HP the Lady Behind the Dark Lord

tom riddle pov

When reality folds over and fits snugly over our long-held dream, it covers it, blends with it, like two identical figures superimposed and merged into one. --"in memory of our passing age"

I paced restlessly up and down my single dormitory, having received a gift from Germany earlier.Oh, yes, of course I carefully read Peverell's notes several times, and I don't think it's necessary to lie to me, but is it true?It's unbelievable!It’s not about the knowledge of the Deathly Hallows recorded above, which is too far away from me now, but about the gossip that was written as a joke—the Gaunt family is actually the direct descendant of Salazar Slytherin, because they have A special ability, that is, Parseltongue, which is undoubtedly the representative of Slytherin blood, and they have pure and pure wizard blood.That being said... I'm just... no no no, maybe I'm mistaken, my father must be pure blood, right?And my sad mother who abandoned me at birth... I don't even know their names, maybe I'm thinking too much?

I sighed in frustration, and sat back at the desk and flipped through this not-so-thick booklet. I have to think about it, think about it!I warned myself in my heart that I can't rush these things, and I have to endure without the premise of extreme strength.

However, the reality tells me that neither the Deathly Hallows nor my life experience is a problem that I have to solve right now. The key now is the issue of the secret room.Because of several vicious incidents before the Christmas holiday, the Hogwarts board of directors decided to close the school for a period of time to take a look, and the headmaster was about to expel Hagrid, but was discouraged by Dumbledore. Hagrid's studies are now It seems that there is already a little room for turning around.No, if he comes back, can I still have good fruit to eat, and obviously I have already stopped, haven't I?I thought of that with some annoyance.

I'm sure that although everyone suspected that the magical creatures raised by Hagrid were responsible for this series of murders, there was no conclusive evidence. I think it is because of this Professor Dumbledore that he was able to defend Hagrid. of.I think if I want to continue my studies, I must never continue to open the Chamber of Secrets, and there must be someone who makes everyone think that everything is done by him, so that they will gradually forget about it, and the school will not So off, and it mustn't be me, Hagrid, a half-giant, would be a pretty good scapegoat in my opinion.

Just do what you think, I don't mind using Stella in times of crisis, after all she said she would give everything for me, didn't she?And I know exactly how to find her. Of course, that troublesome Professor Dumbledore will not find out, and... I don’t know if he still has the strength under the pressure of Gellert Grindelwald Come follow me?

In order to wait for the arrival of Stella, I stood on the Astronomy Tower and looked at the mountains and lakes covered by the snow. I want to let this sad place remind me that I can no longer do things so casually, and must be carefully set. A plan of action also needs to be pursued with caution.

"Tom~ what are you looking for me for?" A familiar frivolous and sweet voice sounded behind me, and my face changed uncontrollably. I still can't forget the shadow of humiliation that day, especially in this sad place. It's always floating in my mind all the time.But I still suppressed my urge to slap away the female body that was sticking to me. I took a deep breath and hypnotized myself: she is still useful, she is still useful, I can't kill her...

"Stella, don't be stupid, I think you already know about the closing of the school and Hagrid's problem..." I suppressed the impetuousness in my heart and spoke to her in a normal tone.However, before I could finish my sentence, Stella interrupted me with her head on my shoulder and smiled, "Really? It's really nice that my dear Tom pays so much attention to me. Do you think I should let that Hagrid, who robbed you of my attention, disappeared without a sound? Or am I going to call that little snake in the Chamber of Secrets out to play with me?" I lowered my eyes and sneered inwardly. The pure-blood lady, but I still answered her gently: "No, don't bother you so much, Stella [Miss], I don't want Albus Dumbledore to pay more [special attention] to me, he will give me My attention is enough for me, and you should understand that keeping Hagrid alive is more valuable than him being dead!" Although I wanted to hide my uneasiness, I still couldn't help but subtly use some words I re-read it a little bit, but I think Stella must understand me.

"Ah, of course! Tom, you are the best!" Stella turned from behind me in front of me, she put her arms around my neck and looked into my eyes seriously, "I will help you Tom, tell me What do you want me to do?" I raised my eyebrows with a masked smile, hooked on my lovely Stella, and then I narrowed my eyes and said to her, "Fine, you don't need to do much, you As long as Hagrid and Professor Dumbledore arrive at the scheduled location, I will give you the signal, remember! Be sure to do it reasonably and clean up our movements in it, and the rest is my job , Stella, will you look at my heroic appearance?"

"Yes...that's right, Tom, I will definitely not let you down." Stella murmured in my ear fascinatedly, and I stroked her back gently with both hands, but at an angle that she couldn't see There was a little gloom on my face, "I believe you, Stella, go back to sleep, see you tomorrow.".I absolutely, absolutely, don't want to do this anymore. Once I have enough power in the future, I will no longer be controlled by others, and it will be my world at that time.Is it still a problem of insufficient strength?Sooner or later, I will get the strongest power in the world, I believe I have enough talent!

Although I have some psychological shadows on some of Stella's hobbies, I have to say that her ability is indeed strong enough. After a few days, she sent me a letter saying that everything is ready, just waiting for me to make a start. Decide.Of course, I know very well that although Professor Dumbledore has been exhausted by the waves of disasters recently, he is still the wise and shrewd Professor Dumbledore. I dare not show my feet and let him catch the secret room clues to events.But bless Merlin, my chance to push Hagrid out will come soon, and my heart is faintly agitated.

Oh yes, although it was hard, I did it.I first hinted that the headmaster is a fan of magical creatures who would release this monster that hurts people everywhere, and then I got out of the headmaster's room and got rid of all the animals in Hagrid's small room where the animals he adopted were hidden. Professor Dumbledore came here at the same time under Stella's means, and the next thing was obvious, Hagrid absolutely couldn't stay at Hogwarts anymore, and even Professor Dumbledore couldn't help him stay.

After this incident, I did not participate in any actions related to the secret room, because I need to avoid suspicion, and it is not appropriate to move lightly, and now there is one more important thing that needs to be carefully considered, that is, the matter about my parents .I have long known that my first name comes from my father, and my middle name comes from my grandfather. The director of the orphanage has never kept this from me. However, since I came to Hogwarts, after several years of exploration, I finally really Found their leads.

When I found the last piece of the jigsaw puzzle of my life experience, I made up my mind to find them. I have prepared for a long time for this. I very much hope that they can meet my expectations. After all, orphans expect love from their relatives, right?Finally, my chance came. It was during the summer vacation of the fifth grade. I followed the clues in my hand and came to my parents' hometown - Little Hangleton to visit my relatives. However, what I didn't expect was that the situation was not Just like my beautiful imagination.

My uncle, the last pure-blooded Gunter, is a violent and arrogant lunatic, completely unreasonable, and can only rely on the glory of his ancestors to paralyze his own empty and withered soul, which makes me unable to help him. Cast a spell and grab his wand.On the other side, the Riddle family in the mansion on the mountain, my father, grandpa and grandma, are a little bit better than that lunatic, but they are still disappointing. How could I have such a father who is parasitic on the family prodigal?

I couldn't stand these so-called relatives, and my dreams of family love were shattered like broken glass when I saw them.In this case, I have nothing to hold back, "Avada Kedavra!" I heard the cold voice flow out of my mouth, and the tip of my uncle's wand shot green light forward.This spell was not so difficult. I looked at my father and grandparents who fell on the ground and thought about it. There was no wave of emotion in my mind. A kind of confinement in my mind was broken silently. I feel very good. There is no better day in my life than today, I only have myself, and only I can love myself...