I was wrong, I was really wrong!

A hotel take-out box fell at Yan Yang's feet, and a corner of the lid, which was not fastened tightly, fell off, and the soup spilled out.

"She's here to feed the cat." Yan He said behind Qi Shan.

Qi Shan and Yan Yang were in a stalemate for a while, and after Yan Yang finished asking that sentence, no one spoke again, not even moving.

In the end, it was the little black cat who helped them break the deadlock. "Meow!" My fish soup!

Yan Yang was brought back to his senses by its cry, and squatted down in a panic to open the packing box for it.Her hands were even trembling, and the arrogant little black cat seemed to sense it, so she didn't urge her anymore, and squatted quietly waiting for her lunch.

"Meow meow, eat slowly, be careful of thorns." Yan Yang stroked the smooth back of the little black cat.Unable to escape the immediate problem, she finally stood up unwillingly and faced Qi Shan.

"You were talking to Yan He just now, right?" Yan Yang's voice was a little trembling, but there was already some certainty in her tone.

Qi Shan was bumped into by her on the spot, knowing that even if she said it wasn't, she wouldn't believe it.He could only nod his head.

Yan Yang's face turned even paler in an instant, "He's still here...he's here...what's he doing here?" She subconsciously took a step back and said incoherently, "You just said revenge...he's going to kill my mother Is it? Or... still want to snatch his heart back?"

Seeing that she was so frightened, Qi Shan wanted to comfort her, but found that he didn't have the confidence to comfort her at all. After all, he hadn't figured out these problems himself.He turned to look at Yan He, but there was no one behind him.Yan He left while he was focusing on Yan Yang.

Seeing him turning his head, Yan Yang also looked at the position behind him and asked, "He... is he behind you?"

Qi Shan shook his head, "He just left."

"You..." Yan Yang looked at Qi Shan, he wanted to ask a lot, but suddenly he didn't know which one to ask first.

"I can see ghosts." Qi Shan said to her, "The first time I saw your sister, I saw Yan He."

As soon as he opened his mouth, Yan Yang's thoughts automatically straightened out a lot, and he continued to ask along his words: "How do you know those things? My brother...he told you?"

"..." Qi Shan didn't know how to answer this question for a while.If yes, it means that Yan He had confided his grievances to him, but in fact he hadn't. To be precise, Yan He didn't seem to want anyone to know these things at all.If he said no, he couldn't explain clearly, after all, Qingyu's affairs should not be known by other people.

In Yan Yang's eyes, his entanglement and hesitation were mistaken for acquiescence.Her eyes were a little red, and she seemed to have lost most of her strength, so she had to stretch out one hand to support the courtyard wall, "Does he really hate us? Back then, my parents said they sent him abroad for medical treatment. In the end, I Mom killed him. He must hate us when he dies and knows this!"

According to common sense, Yan Yang's statement is the most normal direction, however, Yan He in Qi Shan's eyes does not seem to have hatred.

"No," Qi Shan said, "He doesn't seem to hate your family, and he doesn't have the idea of ​​revenge. He..." Qi Shan really couldn't figure out what he wanted to do.

Hearing what he said, Yan Yang obviously didn't believe it, "How is it possible? My mother killed him!"

Qi Shan couldn't give the answer to this question, because only Yan He knew it.

Qi Shan shook his head at Yan Yang, "I don't know why, he really said he didn't want revenge. Yan Yang..." He called Yan Yang, and he still wanted to ask some things, "You knew your mother Yan He is the key, why didn't you stop her?"

Yan Yang was stunned by his question, hesitant to speak but unable to speak.

Seeing her reaction like this, Qi Shan vaguely had his own answer in his heart.But soon, Yan Yang overturned his idea.

"I thought about stopping her! But..." Yan Yang's red eyes finally shed tears, "It's too late..."

At that time, she was 14 years old, and Yan Yutong came to ask her to buy Xia Xiaolan a birthday present with her. When she was about to leave the house, she realized that she didn't ask her mother for pocket money.So, just outside the study, the two of them overheard a murder deal.

She could hardly fall asleep that night, her mind was occupied by the words "mother", "murder", and "heart".The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became. She was in a state of anxiety all night, and developed a high fever the next day.

On the third day, she woke up from the dream, and finally couldn't stand the torment of this fear, and ran to her mother's room.She thought that no matter how much trouble she wanted to make, she must stop her mother.

But when she entered the room, she saw her mother pacing anxiously in the room.Seeing that she was awake, mother touched her forehead and took her temperature.Before she could speak, her mother told her with a little joy that her sister was undergoing surgery and she was saved.

The mother in her eyes has never been so terrible as that day.

Her illness lasted for a long time, and the doctor couldn't find the exact reason, so her mother had to postpone her trip abroad to take care of her.After she got well, she asked her mother to take her abroad to see her sister.

That day she sneaked behind her mother, saw the doctor who made a deal with her mother, and heard their conversation again.

"The doctor said to my mother: 'Don't worry, the operation went very well. When the heart was inserted into your daughter's chest, it was still warm.'" Yan Yang could hardly stand, "I will never forget that in my life. This sentence... Since then, I always feel very tired when I face my mother. I want to pretend that I don't know anything, and I tell myself that my mother is still the old mother, but..."

She was in a bad mood, and Qi Shan suddenly regretted asking her this question.He stepped forward to support Yan Yang and calm her emotions, "I didn't lie to you just now, he did say that he didn't want revenge, I don't think he hates your family. Don't blame yourself too much, you were young at the time, And you did decide to stop your mother, but there was no time..."

Yan Yang took a few deep breaths and forced herself to calm down a bit. She raised her head and asked Qi Shan, "Is it really possible not to hate this kind of thing?"

Until he left Yan's house and returned to his own home, Qi Shan didn't think about it.But he felt that he had to figure it out, and he had to go to Yan He to confirm it again.

Grandpa Dou said that once a ghost harms someone, there is no possibility of being saved.

It's just that he didn't expect that Yan He came to the door by himself before he took any action.That day, Qi Shan was sent by Qi Ma to buy salt. As soon as she left the gate of the community, she saw Yan He who seemed to have been waiting for a long time.

"How do you know that I live here?" Qi Shan was a little surprised.

Yan He smiled at him, "Of course I have my way."

"Then... why did you come to see me?" Qi Shan looked around, seeing that there were people coming and going at the gate of the community, it was not convenient to talk, so she turned around and led Yan He to a place where there was no one around.

One person and one ghost sat down on the artificial river bank, Yan He looked at the children playing in the distance, and then said to Qi Shan: "I haven't finished what I said that day, I think if you don't make it clear you Probably won’t let it go. So I just came to you by myself.”

Qi Shan nodded in agreement, "Then can you tell me the answer?"

"I did not stay here for revenge. Frankly speaking, the success rate of the surgery back then was only 40.00% at most. And even if it was successful, it was just delaying the time for me. I will still die after a while." Yan He said frankly He smiled gently, "Really, when this disease was discovered back then, the best treatment period had already passed."

"That's not a reason why others can harm you. If you have to have your heart, you said just now that even if the operation is successful, she won't be allowed to wait too long. Why don't she wait a little longer and insist on doing this?" ?" Yan He's statement is completely unacceptable to Qi Shan.

"But my sister can't wait anymore." Yan He said, "She won't last until the day I die."

"So even though you knew someone was going to harm you, you didn't stop it?" Qi Shan asked.

Yan He smiled: "This is indeed part of the reason, and I won't tell you about the other part." Then, he stood up from the shore, "I will stay at Yan's house and not harm anyone, you can rest assured. The feeling of the person who hurt me is not hatred, because she is irrelevant to me. I just want to see an ending that I want to know with my own eyes, and I will leave when I finish reading it. "

Yan He stretched out his hand to Qi Shan, "I don't know if I can meet you... Qi Shan, I am very happy to meet you."

Qi Shan tried to reach out to shake his hand, and saw that the two hands touched together, it was really tactile!

"What ending do you want to see?"

"I won't tell you," Yan He showed a playful smile again, "It's actually very boring."

Talking about being boring but still waiting for five years, the ending must be very important to him.

Qi Shan looked at Yan He's gradually disappearing back, and sighed softly.

In the following days, under Qi Shan's persuasion several times, Yan Yang finally reluctantly accepted Yan He's statement that she had no hatred for her family.After a period of time, she finally gradually walked out of the haze brought to her by that memory again.But both Qi Shan and she knew that the psychological gap between her and her mother might never be eliminated, and they probably could only be a pair of mother and daughter in this life.

The matter of Yan He seemed to have come to an end just like that, without wind or waves, as if he had just heard a story.There are many regrets at the end of the story. The protagonist has no resentment towards the villain, and the villain has not been brought to justice. There are also some thoughts that the protagonist does not want to express, which gives people a feeling of anticlimactic.Overall, it's an unsatisfying story.

Time passed quickly, the leaves of the sycamore trees in Qi Shan's community turned yellow and fell again, and the cold winter is coming soon.In the blink of an eye, Qingyu grew to four and a half years old.

The sapphire in summer is like a clear spring, Qi Shan hugging him to sleep is better than turning on the air conditioner.But in winter, the disadvantage of Qingyu's low body temperature came out, he was as cold as a big ice lump with hands and feet.Every night, either Qi Shan was woken up by him freezing, or he was squeezed out of bed by the sleeping Qi Shan.But Qingyu didn't want to sleep separately, so the two had no choice but to continue hurting each other.

After being hurt like this for half a month, Mama Qi came up with a solution.She bought several sets of one-piece pajamas in the shape of small animals for Qing Yu, and put him in the pajamas every night after taking a bath, and then gave him to Qi Shan to sleep in his arms.The pajamas are thick enough, wrapped in sapphire like a human pillow, safe and practical.

The week before New Year's Day, Qi Shan's classes for this semester were basically over, and she was waiting for the final exam after the holiday.

That night, he was holding Qingyu dressed as a fat rabbit in his arms, and was talking to him about going to Nantang Town on vacation, when he received a call from Zhong Han.

"Don't make trouble!" Qi Shan held Qing Yu's little hand that was grabbing the phone from him, held him in his arms with one arm, and picked up the phone with the other hand, "Hello? Zhong Han..."

"Come here," Zhong Han on the other end said in a tired voice, "Xiao Xu doesn't have much time."

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