[Seshomaru Doujin] Shenyue

By the time Shenyue finished her work, the lights were already on.She refused the escort of the captain of the guard, and walked slowly towards the city lord's mansion alone.

There were no people on the street, but the houses on both sides were filled with warm yellow lights.At this time, she looked back and saw the refugees sitting around the bonfire. Although there was no tile to cover them, there were still sporadic laughter floating over from afar.

The night in Linsha was very cold, but Shenyue looked at the firelight from afar, as if she felt that she could feel the warmth in it.

As a result, the inner thoughts gradually became firmer.

She no longer hesitated, leaving those lights and voices behind, and strode towards the towering and silent mansion in the night.

But in front of the City Lord's Mansion, there was a person standing.

The man was tall and tall, with three thousand silver threads scattered, red plums clinging to the corners of his sleeves, two long knives pinned to his waist, and a lamp in his hand.There was nothing fancy about that lamp, but the warm yellow light from inside illuminated his whole body.

Shenyue stopped three steps away from him, lowered her eyes for a moment, and suddenly said: "This time you are also waiting for me."

Sesshomaru looked her up and down for a long time, as if to confirm whether she was well, but also as if to engrave her appearance deeply in his heart.Finally, he turned around and walked in front, saying, "I hate waiting." He paused, "However, I can make an exception for you."

Shenyue hurriedly followed, feeling a slight pain in her heart, but she couldn't say a word.

There is no star or moon in Rinsha tonight, and the lamp in Sesshomaru's hand becomes the only light that illuminates the way forward.

The two of them turned around the corridor and passed through the rockery, but they just walked aimlessly, and neither of them spoke for a while.Shenyue suddenly thought that they had experienced many things, but they had never been like this. All goals and plans were wiped out, and they didn't see where they would go next, nor did they think about where this road would lead.

It seems that there is only the two of them left in the sky and on the earth.Only each other is worth caring about.

Shenyue stared blankly at the lamp that Sesshomaru was carrying, and only hoped that this moment could be longer, and longer.

At this time, bursts of dark fragrance suddenly came.Shenyue looked up, and it turned out that they turned into Mr. Ze's courtyard.The flowers maintained by the formation method didn't care about the harsh weather in Linsha, and bloomed wantonly.

They walked on the stone path, and Hongying flew from time to time.Shenyue even saw a few fallen flowers float to Sesshomaru's shoulders.She couldn't help but leaned forward to help him shake it off, but he grabbed that hand.

Shenyue raised her head somewhat at a loss, but was facing those dark eyes.In the depths of the eyes, there was a flash of sadness.

Shenyue suddenly understood that her plan had already been understood by the person in front of her.

Only then did she realize that she was really not a competent lover. He knew her so well, but she was still not sure what he thought.

She was about to say something, but the hand that was holding her exerted all her strength, and the sadness in the depths of her golden eyes suddenly became thicker, causing her heart to throb.

So she didn't say anything, just put her other hand on it, and held his hand instead.

She thought, let's speak later.Let this time last a little longer.

She suddenly thought again, it seemed that this was the first time holding hands like this.The two of them had obviously had skin-to-skin contact and had done the most intimate thing in the world, but they were so unfamiliar with this kind of warm companionship.

At this time, Sesshomaru suddenly passed through her five fingers and clasped them tightly.

He clasped it so tightly that Shenyue even felt some pain in her fingers.At this moment, Sesshomaru turned around and looked at her: "In the future..."

Sesshomaru stopped after only saying these two words, because he suddenly felt how illusory these two words were.He really wanted to make some promises to the woman he loved, preferably enough to make her sway.

But when he took her hand, he was an enemy of the whole world.As Yan Sheng said, even if the demon god is forced to death, can he really guarantee the future years and months with his own strength?

It's like he wanted to save the living, but no one saved him.

It's like he repeatedly promised "there will be no next time", but still let her be crushed by Naluo.

Of course he could reassure her.He also knew that she was willing to believe.

But he didn't want to lie to her.

At this time, Shenyue patted his hand and said with a smile, "I think it's fine now."

After speaking, Shenyue took the lamp from his hand and walked in the front seat.The blatant lights almost burned his heart and lungs.

At the end of the road is a hexagonal pavilion.The piano case is still in place, but that piano has gone far away with the master,

They walked in and had a panoramic view of the entire courtyard.There is no star, no moon, no lights in the whole small courtyard, no matter how beautiful the flowers and trees look from a distance, there is only a vague silhouette, only the floating fragrance makes people imagine their grand scene in full bloom.

Shenyue put the lamp on the piano table and sat down along the edge of the gazebo.Sesshomaru still clasped Shenyue's fingers, and sat beside her.Shenyue hesitated for a moment, wondering if she should lean over.At this moment, Sesshomaru suddenly stretched out his hand and took her into his arms.

There was a reassuring breathing sound above his head, and Shenyue was resting on his chest, suddenly remembering their time on Shenduan Mountain.At that time, in order to treat Sesshomaru who had a high fever, she hugged him.

She saved his life.

He lighted her heart.

Listening to the heartbeat from Sesshomaru's chest, Shenyue thought of the people she met along the way, compassionate like Nadeko, kind like Kagome, painful like shadows, conflicted like Yuelian, and many, many others .

There are even demon gods.

Some of these people taught her what love is, some taught her how to love, some taught her to make up for her mistakes, and some taught her to treat people with sincerity.

And the demon god taught her the word "giri".

She suddenly felt that she was lucky enough. In the short period of a year or so since she was born, she has tasted all kinds of tastes, and even came back from the dead once. It seems that she should have no regrets.

At this time, the candle flame in the lamp seemed to have burned out and began to flicker.After flickering for a while, the candle flame finally went out completely.

"Sesshomaru, there are not just the two of us in this world." In the darkness, she finally uttered these words.

Sesshomaru didn't say a word, but hugged her tighter and tighter.

Shenyue stretched out her hand to hug it back, and unexpectedly found that even through the fabric, the muscles under her palm were trembling slightly.

She felt pain in her heart, but there was nothing she could do, she could only hug him tightly, her voice choked up: "I'm sorry...I want to save them...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

She apologized over and over again, but she knew that such words could not comfort people's hearts because her decision was so cruel.

"...Don't apologize." He said suddenly, his voice hoarse.

Then, he kissed her lightly on the temple, and whispered in her ear: "What do you want to do, I will accompany you."

Shenyue originally thought that she would cry, but she didn't know if the ups and downs along the way had exhausted her tears. She clearly felt that her eyes were hot, and all kinds of emotions even made her heart ache slightly, but she didn't shed a single tear .

She could only hold him tightly.

I don't know if Sesshomaru is the same, she even felt that this tight hug made her ache.

But the two hugged each other tightly, and neither of them was willing to let go.

After all, the future is too heavy, but the hug is too light.