HP the Lady Behind the Dark Lord

stella willa pov

Love should give people a sense of freedom, not imprisonment. —— "Sons and Lovers"

I am not a good person, I have felt this since I was a child with self-awareness, I have tried many ways to correct this natural viciousness, but until now so many years have passed, I have not become the kind of person who can be A really good guy or a partner of justice or whatever.But these are not my fault, probably because Merlin didn't give me that blessing kiss when I was born, so, Tom believes me, we are the best match from the beginning!Only the wicked have the chance to stand by your side forever. —Quoted from the Memoirs of Mrs. Stella Willa Riddle

There was a lot of noise outside the box, which made me frowned. I touched the spells described in the books in my hand that symbolize evil for other students. Looking at the shadowy figures through the glass window, I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth. I smiled sarcastically, and then I lowered my brows and closed the raised corners of my mouth, letting the raised lip line droop naturally.I have already begun to feel that it was a big mistake for me to choose this box that is not quiet at all. I am very dissatisfied with the noise that cannot be blocked by the walls, doors and windows. Change to a really quiet box.

I picked up the book and put it in my arms, cast a shrinking spell casually, and put all the luggage that was the size of a small book into my pocket, then I gently opened the compartment door, facing the noisy Grandma outside. Fen Duo and other booing students showed a sarcastic attitude.What a bunch of uneducated guys, I snorted coldly in my heart, but I also raised the corners of my mouth, putting on a mask of a smile on my face, I can’t lose face in front of outsiders, so I didn’t say anything, just stared straight ahead. Take small steps in the box and turn right to the corner.

However, when I turned sideways to face the cross road on the right, I lowered my head and looked up a little bit with a feeling. I was taken aback.Maybe because of the angle, I didn't see the face of the person in front of me clearly, but as a hardcore admirer of the other party, I will never forget the unique cold fragrance of the other party once I smell it once.

Tom Riddle has hair like high-grade black satin and pupils like black jade soaked in ice water. His slender fingers are holding on to the wall and knocking. The prefect badge that embodies honor is pinned on the front, but when the familiar eyes glanced at me, it was Tom who was as indifferent and cold as ever, but it still made my heart beat faster.

"Ri..." just blurted out a syllable, and the convenience passed me by without hesitation, looking like he didn't want to talk to me at all, and he looked like he was cut off from love.I turned my head and looked at the back of the other party who was going further and further away, my eyes were dim, and I let go of the book I was holding in my hand a little weakly, sighed, turned around and continued to walk, it really was... very indifferent...

I continued to walk on this small road with a blank mind holding the book, and when I reached the next intersection, I stopped suddenly, and at the same time hid in the shadows beside me. After being silently refused to communicate with Riddle, I always controlled myself I am so strong that I can't help feeling annoyed and frustrated. Am I not looking for a quiet place?How come the source of the noise?But the behavior of Ursula Hoss finally made me feel better when I was depressed. I had to raise my head contemptuously to hide the slight sarcasm and ridicule in my eyes, but listening to the exclamation of those Gryffindor students one after another With the noisy voice, I couldn't help frowning, these made me restless and kept pacing, they were too noisy.

It was too late to say it, but the dark mist came from nowhere and rushed towards me, and I realized that I had accidentally stepped into the mist area!This also made me couldn't help but look at Hoth sadly for the last second, and then I backed up abruptly, trying to leave this dangerous area, but I was still careless after all, "Well—" I moaned weakly, and could only Watching helplessly, the transparent air around me was completely replaced with a miserable green mist, and a thick milky white mist gradually appeared in front of my eyes.

"Villa..." A familiar voice came from my ear, and my body froze immediately. I eagerly turned my head to confirm whether it was the boy she loved. There was nothing wrong with that, and my body began to tremble slightly in excitement. , I greedily used my eyes to describe the black jade-like hair of the young man I had admired for a long time, and the indifferent but full of seductive eyes for women. He stroked his yew wood wand with his slender fingers.I stared at the boy in front of me with admiration to the point of fanaticism, madly as if I wanted to engrave the other person's appearance in my heart, madly as if I wanted to swallow the man in front of me and die again Make others invisible.

Tom...Tom...Tom... I yelled his name over and over again in my heart tenderly and crazily. I felt that I was going crazy. not found. "Villa..." Another call rang out in my ears, causing echoing vibrations in my body. Tom's voice was very gentle—so gentle that it was a little fake.

Even if I clearly understand that that person will never do this, he is so proud and noble, but I am still willing to indulge deeply, even if I know it is just a charming illusion...Even if I know that once I sink, I will never be able to break free from his grip Magic power...I really...really can't resist it!

"Tom..." I whispered quietly, carefully indulging my desire to be close, the small voice was like the sound of ants, I kept this sentence in my mouth so that no one else could hear it.I squinted my eyes and fell intoxicated by his vain calls, yes...that's it...gentle...only gentle to me...as for the others...everyone!Give!I!go!die!That's right! Tom can only be mine! ! !

I giggled viciously and strangely in a trance, and walked forward with erratic steps, I didn’t care about anything else, only Tom was my most concerned, and then I didn’t know Unknowingly fell asleep.I don’t know how long it has passed, but I gradually woke up from the stupor. The pride deep in my heart could not allow myself to indulge in hopeless fantasies. The figure of the boy who only smiled gently in his dreams was far away from me. This made me, who was intoxicated, suddenly paused, and my heart was inevitably shaken and confused. I even reached out to grab the phantom of that person to prevent him from leaving, but there was nothing I could do.

No!no!Don't leave... There must be something wrong with me like this, and the fog in front of my eyes finally dissipated at this moment, I shook my head to wake myself up, then I looked up and saw Ursula Hoss sitting opposite , I was a little stunned, and then fell silent again.I glanced at the other party and then lowered my head slightly, my whole face showed a dazed expression, my long and dense hair covered my whole face, although no one saw it, but I could clearly feel the deep The endless longing rooted in my heart... is making me a little strange, and the remaining rationality also makes me deeply afraid of this change, and struggling in vain.

I wondered, what is so strange about it?In fact!It's weird everywhere!Suddenly, I covered my face with both hands, and my body bent even more. The face covered by my palms was full of malicious and treacherous smiles. From the corner of my fingers, I caught a glimpse of my pupils in the opposite mirror slowly dilated to almost fill up the eye sockets. The strangeness of the whole space, and I almost couldn't help laughing out loud, so that the pretty stinky skin reflected in the mirror began to twist and twitch unconsciously, which made people see Those who are startled.

Yes...that's right...that's how I like him!Yes...I like him so much that I'm crazy!So... he must be my property, right?Yes, because I like him so much!Manic and violent emotions were stirring in my body, and the demons bound in my heart finally burst out of the cage of happiness and screamed presumptuously, ready to start making trouble.As for Tom not liking me...?That's okay... as long as I... as long as I:

Break his bones... so that he can't escape...

Cut off his tongue... so that he can't make a sound and talk to others...

Gouging out his eyeballs...so he can't look at anyone but me...

Bind him to my side and don't let him leave...Tom...my love...you are my thing and only mine!You will be understood and appreciated only by my side, why would you leave?Obviously...Obviously only I understand your ideals and your heart best!

Ah ha ha... Ah ha ha ha... The devil in me laughed wildly, and the sweet temptation of heart-pounding whispered softly in my ears: That's right... How can I let him go?And the angel representing goodwill and following the rules was knocked down in the quagmire. It looked like it was dying, but I didn't have any guilt or anxiety at all, because now my heart and eyes are full of my beliefs——Tom, only The devil can help me get him.

"Sorry... I seem to be too weak..." I let go of my hands, and my whole body has returned to normal, but my temperament has already changed drastically at this time. I showed a gentle smile to the girl Huos in front of me, As if the person who went crazy before was not me.But I suddenly remembered that my good friend, Sylvia Avery, hadn't come to see me for so long. I tilted my head and tapped my left hand with my right hand, thinking, where did I go?

"I'm very sorry to bother you, please allow me to leave first!" I gracefully stood up and saluted to express my thanks, and then I left here with the other party's permission. Before leaving, I tilted my head and smiled again, the smile was so elegant As if the laugh was real this time.I got up and picked up the book that belonged to me and was about to leave the stopped train, but my eyes suddenly stopped, and I looked directly at the ancient spell described on the page that I accidentally opened—"puppet", as if it was ... I blinked my eyes in doubt, and suddenly I found something interesting in the memory deep in my mind, and immediately, my smile became even weirder.

After arriving at Hogwarts, I didn't go to the lobby to eat, but went directly to find Sylvia, and finally I found the door of the Transfiguration professor with magic.I looked around and saw that there was no one in the air, so I waved my wand in the air, and then a screen with two small dots marked with the name of Sylvia and the name of the vice-principal Dumbledore appeared in the air, and they gathered together , in the room in front of me, when I was sure it was here, I waved my wand to make the screen disappear, put away my wand, and stepped forward to knock on the door slowly.

But it was my friend Sylvia Avery who answered the door, not the Vice-Headmaster, Professor Dumbledore, much to my delight.I asked her jokingly, "How is it, my dear, are you coming out at this time?" I thought you were being scolded, although the old bee didn't look like scolding, thinking of this, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart. curled his lips. "However, compared to such a boring thing as eating dinner... we still need to find something interesting to do!" I suddenly laughed, and that smile was very weird and evil even to me, and I stretched out my hand to hook Xi Sylvia's neck, I leaned over and said softly, and my eyes were iridescent with anticipation: "Hey, speaking of it... my dear Sylvia... you will definitely help me?"

Although the other party looked at me with a proud and disgusted look, the words she said were very heartwarming: "Okay, who is with who between us, tell me, what do you want me to do?" She also hugged me back neck, and generously kissed me hard on the face, although I would have disliked it before, but how could I care about such a small thing when I am in a period of excitement?I'm preoccupied with my big plans for Tom.I lowered my voice and said in an uncontrollable, mysterious and extremely weird tone: "Then...Sylvia...can you help me...ask Tom out?" After asking this sentence, even if I I was teased jokingly by Sylvia, but fortunately she agreed to ask Tom out for me. I was relieved expectantly, and my ears and cheeks were slowly flushed with excitement.

"Ah... well, I'm counting on you, thank you very much for your help!" Although I blushed a lot, it was obvious that Sylvia's agreement made me very excited, and I knew very well that I couldn't muster up the courage to go Invite him, but Sylvia can, that's pretty much my heart!Um?You want to ask her if she will like Tom? NoNoNo, it is precisely because she has a fiancé that I will ask her, and if she really likes it... I paused, tilting my head and showing a sweet smile, but my eyes were full of burning black poison, killing me Is it okay to drop it? ~Tom...Tom...you have to wait for me, I'll see you soon...soon, what a date you're looking forward to, isn't it?Please engrave me deeply in your heart, just remember me... my love... no one is more qualified than me to occupy your arrogant heart, all rivals in love die for me... die——