[Seshomaru Doujin] Shenyue

After giving instructions, Sesshomaru and Shenyue left alone, presumably to check Songhe's situation.And Shenyue followed what Sesshomaru said, and slowly walked back along the way she came.

When the people from the southern country arranged the room, they arranged several people who were traveling with them together, so when Shenyue was about to reach her room, she passed by Yuelian's room.At this time it was still early, but the door of Yuelian's room was wide open. Shenyue glanced inside, but saw Yuelian lying on the table drunkenly holding the wine jar, and there were several empty jars strewn all over the floor.

Shenyue hesitated for a moment, but still stepped in, carefully stepped over the wine jars on the ground, took out thick clothes from the back room, and gently covered Yuelian.Shenyue looked at Yuelian again, slowly took out the half jar of wine from her arms, and put it gently on the table, when she was about to leave, she felt the smell of the wine was very familiar.

She leaned over to the wine jar and smelled it for a long time, and finally remembered: "Acacia wine?"

"Yes." Yue Lian's voice suddenly came from beside her ear.

"...Woke you up?"

Yue Lian rolled up the thick clothes she was wearing and threw them into the back room: "I haven't fallen asleep."

"oh, I see."

After saying this, Shenyue didn't know what to say for a moment.Yue Lian ignored her, just snatched the half jar of wine from Shenyue's hand, raised her head and poured it into her mouth, when Shenyue saw it, she snatched it and pointed to the wine jars on the ground: "Don't drink it."

Yue Lian squinted over: "Then help me finish the drink."

"Okay." As soon as the words finished, Shenyue didn't give Yuelian a chance to refute, she raised her head and drank the remaining half of the jar of wine in one go.The lovesickness wine got a charming name, but it was like swallowing a knife when it was poured in. When Shenyue put down the wine jar, she coughed repeatedly and tears almost came out.

Yue Lian laughed out loud when she saw it, and took out another piece of wine from nowhere, sealed off the red on the top, took the empty wine jar and handed half of it to Shenyue, and said in a low voice, "Since So, let's drink together."

Shenyue wanted to persuade her again, but she nodded after thinking about it, and just mixed half of the jar of wine in Yuelian's hand.

Yuelian watched quietly, touched the jar with Shenyue, and drank slowly.Shenyue was not used to drinking, but she swallowed it bit by bit.

"I dreamed about Ao Ming." Yue Lian said suddenly, "I couldn't fall asleep after that."

Shenyue was startled for a moment, remembering the dragon she met at the bottom of the sea, and the little girl named "A Yue" beside him.It seems that when the demon god was sealed back then, Xiyue was provoked by the gangsters to seal Ao Ming and the demon god and soul under the Nightmare Tower. After that, even if the misunderstanding was solved, Xiyue ignored it in order not to let the demon god come out. Ao Ming was also crushed under the Nightmare Tower.

For this grievance, Shenyue did not comment, but whispered: "Don't think about it."

Yue Lian twitched her lips: "I resent you for being my master, for ruining Biluo, and I think you are hypocritical and incompetent. But what Xiyue and I did back then was much worse than yours. People, it's all like this , be harsh to others, and be tolerant to myself... Yes, if I hadn't seen him with my own eyes, I would have almost forgotten him..."

Seeing Shenyue, she gently removed the wine jar from Yuelian's hand: "Aren't you blaming yourself now?"

"I used to think that Xiyue was right. We were sealing the Demon God, even if we sacrificed Ao Ming. As long as we sealed the Demon God, everything would be fine. But... this time we have to seal the Demon God again. This time they The idea is completely the same as last time, everything that can be sacrificed should be sacrificed... It's just doing everything again, but I don't know who Ao Ming will be this time." Yue Lian raised her eyes and looked at Shenyue, her eyes unexpectedly Tears flashed, "But is it really possible to be unscrupulous in being a person and doing things? Tell me, is it really possible to do this?"

Shenyue was surprised for a moment. Although Yuelian has always been resentful and extremely sharp, she is also indifferent and sober. She seems to live forever in the world with an attitude of "nothing to do with herself", but she is so sad and guilty at this moment. , and also, confused.

"Tell me, is what I did right?" Yue Lian asked again.

Shenyue was silent for a long time: "If you think what you are doing is right, then it is right. Now I feel more and more that there are many things in the world that cannot be explained clearly. Just don't run away."

Yue Lian didn't speak for a long time, and then looked at Shen Yue drunkenly: "...What should I do if I do something wrong?"

Shenyue suddenly felt it was funny, she once asked Yingxian the same question, but someone actually came to ask her the same question.It turned out that her confusion was not hers alone.It turns out that everyone is not a saint.

"Apologize, make amends...you will have to bear the punishment." Shenyue said.

Yue Lian nodded, then lay down on the desk again and stopped talking.

Shenyue stared at the top of Yuelian's head for a long time, and finally said what she had been planning for a long time: "Let's... terminate the contract."

Yue Lian raised her head from her arms, looked at Shen Yue silently, not knowing what she was thinking.

"The contract between us started at Shenduan Mountain, and then it became complicated and difficult to understand because of Nadeko's joining. Now that Nadeko has passed away, you should know how to cancel the contract..."

"...Rescission of the contract?" Yue Lian changed back to a sarcastic expression, "Am I worthless to you?"

Shenyue shook her head and looked at Yuelian seriously: "Because I said that I treat you like a friend and family member, so I don't ask for anything from you. I don't want to see you being bound by the so-called contract again. I hope you can be free .”

"Freedom?" Yuelian sneered, "Master Ienami said that I am a person who walks on the edge of life and death, right? My body has been destroyed long ago, and it is because of the contract that I can stay in this world. I give Yuzuki strength and life span , Xiyue borrowed me a place in the world... Originally, you and I could do the same. But I was tired, so I wanted to try to snatch your body... Later, Nadeko stepped in and messed things up..."

Yuelian stopped here and turned to look at Shenyue: "Even so, you still want to terminate the contract with me? Or find me a next home like Xiyue? The so-called freedom, the so-called freedom..."

From her birth, when Iyanagi took her as a spiritual creature, he didn't give her the so-called freedom; when Iyanagi sealed Bi Luo, he didn't give her the so-called freedom; and many years later, when Xiyue took her down for nine days , didn't give her the so-called freedom; even when Xiyue gave her to others, she didn't give her the so-called freedom.

What is freedom?But nonsense.In the face of those fate-like torrents, there is no room for people to choose.

Shenyue didn't know that there was such an inside story. Now that she heard it, she was silent for a moment, then raised her eyebrows and said, "I'm sorry, I won't bring up this matter again until I find a better way." After a pause, she continued: "But I don't believe this is a dead end. There must be a way, but I can't think of how to do it right now. I will let you free."

Yuelian's expression clearly shows that she doesn't believe Shenyue, but after thinking about it, she suddenly said: "... If one day I die, I will become a knife in your hand."

Shenyue laughed out loud after hearing this: "Maybe I died in front?"

Yue Lian raised her eyebrows and smiled, "If that's the case, I will avenge you."

"Okay, it's a deal." The two looked at each other and smiled, all grievances and enmities were wiped out.

Shenyue thought deeply, but couldn't help thinking: Could Ao Ming be herself this time?