[Seshomaru Doujin] Shenyue

Eight or nine-year-old children always have endless vitality, and are not afraid of the severe cold in winter. When they gather together in twos and threes, they can always find things they think are interesting to study and play.

But now, the little girl who newly joined them and the green unknown creature following the little girl are obviously quite novel things to them, attracting them to one place.

"Is this just a kappa?" In the open space, a boy pointed to the wrong view and asked the little girl.

"I'm not a Kappa!" Evil View retorted loudly, waving the staff with a human head before the bell rang.

"Is that a frog?" another girl with a shofar braid asked timidly.

"Ling also doesn't know what Lord Evil View is." The little girl blinked innocently, "Master Evil View is Lord Evil View."

The little girl's answer immediately caused a lot of discussion among the children, and some brave boys pinched the little monster's face.

"Idiot! How can you treat me so wrongly, my lord!" The cry of the wrong way echoed in the small village.

In the wooden house, the one-eyed old witch glanced out the window, and said to the person sitting in the corner: "It seems that Ling and the children in the village are having a good time."

"That's good." The man in the corner sat with his knees bent, his satin-like long hair swaying the floor, his white clothes were more snowy, but the expression on his face was covered by shadows.

"Kagome and the others have already left, are you going to sit like this until Sesshomaru comes?" Granny Feng stared at Shenyue, "Even an old lady like me."

"What else?" Shenyue buried her head in her knees, her voice was as calm as a lake, unable to hear sorrow or joy, "Didn't Sesshomaru mean to tell me to wait here?"

- wait...

- can't do anything...

"Are you blaming him?" Granny Feng said as she took down a pannier from the wall.

"No!" Shenyue turned her head away from looking at Feng, her voice was firm and crisp.

"Has anyone ever told you that you look like..." Feng paused in the middle of speaking.

"Like what?" Shenyue's voice came from between her knees, muffled.

"Like an angry kid who can't get candy." Feng's only eye is bent like a crescent moon.

"That's not it!" Shenyue raised her head, but only saw a pannier that was magnified by her sight.

"What are you doing?" A pair of black pupils were stained with doubt.

"How?" Feng put the basket on Shenyue's lap, "Come with me, an old woman, to go up the mountain to collect herbs."

The new wind blows over the low hills, and it is still bitingly cold.The leaves have faded, the autumn grass has withered and turned yellow, and even most of the birds have moved to warmer places.

In the quiet but desolate forest, Feng walked ahead, always finding medicinal materials from hidden places like tree roots and putting them in the basket behind Shenyue.

Before they knew it, the two had reached the top of the mountain.

The wind was extremely wild on the top of the mountain, and Shenyue was blown so hard that she couldn't open her eyes, her hair was full of black hair dancing wildly, and her sleeves fluttered like a white bird.

Fearing that the medicinal materials would be blown away by the wind, she put the basket in front of her and looked down the mountain.

The large fields that have been harvested reveal the color of the earth, and where there are people living, there is smoke rising slowly into the blue sky.

Feng also stared silently at his own village, the maiden clothes being blown to pieces by the wind.

"Grandma Feng..." After a long silence, Shenyue spoke slowly, "Tell me, what is...love?"

"Ahem...you ask this old woman such a question..." Granny Feng was obviously taken aback.

"Yes, can you tell me?" Shenyue's expression was indescribably serious.

"The relationship between Inuyasha and Kagome or the relationship between Mitreya Coral is probably the love you mentioned." The old man looked calm, but there was an unconcealable sadness in his one-eyed eyes.

——Or sister Kikyo to Inuyasha...

"Can you be more specific?" Shenyue looked nervously at the one-eyed old man, "Some people say that my feeling for Sesshomaru is love."

"Then what do you think?"

"I don't know..." Shenyue paused, hesitated, and continued, "...what is love?"

"How can you explain this kind of thing clearly?" Feng shook his head and looked at Shenyue, "Parents' concern for their children is love; the care of friends is also love; the concern of lovers is also love. What you are talking about should be lovers. The love between them, however, is also something that words cannot express clearly."

Seeing the girl's confused expression, Feng couldn't help but patted her on the shoulder, and comforted, "No matter what, I think at least Sesshomaru should cherish you."

"cherish?"

"He put you in the village and kept you away from danger, isn't it a way to cherish you?"

"Maybe."

--But……

Shenyue looked up at the pale sunlight in the sky, but her brows were deeply frowned.

"What are you thinking?" Feng asked after noticing the girl's expression.

"I don't know." Shenyue held the pannier with one hand, and slowly stroked the position of her heart with the other, "It's very messy here, and there are a lot of things to think about."

"Then tell me, my old lady." Feng's one-eyed look was full of kindness, "I won't tell you, old lady."

"I was very happy and at ease when I was with him...No, I was always very scared..." Shenyue's pupils gradually lost focus, and she even spoke incoherently.But Feng just listened silently, quietly looking at the girl with black hair and white clothes.

"I have been thinking about it many times... and after Kagura's death, I feel like this even more..." Shenyue hugged the back basket tightly with both hands, "I don't think Naraku will let me go, I can't escape... "

"—My heart will be crushed by him!" Shenyue's voice suddenly raised a few degrees, and her lips trembled in fear.

Feng still looked at the terrified girl quietly, without saying a word.She knows that the girl just needs to talk now.

"I wasn't too afraid of this...all my things were destroyed by Naraku. I was really not afraid of dying at the time, so I dared to swing a knife at him! But..." the girl said and paused Yes, and after a long while before slowly opening his mouth, "The longer I spend with him, the more afraid I become..."

"He is really good to me, very good..." When mentioning Sesshomaru, the girl seemed to calm down a lot, "He is a very, very important person to me. Because I don't know how I feel about him, I want to find out."

"Because he's so good and so important, the thought of dying..." At this point, the girl hugged her back tightly, as if she could gain some sense of security, "I'm really, really scared. But now, I can only Waiting here, nothing can be done!"

"You just have to wait here and trust him, won't you?" Feng finally spoke, his one-eyed eyes full of kindness.

"—But I can't do anything!" Shenyue lost control of her emotions and shouted almost collapsed, "Will Naraku use some tricks? Will he get hurt? Will Naraku use my heart to blackmail him? I will definitely do it! If I were Naraku, I would definitely do it!"

——"All my affairs are spread on him!"

Feng quietly watched the hysterical girl gradually calm down, shivering alone in the cold wind.Afterwards, the one-eyed old man slowly said, "Go back."