You don't make sense

When Bai Ge came back from buying water, he saw Shen Qianmei playing basketball. He didn't know how Shen Qianmei got the basketball at night. The key is that Shen Qianmei is now drunk and can't even sit still.

But even if the miraculous Shen Qianmei was drunk, he could still make a few shots. Anyway, he was much better than Bai Ge, but the next second Shen Qianmei fell to the ground.

Bai Ge hurried forward to help Shen Qianmei, Shen Qianmei fell badly, a lot of dust was rubbed on the jeans, and they were also broken a little.

Bai Ge squatted in front of Shen Qianmei's sister and helped to pat off the dust on Shen Qianmei's legs, and then raised Shen Qianmei's arms and was about to stand up.

Shen Qianmei didn't want to, and sat on the ground with the rogue, and wouldn't let Bai Ge get up if he couldn't get up.

Bai Ge said angrily, "Shen Qianmei, stop making trouble and get up quickly."

Shen Qianmei felt that it had been a long time since she heard someone calling her name, "Huh?"

"En, er, get up quickly." Bai Ge said again.

"Okay." Shen Qian agreed drunkenly, and then let Bai Ge pull himself up from the ground.

After getting up, Bai Ge grabbed Shen Qianmei's arm and was about to leave, but Shen Qianmei grabbed his hand back.

"What's the matter?" Bai Ge asked, looking at Shen Qian's eyebrows in confusion.

"Bai Ge." Shen Qian cried out, although his face was still flushed and his voice was still hoarse, but the glimmer in Shen Qian's black eyes showed that he still had reason.

"What's wrong?" Bai Ge turned around to face Shen Qianmei.

Shen Qianmei stared straight at Bai Ge without speaking.

Bai Ge was not in a hurry, and looked at Shen Qian's eyebrows.

After a long time, Shen Qianmei said, "Bai Ge." Shen Qianmei's voice was a little hoarse, but serious, as if she had something important to say.

"En." Bai Ge replied.

"Bai Ge, I like you." Shen Qianmei said slowly, and finally said it.

Bai Ge was a little overwhelmed by Shen Qianmei's sudden confession, and didn't know how to respond, but why didn't he say it sooner or later? Why is it so dramatic? Why does God torture people like this?

There was just a glimmer of joy in Bai Ge's eyes, but it was replaced by gloom. Bai Ge seemed to be suddenly dumb, unable to utter a word in his throat, and just stared firmly at Shen Qianmei's eyes.

Shen Qianmei saw that Bai Ge didn't speak, so he continued, "Bai Ge, I really like you. I fell in love with you a long time ago."

"Actually, I don't know how I fell in love with you. It's probably a little inexplicable. I got used to you and your existence inexplicably. I like to be quiet at first, but when you are really not in my ear. Sometimes, I’m not used to it.”

"Obviously I hated you at first, but in the end I like you like a demon."

Bai Ge still didn't speak, and even lowered his head not to look at Shen Qian's shining black eyes.

What can be said?

promise?impossible.

reject?Can't say it.

"Bai Ge, I have been rejecting you all the time. I think homosexuality is wrong and cannot be tolerated by the world." Shen Qianmei became more and more excited as she spoke, and then hugged Bai Ge who was standing in front of her. Bai Ge was hugged by Shen Qianmei like this He didn't refuse, but he didn't hug Shen Qianmei back either.

"But I was wrong. I underestimated your position in my heart. I couldn't help looking for you again and again."

"When you finally left me, I thought it was good for you to return to the right path, but I felt very uncomfortable."

"So I can't help but approach you again and again and then leave you. I'm sorry Bai Ge, can you forgive me?"

"Bai Ge, I like you. Don't get engaged to her, okay? I like you. I will do my best to treat you well and give you a stable future."

"You don't want to be with her, okay? I really, really like you too." Shen Qianmei's voice had a hint of humility. That's right, Shen Qianmei is begging Bai Ge now.

Bai Ge couldn't see what Shen Qianmei's expression was like at this moment, but Bai Ge felt drops of warm water dripping onto his neck, scalding his heart.

Is Shen Qianmei crying?

Ah, Shen Qianmei shed tears for herself.

For the first time, I saw the tears on Shen Qian's eyebrows.

Bai Ge's tears were full of tears but did not fall, Bai Ge hugged Shen Qian's eyebrows tightly.

One minute later, Bai Ge took the initiative to let go of Shen Qianmei. Bai Ge looked at Shen Qianmei's face and said, "Shen Qianmei, thank you for liking me before."

"Shen Qianmei, don't you like me in the future, okay?" Bai Ge had a smile on his face, but his eyes were filled with tears.

Shen Qianmei's face turned pale all of a sudden, Shen Qianmei asked softly, "Why?"

Bai Ge didn't answer, nor did he look at Shen Qianmei, but just stared at the ground.

Shen Qianmei's mood suddenly became very excited, Shen Qianmei grabbed Bai Ge's shoulder with both hands and growled softly, "Why why why?"

Bai Ge remained silent, letting Shen Qianmei's voice echo in his ears.

Suddenly, Shen Qianmei's voice softened, "Bai Ge, don't make trouble anymore, are you blaming me for always rejecting you and making you sad, I promise I won't in the future, you can hit me and scold me Just don't treat me like this, okay?" At the end, Shen Qianmei's voice was pleading.

Shen Qianmei is obviously such a proud person, Bai Ge finally couldn't help crying.

Seeing Bai Ge crying, Shen Qianmei suddenly became flustered, and wiped Bai Ge's tears clumsily with his own hands, but Bai Ge seemed to have a river in his eyes, and the tears kept falling down. with.

Shen Qianmei wiped Bai Ge's tears and said, "I'm sorry, don't cry."

Bai Ge said while crying, "Why are you apologizing, you are not wrong."

"I... I'm sorry..." Shen Qianmei choked on Bai Ge's words, but she didn't know what to say to answer Bai Ge's words, Shen Qianmei finally said sorry.

Bai Ge ignored Shen Qian's eyebrows and just cried and cried. Shen Qian's brows were clumsy and he didn't comfort others. He just took his clothes sleeves and kept wiping Bai Ge's tears.

Bai Ge cried so hard that his whole body twitched from crying.

Shen Qianmei stood beside Bai Ge and accompanied Bai Ge until Bai Ge's mood calmed down a bit.

After a long time, Bai Ge raised his face to meet Shen Qianmei's eyes and said, "Let's all let go, shall we?"

Shen Qianmei wanted to reject Bai Ge, but Bai Ge seemed to have sensed Shen Qianmei's rejection, "Please, let go."

Shen Qian looked at Bai Ge in surprise. Bai Ge's eyes were still red, and even wet again. There was sadness and reluctance in them, but more firmness.

After a long time, Shen Qianmei said, "Okay."

"En!" Bai Ge nodded, tears also fell down.

Shen Qianmei took off her coat and put it on Bai Ge's body. Shen Qianmei said with a low voice, "Don't refuse, this is the last thing I will do for you."

Bai Ge loosened his grip on the clothes, Shen Qianmei walked aside, picked up the water Bai Ge had just bought from the ground, and handed Bai Ge a bottle.

Bai Ge obediently took it and took a sip.

The expression on Shen Qianmei's face was very gentle, even with a slight smile, Shen Qianmei said to Bai Ge, "Go back quickly, I probably won't be able to see you off."

Bai Ge nodded foolishly, this time Shen Qianmei didn't stop any longer and walked forward past Bai Ge.

Bai Ge turned around to look at the back of Shen Qianmei leaving, and finally Bai Ge also turned and walked to the other side, he chose a different path from Shen Qianmei.

It's time to really let go, Bai Ge took out his mobile phone while walking and blacklisted Shen Qianmei's mobile phone number, and deleted all the text messages sent to him by Shen Qianmei.

Bai Ge finally understands the meaning of the sentence that if you like it, you may not be able to be together.

However, Bai Ge has no regrets.

At the very least, I know that Shen Qianmei also liked me. When I liked Shen Qianmei, he also liked me. What I did in the past was not wishful thinking, and Shen Qianmei was really kind to me.

People can't be so greedy, they must know how to be satisfied.

Bai Ge looked away at this moment, but what about Shen Qianmei?

Shen Qianmei stumbled back to her dormitory and fell on the bed, her mind was full of what Bai Ge said tonight.

Well, he understands, Bai Ge's choice is right, that's right.

But why so sad?

Why can't you let go?

Shen Qianmei sat up from the bed suddenly, then walked to her desk.

Shen Qianmei opened the bottom drawer with a key, and took out letters from it.

Those were all love letters, and they were also apology letters, all written by Shen Qianmei to Bai Ge, but not to Bai Ge.

Shen Qianmei flipped through his letters to read, the first one was that he was sure that he fell in love with Bai Ge and was going to be with Bai Ge...

TO Bai Ge: Although I treated you badly before, I will never let you be wronged again in the future.

In the second letter, Shen Qianmei chose to be with Lin Wennuan and give up Baige...

TO Baige: I'm sorry, I'm too cowardly.

In the third letter, Shen Qianmei saw Bai Ge secretly crying alone on campus, but she couldn't go up to comfort him...

TO Bai Ge: Don't cry.

In the fourth letter, Bai Ge was injured and hospitalized, Shen Qianmei saw in the dark how Bai Ge was enduring the pain alone at night...

TO Bai Ge: You are the strongest.

In the fifth letter, Shen Qianmei saw Bai Ge and Yang Fanfan walking together holding hands, the smile on Bai Ge's face...

TO Bai Ge: May you be happy.

The sixth letter is today...

TO Bai Ge: I hope you are doing well, I will let you go.

Shen Qianmei's handwriting was crooked, without the usual flowing and elegant handwriting.

"Tick" a drop of tears dripped down the bridge of Shen Qian's high-browed nose onto the paper, and the wet words were stained dizzy...