Natsume's Book of Friends

"What... what's going on?"

The Mandarin teacher of Natsume's class was a little embarrassed standing on the podium, she tried to speak, "After class..."

But he sighed resignedly before he said the following words. The girl in front of her was about to burst into tears, but her eyes were still so fierce, or rather, urgent.

She said "quiet self-study" to the students in the audience, then walked out and closed the door, and also blocked the curious eyes of the students in the class behind the door.

"You are Onodera from the next class, right?" The Mandarin teacher is one of the few teachers in Natsume's class who cares about Natsume, so she knows a little about this little girl who is always with Natsume.

"Hmm." Although it was a response, Xiangnan's behavior was completely subconscious.

I know that the girl in front of me is still waiting for my answer, and I have no intention of sitting down with her and having a good chat. (How could it be possible!) The kind mandarin teacher finally began to explain things, "All I know is that after the lunch break at noon today, Teacher Mori, who is Natsume-kun's head teacher, asked Natsume to go to her office to answer the phone. I passed by the office When I saw Natsume-kun at that time, his complexion was already very bad. Then I saw that Natsume-kun seemed to ask Mr. Mori to ask for a leave of absence from the afternoon class. Mr. Mori was a little embarrassed, it seemed that Natsume-kun’s parents did not let Natsume Jun asked to go home early, so Mr. Mori is worried about letting Natsume-kun leave school early." The Mandarin teacher looked at the girl's expression, but found that the girl's attention was not put here at all, so she continued to say helplessly: " But Natsume-kun asked again after class, and the state of the class was not very good, so I finally agreed to let Natsume-kun go back after the first class. I also found out that Natsume-kun was because of... because of the caretaker. Because of the change, I had to move, so I dropped out of school.”

After hearing the last sentence, Xiangnan knew that the teacher had almost finished speaking, so she turned and ran.

Knowing that Xiangnan must be eager to find Natsume, the Mandarin teacher looked at Xiangnan and reached out to hold the girl, but she let it go, Ren Xiangnan left, and her sentence "Natsume-kun, so eager to go home must be I want to find you" also stopped in her throat and did not say it.

That's right, Shonan went to look for Natsume. Now it's almost time for extracurricular club activities. It took a lot of time to rush to school by himself, and then to Natsume's house, and school is probably over. After all, can you make it in time?Xiangnan is not sure.

Running panting, Xiangnan couldn't help but spit on the child's thin body, why did he take such a small step, why did he pant after only a few steps, and why time passed so fast?

Guizhi, please wait for me, please wait for me, okay?

But after finally arriving at Aoi's house where Natsume was staying, Shonan began to be afraid of ringing the doorbell, Takashi...would it be...

Shaking his head and mustering up his courage, Xiangnan pressed the doorbell with a glimmer of hope.

Soon, a kind woman opened the door and came out, "You... how are you? Excuse me..." Before she could say anything, Xiangnan couldn't wait to ask, "Guizhi... Is Natsume Takashi still there?" ?”

The woman froze for a moment, then showed an embarrassed smile, "Guizhi..."

From seeing the woman's expression, Xiangnan already understood what the woman was going to say.

Sure enough, the woman said in a pity tone: "He has already left by car..."

Kishi...has gone...

Kishi abandoned me too...

"Guizhi's new home has not been settled yet, so I don't know where to go yet." The woman's voice, Xiangnan, was already inaudible, and her mind was muddled, and an indescribable sense of loneliness and despair came over her.

Xiangnan left Aoi's house with blank eyes. On the way, he met the third son of Aoi who was returning home. Aoi looked at Xiangnan with a very strange look. It was obvious that she recognized that this girl had a good relationship with Natsume. .But at this time, there is an inexplicable pleasure, look, Natsume really doesn't have any friends...but he is immediately surrounded by a sense of shame.How can I gloat on my own misfortune!So I quickly suppressed the thoughts in my heart, but the corners of my mouth still raised unconsciously: Now, Mom and Dad finally belong to me~

Xiangnan didn't notice her, but walked down the street in a daze.

Finally back at the shrine, Shonan sat down and hugged his knees.

Natsume Takashi, you also want to abandon me?

Natsume Takashi, you didn't come to see me.

Even if maybe it didn't find me.

But maybe our fate is so shallow.

God doesn't want us to be friends forever.

Takashi Natsume... Takashi Natsume!

Why...why did you leave me too?

I originally wanted to say that it would be great if I could always be with Kishi.

I originally thought, even if I have always looked like a child, I have to tell Kishi that I am not a monster.

I also want to ask, Kishi, if you do this, do you still believe that I am human?

I also want to ask, Guizhi, would you like to be my friend forever.

If you don't dislike me,

if you believe me,

in case……

However, now I can't even tell a single if.

So many ifs, but lost the object.

Kishi... Kishi, my heart seems to be hurting a little...

Kishi, I feel so cold...

My arms tightened, but it was still cold.

Tears fell drop by drop, and her vision was blurry. Xiangnan buried her face in her arms and began to sob.

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