Yesterday was like Death

The fact that I hooked up with Xi Zonghe was so inexplicably complicated that every time I think about it, even I find it weird.

About half a year after the affair between Xi Zonghe and Jiang Mu was discovered, my god-sister Shen Meifang was diagnosed with a bad disease, breast cancer.I am grateful for Sister Gan's kindness to me. Even if I know that she is not in need of someone to take care of me, I still always go to the hospital. Nothing else, I just want to talk to her more.

Sister Meifang lives in the special needs ward of a private hospital. The environment is very good. It may be because the service providers are all wealthy businessmen and celebrities. The hospital is extraordinarily quiet and not as noisy as ordinary hospitals.

Not long after she moved in, Xi Zonghe got into a car accident, which made headlines in entertainment, and was seriously injured.

Sister Meifang has nothing to do in the hospital, she just likes to read the newspaper and check her phone. Every time I visit her, I have to scold her for not taking a good rest.

Wearing a wig on her head, she reasoned with me: "You know in your heart that I don't have many good days. Is this last bit of time not allowing me to do what I like? In a few days, I'm afraid I will be using my phone I've run out of energy, so I can sleep as long as I want."

I was rendered speechless by her disillusioned tone, and it took me a long time to say powerlessly: "Don't talk nonsense, just listen to the doctor's advice and treat yourself well, and your body will recover immediately."

Sister Meifang took a bite of the apple I peeled for her, and looked at it openly: "I have lived a long time. I have loved and hated and lived a happy life. I have no regrets in life. It is better to have such a disease than to be disabled and half dead." She suddenly lowered her voice, as if she had some secret to share with me, "Xiaotang, do you know? That Xi Zonghe has come here. I heard gossip from the little nurse that he hurt his leg and might not be able to stand up again. "

I froze for a moment, unable to tell what it was like.

"Is it that bad?"

No wonder no news about his injury was leaked.

Sister Meifang sighed, and said with great embarrassment: "It's really a pity that he is so useless at such a young age."

I nodded and echoed, "Yeah, he's really unlucky."

Sympathy is all sympathy, we don't know each other well, so we can't rush to visit the doctor, and he blocked the news so thoroughly, I think it's one of the reasons why he doesn't want others to disturb him.

However, every time the elevator stops on his floor, I can't help but take a second look.

At that time, although my heart was attached to Sister Meifang, I did not lose my job. I filmed a small-budget idol drama, played the third male role, and filmed the whole process at the film and television base.

The filming is only one month long, and it will be finished soon, but I never expected that in just one month, I could witness the disintegration of the relationship between Xi Zonghe and Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu was also filming at that time, in the same film and television base as me, but with a different crew. Of course, the grade of the drama was ten blocks behind me.

The heroine of that play is Rong Ruyu, the famous little princess Suo Jun, and I'm still in the same family as her.But the treatment of our two resources is very different, there is no harm if there is no comparison.

In front of her, I only dare to call her "Miss Rong" respectfully, because she is the daughter of Rong Shen, the boss of Suo Jun.

Rong Ruyu is as the name suggests, just like a beautiful jade, good-looking, with outstanding temperament, a little charming and sexy in her innocence, regardless of her real personality, her appearance alone can make many men fall in love.

This also includes Jiang Mu.

I was filming in the same film studio as them, and my assistant Xiao Liu was a gossip transfer station, telling me all kinds of gossip on the set every day.

Jiang Mu and Rong Ruyu filmed a fake scene and did it for real. They didn't mind the eyes of everyone in the group at all, and when they had a break, they would just sit in an RV and laugh.Said it was a show, but how could it be closed for a day?The whole crew could see the rapid burgeoning relationship between the two, and secretly said that Jiang Mu was going to board the big ship Suo Jun.

Half a year ago, I saw him having sex with Xi Zonghe, and half a year later, Xi Zonghe was still seriously injured, and he had a new love.

At that time, I still guessed whether he and Xi Zonghe had broken up. After thinking about it, I was still too naive and underestimated the evil of human nature.

Jiang Mu was not born gay, he was forcibly broken up by Xi Zonghe, he was a bit tired after being new for a year, and Xi Zonghe got into a car accident and his future was uncertain, which gave him even more reasons to cheat.I only found out about this later, and when I knew about it, I felt that Jiang Mu was a powerful beast.

Later, when I went to the hospital again, I heard from Sister Meifang that Xi Zonghe couldn't accept the fact that he was disabled, kept losing his temper, and didn't cooperate with the treatment, making the nurses who served him one head or two older, so I felt a little sympathetic to him.I didn't know what to think, and ran to his ward as soon as my head got hot.

Standing in the corridor, I felt a little regretful and felt that I was sick, but just as I turned around to leave, I heard the sound of something being thrown.

"I want to see Jiang Mu, you call him here! Call him here!"

"Don't go crazy, the bitch is ruthless, the actor is ruthless, what do you do with a ruthless person like Jiang Mu? Zong He, listen to brother, take good care of your wounds, when your leg is healed, how beautiful it will be Is there any man?"

"He's not the kind of person you said, I don't believe it..."

I stopped in my tracks, feeling that the voice of the other speaker was familiar to me somewhere.

I was about to listen again, but the alert nurse came over and asked who I was looking for.

I hurriedly said that I had gone to the wrong floor, and quickly entered the elevator under her suspicious eyes.

I went back to Sister Meifang's ward. She saw that I looked strange and asked me what I was doing.

I said I was going to the bathroom, and then asked her what she thought of the phrase "the bitch is cruel, the actor is cruel".

"Why are you asking this all of a sudden?" Sister Meifang thought it was strange, but she still answered me seriously, "This sentence is a bit general, and it's never because of their profession that they are ruthless, it's just that scum just happens to be these two types of people That's all."

Yes, Jiang Mu is not ruthless because he is an actor, he is ruthless because he is a scum.

Later, Jiang Mu finally came to see Xi Zonghe, but he came to beg him to help him, and I was so desperate to bump into him.I saw Sister Meifang that day, and when I went back, I felt the sun was good, so I lay down on the green grass in the hospital garden on a whim.

I don't know what kind of grass it is, it's like a blanket, it feels very comfortable to the touch, lying on it, the tip of the nose is filled with the wonderful smell of green grass, and the body is warm, like enjoying the most advanced sun spa.

I fell asleep without knowing it, and I didn't know how long I had been asleep, when I was suddenly awakened by human voices.I opened my eyes in a daze, and found that the two voices were not far away from me, and they were getting louder and louder. "You haven't seen me for two months, and you saw me just to say this? Jiang Mu, don't mention this again, I'll pretend nothing happened today." "You can pretend nothing happened, but I can't. Xiaohe , I was with you to be happy, and now I am unhappy, so I naturally want to separate from you to pursue my own happiness. I am not a procrastination person, and I don’t want to keep dragging you.” “Unhappy? I had a car accident That's not what you said before. Why? Think I can't stand up, and rush to get rid of me?"

I froze and felt speechless again for the gossip I heard. Is this my problem or theirs? How come I bump into it every time?

Jiang Mu's voice was perfunctory, in stark contrast to the gentle and considerate image half a year ago: "You can think whatever you want, if it makes you happy to think of me so badly, I don't mind."

"Ah Mu, I didn't mean that..."

Shocked, I finally remembered why I always felt Xi Zonghe's voice was familiar.

***

Before entering the entertainment circle, I also had a circle, the nightclub circle.

Gu Ni asks for money for studying, pays off Gu Yuanli's gambling debts, needs money for food, clothing, housing and transportation, everything.I had no choice but to go to a nightclub to be a young master, drinking with rich women.

Nightclubs are a very realistic place, the more you can make your guests happy, the more drinks you can drink, and the more money you will make.

On the contrary, if you don’t make money, you will walk around without food.

In addition to drinking with me, if those female guests think highly of me and let me sleep with me, I will always come.Life has bottomed out, where is the right to say “no”? With money, I am a human being. Without money, I am just a puddle of urine on the ground.

At that time, I would often go home drunk, sometimes with women's perfume and powder on my body, mixed with the smell of alcohol, and my whole body stinks.

Gu Ni is a noble scholar, she doesn't understand my corrupt lifestyle, and she also hates me for not fighting and wanting to degenerate.She asked me why I wanted to work in a place like a nightclub. Is it okay to work as an ordinary clerk?Why sell your body?

In her eyes, I probably look like a whore.

I was drunk at that time, and my tongue was not smooth, so I just smiled at her silly: "I don't sell it...do you sell it?"

This sentence really teased the tiger's whiskers, and hit Gu Ni's minefield.Her face was livid, she slammed the door into the house, and ignored me for a month after that.

I don't drink with you, I don't sleep with you, I'm a clerk, and I'm afraid I won't be able to pay off the usury debts in my next life.They don't care whether I sell alcohol or sell my kidneys to pay back the money. They don't know. They have a lot of ways to make my life worse than death.

I'm not afraid that they will touch me, but I'm afraid that they will touch Gu Ni.

Gu Ni was raised by me, she is the golden phoenix flying out of the chicken dung cage of the Gu family, I don't allow her to make any mistakes.

Her temper is a bit naive, but it's what I'm used to, and I'm willing to do it myself.

I have worked in nightclubs for three years, from the age of 21, to the high-end venues.Yeshengge Nightclub is a well-known gold-selling den in the whole Haiyu City. It has a membership system and has a minimum consumption. A private room is five figures. There are millions of bottles of top wine.

Ye Shengge's guests are either rich or expensive, they are all people I can't afford to offend, and they are also people I can't envy.They just give me a cigarette casually, and I have to evaluate whether it is mixed with gold leaf or Chinese caterpillar fungus.

Rich people naturally don't lack money, they only need fun, and whoever can make fun for them can get their money.

Ye Shengge has a bustard-like existence who leads hundreds of young masters and princesses in the entire nightclub. We call her Sister Tiantian.

Sister Tiantian has big curly hair, big red lips, and big buttocks. She smiles passionately, and has a stern and fierce face.At the age of 40, she is not well-educated, but has a wide range of connections. No one in Ye Shengge dares to offend her.

She sometimes uses her own way to get us some extra money. Of course, in return, we all give her a share of the money we earn as a thank you.

In order to get the money in the pockets of the rich, Sister Tiantian has exhausted her mind.She bought a villa in the suburbs, with high-end decoration and elegant environment. What's more, it is far away from people and built by the lake.

Every one or two months, she will hold a high-end party in her lake view villa, inviting those rich young ladies to have fun.

And we are their "joy".

Sister Tiantian will ask us to sign a non-disclosure contract in advance, stating that everything that happens in the villa is voluntary, and we must control our mouths when we go out, and we cannot freely talk about what we have seen and heard in the villa with others, otherwise the consequences will be serious. Conceited, the price is clearly marked at the end, the remuneration is stated, and we are required to sign and make a deposit.

Not everyone is lucky enough to be invited to such a party. In terms of seniority, I am able to go because of the love of Sister Tiantian.

"You are the most obedient, you never give me trouble, and you know how to share

inch.I'll bring you this time, you have to be brave and don't embarrass me. "I remember the smell of Sister Tiantian when I said this, it was a strong rose fragrance mixed with a sweet and greasy lady's cigarette smell.

In fact, even if she doesn't say that, for the sake of money, I will be well-behaved and sensible, and I will never annoy the patron.

Every party has a theme, and mine happened to be the theme of the graduation ceremony, and Sister Tiantian asked us to wear white shirts and pretend to be students.She is the most knowledgable, from the makeup to the clothing of all the people present, she personally checks everything, demands perfection and strives for perfection.At that time, if someone who didn't know broke in from the outside halfway, maybe we really thought we were having a graduation party.

When I got to the villa, I remember it was still daytime.Sister Tiantian is really lavish. The villa has four floors and is a pure European-style building. From the outside, it looks like a miniature version of Buckingham Palace.

As soon as Sister Tiantian opened the door, another world of luxury and gold was revealed before our eyes.The several circles of people in the room who were chatting looked over unanimously. They were clearly well-dressed, but their eyes were all green like a wolf seeing a sheep.