You don't make sense

Bai Ge couldn't believe what he saw with his own eyes. It must be a misunderstanding.

Shen Qianmei's body froze all of a sudden, watching Bai Ge at the door without any response for a long time, it took a while before he realized that he had to push away Lin Wennuan who was hugging him tightly.

Just now, Lin Wenwen followed Shen Qianmei's line of sight and saw Bai Ge standing at the door, Lin Wenwen held Shen Qianmei tightly, not letting Shen Qianmei push her away.

Lin Wenwen stood on tiptoe, and put his mouth close to Shen Qianmei's ear, "Don't try to push me away, or you will understand."

Hearing this sentence, Shen Qianmei's hands that were about to push Lin Wennuan away instantly softened.

"Kiss me." It was Lin Wennuan's voice.

Shen Qianmei subconsciously wanted to refuse, Lin Wenwen's eyes flew over with "you understand", Shen Qianmei had no choice but to bend down and gently kiss Lin Wenwen's left cheek, it only took a few seconds, when Shen Qianmei raised his head again, it was Bai Ge, who was standing at the door, was nowhere to be found, leaving only snacks all over the place and the things he ordered him to buy.

Shen Qianmei looked at the air at the door with a sad face, while Lin Wenwen smiled all over his face. Although he was a little upset, Shen Qianmei only kissed his own face, but seeing Bai Ge's wonderful expression was also very happy.

"You go." Shen Qianmei's voice was soft without any strength.

Lin Wennuan naturally saw the uneasy expression on Shen Qianmei's face at this moment, and didn't want to press too hard on Shen Qianmei's face so that the fish would be caught in a short while. Lin Wennuan raised an impeccable smile, and said to Shen Qianmei softly, " Well, let's have class together tomorrow, I'll wait for you."

Shen Qianmei didn't reply, and after a few minutes, she heard Lin Wennuan's footsteps leaving and the sound of the door closing gently.

Shen Qianmei walked to the door step by step, opened the door and squatted down to pick up the things that Bai Ge left in his mouth just now, there were soda water, detergent rags, various snacks, and his favorite lemonade, Shen Qianmei's eyes suddenly turned red, and he covered his face with his hands while holding the things Bai Ge bought, feeling so sad.

On the other side, Bai Ge who was running away, Bai Ge walked around the playground twice by himself, hoping to calm down his mood, Bai Ge felt that his mind was chaotic.

Well, what did you see just now?

Shen Qianmei and Lin Wennuan hugged each other, and then Shen Qianmei kissed Lin Wennuan.

It's a misunderstanding, it's a misunderstanding, it must be true, I must ask myself when I go back later, Bai Ge raised his lips, and cheered himself up in his heart.

What a misunderstanding, it was clearly true, the next second Bai Ge's eyes were red, and tears fell out, Bai Ge hugged himself with both hands and squatted down.

Did Shen Qianmei not want her anymore?Shen Qianmei just doesn't want herself anymore.Shen Qianmei really doesn't want herself anymore.

Otherwise, he wouldn't be hugging Lin Wennuan, or he wouldn't have seen him deliberately kissing Lin Wennuan in front of him after he came back.

Bai Ge was sad, crying, tears kept falling, curled up into a small squat on the playground, the school was so lively but so lonely, no one he knew and no one came forward to ask the crying boy What happened to the big boy, why did he cry like this, Bai Ge felt how lonely he was at this moment, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

About half an hour later, Bai Ge stopped crying, probably due to squatting for a long time, his legs were already cramp, and the numbness from the soles of his feet made Bai Ge very uncomfortable.

Bai Ge tried to stand up but felt even more uncomfortable. Bai Ge simply lay down on the plastic track of the playground. The sky was already pitch black. Bai Ge looked at the sky and his mind was empty, not knowing what he was thinking.

About half an hour later, Bai Ge, who was lying on the plastic track, got up. It was so cold that he wanted to go back to the dormitory, wanted to see Shen Qianmei, wanted to have dinner with Shen Qianmei, wanted to take a bath and sleep with Shen Qianmei, and Go to school together, I want to do everything with Shen Qianmei

In Bai Ge's thoughts, Bai Ge had already walked towards the dormitory, and when he reached the door of the dormitory building, Bai Ge stopped.

If he went up now, how would he face Shen Qianmei?Do you want to deceive yourself and be roommates and classmates with Shen Qianmei, or ask Shen Qianmei loudly why she lied to herself?

I don't want to, I don't want to deceive myself and others, and I don't want to question Shen Qianmei, Bai Ge suddenly feels that he is going to give up, why should he persist?Is it worth it if you don't get something in return?Even if you have the excuse of snatching your sister's boyfriend?

Bai Ge asked himself again, what exactly did he like about Shen Qianmei?Is it the first time I met him playing basketball recklessly on the playground, or the cool and considerate him?

I don't know, Bai Ge felt that he didn't know anything, unconsciously Bai Ge stood at the door of the dormitory building for a while, but Bai Ge still didn't go upstairs at last, without reason or courage, finally Bai Ge fled as if he was desperate up.

Bai Ge walked aimlessly on the campus, what to do, where to go, nowhere to go.

The cold wind blew over Bai Ge's cheeks, Bai Ge felt as if his face had been cut by a knife, so he should give up Shen Qianmei.

Just give up, since he likes Lin Wennuan, he can't be a third party who destroys others, can't he, he has already decided, right? If Shen Qianmei and Lin Wennuan are boyfriend and girlfriend, he will give up, even if he still Like him, this is the best result, isn't it?

However, he was still so sad, tears fell from Bai Ge's eyes again.

So sad, so sad, so reluctant, just thinking about not liking Shen Qian Meibaige anymore makes me feel so uncomfortable that I can’t breathe, I can’t enjoy his kindness to me anymore, I can’t hear him calling me a fool, I can’t breathe anymore If no one cooks a hot meal for himself, he will belong to someone else.

Bai Ge kept shedding tears, Bai Ge held back the urge to cry out loud but choked himself, Bai Ge's tears fell even harder, Bai Ge squatted on the ground wronged.

Bai Ge kept crying, crying and crying, and finally cried until his eyes were so watery that he couldn't cry. Bai Ge squatted on the ground again and pretended to be a turtle.

It's a pity that the sky is not beautiful, and after a while, the moon was covered by dark clouds, and Thunder God began to make noises, "boo hoo hoo hoo!"

The young lovers who were walking in the school at night heard the thunder and speeded up to trot back to their dormitory and home. Only Bai Ge squatted on the ground without moving, as if he didn't hear the thunder.

After a while, the rain fell with a crackling splash, and the raindrops fell continuously, drenching Bai Ge all over.

Bai Ge didn't move for a long time, but in the end it was so cold that his mouth began to tremble before Bai Ge stood up and prepared to find a place to hide from the rain.

Bai Ge stood up, and just took two steps before Bai Ge fell down. Bai Ge felt pain in his legs and heart, and Bai Ge cried again in pain and fear. The rain still kept falling on the ground. Bai Ge's body.

The embarrassed and fragile Bai Ge couldn't help thinking that it would be great if Shen Qianmei was here, and maybe he would hug him back.

Shen Qianmei was indeed there, right behind Bai Ge.

When Shen Qianmei looked out the window in the dormitory, she happened to catch sight of Bai Ge who was hovering at the door of the dormitory building. Shen Qianmei followed Bai Ge subconsciously, saw him leaving, saw his crying, saw him getting wet in the rain, At the moment Bai Ge fell, Shen Qianmei finally couldn't help but stepped forward to pick up the fallen Bai Ge.

But there was another figure ahead of Shen Qianmei, and that figure quickly passed Shen Qianmei and jumped in front of Bai Ge.

Youdu braved the rain and took off his coat to cover the drenched Baige. Baige felt a warm embrace, and he opened his mouth with joy, "Shen Qianmei?"

Youdu, who hugged Baige, pursed his lips and said after a while, "I'm not."

Bai Ge brushed aside his bangs that were wet by the rain, and saw through the rain curtain that the person hugging him was not Shen Qianmei. Bai Ge's small face fell down in an instant, and his chest was filled with disappointment.

Yudu said, "Go to my place, it's raining too much."

"Yeah." Bai Ge nodded lightly, Bai Ge lowered his head and covered his face with the coat that Youdu put on himself, another drop of water crossed his eyes, I don't know if it was tears or rain.

With a pale face, Shen Qianmei watched Youdu holding Bai Ge's back as he walked away slowly. Shen Qianmei's eyes were also extremely red, and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot.

How sad that I can't share weal and woe with you.

How sad, I can't hold you who is hurt and sad.

How sad, it's not me who is by your side anymore.

How sad, I love you so much.

How sad that I can't like you.

Shen Qianmei stood there for a long time, her eyes kept looking at the direction where Youdu and Bai Ge left until she could see nothing, then Shen Qianmei dragged her heavy steps towards her dormitory.

Walking alone, Shen Qianmei's back looked so desolate and sad.

Shen Qianmei opened the bedroom door, walked inside without turning on the light, and didn't care about the water dripping from her body all over the floor.

Shen Qianmei opened the snack that Bai Ge bought like crazy, kept stuffing it into his mouth, opened his favorite lemonade, and poured it into his mouth vigorously, "cough cough" Shen Qianmei who stuffed it too crazy finally Choked, Shen Qianmei coughed violently, maybe because of being choked, Shen Qianmei who lost his mind finally regained a trace of calmness.

Shen Qian lowered his eyebrows, lowered his eyes, cleaned up the mess on the table, and fell on Bai Ge's bed.

Shen Qianmei covered Bai Ge's quilt all over her body, and even covered her face. The quilt exuded Bai Ge's milky fragrance, as if Bai Ge was still by her side.

Sadness overflowed his chest, and Shen Qianmei, who was as proud as he was, finally shed tears. Shen Qianmei hugged Bai Ge's quilt and cried like a child, muttering to himself, "I like you, I like you so much, I always like you."

"Sorry, I like you."