Yesterday was like Death

After getting off Qilin Mountain, Cao Xi immediately came over and asked me if I was okay and if I needed to stop.

I shook my head and said, "No, I'm just a little afraid of heights."

Cao Xi sized me up for a while, made sure that I was really fine, told me to tell him if I had any problems, then patted me on the shoulder and left.

Xi Zonghe was talking to Uncle Cai and didn't look at me.He just supported me for a while, and when I passed the glass plank road, my body was no longer weak, so he let me go by myself.After that, they all stood far away, not making eye contact with me.

His mind is too difficult to guess, I really want to know what he thinks.

Before going to bed at night, I couldn't help but have something to ask him. I forgot to take my pajamas in the shower and asked him to help me into the bathroom.

As soon as he came in, I took his arm and pushed him against the wall.

"Did you remember something?" I asked him. "How did you know I have a fear of heights?"

Xi Zonghe glanced sideways at the palm of my hand propped against his head, then looked back at me, and said in a low voice, "It's just a few fragments." His eyes were like a deep well, and he didn't shy away from speaking, "You lying on the window I trembled with fear and cried."

I was taken aback, retracted my arms, and straightened my back.

Of course, I am familiar with the "fragment" in his mouth, Hengyue Mountain Villa, he pressed me against the floor-to-ceiling windows and did not allow me to close my eyes.

His body was hot and weak, his knees trembled so hard to support, and with the strength behind him, he kept hitting the glass in front of him.

"Does it look good?"

Xi Zonghe's low and hoarse questioning sounded in his mind, which gradually overlapped with the image of the man in front of him.

It's good for him to remember, and I know I shouldn't ask for it, but I can't help but feel lost.

I took a step back and suddenly smiled at him: "I do have a fear of heights, but I'm not crying because I'm afraid..."

Xi Zonghe may not understand at first, his eyes were full of confusion, then he suddenly understood the meaning of sensual entanglement, his eyes widened slightly.

"You..." He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he was concerned about the environment, and finally closed his mouth.

I actually guessed what he was going to say without listening, it was nothing more than "Can you show some face" or "Can you stop being so shameless", or something like that to teach me.

What are you pretending to be reserved?As if he wasn't the one who fucked me to death.

His brows raised slowly, and he said, "The clothes are here, you can wash them slowly." After speaking, he looked away, opened the door and walked out.

I stared at the closed bathroom door in thought.Doctors have said that his memory loss may improve over time, and he is indeed remembering bit by bit.Does that mean that he will eventually turn back to the old Xi Zonghe?

I was lying on a cushion, the sun was shining and warm, and the surroundings were bright.

In a comfortable environment, I am holding a roll of script in my hand, and I am carefully studying the lines in it.

The surrounding area is very quiet, so quiet that there is no sound, as if it is a movie, press the mute button to play.

Suddenly, a man's voice sounded in the silence.

"You speak terrible English."

The world suddenly has sound, and it is full of vitality. Flowers, birds, fish and insects, the humming of machines, and even the sun seem to have a smell.

I turned my head to look at the person who came, Xi Zonghe was standing behind me with a cup of coffee, as if he had been working for a long time, and he came here specially to bask in the sun and take a rest.

I was a little displeased with his criticism, and said in a stern voice: "I am at this level."

He put the coffee cup on the table in a gentle manner, and asked again: "Then why don't you practice?"

A noble son, a poor boy, he asked me why I didn't practice my English accent well, it was simply "why not eat minced meat"!

"Because I don't have a good teacher." I took his hands, asked him to sit beside me, and then straddled his lap, "Do you want to teach me?"

He picked up my script and glanced at it.

"You are my sunshine my only sunshine.

You make me happy when skies are gray.

You'll never know dear how much I love you."

That was the first time I acted in a movie. It was just a small role. I was a boy during the Anti-Japanese War. Later, I joined the revolution.

Xi Zonghe thought my words were ugly, so he demonstrated it to me.

His voice is very magnetic and emotional, and he speaks slowly as if talking about love.

My face became a little hot when I heard it, and I asked, "What do you mean?"

In fact, I know what it means, and I just want him to tell me.

Xi Zonghe pressed his hands on my back, staring at me with dark eyes: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine..."

When the clouds are over, you make me happy.

You never know how much I love you.

I don't know who started it first, and the hot and humid kiss spread between us.

I hugged the back of his head, sucked the tip of his tongue, and rubbed his lower body with my buttocks.

He let go of my lips: "Say it again."

I licked my lips and said, "You are my sunshine..."

He suddenly kneaded my butt hard, and chuckled in my ear: "Speak the lines."

My mind was a little sticky, but I still tried my best to recall his accent and intonation, and stumbled out the first sentence.

I read it once, and he corrected me once.If he is willing to teach, I will follow suit.

We taught from the sun room to the bed in the bedroom. I was hit by him so that my voice was broken and my face was buried in the pillow.But he wanted me to continue to read those lines, and he grabbed my shoulders and asked me to lift my upper body.

"Continue reading."

The giant in my body penetrated deeper, I was like a bow pulled to the extreme, with my neck raised, tears slid down from the corners of my eyes, and finally fell into my hair.

"You are my sunshine..."

I woke up to the melodious and affectionate singing, raised my hand to press the alarm, and sat up from the bed.

Feeling a little cold in the corner of the eye, I reached out to wipe it, and found that there were tears.

My head hurts, but I can't remember what dream I had.

I held my forehead and murmured speechlessly: "What kind of heartbroken dream did I have, and I cried myself..."

It took an hour to wash and dress up, and at eight o'clock sharp, Sang Qing's car showed up at the gate on time.

He is going to send me to take makeup photos for period dramas today.

Jiang Yan's director friend is Wang Chen, and the TV series he is planning is called "One Hundred Years of a Single Family".It was only after I signed the contract that I found out that Rong Ruyu's father, Rong Shen, the boss of Suo Jun, was actually one of the investors of this low-budget TV series, and the new heroine was his favorite.

"You said why didn't Rong Shen sign someone into Suo Jun, but wanted to promote him outside?" Sang Qing was still gossiping with me while driving.

I have always been indifferent to their Rong family from old to young, and I have no desire to gossip, so I just said casually: "I don't want to put it on the table."

After hearing this, Sang Qing took it for granted: "Your idea is a bit interesting. Indeed, a little toy doesn't need to be so formal. It would be good to cast a million-dollar movie and let her get addicted to being a heroine."

The Shan family made their fortune in Nanjing and established a business in Shanghai. They were engaged in the rice business. They paid homage to Huang Jinrong, who was well-known in Shanghai at that time, as their eldest brother. Under his protection, they were able to gain a foothold in Wusong Wharf.

The Shan Yushu I played is the youngest young master of the Shan family. Because he was born of a concubine, he was bullied by others since he was a child. The only person who gave him warmth was Huang Jiejie, the eldest lady of the Huang family who grew up with him.

The two hit it off, childhood sweethearts, if this continues, maybe there will be a day when they will get married.However, in troubled times, life is involuntary.This pair of fateful mandarin ducks failed to be together in the end due to various reasons. After liberation, Huang Jinrong collapsed and Mr. Shan was sent to prison.The Shan family suddenly changed from a wealthy family to an ordinary people, and they had to run around for their livelihood every day.

Shan Yushu's mother couldn't stand the excitement, let alone the beating and scolding from the eldest wife, left her infant daughter and 15-year-old Shan Yushu, and hanged herself.

I will take this drama, largely because Shan Yushu reminds me of myself.In other words, Shan Yushu's mother is very similar to my mother.They are all extremely keen to please their husbands, and after losing hope in life, they leave their children behind and die without hesitation.

Gu Yuanli never came home when he was a child, my mother looked forward to it every day, and when he finally came home, she would be very happy.Our family's New Year's Eve is not necessarily so festive, but as long as Gu Yuanli is at home, Gu Ni and I can always eat more sumptuous meals than in the past, pretending to be a harmonious family.

My mother would also tell me tirelessly over and over again to call my father well and not to make him angry.

Gu Yuanli has never been a responsible father, nor can my mother be a responsible mother.She gave all her love to this man who failed her all her life, so she can't tell the excess love to me and Gu Ni.

Sometimes I hate her for her bad eyesight and how little she cares about us.Just like Shan Yushu hated his mother for being cowardly, when her family needed her most, she left the old and weak family and committed suicide.

Shan Yushu and I share some commonalities in life experience, and we also have many similarities in our parents, sisters, and lovers. These overlapping emotions may make me more involved in the drama.

A few days after the makeup photo shoot, the crew of "Single Family Hundred Years" held a grand opening banquet in a five-star hotel on Binjiang Avenue.All the actors of the crew, as well as the producers, producers, etc. were present that night, and Rong Shen even brought his little girlfriend to the scene.

During the dinner, I went to the toilet. As soon as I entered the front, someone came in behind me.I didn't think it was right, I turned around suddenly, and when I saw the man's face, I froze there.

He was very thin, but his facial features were still handsome, even more profound because of his thinness.Gu Ni has his shadow, but does not have his strength of character.I have his strength of character, but I haven't inherited his good appearance of mixed blood.

"Little Tang..."

He smiled at me, and was about to speak again when I grabbed the hem of his clothes and pushed him against the wall.

"Why the hell are you here?" I gritted my teeth and called out his name, "Gu Yuanli."