HP the Lady Behind the Dark Lord

ursula hoss pov

I get it, I've found the answer to existence, to my nausea, to my whole being.In fact, everything I understand can be reduced to the fundamental thing of the absurd. --"nausea"

The morning light sprinkled generously on every part of the world, and the golden red sun illuminated everything in front of me. Standing on the top of the tower of Grindelwald Castle, I looked down at the mountains and rivers covered by thick snow, pursing my lips He tightened the soft fur cloak he was wearing.Today is the No.15 day since I left the UK. I have lived in this gorgeous castle for half a month since I disapparated at the Hogwarts Halloween Ball that night. Everything about the school and the Knights of Volpes began to recede from me, and I seemed to be out of the center of the vortex of fate.

And all of this became what it is now because of one thing - I was pregnant.When I came downstairs to have breakfast with Lord Grindelwald on the second day after I came to Germany, I had no appetite for the delicious and rich breakfast. Instead, I was a little disgusted by the smell. I subconsciously took a few steps back, But I still had the unbearable desire to vomit, so I could only turn my head and cover my mouth to vomit in embarrassment. Physiological tears filled my eye sockets and blurred my vision.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Grindelwald's face change slightly, "Linus, I remember your healing magic seems to be pretty good?" His whispered instructions rang in my ears and let me start. I panicked, is there something wrong with my body?It always feels like something out of the ordinary is happening.

"Yes, mylord." The tall, blond man behind Gellert walked up to me who was kneeling on the ground limp from vomiting, pulled out his wand and cast many spells of different colors on me, some of whom I knew There are also things I don't know. Under such a perfect inspection, I can only wait anxiously for the conclusion to appear.When the last ray of light disappeared, Mr. Rosenberg respectfully reported to him in a low voice: "Your Majesty, Miss Hawes has been pregnant for two months." down.When I first heard the news next to me, I was suddenly overwhelmed, and I could only cover my unchanging lower abdomen with trembling fingers. So there is already a little life here?I had mixed feelings, I was 15 and not ready to be a mother.I can only raise my head and stare closely at Lord Grindelwald in front of me, hoping that he can help me make a decision, but even I don't know what kind of decision to make, but after all, Gellert Green Devo is the father of this child. I only had that one experience, and I never thought that a love affair would leave such a result... a small child.

I watched in silence as Gellert Grindelwald frowned and thought, he raked his blond hair casually with his hands a little anxiously.I thought, having a child is indeed a trouble for him. I don’t know if he thinks this child is a disaster, which will greatly affect his career and marriage, but I know that I have no right to shout in front of him. Can wait for him to make a decision.

Lord Grindelwald thought for a while. He stood up and walked to the window to look at the clouds in the distance. He didn't look at me, but I could feel keenly that he had made a decision.Lord Grindelwald's voice was flat but not serious: "Miss Ursula, I will keep my firstborn child. You can stay in the castle and raise your baby in peace during this time. I will help you with Hogwarts matters." Solve it." After speaking, he turned his head to look at Mr. Rosenberg behind him, paused and said, "Lester, come with me, our plan needs to be slightly modified." I relaxed a little He breathed a sigh of relief but felt some regret deep in his heart. He stood up feebly while leaning on the table, nodded his head reluctantly, and replied clearly: "Yes, Your Excellency Grindelwald." "Have a good rest, Miss Ursula. We Let's go." Lord Grindelwald nodded politely, turned his head and walked to the corridor on the left, and Mr. Rosenberg followed in silence half a step behind Lord Grindelwald.

Later, I don’t know what Lord Grindelwald did. I was indeed not urged by Hogwarts to go back to school to continue my studies, but I didn’t wander around idly. The collection of books in this castle can be said to be vast , comparable to Hogwarts with a thousand-year history, I am immersed in the ocean of knowledge and cannot extricate myself, even if I am almost alone for half a month, it is not difficult.And Lord Grindelwald did not forbid me to communicate with Hogwarts, but I can follow up everything about the Volpes Knights and Hogwarts from Stella and Sylvia at any time, without Out of touch with British wizarding society.

I've heard about the chaos at Hogwarts because two reckless Gryffindors were comatose or petrified in the bathroom on the second floor again, and I can already imagine the anxious expression on Professor Dumbledore's face Well, after all, the attack is not a small matter that is easy to solve.I sat behind the desk in the library and looked at the letter paper spread flat on the table and smiled. His Majesty Grindelwald will definitely take this opportunity to press the UK step by step. Poor Professor Dumbledore and the British Minister of Magic, I stroked my belly, which was already showing signs of pregnancy, and said that this was none of my business, everyone should do everything according to their own abilities.

Then I remembered the magic I cast on Hagrid's "cute" critters, and they must have had some effect.Will Hagrid be painfully speechless before the students' accusations and doubts?Or will she cry and hide under Dumbledore's wing and be sheltered by him?How curious!But no matter what, the suspicion of Tom and our Walpus Knights can be cleared, but I really hope that Tom will not be too excited to commit similar crimes again. As the old saying goes, during summer and winter, there is a period of dormancy Well, we won't be so lucky to find a good scapegoat like Rubeus Hagrid every time.

In the days that followed, I didn't pay much attention to what happened in England. I just stayed quietly in Grindelwald Castle in Germany to raise my baby. I can't let His Majesty Grindelwald's enemies hold me and attack him. Take the opportunity.My child and I are still too weak, and I need to learn to become stronger, so apart from reading newspapers and letters from my girlfriends every day to get basic external news, I spend the rest of my time buried in the castle's collection of books It was not until Tom, who learned the news of the Deathly Hallows, came to Germany to ask me about the whereabouts of the Peverell family relics, that I was once again involved in the general trend of current affairs, and at that time it was already two The Christmas holidays are months away.