[Seshomaru Doujin] Shenyue

"Hate life..." Shenyue chewed these two words in her mouth, but she was thinking in her heart what kind of misery it was that made people choose this name.

At this time, Shenyue suddenly remembered that she had been in a trance for a period of time when she first entered the human world and fell into a sea of ​​fire in the city guarded by the witch Baihezi.

At that time, all she could see was blood; all she felt in her heart was endless despair.

If the layers of nightmare were the shadow's memories, the trance she was in...could it be the same?

Hate life...

Is this person...

Shenyue was still thinking freely, but the figure said, "It's about time for you to wake up."

"Wait!" Shenyue suddenly raised her head, "I know who you are now!"

Hearing the words, the figure only glanced at Shenyue lightly. With a flick of his sleeves, the palace doors opened all at once, and Shenyue flew out backwards!

"Hey!"

Shenyue heard the voice in a trance, opened her eyes with difficulty, but saw Yuelian looking at her with her arms around her, her face was joyful for a moment, and then she frowned.

Shenyue looked around subconsciously, only to find that she was already in a dense forest, the sound of waves could still be faintly heard in her ears, and a ray of sunlight was leaking from the clouds in the sky.

She supported the tree to get up, but her whole body was still sore and limp, her feet slipped, and she was supported just as she was about to fall.

Sesshomaru's hand was resting on her arm, while Yuelian was retracting her outstretched hand.

After she stood still, Sesshomaru took back that hand, but his golden eyes kept staring at her.

Shenyue looked back, only to find that he was observing her eyes, and couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with my eyes...?"

Sesshomaru was silent for a moment, and only said in a deep voice, "It's nothing."

Shenyue observed Seshengwan for a while, but couldn't draw any conclusions, then looked at Yuelian, but found that her expression was very distorted at the moment.

Shenyue was stunned for a moment and understood the reason.

She destroyed Biluo for the sake of Biluo's heart, so Yuelian hated her; but she helped Yuelian at the bottom of the sea, so Yuelian would look like this.

But the beginning of her grievances with Yue Lian was that she wanted to heal Nadeko, and later Yue Lian rescued her from Nadeshiko's attack, but coveted her body, and was controlled by Nadeshiko in the form of a contract... …

One by one, after thinking about it carefully until the end, I don't know who is sorry to whom, and who owes whom more.

No, not right.Later, Yuelian and Sesshomaru went to Huangquan to look for her together. Although it seemed that it was because of Nadeshiko's promise, but without Yuelian, she was almost certain that Iyenami would not take her soul so easily. Put back into the world.

Yue Lian had saved her twice, but what she brought to Yue Lian seemed to be only harm.

So... After all, is she owed a little more?

——"If you feel uncomfortable, just make up for it."

What Yingxian said suddenly flashed through Shenyue's heart.

If you make a mistake, do you... make up for it?

Thinking about it, Shenyue walked slowly to the opposite of Yuelian, and stared at Yuelian for a long time.

Yue Lian was terrified by Shenyue's straight eyes, and the expression on her face became more and more distorted, "Hey! Do you want to..."

At this moment, Shenyue bent her knees and knelt down!

Yue Lian and Sesshomaru were both shocked.Sesshomaru bent down to help her up, but Shenyue refused.Yue Lian's eyebrows were furrowed, her lips were tightly pursed, and her fingers moved.

Shenyue slowly performed a prostrate bow, then straightened her upper body, and said softly: "I know that the thing you hate me the most is that I took away the heart of Bi Luo. Even now, let me choose again, I will still choose Make the same choice." As she spoke, Shenyue's eyes quickly swept over Sesshomaru, "Because... I want to live."

After hearing this, Yue Lian sneered, "Is this what you want to say?"

Shenyue shook her head, the broken hair on her forehead covered her expression, "I was born without emotions, let alone understand these things, but I am very curious. Nadeko is the first person who seriously answered my questions. .

"However, when I met Nadeko for the first time, I was scheming against her. Later... just because I was coerced, I used her again. I thought I was friends with her, but in fact it was her who gave, So did the teaching, so did the contract, and so did when I was resurrected! And I... didn't actually do anything.

"When I was in Biluo City, I felt that she was a little alienated from me. She was right, because I was a bad person, and I took it with peace of mind. The funny thing is that I didn't realize this until recently. Before that I just resent."

"What do you want to express by saying this?" Yue Lian said, but she turned her gaze away and stopped looking at Shenyue.

"In the past, I only knew resentment. After this, I want to make up for it." Shenyue said, then paused, "In Yingxian's memory, Biluocheng finally became a very lonely place..."

very lonely.Yingxian can watch the fallen leaves of the phoenix tree quietly by himself for a whole day.During this period, there were no human voices, no footsteps, and nothing was left except the sound of wind and leaves falling to the ground.

After hearing this, Yue Lian's expression changed slightly, but she didn't speak.

"You should have experienced this feeling..." Shenyue pursed her lips, and continued: "The things I did wrong before cannot be undone, but..."

Halfway through Shenyue's speech, a golden long sword suddenly appeared in Yuelian's hand, and the tip of the sword touched Shenyue's neck!Only Yue Lian sneered and said: "Enough! Don't you just want me to forgive you by talking so much! Do you believe that I can make you die again right now!"

As he said that, he moved the tip of the sword an inch forward, and blood beads came out.

Sesshomaru hurried forward, but was stopped by Shenyue.She raised her head, looked straight at Yue Lian, and said, "It was because of my own selfishness and stupidity that I pushed Nadeko away. But I didn't just talk about the mistakes I made before!

"——I destroyed your hometown, and I will give you back a home!"

"You... what did you say?" Yue Lian's hand holding the sword trembled.

"If...if you want, I can treat you like my family. This is what I can do for you, this is what I can make up for you! Although..." Shenyue bit her lips, " Although I still don't understand many things, I can learn, and..." Shenyue's voice lowered, "I will no longer be as selfish as I was with Nadeshiko."

Yue Lian didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, she removed the blade and said, "You helped me at the bottom of the sea, and I owe you my life, so I won't kill you now."

"You don't owe me..."

"Whispering!" Yue Lian glared at Shenyue, "I once said that you signed a contract with me, you are a cheap... person. Since I spared your life, you should do something that I praise. Look!"

Sesshomaru didn't speak all the time, he looked at Shenyue, and there was a rare softness in his gilt pupils.

It is true that she is Naraku, but she is completely different from Naraku!

She is obviously... so beautiful.