Yesterday was like Death

After I finished speaking, I handed him the apple in my hand. He looked at me, stretched out his hand to take it, and bit the flesh with his snow-white teeth, making a crisp sound.

My heart trembled three times unconsciously, as if this bite was biting my own flesh.

"You will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. I will take you back to Hengyue Mountain Villa? Or do you not want to live with me and want to find another place to settle down?" I asked him tentatively.

Xi Zonghe bit the apple, and snorted from his throat when he heard the words: "I still live with you?"

How rare?You think I would.

Facing his eccentricity, I smiled at him in a good temper and said: "I have lived in it for many years, and we chose the house together. On the mountain, you said you like the feeling of looking down from a high place, and you said that there It is quiet, with inconvenient transportation, and it is not easy for paparazzi and fans to secretly take pictures."

Xi Zonghe pulled the corner of his lips slightly: "It sounds like I said it."

Because that's exactly what you said.

Contrary to Xi Zonghe, I don't like the feeling of being on top at all, I have a fear of heights.Looking down more than ten meters, my calves trembled.Riding a Ferris wheel or a roller coaster is something I can't even imagine.

When I bought this house, I was actually unwilling.But I'm not his real boyfriend, so how could I really have a say.He asked me if I was okay, and I always nodded and said yes.In the end, I bought it and chose the one with the best location in the community, the real estate king among land kings.

He really likes the scenery at high places. The first thing he does every morning is to make a cup of coffee and stand in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows to watch the scenery.In addition, he especially likes to make out with me in front of the huge French window in the living room.

There are cliffs outside the window, and the view is really wide, overlooking the whole city, and the night view is also beautiful.But as soon as I approached there, I couldn't stop being dizzy, and my hands and feet were cold. As soon as he pressed me against the glass, I was so trembling that I dared not open my eyes to look outside.

After a few times, he noticed my stiffness and asked me if I was afraid of heights?I answered him honestly, thinking that he was going to let me go and let me stay away from that horrible French window.Unexpectedly, he seemed to have found an interesting way to play, and then he intensified his efforts to lead me there.

The floor-to-ceiling windows are made of excellent one-way reflective glass. When the sun shines during the day, no one can see inside even if the curtains are not drawn.

This also means that even if I am completely naked and held down by Xi Zonghe from behind, lying on the glass and groaning, no one else will see it at all.

But it still didn't feel good, not just high, but also shame.

I always feel that there are countless pairs of eyes looking at me in the woods below the mountain, or in the tall buildings in the distance.Watch me sloppy with my butt up and being penetrated by a man. I even shoot white semen on the glass, and then drip slowly like cream.

Because of my weakness after ejaculation, I will gradually relax my stiff body. At this time, he will lift my chin and force me to look at the distant scenery.

"Does it look good?"

Son of a bitch.

Facing his cruelty, I really want to retort, but he is the father of the funder, so I can't afford to offend him.

"Looking good." I moaned from my throat with a mixture of fear and orgasm, and my muscles tensed again uncontrollably.

Then he would laugh low and break into the depths of my body again.

"Don't bother, just live in the original place, anyway, it's an unfamiliar environment for me."

I recovered from the yellow waste in my mind, heard him say this, and hurriedly said: "Okay, then I will pick you up with Xiaomin tomorrow."

I agreed with Xi Zonghe to pick him up tomorrow, and I sat for a while, but I still couldn't ask him about his audition for Director Ma's new play.

I'm [-]% sure, even if I ask, it's useless, and he won't care about my feelings and opinions at all.

"Is there anything else?" Xi Zonghe saw that I hadn't left for a long time, and his brows and eyes were stained with impatience.

He has a very noble appearance. When he sits there without speaking, it makes people feel like the prince in the tower is alive.Many big names like to cooperate with him because of his high-end sense.Knowledge, appearance, conversation, he has everything. The only shortcoming is probably his taste in men.

If I were the original Gu Tang who had only met him once, he might not reject me like this, but now that I have taken Jiang Mu's place and become his new lover, anyone who wakes up and suffers such a drastic change will feel uneasy. will feel better.

The good fairy Bai Yueguang turned into a vulgar fan today, he didn't beat me out, probably because of his aristocratic background.

"Then I'm leaving." I made a disappointed expression and got up to leave.

I guess he doesn't know that I want to compete with him for a role. I want to act in Director Ma's play no matter what.With Director Ma's status and reputation in the industry, I believe that the other party will not do anything for personal gain. His choice must be the best arrangement for the movie and the role.If I am inferior to others and lose the battle, it is a matter of strength, I have nothing to say, but if I win by luck, Xi Zonghe can't blame me.

"Hey!"

I had just taken two steps when Xi Zonghe stopped me politely.

Hey, hello, I don't have a name?

"What's the matter?" I turned my head and smiled at him gently, but it was true that I didn't agree.

"For now, I want to sleep separately."

I was taken aback, and it took me a long time to realize what he said.

In fact, he can rest assured, because I didn't sleep with him in the first place.

Xi Zonghe said that my breathing would affect his sleep quality, and he would never sleep in the same room as me.Usually, when he has a need, he summons me to his room to serve him.When it's over, I'll get dressed and take a shower and go back to my room to sleep.I'm basically a perfect combination of an old mother, a house girl and a servant.

"Okay, I'll go back and move your things to the new room for you." He doesn't want to sleep with me, and I don't want to sleep with him yet.Now that he mentioned it himself, I will play tolerance and understanding again.

He leaned against the head of the bed and hmmed, and didn't want to keep me anymore.

At one o'clock in the afternoon the next day, I came to the hospital again in the car driven by Fang Xiaomin.

Xi Zonghe didn't have many things. When we arrived, he had already packed up, put on his normal clothes, and was sitting on the hospital bed playing with his mobile phone.

He should make up for the gap of five years.

Seeing us coming, he stood up, put his hands in his pockets very naturally, raised his chin towards Fang Xiaomin and said, "Just these things, let's go."

Didn't even give me a look.

He walked out on his own, and I quickly followed him and asked him, "Have you had lunch yet?"

Xi Zonghe is tall and has long legs, and his walk is windy. I can hardly catch up with him.

"Eat." He said as he walked, without looking back.

His back was tall and straight. I chased him for a few steps, but I couldn't keep up with him, so I stopped.

There are always some people, no matter how hard they try, they can't catch up.

"Brother Gu, are you okay?"

Seeing that I didn't leave, Fang Xiaomin looked at me with some concern.

"It's okay." I smiled at him, "Let's go, Mr. Xi doesn't know where our car is parked."

Fang Xiaomin nodded, as if hesitating for a long time, she still said: "Mr. Xi will always remember, don't worry too much."

Look, even he saw that Zonghe was indifferent to me, and comforted me.

Driving back to Hengyue Mountain Villa, Xi Zong got out of the car first.The door is locked with a fingerprint, he inspected it, and without waiting for me, he opened the lock and entered the house by himself.

Fang Xiaomin delivered the things to the door and said goodbye to me.

"I'm leaving."

I waved at him: "Be careful on the road."

Xi Zonghe hated others breaking into his territory the most, so no matter whether it was a manager or an assistant, he would never enter the house and never entered the house.

After Fang Xiaomin left, I picked up my luggage and walked towards the door with my fingers on the doorknob. After a while, an electronic sound sounded, indicating that the door lock had been opened.

When I entered the room, I was about to change my shoes when I heard Xi Zonghe's voice ask, "What is this?"

I looked up, and he was standing in front of a wall in the living room, frowning at a painting on the wall.The painting is black and white as a whole. At first glance, it looks messy, and it can't be seen what it is. Only a sphere curled up in the darkness can be regarded as a theme.

I changed my slippers, walked to him, and looked at the painting, or the photo, with him.

"This is your son." I dropped a bombshell without saying a word.

Xi Zonghe was really confused, and said in disbelief: "I still have a son? How old is he? Where is he now?"

I looked at the ultrasound picture on the wall and sighed, "He was not born."

Now that science and technology are advanced, in some regions in Europe and the United States, such as California, artificial wombs can be used for surrogacy.Same-sex reproduction can be achieved through the conversion of sperm into eggs.However, the success rate of conceiving children between the same sex is still relatively low. Even with the best artificial uterus, there is a 40.00% probability of miscarriage.

This child died at three months old, using the sperm of Xi Zonghe and me.

I don't know why he suddenly wants to have children, probably when people reach a certain age, they just have the instinct to reproduce.

If I hadn't been born into such a family, and hated the role of father since childhood, I might have succumbed to this instinct.

Xi Zonghe used money to buy my sperm for surrogacy, and said that the child has nothing to do with me, and he will not call me daddy in the future.I don't mind, just treat it as a sperm donation.

I didn't expect that I would have expectations for this child, but when Xi Zonghe excitedly told me that the embryo had successfully implanted, I was very happy. That emotion came from my heart. I don't know if it is the joy of being a father for the first time. Knowing that it had never been there before.

Unfortunately, the embryo stopped developing in the third trimester, we were unlucky and became that 40.00%.

After he was gone, Xi Zonghe was depressed for a long time, and I could see that he really wanted this child.In the past three months, he has bought all the baby products he can buy, and he can't even look at the pile at home.

I was sad too, but I recovered relatively quickly.

I am used to locking sad memories deep in my memory, but Xi Zonghe is the opposite of me. He is almost masochistic and does not allow himself to forget those memories. He is very extreme and paranoid, such as Jiang Mu, and this photo.

Xi Zonghe seemed relieved to hear that he didn't have an extra son inexplicably, but he quickly realized it.

"This is... our child?" He gestured between me and him.

Biologically, that seems to be the case, even though I don't have custody of him.

"Well, our child." I admitted cheekily.

Hearing this, Xi Zonghe looked at me complicatedly for a moment, then looked at the photo again, and touched the tiny embryo with his fingers.

Because of the habit I developed since I was a child, I always cook by myself at home. After I lived with Xi Zonghe, because he didn't like strangers in the house, the heavy responsibility of cooking fell on me.

Fang Xiaomin will send a cart of fresh ingredients every few days, and Xi Zonghe will let me cook as long as I am at home.When I was not at home, he asked me to prepare it before leaving. If it took a long time to go to other places to film, he asked me to wrap enough wonton dumplings and freeze them in the refrigerator for him to eat every day.

I once asked him if he was not tired of eating too much?He replied that he just likes to eat pasta, and he won't get tired of eating it every day.

Xi Zonghe's amnesia and the impact of him wanting to compete with me for the role made me indifferent to cooking. I took out the leftover wontons in the refrigerator at night and ate a makeshift meal.

Xi Zonghe has no objection, it seems that he really likes to eat these pasta.

After dinner, he went back to his room, and I went back to mine. The two had nothing to say and had a peaceful night.

The next morning, I got up early, and when I was ready to go out, Xi Zonghe also pushed the door out.

I met him and said good morning.

He looked sleepy, restrained his yawn, and said good morning to me.

I was neatly dressed, and he didn't even ask me where I was going, so he went straight into the restaurant.

There is the morning coffee I prepared for him. Although he likes to eat pasta, his breakfast must be Western style, and there must be coffee.

Hearing the sound of meals coming from inside, I smiled, turned around and went out the door.

Sang Qing was waiting outside the gate. When she saw me getting into the car, she rushed over and asked me, "What does Mr. Xi mean? Did you ask?"

I held his arm and sat down on the seat. I saw another car coming from a distance. The model and color were very familiar. It was the one Fang Xiaomin drove.

I pinched Sang Qing's chin to let him look over: "Did you see it?"

Sang Qing let out a strange cry, which made me let go of my hand immediately.

"Is he determined to argue with you?"

I fastened my seat belt, looked at the car again, and sighed, "Really."