeed have a level of intimacy with her that doesn't hurt.Just more is not possible.

He has no morals, but has a strong anti-incest tendency.That tendency was in conflict with his ambivalent love for the little girl, and he was constantly tormented.

But all his desire for the girl comes from the lady, and all his inappropriate feelings for her are only because he regards the girl as a shadow of the lady.

So after Lucius subconsciously complimented him that the girl was like him, and when he himself found that the girl was like himself, under the irrefutable truth of Xiangyou Xinsheng, he gradually read his own existence from the girl, She began to gradually separate from the lady and become an independent individual.

She went from the shadow of his beloved woman to his offspring.

The desire in his heart is getting weaker and weaker, until finally only affection is left, out of the male's desire to protect the cub, out of the idea of ​​protecting another self, in the end he is like an ordinary person, and he loves her all Untimely feelings have been transformed into simple feelings similar to fatherly love.

but.

but.

But she was already dead at that time.

This is what I wanted to say in my introduction but didn't say it.

When he found that he would love his offspring like the ordinary people he hated the most, his offspring, the little girl he cherished the most, had died.

This book chooses the love war, and most of the relationships between men and women in it are wars in my opinion, and the smoke has already filled the air quietly.

He and the little girl, the little girl and Regulus.These two wars are more difficult and more tragic than the other.

After all, the little girl won.

As for other people, they are just pawns on the chessboard, life and death are meaningless.

At the beginning, this story was just for one sentence. Beneath the surface of love is desire. Desire looks dirty but everyone has it. Love is the flower that blooms from desire.

Love looks beautiful, but it is desire after all.

Love is born out of the desire to be loved.

Love is inherently possessive and destructive.

Love is that I want you to belong to me and only to me.

Love is inherently flawed.

however

Even if you overcome that deficiency, your love will not necessarily be complete.